Yu Xinlan actually heard the taste of despair from Rong Nancheng's words. 【Fengyun Reading Network. 】

She slowly opened her eyes, staring at each other. Rong Nancheng's expression could be described as dead ashes, Yu Xinlan was a little worried, sat up, and asked him tentatively, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Not much."

Rong Nancheng got up from the sofa, dropped the sentence, and walked upstairs without looking back, leaving Yu Xinlan to sit on the sofa alone.

Yu Xinlan must admit that although she has shared the bed for five years, she still doesn't know enough about Rong Nancheng, why he is angry and why he is sad, she can be said to know nothing.

Yu Xinlan thought that her head hurt, rubbed her eyebrows, and went upstairs to sleep.

After more than a year away, she is still familiar with the layout and layout of the home.

When I went back to the room where I had been, nothing had changed, and I lay down on the bed and fell asleep in less than five minutes.

This night, Yu Xinlan slept very deeply. Since giving birth, she has never slept so soundly.

I don't know when it began, but her body has made this place "home".

At half past seven the next morning, Yu Xinlan woke up naturally, she ran to the bathroom, washed her face and brushed her teeth as fast as she could.

She was worried that she would not be late, so she habitually picked up her phone and looked at the time, only to notice that today was Sunday, and there was no question of whether she was late or not. Because I don't go to work at all.

Yu Xinlan patted her head, thinking about it, she felt like a fool.

It should be because there have been too many things lately and I can't turn it around. Yu Xinlan came out of the room and prepared to go downstairs.

When I walked to the staircase, I ran into Rong Nancheng.

He stood not far away, looking at her with a blank face.

Yu Xinlan was so cold by his expression that she felt a little lost in her heart, but she still cheered up and said good morning to him.

"Good morning."

Rong Nancheng glanced at her coldly, didn't give her any response, and quickly went downstairs.

Yu Xinlan pursed her lips and followed him.

Yu Xinlan's mind was full of what Rong Nancheng had said to her last night, and thinking of his hurt expression, she felt a little more guilty in her heart.

Rong Nancheng walked to the sofa and sat down, Yu Xinlan stood in front of him, looking at him worriedly.

Before Yu Xinlan could organize the language to care about him, he was defeated by what he said.

"Isn't Miss Yu going home yet?" Rong Nancheng's attitude is completely extreme from last night.

Overnight, she fell from heaven to hell, and the drop was too great, and Yu Xinlan's mood was inevitably lost.

However, Rong Nancheng will not stop because of her loss, and the hurtful words will continue.

"I'm sorry about last night's incident, I hope you don't think too much about it." He leaned back on the sofa and looked up at her, "Since Miss Yu has no love for me between men and women, and I am inconvenient to be strong, Miss Yu can rest assured, I will not go to you again in the future." ”

"Yes"

"If Miss Yu wants to come and see Dabai, you are always welcome." Rong Nancheng said to her, "My mobile phone number hasn't changed, Miss Yu should remember it." ”

Yu Xinlan clenched her fists and looked at him, unable to say a word.

Rong Nancheng forced himself to retract his gaze, and lightly threw a sentence at her: "Miss Yu, let's go home first, so as not to worry about the two elders in the family." ”

Rong Nancheng didn't give Yu Xinlan a chance to speak at all, and directly gave her an eviction order.

Yu Xinlan herself is a thin-skinned person, and she rarely takes the initiative in interpersonal communication.

Rong Nancheng has already said this, even if she has doubts in her heart, she will not open her mouth to ask him.

"Then please take good care of Dabai." Yu Xinlan couldn't find anything to say, so she could only talk to him about cats.

After saying this, she realized that her eyes were already wet.

Yu Xinlan sniffed to keep the tears from falling, and then said goodbye to him: "No matter what, thank you." I'll go first, goodbye. ”

She finished the sentence in one go, then picked up her things and trotted away from the all-too-familiar duplex.

After she left, Rong Nancheng sat on the sofa, closed his eyes, and calmed his emotions.

Once, there was no word "let go" in his life, and he had to get what he liked, even if he was tired of kicking it away later.

Letting go before you get it was almost impossible for him to do so.

Yu Xinlan always has the ability to make him make exceptions again and again.

This time, he chose to let go.

Being attached to a woman who doesn't have him in her heart is a kind of torture for both parties, so it's better to give each other a good time.

Last night, he had already talked about it, but Yu Xinlan was still indifferent

What else is there to insist on?

**

Yu Xinlan originally thought that Rong Nancheng was just talking about it this time like before, but she didn't expect him to be serious.

For a long time afterward, she didn't see Rong Nancheng again.

The days have returned to the previous rhythm, she works in the sales department as usual, pays smiling faces to customers every day, goes to the market alone to buy vegetables after work, and then goes home to play with the children.

Time passes, and in the blink of an eye, summer has passed.

Yu Xinlan's three-month probation period has also ended, she always thought that she could join the company smoothly, and when the manager told her that she did not pass the probation period, Yu Xinlan was stunned.

She stared at him with wide eyes and asked, "Why?" Manager, although my sales performance is not so good, it must have met the target, are you mistaken? ”

She really needs this kind of work right now.

If she left here, she wouldn't be able to find a suitable place to do things for a while, so the best thing to do was to stay.

The manager knew that Yu Xinlan's family was more difficult, but he had no choice but to do what he had told him above.

"Xiao Yu, I can't be the master of this thing, after the information of your conversion is submitted, it is the person above who is responsible for the instructions, who the big leader wants to eliminate, where can I interfere?"

Speaking of this, the manager sighed, and then asked her, "Xiaoyu, have you offended the people above?" ”

"I don't have ----"

Yu Xinlan denied it without thinking about it, she had never been in contact with the boss above, how could she have the opportunity to offend them.

"Then I don't know, the above just says that you are not suitable, and I didn't give any other reason." That's all the manager can say.

The manager's words were so clear, Yu Xinlan also knew that there was no room for negotiation in this matter, she didn't dwell too much, said hello to the manager, and then left the office to pack her things outside.

lost her job for no reason, Yu Xinlan was extremely disappointed, and she left early without even waiting to get off work.

The manager looked at her pitifully and didn't say anything about her.

Yu Xinlan has only been here for three months, and she doesn't have many things, just a few small things, stuffed into her bag and solved them all.

Yu Xinlan went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables and entered the house in despair.

When she came in, Yu Zhan happened to be sitting in the living room, and seeing that Yu Xinlan's face was not very good, he immediately walked up and asked with concern: "Lan Lan, what's wrong with you?" It looks very unenergetic, is it a cold? ”

Yu Xinlan cheered up, shook her head at him, and pretended to explain easily: "It's okay, I just resigned and I'm thinking about a new job." ”

"Did you figure it out?"

Yu Xinlan said that she would resign, and Yu Zhan was quite pleased.

When she was looking for this job, he was very unhappy.

Yu Xinlan has studied well since she was a child, which is the pride of the two of them, and later she worked and was more brilliant than her peers.

When she gave up planning because of her child, Yu Zhan objected.

But Yu Xinlan insisted on finding a new type of job, and he couldn't force her, so he could only let her go.

Now that she has resigned, it is also a good thing. Yu Zhan said to Yu Xinlan: "Your mother and I both think that it is better for you to do the work you are good at, the child has the two of us to take care of you, you concentrate on your work, don't worry about other problems." ”

"Oh, I'll think about it again." Yu Xinlan didn't give him an answer on the spot.

When it comes to career choices, there's that sort of thing. She's still cautious.

After all, she is now a mother, and she can't make choices based on her hobbies like before.

She had so many things to think about that she couldn't make a decision for a while.

After resigning, Yu Xinlan began to run interviews one by one, no matter how far away the company was and what type of work she did, she wanted to give it a try.

Yu Xinlan also looked for a few planning jobs, but when the other party heard that she had just given birth, she was completely reluctant to ask her, and pushed her re-examination under the pretext of "inappropriate".

That afternoon, Yu Xinlan came to a media company for an interview, and the interview position was a media manager.

The company is a small workshop that has just been established, and the only advantage is that the salary is high enough, which is similar to the company she got from Fu Jingsi.

For Yu Xinlan. Such a salary is really too attractive.

If she could get that much money in a month, she wouldn't have to live so hard.

Yu Xinlan herself is not interested in this kind of relatively small company, but she is too short of money, and the principle of her current job search is salary.

As long as the salary is high, it doesn't matter how small the company is. The interview is about 4 p.m.

The company is located in one of the most commercial areas of Los Angeles, where many large corporations have offices.

Yu Xinlan felt that even if the company could work in such a place, the economic conditions would definitely not be much worse.

---- yes, the company's economic situation is not bad, but the business model is a little strange.

As soon as Yu Xinlan entered, she was taken to the boss's office, and the front desk told her that the interviews in their company were all from the boss in person.

When Yu Xinlan heard this, she felt that something was wrong. But there is no room for regret.

After being taken to the office by the front desk, Yu Xinlan met the boss she called her.

A middle-aged man in his forties, of medium stature, looks very fierce, and is not kind at all.

Moreover, his eyes were really wrong, after Yu Xinlan came into the office, he kept staring at her endlessly, not the kind of boss looking at the interviewer at all.

"It's Yu Xinlan, right?"

The boss walked up to her with a resume in hand, his gaze unbridled at her.

Now, Yu Xinlan finally realized that she had been deceived.

She took a step back, "I'm sorry, I don't think I'm suitable for this job, so I won't waste your time interviewing." ”

Yu Xinlan casually found an excuse to get out.

"It's all here, we have to talk about it." The boss directly blocked Yu Xinlan in the office and refused to let her go.

"I think you are quite suitable for our company, as long as you are willing to cooperate, the salary will definitely be indispensable."

"I don't want to." Yu Xinlan warned him coldly, "Please don't get in the way." ”

"You and I are here in the vegetable market, you can come if you want, and you can leave when you want?"

Yu Xinlan's attitude made the boss unhappy, she originally thought that her appearance was quite suitable for going out with him to accompany guests, who knew that her temper was so stinky, at first glance, she was a little girl who had not experienced the warmth and coldness of human affection, and her thoughts were too naïve.

"Little girl. Let me tell you, this society is not as simple as you think, what is the public relations industry fighting, don't you know? ”

"Sorry, we don't understand PR the same way." Yu Xinlan smiled, "That's why I said that there is no need for us to continue talking." ”

"That's a pity, I thought you were a good seedling." The boss smiled regretfully, and his gaze stopped at her chest, "However, as a person who has come over, I still want to tell you, girls, you must learn to use your own gender advantages, so that it is more convenient to do things in society." ”

Yu Xinlan couldn't agree with this point of view at all, but she didn't explicitly oppose him, and there was no point in having a boring debate with him at this time, and getting out as soon as possible was the top priority.

Fortunately, after saying this, the boss didn't embarrass her anymore and directly sent her away.

Yu Xinlan hurriedly ran out, stumbling several times along the way, and her heart was about to jump out of her throat.

Strictly speaking, after graduating from university, Yu Xinlan only worked three jobs, the first job was to do business planning under Lu Feng, the second job was to work as a project manager in Feiran, and the third job was to work as a real estate consultant in the sales department.

Of these three jobs, only the last one was found by herself, and the search was relatively smooth, at least she didn't meet a scammer.

There are too many fraud incidents in the process of job hunting, and Yu Xinlan often hears about it, but she didn't expect to encounter it herself.

After going downstairs, she was still short of breath, and she was so scared that she couldn't do it.

Just as she was clutching her chest to adjust her breathing, a familiar female voice suddenly came from behind her.

"Ayu? What a coincidence! ”

Ji Rou usually doesn't come to Fu Jingsi's company very often, but today she came for the first time, but she didn't expect to meet Yu Xinlan here.

She saw Yu Xinlan holding a folder in her hand, stuffed with various certificates and resumes, and asked her with some curiosity: "Are you here for an interview?" ”

Yu Xinlan turned her head and saw Ji Rou, she was also a little surprised, she took a deep breath and smiled at her: "Well, I ran an interview." ”

"How's it going?" Ji Rou cares about her very much.

"It's a little unreliable, so I'll hurry down."

Yu Xinlan told Ji Rou what happened in short words, and after she finished speaking, she was even more afraid, she took a long breath and patted her chest.

"It's a good thing I reacted in time, otherwise I really don't know what would have happened."

"Fu Jingsi said that many media companies are like this now, pimping Ah Yu under the banner of recruiting managers, you must be careful."

Ji Rou has been with Fu Jingsi for a long time, and often listens to him talk about these things.

"But, Ah Yu, are you planning to change jobs?" Ji Rou finally reacted after listening to it for a long time, she grabbed Yu Xinlan's arm with some excitement and said to her: "If you plan to change jobs, I'll go and tell Fu Jingsi, it's no problem where your ability is." ”

"No need for Rourou" This time, Yu Xinlan told Ji Rou the truth directly, "Working on Mr. Fu's side, you will inevitably meet people you don't want to meet." I know you want to help me, but I don't want to make the situation so embarrassing---- you know what I mean? ”

"I know, understand you." Yu Xinlan said it so clearly, Ji Rou couldn't persuade her anymore.

She held Yu Xinlan's hand and said to her with a smile: "I'll invite you to dinner, I haven't eaten hot pot for a long time." ”

"Okay." Yu Xinlan also smiled, "I haven't eaten for a long time." ”

I didn't eat it when I was pregnant, and I didn't eat it after giving birth.

Thinking about it carefully, the last time I ate hot pot, it seems that I ate it with Luo Yanran

The name Luo Yanran. It seems like a long time ago.

**

Yu Xinlan and Ji Rou went to a hot pot restaurant and sat down together, and after ordering, Ji Rou took out her mobile phone and called Fu Jingsi.

"I'll go there later, you take care of Zero, don't let her eat her stomach."

As soon as the phone was connected, Ji Rou began to explain at length, "Oh yes, don't give her a drink." ”

Fu Jingsi quietly listened to Ji Rou's words, and then asked leisurely, "Why didn't you come?" Which man did you see behind my back, huh? ”

"You don't come." Ji Rou was amused by him, "I just met Ah Yu downstairs, and I'm eating hot pot with her at this moment." Do you want me to let Ah Yu answer the phone and tell you? ”

"No, I don't. I barely believe you. Fu Jingsi said this reluctantly, and hundreds of them were not happy.

Tonight, they were supposed to take Zero Piece to the parent-child restaurant for dinner. As a result, only the father and daughter are left.

Ji Rou also knew that he was unhappy, and said to him with a smile: "Okay, let's talk about it when we go back, I'll eat first, you drive carefully." ”

Yu Xinlan sat opposite, looking at Ji Rou and Fu Jingsi's expressions when they were on the phone, she was a little envious.

Once, she felt that Ji Rou was very similar to her, desperate in the face of love, and her dependence on Fu Jingsi was almost the same as her dependence on Lu Feng back then.

After Ji Rou was hurt by Fu Jingsi, she still had hope for love and life, but she, since she was separated from Lu Feng, her life has been a mess until now, and she is still alone.

She once thought that she didn't need love and marriage anymore, but when she was really tired and desperate, she longed for a man she could rely on.

Her parents always told her that it was good for a woman to be strong, but she couldn't be strong in everything, it was too tiring to live a lifetime alone, and she should find someone to live a good life.

Just now, Yu Xinlan suddenly understood the meaning of that sentence. Finding someone to live a good life is probably like Ji Rou.

While Yu Xinlan was thinking about it, Ji Rou had already hung up the phone.

Yu Xinlan came back to her senses and said to her with a smile: "You two have a good relationship, it's really good." ”

"yes." Ji Rou sighed with emotion, "Actually, if I look back now, I will still be glad that I persevered at the beginning." Otherwise, it's a different story. ”

"Well, that's good." Yu Xinlan was a little short of words and didn't know what to answer.

"Ah Yu, actually" Ji Rou organized her language and looked up at her, "I've always had a question for you, is that okay?" ”

"Well, you ask." Yu Xinlan nodded at her.

She could probably guess what Ji Rou wanted to ask.

"You've been with Rong Nancheng for so many years, uh, don't you really like him a little bit?"

Ji Rou hesitated for a long time, but still asked this question.

In fact, she is really not a competent friend, and when she got closest to Yu Xinlan, she didn't seriously understand her and Rong Nancheng's past.

Later, I only listened to a general framework from Fu Jingsi's mouth. All of them felt that Yu Xinlan didn't like Rong Nancheng, but Ji Rou didn't think so.

If a woman has no feelings for a man, how can she stay by his side for so long.

Moreover, Yu Xinlan's character, she knows it very well.

Someone like her, who she really falls in love with, shouldn't be particularly obvious.

Rong Nancheng is probably used to being praised by women, and when he encounters someone like Yu Xinlan, there is no way to do it.

Recently, Rong Nancheng has started drinking every day again, and Fu Jingsi often comes back to sigh to her, saying that Rong Nancheng doesn't even do it for Yu Xinlan.

Rong Nancheng likes Yu Xinlan, this. Anyone who knows him knows.

Ji Rou really couldn't bear to see the two of them parting ways like this, and tried her best to match them together.

Of course, she first had to find out if Yu Xinlan had that mind about Rong Nancheng.

After hearing Ji Rou's question, Yu Xinlan subconsciously wanted to say "I don't like it", but when the words came to her lips, the scene of that night suddenly flashed in her mind, and she suddenly lost her voice.

Can't say a word. By now, she can't even do duplicity.

Seeing that Yu Xinlan didn't speak, Ji Rou simply asked her directly: "Ah Yu, you like him, right?" ”

"It doesn't matter if you like it or not."

Yu Xinlan tugged at the corners of her mouth, Rong Nancheng hadn't looked for her for so long, she should really plan to be a stranger with her.

Thinking of this, she felt a little astringent in her heart.

"He and I have never been of the same world."

Yu Xinlan lowered her head. Looking at the desktop, "So, like it or not, it's impossible to be together." ”

Ji Rou guessed correctly at all, only women know women best in this world.

Yu Xinlan likes Rong Nancheng, and she likes it more than a little.

Ji Rou and Fu Jingsi have also gone through a lot of things to be together, although she is one year younger than Yu Xinlan, she can barely be regarded as half a person in this matter.

She couldn't bear to watch two people who liked each other miss it like this, and she had been discussing with Fu Jingsi about matching the two of them before, but unfortunately she never found a suitable opportunity.

"Ah Yu, as long as two people like each other, other things can be overcome, you believe me." Ji Rou cheered her on, "I really like it, just let him know, otherwise you will regret it for the rest of your life." ”

A person with a character like Yu Xinlan will not take the initiative in anything.

What's more, the relationship between her and Rong Nancheng is really too complicated, and it can't be solved by liking each other.

When Rong Jinyan talked to her back then, he had already made it clear that their Rong family would not let someone like her enter the door.

Yu Xinlan will always remember Rong Jinyan's posture and eyes when she said this, and her pride and self-esteem were all trampled under her feet.

At the beginning, she swore to him that it was not uncommon for Nancheng to be rare, but now if she turns back, I am afraid it will only make him look down on him even more.

Yu Xinlan has always been more worried when she does things, and she was on Lu Feng's side before, but now she is more careful.

---- Ji Rou's suggestion, for her, it was simply an impossible task.

"Rourou, let's not talk about this." Yu Xinlan thought about it for a long time, but decided to change the topic.

A woman will only choose to change the topic when she is hesitant, and if she is hesitant, it means that she has begun to seriously consider the previous proposal.

That's a small bonus.

Ji Rou didn't continue to struggle with Yu Xinlan on this topic, and after the dishes were served, they started.

Yu Xinlan hadn't been so happy for a long time, she was under a lot of psychological pressure, and there was no one around her to share, so she was in a state of nervous tension every day.

After sitting with Ji Rou, she was able to relax a little.

During the meal, Ji Rou didn't talk to Yu Xinlan about anything related to Rong Nancheng, and the two of them chatted about some inconsequential topics between women. The atmosphere was warm.

This meal was paid for by Ji Rou, Yu Xinlan originally wanted to swipe the card, but Ji Rou grabbed the order too quickly.

In this way, Yu Xinlan was particularly embarrassed. Ji Rou seemed to see through her thoughts, and said to her with a smile: "Wait until you find a job and invite me to eat, next time we will go to eat barbecue." ”

"Okay, then I'll invite you next time." Yu Xinlan agreed very happily.

After eating a hot pot, it was already eight o'clock in the evening.

Yu Xinlan and Ji Rou walked around the street and went home separately.

Ji Rou was going to drive her, but Yu Xinlan excused herself, at night, Ji Rou was a woman, and it was really not unsafe to drive.

**

After saying goodbye to Ji Rou, Yu Xinlan walked alone on the side of the road, and unconsciously came to the door of a pet store.

She stopped and looked inside.

Rong Nancheng brought Dabai over to take a bath today, and after taking a bath, he walked outside with Dabai talking and laughing, and he didn't expect to meet Yu Xinlan on the side of the road.

Rong Nancheng put away the smile on his face, and without even saying hello, he was about to pass past her.

Yu Xinlan was a little stunned when she saw Rong Nancheng's attitude so cold, and subconsciously reached out and grabbed his wrist.

Her fingertips were cold, but Rong Nancheng was hot by her.

That's it, so it's not so useless?

Rong Nancheng despised himself fiercely in his heart, but he maintained his composure on the surface.

He lowered his head, glanced at her hand, and said coldly, "Miss Yu, please let go." ”

"I ----"

Yu Xinlan was really cold by his voice, she had known him for so many years, and it was the first time she had seen him like this, and she didn't know how to deal with it.

Yu Xinlan licked her lips and explained to him, "I'm sorry, I just want to take a look at Dabai, okay?" ”

"I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry." Rong Nancheng didn't even look at her, slapped her hand away, and walked away without looking back.

Yu Xinlan stood in place, staring blankly at his back, a little dazed.

It's just that I haven't seen her for two months, and Rong Nancheng's attitude towards her has become so bad

She suddenly felt that he had harmed her in a weird way, and it seemed that it was not bad---- at least better than it was now.

The autumn wind rises. Yu Xinlan shuddered, and subconsciously wrapped her arms around her body.

It's so cold, she sighed, picked up her pace, and walked in the direction of the bus stop.

At the intersection, Rong Nancheng stood in an inconspicuous corner with Dabai in his arms, looking at the woman who was shivering from the cold not far away, his brows furrowed.

"Do you think she's stupid?" Rong Nancheng rubbed the hair on Dabai's body and spoke to it to himself, "It's autumn and you still wear so little, it's not restless at all, you must be going out to find a man." ”

Da Bai stared at Rong Nancheng with two eyes, and snorted, which can be regarded as coquettish.

If it's usual. When Da Bai shouted like this, Rong Nancheng must have smiled, but today, he couldn't be happy.

Rong Nancheng scratched Da Bai's neck and said angrily: "Are you dissatisfied with me scolding her?" Snort, I've raised you for so long, why can't I feed you. ”

Da Bai obviously didn't understand what his master was saying, and his eyes were gurgling.

"It's so stupid, I know that I am weak and still wear so many clothes, I ----"

Rong Nancheng saw Yu Xinlan's trembling appearance, and almost couldn't help but rush up to put on her coat.

At the most critical moment, he still forced himself to restrain and restrain himself

Rong Nancheng took a deep breath while smoothing the hair on Da Bai's body. While talking to himself.

"Forget it, don't go over, let her freeze, she deserves it."

As soon as Rong Nancheng's words fell, Da Bai immediately meowed twice, seemingly a little unhappy.

"You're a little conscienceless too." Rong Nancheng was amused by it.

**

Yu Xinlan ran for an interview for a week, and finally settled on the job.

But this time, it still has nothing to do with the PR industry.

Yu Xinlan entered a venture capital company and was the secretary of the CEO, and she was quite resistant to this position at first, but after the interview, she had no scruples at all.

This company has just been established in the past two years, the owner came back from the United States to start a business, Chinese New Year's Eve this year, the person is very good, full of righteousness.

During the interview, Yu Xinlan told him truthfully about her situation, and he did not look down on her like others.

After the interview, it happened to be Saturday and Sunday, and Yu Xinlan called Ji Rou to come out for dinner.

When she received a call from Yu Xinlan, Ji Rou happened to be sitting with Fu Jingsi.

"Ah Yu, what's the matter?"

Ji Rou picked up the phone, put the phone to her ear, and deliberately said Yu Xinlan's name very highly.

After Rong Nancheng heard Yu Xinlan's name, he subconsciously looked over----