Chapter 146: One Cut
I looked at the Taoist chief and didn't speak, but my heart was full of helplessness: "Even if I force it, is it useful?" If I force it to be useful, I want to take the household registration book and marry Mo Han now......"
I rubbed my face with my hands, smiled and walked towards Furubashi step by step.
Mo Han was dressed in a pale red slim lace skirt, black stockings, and pink high heels with heart-shaped panels, this was the first time I saw her dressed in summer, sweet but still elegant.
"Why are you dressed up so beautiful?" I broke the silence with a nonsensical question.
Mo Han was not interested in my question, she still had an indifferent expression on her face, just looking at me...... I suddenly resented this indifference, which made her more and more distant from me.
I didn't want to say too much, so I took out a bank card from my pocket and handed it to her, saying, "The password is 6 zeros." ”
"I don't want it."
"You don't, so what are you going to do? Is it possible to plan to feel the taste of summer outdoors at zero distance? I said with a smirk.
"Yixi, I think there was some misunderstanding between us." Mo Han whispered to me.
"What misunderstanding, you say?" I said with a smile on my face that I didn't even understand.
When I asked her to clarify the alleged misunderstanding, she remained silent.
I lit a cigarette and didn't speak, I was patient enough to give her enough time to explain the misunderstanding.
After smoking a cigarette, Mo Han didn't speak, I finally couldn't hold it back, and said coldly: "Answer me two questions." ”
"Hmm."
"Do you really like me Zhang Yixi? Or am I just your tool to entertain loneliness and loneliness? ”
"I ......" Mo Han wanted to say and stopped.
"OK, I know the answer, you don't have to say it." I knew that if I really liked it, I wouldn't have to hesitate to tell me the answer.
After a pause, I said, "Second question, what is the relationship between the man I saw outside the hotel that day driving a BMW and you?" ”
Mo Han's expression finally lost indifference, her face was surprised, and she asked after a while, "You went to the hotel?" ”
I smiled coldly and said, "Isn't that weird?" Can you please answer my question first? ”
Mo Han bit his lip and looked at me with a pained look on his face, but he still refused to tell me the answer.
"I, Zhang Yixi, am not so narrow-minded and unwilling to accept the facts, as long as I am clear, I can bear anything."
Mo Han nodded, and said to me as if he had made up his mind for a long time, "We did have a past......
Mo Han was only halfway through his words, I subconsciously clenched my fists, but asked with a smile on my face, "The unforgettable past, right?" ”
"Hmm."
"Actually, you can really tell me very generously that you can't forget him. Do you know: this is a relief for me, I think: you don't know, life without you, how free I am, haha~~~! ”
"Don't do that, Yixi."
I stretched my body, turned to the river, and said in the most free and easy tone: "Hehe, you see, the wind is blowing again, but such a wind can't set off any waves, and the river is still calm." ”
I propped my hands on the guardrail, and said to Mo Han, who came to me, "Do you know what I mean? My heart is as calm as this river, the wind you blow can no longer set off any waves in my heart, I Zhang Yixi~~ I don't care about you, I don't care about you Mo Han! ~~”
Tears slipped from Mo Han's eyes, I was disgusted, could it be that she still didn't believe my words at this time, and felt guilty about me, I didn't need her tears of guilt.
I shoved the bank card into her hand and reminded her with a smile: "Remember that the password is 6 zeros, start from zero, and end from zero." ”
After a pause, I said, "By the way, I'll give you another gift, the Buddha beads that have been opened, and the ones who are safe...... Peace be upon you....... Well~~~ Also, and~~ On the day of your Miss Mo Han's wedding, if you still remember my Zhang Yixi's words, you hope to give me an invitation, and I will go, because you have to return my scarf and gloves to me. ”
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I was leaving, a red SRX stopped beside me and Mo Han, Lin Xi pressed the window and shouted to me: "Yixi, I've been looking for you for a long time, why didn't you answer your call?" ”
"Right away." I said to Lin Xi.
I looked at Mo Han, she turned her back to face the river, didn't look at me and Lin Xi, but squeezed the bank card in her hand tightly.
I was really leaving, I didn't even say goodbye to Mo Han, opened the door of the back seat of the car, sat down, Lin Xi looked at Mo Han, and then looked at me, and then started the car.
The car moved away from the old bridge little by little, I finally couldn't bear it, and looked back at Mo Han, she was still standing in place, standing in the wind, I couldn't see her expression, but I saw that the hair on her sideburns was blown by the wind to cover the corners of her eyes, and her figure looked so thin in the wind.
I turned my head and didn't want to look at her anymore, let alone figure out what her mood was at this time, I closed my eyes, and my heart seemed to have a cathartic pleasure, but more of a heart-rending pain.
Finally, I opened the window, took out another string of Buddhist beads that the Taoist chief had given me to keep me safe, stared at it for a long time, and then threw the beads into the river...... Lost a love that once made me yearn day and night, what do I still want to do safely??
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Why is it that after so many breakups, I am still in so much pain, I can deceive Mo Han, but I can't deceive myself, I can't face it calmly....... The pain is so real in my heart, but I also really understand: Mo Han and I are not possible, she does not belong to me, even if I am bitterly attached, what can I do? The longer it drags on, the deeper the pain becomes...... hastily drew a distorted end, maybe it was a relief for her and for me!!
I breathed very fast, and at the moment I could only rely on this way to relieve the pain and bitterness in my heart, and I reminded myself: "Zhang Yixi, don't cry, don't cry...... You look down on life and death, do you still care about a love? ”
I didn't cry, I really didn't cry this time~~~ The saltiness from the corner of my mouth was just an accident, I diverted my attention, I was thinking: Who will my next girlfriend be? Who is married to me? I'm looking forward to it, I'm really looking forward to it...... Hehe~~ Looking forward to it?
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The text message prompt on the phone rang again, and I picked it up and looked at it, but it was sent by Anqi: "Silly brother, I guess you haven't woken up yet, you drank too much yesterday, right?" ”
"You've just drunk too much." I replied to Angel for a long time.
"Yes, I drank too much, I just got up, unlike someone, who drank too much, drank stupidly, drank confusedly, but still refused to admit it."
Looking at Angel's text message with false accusations, I was speechless, I didn't drink much at all, in fact, just now I soberly ended a love that didn't belong to me.
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