I couldn't help laughing, Zhang Qianqian is really funny, she can say such innocent words, and only she who has amnesia is so arrogant, so stubborn, revealing a vision for the future and hope for life.

And it is precisely this stage of life that is the happiest, the most nostalgic, and the most nostalgic.

As Nangong Siqi said, Zhang Qianqian's personality is relatively simple, although she is cold, but she is still introverted and yearns for a fairytale-like life.

I made her change from a gangster to an ordinary girl, and I also made her completely collapse because of love, if she was still the same as before, maybe it wouldn't be like this, but now she looks very happy.

"Come play with us."

Zhang Qianqian stood up and walked to me with a smile, grabbing my hand with her mud-stained hand, those eyes revealing innocence.

The child-like smile is undoubtedly revealed, and it is by no means the eyes of an adult that only a child can have such ignorant eyes, and there is no evil in his eyes.

"Qianqian, do you remember me?"

Nangong Siqi smiled and grabbed Zhang Qianqian's hand playing with mud, Zhang Qianqian pouted: "This big sister looks so beautiful, do we know each other?" ”

"Well, I met before, and I was still a very good friend, and I also helped you see a doctor at that time."

"See a doctor, I'm not sick, don't say I'm sick, I'm not sick."

Zhang Qianqian was very stubborn, Nangong Siqi stroked Zhang Qianqian's long hair with her hand and said: "Qianqian is not sick, her health is very good, we all know this, but the time to play with mud today has exceeded the standard, and I will get sick if I continue to play." ”

"Huh? Can you get sick playing with mud? ”

Zhang Qianqian's IQ seems to have been completely crushed, and she is in the state of a primary school student.

"Well, so go wash your hands first, and you two come over and absorb it with me."

Nangong Siqi was like a kindergarten teacher, taking an older elementary school student Zhang Qianqian and two little dolls into the villa together, I looked at the mud on my hands and couldn't help but laugh happily.

No matter what, Qianqian still smiled, laughing so happily and charmingly.

It's been a long time since I've seen her smile like that, and I've only been able to see her happy when she's amnesia, and when I think of this, I have a deep disgust for myself, how annoying and hateful I am, to make Qianqian so painful.

Brute, beast, shameless, indecent, these words are not exaggerated for me, and I fully express the bad side of human nature.

Just like the people I used to hate, I am becoming that kind of person little by little, and I don't think so, or even be ashamed, but proud, and these views of honor and disgrace have been erased by the bloody reality.

There is only a numb heart left, but the interests of doing everything, everything else, all gone, as for the weak kindness, it has long since slowly disappeared with time, just like the ignorant and innocent eyes of youth, disappeared and can no longer be found, at most it is nostalgic.

How can I make Qianqian like this, I think it might be a good thing if Qianqian keeps going like this.

"No, it's too selfish, I'm comfortable, but she has to spend her whole life in this state, and it's also a kind of torture for me, if she can get better and just forget me, maybe it will be fine."

I talked to myself, like a neuropath, I walked to the mud pit not far away, squatted on the ground and began to play with the mud, I also played with Qin Xiaoyou when I was a child, I didn't know why at that time, I just had fun playing.

I now grab the mud with both hands, and laugh silly, my heart is happy, even if this thing is dirty in the eyes of many adults, but for me now, this thing can allow me to find the memories that have disappeared, let me relive my childhood dreams.

"How did I become like this, and when did I start to change?"

I'm thinking about what I used to be like, I endured being scolded and beaten, was that right, or was being a good person meant to be bullied, and I was born to be insulted.

If that's the case, it doesn't seem right, I shook my head and let these emotions ease, I should have changed since Zhang Qianqian left.

Her departure at the beginning seemed to me as if she had given up, although she asked me to wait for three years, but three years of loneliness is not something that ordinary people can bear.

Only Yang Guo can wait for Xiaolongnu for sixteen years, if it turns out in reality, Xiaolongnu must have found the person who washed it, Yang Guo also found it, and miss each other for the past, I am too realistic, so I don't believe Zhang Qianqian's words.

And Zhang Qianqian was so naïve, she thought I would believe her words, and when it came to the emotional blow, I gradually began to lose myself.

So little by little, I began to learn to be selfish, to learn the saying that people don't kill for themselves, and to learn what a man in love should do.

"I can't tell who is right and who is wrong, in a word, I have to get by."

"Well said, get by, this sentence doesn't seem to have any lofty ambitions, but it is the most correct choice, young man, you should be sad in your heart."

It was no one else who spoke but Zhang Qianqian's grandmother, she stood in front of me with a serious expression, I raised my head and looked at her and said, "I don't know, to say that I am a little sad, but seeing Qianqian so happy now, I am also a little happy in my heart." ”

"I know about you and Qianqian, and I know you more or less, you and Qianqian shouldn't be in love, you are still a child in my eyes, autumn fruits, summer can't be harvested, you have experienced few things, so you don't know how to solve problems together, which led to such a tragedy."

"It's strange that you don't blame me."

I don't understand, why Zhang Qianqian's grandmother didn't scold me for being a bastard, if ordinary people would definitely scold me, especially Zhang Qianqian's mother, if I know Zhang Qianqian's situation now, if I don't get scolded for being bloody, it would be really strange.

"What's the use of me blaming you, I'm a person from the past, I understand human nature, and I know what is acceptable and what is impossible to accept, at least you didn't let me reach the level of disgust, I can see that you really like Qianqian, and I'm happy for her, a girl can be really liked by a man once, it's also a lucky thing, and only at this age, it will be a simple like, a simple love, not a physical idea."

Zhang Qianqian's grandmother said and lit a cigarette, she still looks relatively young, although she is a little old, but she wears fashionably, and in front of people of her age, she is also a beautiful flower.

Many retired elderly people in the community will always focus on her, and the emotional life of the elderly is also very rich in these years, so there are still many scandals about Grandma Zhang Qianqian.

Every once in a while, people will come to pay their respects, and many of these people are elderly people with heads and faces.

"I like Qianqian because I think she's a good girl."

"Well, I know I've read your diary, she likes you because she thinks you're simple and kind, easy to bully, and you also have a stubbornness in your bones, but when you change, she wants to continue to like it, and the reality wants her to give up, but she still wants to continue, and that's why there is a knot."

"Looks like you know a lot of things,."

"Hey, I also recently found out, my grandmother is incompetent, to be honest, I feel ashamed, when I was young, I was busy with my career, and my six relatives didn't recognize me, even if my best friend asked me for help, it was all stained in my eyes, and I wouldn't let his mother succeed, because it was all the money I worked hard to earn, why help those people, but now I regret it, I feel that I am ruthless and unrighteous, and when I am old, there is no one around me who can speak to my heart, and they are all fox friends in the circle of interests."

Zhang Qianqian's grandmother is also an old Jianghu, and today's words are impassioned, but it is actually too late to say this, and only when she is her age will she understand these truths.

"You dissipate your anger first, don't be angry with yourself, this kind of thing should be looked at."

"You don't understand the pain in my heart, I can only say, don't make mistakes when you're young, and you have to have a bottom line in everything you do, otherwise when you get old, you will feel guilty in your heart, and it will be too late by then."

"Understood, understood, I'm here to say sorry to you about Qianqian, it's that I'm useless to be this boyfriend, and I'm not worthy of being Qianqian's boyfriend, I'll try my best to make Qianqian better and make her change back to the Qianqian she used to be."

"I think that girl still has some means, although she is only here for the first time, but I already feel that she is extraordinary."

"How do you tell?"

"She is different from other doctors, other doctors Qianqian don't cooperate, only she can make Qianqian weirdly obedient, and I think what she told Qianqian is very useful, what she talks about emotional things."

"Huh?"

I stood up with some curiosity, and couldn't help but want to go over and have a look.

"Don't go over yet, don't bother her to treat Qianqian, by the way, what is her origin, it seems that she is a beautiful girl, and she is probably a famous family."

"Hmm."

I didn't dare to say Nangong Siqi's life experience, after all, the reputation of the Nangong family is not very good, Zhang Qianqian's mother heard it and said directly that the family is murderous, they are all killers, and they are all bad people.

If Zhang Qianqian's grandmother also thinks so, then things are not good, although it is unlikely, but it is better to be careful to sail a boat for ten thousand years, or to be safe.

"No wonder, with temperament, aura, wisdom, and beauty, such a woman is absolutely extraordinary."