Chapter 308: Make Up Your Mind

Shui Se sobbed, her emotions were already uncontrollable, she reached out and wiped a handful of tears, looking at Chen Xiang in front of her with teary eyes, this man she once loved so much, and was even willing to give everything and love with her life, she said, "I have fantasized about our future countless times, even if you use me and leave me again, I don't want to accept such an ending, you know how painful it is to see you like this, I don't want to treat you, I hope you can quit, I hope you can quit, I hope you can get better, As it did at the beginning, the sun was shining brightly in my life......"

In such a moment, I suddenly understood all the bitterness in Shui Se's heart, she didn't give up on Chen Xiang, but she hoped that he could still be him.

I don't know if it's my delusion, when the water was so tearful, I actually saw Chen Xiang's eyes flashing with bitterness for a moment......

He's not him anymore, how can he still feel it.

Just when I laughed at myself for thinking too much, I saw that Chen Xiang, who was still insensitive just now, suddenly stepped forward and hugged Shui Se into his arms......

"Chen Xiang!" I stepped forward with some concern, "What are you going to do!" ”

Because of the proximity, I vaguely watched Chen Xiang's lips move, and then he pushed away the water, as if he had exhausted the strength of his life, ran to the window, pushed the window open, and jumped quickly.

Everything happened too fast, and no one expected that Chen Xiang, who came in just now and needed someone to support him, suddenly had such a big explosive power......

And before we could slow down, we heard the screams of the water that had run to the window.

This is the eleventh floor. Chen Xiang will definitely die if he jumps.

He used all his strength, and he was determined to die.

Maybe it was the moment of sobriety after skating, maybe it was the crying of tears that brought back a trace of his sanity, and it was such a moment of sobriety that gave him the courage to end his life.

Shui Se was almost out of breath crying, and I hugged her and watched the people around me come and go, from the hospital to the crematorium to the cemetery, as if my soul did not belong to me.

"Are you really okay?"

I met Xiao Ze's concerned eyes, shook my head slightly, and then looked at the water color sitting next to the tombstone, leaning against the corner of the tombstone, and my heart swelled with indescribable sadness.

"Xiao Ze, why did your attitude towards me suddenly change so much?"

"Was it sudden?" He laughed, "I've always felt that my feelings for you haven't changed. ”

"From the coldness at the beginning, to the stalking you to me when you go to prison, to the warmth and ...... now"

"I guess I don't have to bear so much anymore." Xiao Ze shrugged his shoulders and sighed, "Before, I was worried about the Tang family and the Lin family, but later the Xiao family's capital chain was broken, and the operation was difficult to turn over for a while, I thought that I could fight again with my own strength, and I also think that you will all understand me in the end......"

"And then ......"

I looked at Xiao Ze, it seems that he hasn't rested well these days, and the current Wuqing still hates it severely.

And then ...... It's Ah Cheng seizing power," a wry smile appeared on Xiao Ze's face, "Maybe it's because you didn't participate in these things, so it makes you feel particularly abrupt......"

"Xiao Cheng seized power, but he didn't let you become more and more frustrated."

"I may really not forgive many people, but the ones who can't forgive are grandpa, you, and Ah Cheng."

"Me?"

If it is Xiao Chuan and Xiao Cheng, I can still understand why me.

Seeing my surprise, Xiao Ze couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Grandpa raised me, no matter what he did, in the final analysis, he had high hopes for me, hoping that I could support the Xiao family."

So, even if he really did so many wrong things, I can't really blame him. And Xiao Cheng ......"

Xiao Cheng sighed and took out a cigarette casually, "I never thought about my influence on him, I won't reflect on myself until he says it, what he said is actually really reasonable, my eldest brother, really many times, is actually sorry for him...... And no wonder he did it...... Actually, to put it bluntly, it's not that I'm too good, it's just that my grandfather is too partial to me......"

"Aze ......"

"It's nothing, and then it's you," Xiao Ze looked at me seriously, "Do you still need to say, the woman I love the most is you......"

I looked at the heartbroken water not far away, and I knew that there was no more pain in the world than life and death, and I had already prepared such a plan in my heart.

"Thank you, Xiao Ze." I looked at him, "You're also the man I love the most......"

"I know."

Saying that, Xiao Ze looked at Shui Se next to the tombstone, "Shui Se, it's time to go back......

Shui Se nodded slightly, I watched her reluctantly reach out and touch every word on the tombstone, and I couldn't help but recall in my mind that on the day Chen Xiang jumped off the building, he reached out and hugged Shui Se.

Later, I asked Shui Se what Chen Xiang had told her.

I thought about many kinds of water color answers, but what I didn't expect was that Chen Xiang said that I love you, and the water color responded with a moment of silence.

His confession didn't come suddenly, but we weren't ready yet.

Thinking of this, I walked over and took Shuise's hand, "Don't be sad, it'll be fine." ”

Shui Se stretched out his hand to hug me, and when he saw my back, Xiao Cheng also got out of the car.

"He's coming, too." Shui Se looked at Xiao Cheng's eyes and still couldn't help but lose hostility.

"I guess I also want to talk to my brother, let's go."

I was afraid that the meeting would be embarrassing, so I took Shuise's hand and wanted to get out of here quickly.

And Xiao Cheng obviously didn't have any intention of finding fault today, when he saw us, he just nodded at Xiao Ze, and then walked straight to Chen Xiang's tombstone, his eyes full of sadness.

Sitting in the car, looking at the water that was still crying on my shoulder, I looked at the scenery outside the window, and I also made up some kind of determination.

The next day, I looked at the water while she was still asleep and left a note for her, turned around and went out the door.

I want to go see Shen Qingzhe.

By the time I arrived at Shen Qingzhe's hotel, it was not early.

I wandered cautiously outside the ward, wondering if Shen Qingzhe was awake or not, and worried about meeting the Shen family.

After thinking about it again, I often quietly pushed the door open a gap, and through the small crack in the door, I looked around at the next five sons, except for Shen Qingzhe, who was still lying down, there was nothing......

Seeing that there was no one in the room, I pushed the door in with some peace of mind.

Looking at the familiar figure sleeping soundly on the bed, I slowly leaned in.

Sitting gently on the stool across the bed, I looked at Shen Qingzhe quietly and couldn't help muttering to him in my heart.

I am grateful to have met him, helped me so much, and took care of me so much.

"The affection you gave me is not over in this life. Let me take care of you in the next life, if I can. ”

I spit out such a sentence softly, there are many words, I can't face him, but this heartfelt sentence, I still want him to know.

Shen Qingzhe seemed to be asleep, still lying so sweet and motionless, I raised my hand and looked at the watch on my wrist, "I'm leaving, I hope that when I come back, you can recover well." ”

With that, I got up and walked out.

As soon as I put on my mask and walked around the corner, I heard Shen Qingge's voice, "My brother is better, but it's not as important as my brother, right?" ”

"Yes, eldest miss, I won't leave the eldest young master to the nurse next time, I'll come out to find you."

Fortunately, he came out early, otherwise he wouldn't know how to face Shen Qingge if he bumped into it.

Walking out of the hospital, I took a deep breath, and then looked back at the location of Shen Qingzhe's ward, and couldn't help but feel a little sad in my heart, I hope everything is okay with you, Shen Qingzhe.

Closing my eyes, I made a wish for Shen Qingzhe, then opened my eyes and took out my mobile phone, I looked at the housing information in my mobile phone, as well as the invitation letter to work after passing the interview.

My new life is going to start anew, and this time, I'm going to make a new transformation.

When I went back, the water was already up, and I was not in the room, and I only left a note.

"Xiaomeng, I'm sorry, I can't go with you, there are a lot of memories of me and Chen Xiang in this city, I am willing to live day after day with these memories, I am willing to live with the memories related to him all the time, I can no longer fit others in my heart, not at all."

"I understand." I held the note tightly in my palm, it didn't matter if she didn't want to go with me, I could still go on my own.

I don't want to live like this anymore, I want to do things well, rely on myself, and speak with my own strength.

Thinking of this, I breathed a sigh of relief, and said that people's character determines fate, and I hope that I am a better person.

The sudden recollection of the ringtone of my phone interrupted my train of thought, and I looked at the familiar name on my phone, and I really wanted to pretend that I didn't know her...... Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.