Zhang Qianqian's grandmother praised Nangong Siqi so much, I really didn't expect it, her evaluation of Nangong Siqi is very pertinent, not to mention anything else, just in terms of temperament, she is willing to surpass Han Xiaoru, because she constantly has temperament, and she is also very aura.

It feels otherworldly, by no means an ordinary mortal, when I first came into contact with Nangong Siqi, I also felt this way, but she was in a wheelchair at the beginning, so the feeling was very subtle, like a winged angel.

"Do you think Qianqian would be happier than she is now if she gets better?"

The question I asked was a little inexplicable, because I really wanted to know the answer, Zhang Qianqian's grandmother looked at me and shook her head and said, "I don't know, maybe I will see it, maybe it will sink deeper, I can't tell." ”

I smiled wryly and shook my head, I don't know if I should let Zhang Qianqian get better, dusk is so short, that sentence is good, the sunset is infinitely good, but it's just near dusk.

When night fell, I felt lonely and lonely like never before, and my whole person seemed to be in an isolated environment.

Even if Zhang Qianqian's grandmother is still by my side, I will also feel lonely, some people say that the reason why the night will make people have an indescribable sense of excitement is because the heart of the night people is very anxious, because of loneliness, so they will vent that excitement in a lively place.

This has also caused many people to lose their original form due to excessive excitement, and I am still not very interested in night clubs, so I have maintained my normal life until now.

It's just that there are important things tonight, I have to leave with Nangong Siqi first, when I ran to the bathroom to wash my hands, the phone was already ringing, and I knew that it should be Ye Long calling.

When I took out my phone after washing my hands, sure enough, it was Ye Long.

"You wait a while, I'll be over later."

I spoke very impatiently, because Ye Long is still a bit annoying in my nature, he is very hypocritical, and he is an out-and-out hypocrite.

Before, he said that he was not greedy for fame and fortune, and he didn't like the head of the Ye family, but now that I have said good things for him, after using him, he completely seized this opportunity and wanted to take the position.

There are too many people acting these days, but Ye Long will definitely not be angry with me now, he will definitely not, if he doesn't say anything else, just say that my help to him now has surpassed Old Man Ye, and Nangong Siqi will also be on my side.

Naturally, he didn't dare to offend people, people died for money, birds died for food, people like Ye Long naturally understood the stakes, and I didn't need to say anything to him.

I asked Ye Long to find a place to wait for me, and I will go back after a while, Ye Long smiled and said yes, after hanging up the phone, I walked from the living room stairs on the first floor to the second floor.

As soon as I went upstairs, I saw Zhang Qianqian, who was sitting in the hall meditating, as if she was practicing, sitting cross-legged in a white shirt, black trousers, and barefoot on a futon.

No matter how you look at it, you feel that it is different, it has a lot of temperament than before, could it be that Nangong Siqi's original temperament and agility were cultivated through meditation.

Many years later, I asked Nangong Siqi a question, she told me that her legs couldn't move at the beginning, it was a kind of practice, and the reason why she couldn't move was also because of family reasons, these things are too complicated, in short, people are separated from their stomachs, in the face of interests, what kind of morality and the like, has long ceased to exist.

Zhang Qianqian seemed to have calmed her mind, even if I walked over, she didn't move, and Nangong Siqi was holding a book in her hand, but while walking and reading, she walked back and forth in the room.

I whispered in Nangong Siqi's ear: "It's not early, we should go over first, otherwise it will be difficult for the Nangong family to enter, that place is still far away from here." ”

"Don't worry, Qianqian's state has just stabilized, if she doesn't defend now, she is not responsible, as a doctor, you can't give up halfway to save people."

Nangong Siqi still has stubbornness in her bones, and it is not stubborn, it should be said that it is a sense of responsibility, a kind of faith and moral values.

If someone is injured, and that person is an enemy, she will probably treat them, and of course she will tie up the enemy in advance to prevent the enemy from hurting herself.

This is better than many people, reflecting her extraordinary intelligence and great spirit.

It may also be because of these things that she will be particularly attractive, many men say that they like the gentleness and kindness of girls, but there are not many girls who have these things.

Most of them like a foreign trade, if you say hypocrisy, people are the most hypocritical, if you say noble people are also noble.

Nangong Siqi said that people are extreme animals, in her eyes, in fact, a person's quality does not depend on himself at all, but on the people around him, if he follows a group of shameless people, then most of them will become shameless, if they follow the righteous people, they will also be kind and benevolent.

Therefore, it is right to preach positive energy, but just preaching and not doing it, it is just a vain appearance, and in the end it can only be a self-deception.

"If everyone can be like you, then the world will be peaceful."

I don't actually want to be a bad person, who wants to be a bad guy if I can be a good person, but I was forced out by this era.

"I have faith, and only a person with faith is a real person, and if a person has no faith, then living is no different from the walking dead, and what he does is naturally shameless and obscene."

"Do you think I also lack faith?"

"You're just too young, at an age that shouldn't be, you've experienced too many things, you're not going to extremes, it's already very good, if you were someone else, I'm afraid you'd have already destroyed humanity, you're still a person with a good conscience, at least you're a good person in my eyes."

"Good guys?"

I couldn't imagine that I was worthy of the word good in Nangong Siqi's eyes.

I myself feel that I am too bad, eating from the pot and looking at the bowl, and even this will still hit Nangong Siqi's attention in my heart.

If you talk about beasts, it is not an exaggeration, but if you think about it carefully, hypocritical people put a tall expression on themselves, in fact, people are beasts by nature, if you think so, then I will return to the basics.

I myself find this thing funny, and these crooked theories of the past that can be said are not without a little truth.

"In short, don't forget your original intention, just leave Qianqian's affairs to me, I am confident that she will get better, her heart is now injured and needs a period of treatment, and she is imperceptibly buried in her heart, just because she is powerless to struggle, time can smooth out all scars, and can take away all memories."

I believe in Nangong Siqi's words, she is not only a miracle doctor but also a philosopher, a scholar, a psychologist in my eyes, in short, she is omnipotent, and she has a holy light that ordinary people can't match, no matter what, she is that kind of smile.

Like an immortal who nourishes everyone, I grabbed Nangong Siqi's hand and said, "Then please." ”

"It's a shame to say this, Qianqian and I are also good friends, and I, as a doctor, should do the same, but now Qianqian is happier than before, if it recovers, I'm afraid it will not be as good as people want."

Nangong Siqi patted me lightly on the shoulder, and I nodded and said, "I understand, but I can't keep letting her go on like this, I will feel uncomfortable watching her like this." ”

"I want her not to forget this memory, so that her spiritual world will be harmonized and she will not go to extremes again, so the process will be relatively slow, at least half a year."

Nangong Siqi looked at me with a frown, as if she was asking for my opinion, and the old man who walked in whispered, "As long as Qianqian can get better." ”

"Listen to you, you are a doctor, and I believe that your decision and judgment are the most correct."

"Well, then I won't give her in-depth treatment for the time being, I hope that her personality will retain some of the casualness and freedom she has now."

Nangong Siqi's thoughts are still very high-end, and what she said is what I am more worried about now, but if Zhang Qianqian can really retain a memory and retain some of her current character, then she will definitely become a perfect girl.

It's just that when she has this freedom, the persistence and stubbornness of love, I'm afraid it will no longer exist, maybe she will go away with a chic gift, to face the next love, to face another man she likes, instead of wasting time on me.

Should I be upset? I should still be happy for her, and silently bless her in my heart, I don't know how confused, now I don't know anything about the future, and I have no direction for the relationship between me and Zhang Qianqian.

Whether to go or stay, to love or not to love, I can't do it, it seems that fate is no longer in my hands.

I used to seem to be a little arrogant and overly arrogant, thinking that loving someone would be loved for a lifetime, for a lifetime, but now I believe that I am really an idiot.

"Xiao Feng, don't be sad, Qianqian, she won't blame you."

"She doesn't blame me, and she won't be like this."

"She became like this, it's entirely because she doesn't blame you, if she really blames you, how can she become like this, you think things are too simple, girls' minds are more delicate, I think she can understand you."

"Really?"

It's the first time I've heard someone say that, and if it's true, then I'm really doing a sin, and letting such a good girl blame herself for this.

"Well, my judgment is very accurate, didn't you just say it, Qianqian is very settled now, she is very wise, so I think, she also wants to see some things, and deep down she should also want to try to forgive you."

As soon as Nangong Siqi said this, I suddenly remembered that Zhang Qianqian had been reading Buddhist scriptures before, and most of her reading Buddhist scriptures were karma reincarnation or something, maybe she was the same as Nangong Siqi said, and wanted to find a way or belief to forgive me.