101, Ah Yu, have you ever thought about me
At the beginning, Yu Xinlan didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, and she didn't know why Rong Nancheng suddenly talked about endocrine. γLatest chapter reading. γ
It took her a moment to react before she realized what he meant by regulating endocrine.
This way of beating around the bush made her blush.
Yu Xinlan didn't answer his words, for fear that she would accidentally fall into his trap.
Finally shut up Yu Xinlan, Rong Nancheng was very satisfied in his heart, and the smile on the corner of his mouth could no longer be hidden.
Yu Xinlan looked at the familiar road outside the window, and finally realized where Rong Nancheng was going to take her.
When she came back after a year, she didn't know how to describe her feelings, this courtyard was almost exactly the same as when she left, and the position of the yard furnishings had not changed.
Yu Xinlan was dragged to the living room by Rong Nancheng, and as soon as she entered the door, she saw Dabai nesting on the sofa.
I haven't seen it for more than a year, Dabai seems to be thinner than before, and although the hair on his body is very clean, it lacks some texture.
The moment she saw Dabai, Yu Xinlan's eyes were sour, and she almost couldn't control it.
Da Bai remembered Yu Xinlan, it stood on the armrest of the sofa, looked at Yu Xinlan, and meowed non-stop.
Yu Xinlan sniffed. He stepped forward and took it into his arms and rubbed his chin against it.
"Da Bai, do you miss me" Yu Xinlan coaxed it softly: "Good girl, I'm coming back to see you." β
Da Bai seemed to understand Yu Xinlan's words, stretched out his tongue and licked her chin, and continued to coquettish with her.
Rong Nancheng stood aside, looking at the intimacy between Yu Xinlan and Da Bai as if no one was around, and his heart was full of jealousy.
If Yu Xinlan gave him half of his enthusiasm and gentleness for Dabai, he should wake up laughing in his dreams, right?
Yu Xinlan hugged Dabai for a few minutes and then put it on the ground.
Da Bai didn't run away as usual, but fell directly to the ground, looking very unrefreshed.
Only then did Yu Xinlan notice that something didn't seem quite right.
She crouched down, tilted her head, raised her hand and gently touched its head.
"Dabai, are you uncomfortable?"
Da Bai naturally couldn't give an answer, and in the face of her concern, it could only blink its eyes, which could be regarded as a response.
Yu Xinlan likes cats very much, and she has accumulated a lot of experience in raising Dabai before, and Dabai's state is really wrong, it looks like she has an uncomfortable stomach
Yu Xinlan picked up Da Bai again, looked back at Rong Nancheng, and asked him, "Did you give it something bad?" β
"Am I that stupid?" was so misunderstood by her, Rong Nancheng's tone was a little bad, "I haven't given it anything except cat food." β
"I didn't say you were stupid, I just asked casually." Yu Xinlan touched Da Bai's head and explained to Rong Nancheng: "Da Bai seems to be a little uncomfortable and looks very unenergetic. β
Rong Nancheng has been taking care of Dabai for more than a year, and during this period, Gu Jin will often help him, and there are some things that he doesn't need to do by himself.
Gu Jin himself likes small animals, and he has a bunch of them at home, and when he usually takes the cats and dogs at home to the pet store to bathe and trim his hair, he basically brings a big white.
Dabai's cat food and various nutrients are all very expensive, and Rong Nancheng doesn't think it will get sick at all.
After Yu Xinlan's reminder, he noticed that Dabai's mental state was indeed not very good.
Da Bai has lived with him for so many years, and although Rong Nancheng claims to dislike pets, his feelings for Da Bai are more real than real money.
For more than a year, every lonely night has been spent with Dabai, and it has long become his living habit.
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Because Da Bai was uncomfortable, Rong Nancheng and Yu Xinlan went out again not long after entering the door.
This time, the destination is a pet hospital.
On a big night, there are only two doctors on duty at the pet hospital.
Da Bai was taken into the examination room by the doctor, and Rong Nancheng and Yu Xinlan stood outside waiting.
While waiting, Yu Xinlan's mobile phone suddenly rang.
In the quiet office, the sound is very clear to people's ears.
Yu Xinlan glanced at the caller ID, it was the landline at home.
She subconsciously glanced at the man standing beside her, and then chose to go out to answer the phone.
"Lan Lan, why haven't you come back yet?"
The call was made by Jiang Juan. Originally, Yu Xinlan went out on a blind date today, she was quite happy, and she was waiting for her to come back and tell her about the specific situation, but she didn't see anyone at this point.
Jiang Juan thought that she had met some bad person, and she was so worried that she couldn't do it.
"Mom, I'm outside now, and I'm in a bit of a hurry." Yu Xinlan and Jiang Juan explained the situation here, "My friend's cat is undergoing surgery in the pet hospital, and I'll come over to help." β
"Oh, that's right."
After making sure that Yu Xinlan was safe, Jiang Juan was a lot more relieved, and she didn't care where she was or what she did.
"Are you coming back tonight?"
"It depends, I don't know." Yu Xinlan couldn't give Jiang Juan a definite answer, so she could only tell her: "You don't have to wait for me, go to sleep first." β
"Then you pay attention to safety, don't be too tired." Jiang Juan instructed a few words, and then hung up the phone.
Yu Xinlan put the phone back in her bag and returned to the office.
From the moment she entered the door, Rong Nancheng's gaze never took off her face.
Yu Xinlan was uncomfortable with him, found a corner and sat down, leaned against the wall, and yawned.
"Sleepy?"
Rong Nancheng got up and walked up to her, took out the car keys from his pocket and handed them to her.
"If you're sleepy, go to sleep in the car, I'll just wait here."
There was an imperceptible tenderness in his voice, and Yu Xinlan almost thought that she had a delusion.
She raised her hand, rubbed her eyes and shook her head, cheered up, and said to him, "It's okay, I'll be with you." β
So, for the next forty minutes, the two of them waited quietly in the office for Dabai to come out of the examination room.
At half past twelve in the morning, Dabai was finally taken out of the examination room by the veterinarian.
The doctor said that Dabai is eating too much cat food, indigestion, and excess nutrition in the body, so the gastrointestinal function is not very good, and he may have to stay in the hospital for a period of time and get regular injections every day.
After Yu Xinlan repeatedly confirmed to the doctor that Da Bai's life was not in danger, she finally settled down.
The doctor took Dabai to the ward, and Rong Nancheng pulled Yu Xinlan out of the pet hospital.
After getting in the car, Yu Xinlan suddenly turned her head and said to Rong Nancheng, "When Dabai is discharged from the hospital, can you let it come to me?" β
Rong Nancheng didn't even raise his head, and asked her unhappily: "Since you like it so much, why didn't you take it with you when you left?" β
Yu Xinlan was speechless by Rong Nancheng's question, and hung her head weakly.
Why didn't she want to take Dabai away at the beginning
But she didn't have enough material conditions, and she had a child in her belly at that time. Where can she care about so much.
"Do you think I might let you take it?" Seeing that Yu Xinlan didn't speak, Rong Nancheng continued to ask her.
"Don't you dislike cats?" Yu Xinlan pursed her lips and pondered her words, "Thank you for helping me raise it for so long, ---- in the future"
"I'll have to raise it in the future." Rong Nancheng took her words, the corners of his mouth pursed, and he returned to his previous yin and yang weird tone, "Miss Yu should know that cats are very sensitive to the environment, and once they change places, they are easy to get all kinds of diseases. And is Miss Yu sure she can afford a cat? "Rong Nancheng's attitude is very sincere. It was as if he was really thinking about her.
"Bathing, trimming, cat food, toys, nutritional products, these all cost money, Miss Yu doesn't dare to buy too expensive vegetables now, how can she have spare money to raise pets?"
Rong Nancheng's sentences went straight to the point, and Yu Xinlan was silent by him, and her heart struggled.
She really can't afford to have a cat, just like Rong Nancheng said. Having a pet really needs money, and she is under so much financial pressure now
It is not easy to maintain the basic expenses of the family with a monthly salary, and there is no money left for other things.
But she really wanted to be white, and if she didn't take it away, she might not have a chance to see it in the future.
Rong Nancheng seemed to see through Yu Xinlan's thoughts, he started the car and said to her with a smile: "It's okay, I'm not the kind of petty person." If Miss Yu wants to see it, she is always welcome. β
Yu Xinlan didn't think it was a good thing, and she didn't want to give him any response.
Rong Nancheng didn't care, started the car, and went home.
Yu Xinlan originally thought that Rong Nancheng was kind enough to send her home, but it wasn't until he turned around that she realized that this was not the way back to Wanquan.
Yu Xinlan subconsciously turned her head and asked him, "Can you find a place to park?" β
"What, is Miss Yu in a hurry?"
Rong Nancheng especially doesn't like to see Yu Xinlan's frowning appearance, every time she talks to him, she is like this, and it makes people feel bad.
"You stop, I'll take a taxi home." Yu Xinlan explained to him, "I'll still go to work at half past eight tomorrow morning, you ----"
"Miss Yu. Don't worry, I'm not interested in you. β
Rong Nancheng glanced at her, and after retracting his gaze, he smiled casually: "I made some harmless jokes with Miss Yu before, I hope Miss Yu doesn't mind." Maybe Miss Yu doesn't know me well enough, I'm just a fun-loving person, but I'm still measured in business. β
With the experience of the previous few times, Yu Xinlan now didn't believe Rong Nancheng's nonsense at all, and the more he said this, the more she wanted to hide from him.
Yu Xinlan's guarded expression made Rong Nancheng laugh.
"Miss Yu, don't put on such an expression that she is about to be by a strong woman, I don't want others to misunderstand that I have such a strong taste."
"You ----"
Probably because she was so sleepy, Yu Xinlan's whole person was in a bad state, she was irritable, and she was fierce when she spoke.
The more irritable Yu Xinlan is, the more leisurely Rong Nancheng is.
"I advise Miss Yu not to lose her temper, the endocrine is messy enough, if it goes on like this, be careful of early menopause."
In the last few encounters, Yu Xinlan has always lost, and this time the result was the same.
She couldn't resist, and was finally taken home by Rong Nancheng.
After entering the door, Yu Xinlan stood in front of the shoe cabinet, and the whole person was embarrassed----
When Rong Nancheng opened the shoe cabinet to change his shoes just now, Yu Xinlan found that there was only a pair of his men's slippers inside, and there was nothing else.
Is she going to walk barefoot in the house?
"Is Miss Yu going to be the door god for me?"
Seeing that Yu Xinlan didn't move for a long time, Rong Nancheng couldn't help but urge her.
When he asked this, Yu Xinlan didn't have anything to avoid, and told him the reason directly: "You don't have the slippers I wear at home." β
"Oh, that's it----" Rong Nancheng touched his nose and smiled harmlessly: "I forgot, after Miss Yu moved out, I asked Aunt Cleaning to clean up all your things." β
"But it doesn't matter, there are disposable ones at home, Miss Yu waits, I'll look for it." Rong Nancheng walked slowly and leisurely in the direction of the cloakroom.
Yu Xinlan looked at his back, and her nose was a little sour.
As for the reason, she couldn't say it herself, but when she heard Rong Nancheng say, "Let Aunt Cleaning clean up all your things", her heart twitched violently, and her tears were about to come out.
So, Rong Nancheng should really not have any interest in her, right?
Otherwise, how could she be so ruthless, and she refused to leave even a thing related to her.
When Yu Xinlan was sad, Rong Nancheng had already taken out the slippers, which were the disposable cotton slippers of the hotel, and they would be thrown away after wearing them once.
Yu Xinlan changed into slippers, looked down at her feet, and suddenly remembered that the day she had sex with him for the first time seemed to be the same plot.
It's just that at that time, disposable cotton slippers were placed on the shoe cabinet at the door.
Yu Xinlan knew that in addition to slippers, there were also disposable toothbrushes, face towels, bath towels, and even newly bought women's clothes.
Then and now. Where he lives, there will always be so many things that can be used and thrown away.
He'd brought women back for the night before, and he probably did the same now.
Yu Xinlan didn't know when she became so hypocritical, staring at a pair of slippers to think of so many things, but sometimes, bad moods come so quickly.
She took a deep breath, adjusted her breathing, and said to Rong Nancheng with a smile: "Mr. Rong is still the same as before, and he always has these things at home. β
Yu Xinlan said this very calmly, and she couldn't hear anything else at all, it was similar to stating the facts.
But. Rong Nancheng always felt that her tone was sour, as if she was jealous.
Thinking of this, Rong Nancheng hooked the corners of his mouth and followed her words.
"Yes, Miss Yu really knows me well." Rong Nancheng chuckled, "After all, if you want to bring women back, disposable things are relatively clean to use, and it also saves them the trouble of being jealous." β
Rong Nancheng said this on purpose.
He didn't want Yu Xinlan to know how boring the past two years had been without her, that would be too embarrassing.
"Well, Mr. Yung is very thoughtful." Yu Xinlan lowered her head, and her voice was very low.
"From this point of view, Miss Yu is really different from other women."
Rong Nancheng came to her, bowed his head, and approached her with a smile, "I have bought this house for more than ten years, and Miss Yu is the first woman to live here for a long time. This record has not been broken until now. β
Yu Xinlan looked down at the slippers on his feet, a little stunned.
This pair of slippers was bought a month before she separated from him, Dabai scratched his slippers, and Yu Xinlan bought him a new pair when she went to the supermarket.
In fact, he didn't go back often at that time, and she didn't know what was going on with her, so she thought about preparing this kind of daily necessities for him at that time.
Yu Xinlan was immersed in memories and couldn't withdraw, Rong Nancheng only thought she was wandering.
Somewhat upset, he reached out and pinched her chin, forcing her to look up and meet his own.
"Have you ever thought about me in the year you have been apart?"
Some people say that late at night, people become less like themselves.
This question has been held in his heart for a long time, and today, he finally asked it.
After asking, he himself was shocked.
However, the words that go out are spilled out of the water now. He had no room for regret and could only wait for her to answer.
The topic was picked too quickly, and Yu Xinlan didn't react for a while.
The two looked at each other for a long time, and under his burning eyes, her mouth was dry and she swallowed subconsciously.
"Ah Yu----" Rong Nancheng held her face with both hands, and called her name in a dumb voice, "Tell me, have you ever thought about me?" β
He called her Ayu. Not Miss Yu.
In the years he has been with Rong Nancheng, he has rarely called her so affectionately, and he himself is not a person who is particularly good at talking to love. Coupled with the fact that she always makes him angry, he is even less gentle when he is gentle.
He only called her Ayu on the bed, and every time he was emotional, he would lie in her ear and call her like this, hoarse, depressed, and like a temptation.
Therefore, when Yu Xinlan heard him shout about himself like this, all the pictures that they had lingered in their minds flashed one by one.
The two of them have tried too many thrills together. Yu Xinlan didn't feel anything before, but now when she recalls it, her face is red and her heart is beating, and her whole face is so hot that she can't do it.
This should be the first time Rong Nancheng has seen her blush, not only is she blushing, but her ears are red, and she looks like a girl who has never been in the world.
Rong Nancheng saw that his lower abdomen tightened, lowered his head and bit her ear, stretched out his tongue and licked it gently.
Yu Xinlan woke up like a dream, gritted her teeth, and pushed him away with the last bit of reason.
"Don't you be like this," Yu Xinlan took a deep breath, "Aren't we already over?" β
"yes, it's over."
Rong Nancheng was amused by her words, his shoulders trembled, and his eyes were bloodshot.
He reached out and touched her forehead, his palm slowly down against her skin, and finally stopped at the corner of her eye.
No, nothing.
Rong Nancheng smiled self-deprecatingly, stared into her eyes, and said weakly: "I know, you wish you would never have anything to do with me again in this life." But I can't do it, Yu Xinlan---- I can't fucking do it. β
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Yu Xinlan was shocked by his eyes, moved her lips, and didn't say a word.
At this moment, Rong Nancheng was like a badly injured beast, his eyes were scarlet and the tips of his eyes were moist.
Did he cry?
Yu Xinlan thought that there was something wrong with her eyes, and subconsciously raised her hand, touched the tips of his eyes, and after touching the wetness on his skin, Yu Xinlan was completely stunned.
She never knew that Rong Nancheng would also have such a time.
She always thought he was a very strong person. So strong that he doesn't need anyone's comfort, everything is under his control, and he doesn't need to worry about anyone or anything.
A tear completely subverted her cognition.
"What's wrong with you?" Yu Xinlan held back for a long time before she came up with a question.
The four words that were pale and weak had no way to change him at all.
"We've been together for five years, and you've never had me in your heart, haven't you?" Rong Nancheng moved his hand to her heart, and after feeling the sound of her heartbeat, he continued to laugh at himself: "Not a second is for me. Yu Xinlan, you woman really has no conscience. β
"Nancheng, I ----"
Rong Nancheng looked like this, Yu Xinlan didn't feel good when she saw it, and even blamed herself inexplicably.
The name that had been shouted countless times finally appeared in her mouth again.
However, as soon as she shouted, Rong Nancheng interrupted her.
"Shut up, don't call me that!"
He was so emotional that he grabbed her by the neckline with one hand, so hard that he almost lifted her off the ground.
"I hate it when you call me like that, how hypocritical and hypocritical you are, pretending to be so long, aren't you tired?"
"I didn't." Yu Xinlan explained to him, "Nancheng, although there is no love between men and women, my concern for you is true. Please trust me. β
"Aren't you hypocritical? The most hypocritical woman in the world is you. Rong Nancheng smiled, "Don't explain, I don't want to hear it, now I just want to you----"
After enduring it for more than a year, Rong Nancheng has reached the breaking point, and he is in a bad mood at this time, so he can only vent in this way.
The first few times, he endured not touching him, which was already a miracle.
Rong Nancheng doesn't think he's a lustful person. But in front of Yu Xinlan, he couldn't restrain himself at all.
Even if she is not as good as before and dresses more and more tastelessly, he still wants to fall in love with her.
Rong Nancheng grabbed her by the collar, dragged her to the sofa, pushed her down on the sofa, and then pulled off the belt and raised her hands above her head to tie them.
Yu Xinlan was already sleepy, her reaction was half a beat slower, and even her language function was a little sluggish.
Before she could speak, Rong Nancheng had already pressed up.
His lips were gagged by him. It was difficult to breathe, Yu Xinlan wanted to reach out and grab something, but her hands were tied by the belt and she couldn't move, she subconsciously raised her legs and kicked him indiscriminately.
After feeling her movements, Rong Nancheng bit her lips hard.
Yu Xinlan was in pain, whimpered, and her whole body was trembling.
They themselves are the people who know each other most well, and this kind of thing has been done countless times in the previous five years. It's been a long time since I knew it.
Every seemingly random action can directly hit the opponent's vital point and weakness.
Yu Xinlan's legs wrapped around his waist, and her feet were so hard that her toes curled up.
Her enthusiasm can be felt by Rong Nancheng.
Speaking of which, people are strange enough.
Before he started, he had been longing for her response, but when she was really enthusiastic, he felt uncomfortable.
Her enthusiasm was not for him, it was just an instinctive reaction of the body.
It has always been like this.
It was the first time that Rong Nancheng had suffered such a grievance in the name of a woman.
Before his death, he was treated as a tool by a woman.
Rong Nancheng gritted his teeth, forced himself to calm down, let go of her, got up and sat at her feet.
Yu Xinlan had already been confused by him, but when he stopped suddenly, she only felt embarrassed.
She closed her eyes, subconsciously trying to escape.
As soon as ---- closed his eyes, Rong Nancheng's hoarse voice came from his ears.
"So---- that's all I mean to you, isn't it?"