The car finally drove away from the bustling city, we walked through the empty suburbs, I opened the window, felt the wind blowing in my face, and for a long time I asked Lin Xi, who was driving, "Why did you drive the car here?" ”

"I think you need the silence of the countryside right now."

I nodded, Lin Xi understands me, when I am upset, I really need such silence to soothe my irritability.

Dusk, sunset, flowers, green grass, birdsong, river, quiet, when this paradise-like scenery is presented in front of my eyes, do I have reason to be sad?

I said to Lin Xi: "Parking ......"

Lin Xi looked out the window, stopped the car, and said to me with a smile: "I like it here too." ”

I opened the car door and stepped out of the car, wanting to integrate myself into this unclutter-free picture as quickly as possible.

I lit a cigarette and sat by the trickling river, staring blankly.

Lin Xi sat down beside me, the soft light of the setting sun was reflected on the river, and a gust of wind blew, causing the river to sparkle, and even the sun seemed to be jumping.

"Yixi, do you say that there is a place like this, where there is no pain, no struggle, no restraint, no vanity?" Lin Xi asked me softly.

I thought for a while, pointed to my heart, we both understood that in the real world, there is no such place, we can only use our hearts to keep fantasizing, and finally let ourselves believe that there really is such a place.

"Are you sad right now?"

"But I don't need comfort." I said and made a "shhh

Lin Xi nodded, stopped talking, and sat quietly with me until the sunset faded.

.......

I finally finished a pack of cigarettes, crumpled the case, threw it into the river, and made a ripple, so the silence was gone, and I knew it was time for us to leave.

I asked Lin Xi beside me, "Do you have something to do with me?" ”

"There used to be, but now there isn't." Lin Xi said helplessly.

I looked at Lin Xi suspiciously, Lin Xi smiled and said, "Originally, I wanted to ask you to go to the decoration company to read the design draft, but now you should be off work." ”

"Why didn't you say something so important earlier?"

Lin Xi shook his head with a smile and said, "Tomorrow, I think you will give more good opinions tomorrow, forget it today." ”

.......

It was late at night, and after separating from Lin Xi, I came to Guqiao again without ambition, this time I came secretly, at this time even the Taoist chief had left, and the hawkers had all left.

I sat in the place where I broke up with Mo Han today...... People are always used to exposing their weakness to the night, I was really in pain, I held my head in pain, and I remembered one after another scenes that I had experienced here with Mo Han: "It was snowing that day, Mo Han wore a hat and ate the baked sweet potatoes I bought for her...... Another day, Mo Han brought me warm milk and warm baby ...... Another day, it was my birthday, and when everyone around me left me, it was Mo Han who accompanied me on that birthday that should have been lonely...... What's even more lonely is Chinese New Year's Eve, who is still Mo Han who accompanies me...... She saved me from loneliness several times...... "But we still can't avoid a sad breakup, we can't really give each other warmth, because we only warm our bodies, not our hearts!" ”

I hate: I hate Mo Han, why can't he love me wholeheartedly? Does she know how rare I Zhang Yixi is? Does she know how many heart-rending nights I, Zhang Yixi, have endured because of her departure?

Break up, it's not that I don't love anymore, it's because I'm really tired, scared, and panicked, I'm a man who has been hit hard in love, when Mo Han still loves other men, I don't dare to look back anymore.......

Raising my head, I wanted to stop the tears that were about to fall, why did Zhang Yixi, who looked down on life and death, not look down on love? ?

The wind finally dried my tears, I cowered in the corner, smoking cigarette after cigarette, I was going to smoke myself so that my lungs hurt so that I wouldn't have to have a heartache!!

.......

As the heartache continued, my phone rang again, and I didn't want to answer anyone's call at the moment, so I let the ringtone ring over and over again.

......

I don't know how long I've been sitting here, if I want to sit here all night, I'm willing to give myself a night of depression, but when dawn comes, there will be no more Mo Han in my Zhang Yixi's world, I swear!

......

A car was like a flame, driving away the darkness of the night, the light pierced me and I couldn't open my eyes, I covered my eyes with the back of my hand, turned my head, but heard an angry voice: "Zhang Yixi, you bastard, big idiot, why don't you answer my phone?" ”

I decadently threw away the cigarette butt in my hand and squinted at Angel who suddenly appeared in front of me.

"How did you know I was here?" I asked, smiling, but took another cigarette out of my cigarette case and lit it.

"You told me that you would be on this bridge if you weren't happy." Angel looked at me frustratedly, and there was no anger in her tone.

I flicked the cigarette ash with my hand, but my eyes were still looking into the distance, and after a while, I said to Angel, who had been standing in front of me, "How do you know that I am unhappy?" ”

"Hehe, do you think I really believe that you have insomnia for work?" Angel looked at me coldly and said.

"That's right, I'm out of love with Zhang Yixi, I'm just here to play decadence and depression!" I said with a smirk.

"Let's go home." Angel paused for a long time and then said to me.

"Shall we go home? Where do I have a home~~ Do you know? I, Zhang Yixi, have survived and worked hard in this city for three years, and I don't even have a house of my own, and I deserve to be dumped by others...... I can't give a woman anything. I said as I slammed my fist into the ground.

Oh, yes! Several of my loves have broken up because of material, although I'm not sure if I and Mo Han have come to this point because of material, but it is also an indisputable fact that the man drives a high-end BMW, what am I Zhang Yixi?

.......

"Zhang Yixi, are you sure you are talking to me awakely, I rushed to Nantong, I didn't want to see your self-pity and self-pitying appearance." Angel said as she reached out and pulled me from sitting on the ground.

"Don't move me, let me sit a little longer......" I broke free of Angel's grip on me.

"Do you really love her that much and care about her so much?" In just a few words, Anqi's tone fluctuated.

I raised my head, looked at Angel in a daze, and said after a while: "It's a pity that she doesn't love me, she didn't even say to me that I like you, and she didn't say a word ...... me."

"Zhang Yixi, let me ask you: A woman who doesn't love you, is it worth your decadence here, don't let me look down on you, okay?"

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