He really went back...... What does he mean by "waiting for him", will he break up with Shen Ziyan? If the breakup was so simple, how could he be engaged to Shen Ziyan in the first place? Moreover, the involvement behind them is so complicated, how can it be said that it will be broken?

Thinking of this, I sent him a message back: "Don't be impulsive, even if you break up with her, the chances of us being together are very small." Okay, Jin Yan. ”

After that, I waited for a long time, but he didn't send me a message, I don't know if I decided to give up in my heart, or if I was angry with me.

I closed my eyes and recalled the scenes of the night, and I had mixed feelings. If he was just a boy from an ordinary family, everything at night would have a happy continuation.

We can walk on the street openly holding hands like Xiaohua and Xu Song, we can enjoy the sweetness of love, we can imagine a better future together, we can progress and grow together...... But this should be a logical part of love, but it is extremely difficult for us.

My already calm mood was disturbed by Jin Yan's sudden appearance, and when I was restless, it was inevitable that mistakes would be made in my work, and several numbers in the report I sorted out by hand were miscalculated, and after submitting it, I was told by the supervisor, and soon this matter reached the ears of Xingfeng.

It's strange to say, after entering the national strong work, I found that it seems that the boss and the senior management have "clairvoyance" and "tailwind ears", obviously they go out or stay in the office most of the time, obviously there is no communication between them and their subordinates except for meetings, but it is amazing that they know all the big and small things that happen in the company clearly, who has contradictions with whom, who has done a good job and who is not, and even who has ambiguous lace news like this, they have all in control.

Xing Feng called me to his office, asked me to close the door, sat on a chair and looked at me with a smile: "You're in love again?" Can such a simple report be done wrong? ”

"I ......" I was so weak that I didn't know what to say. The work handed over to me is indeed very simple, and it is indeed my fault that I did not do it well, I bit my lip, lowered my eyebrows and said: "It's my fault, I wasn't careful enough today." ”

He put down the pen he was spinning, pointed to the chair in front of him, and said, "Sit down, I'll have a good talk with you." I've been busy lately, and I haven't communicated with you much. Is Jin Yan embarrassed you again? ”

I nodded, pulled out my chair and sat down.

"He came to me two days ago and asked me what my relationship with you was, and I explained it to him, and I guess he listened. Did he look for you? Xing Feng asked with concern.

"Hmm. He said that he wanted to be with me and was willing to break up with Shen Ziyan. Brother, I don't know what to do, I'm very conflicted. I don't think it's appropriate for us to be together, but we ......," I said, feeling sad again.

"But we're in love again, aren't we?" He said as if he knew my heart, then sighed softly and spat out a few words: "It's difficult." ”

"He's not going to be as impulsive as he used to be with me anyway, is he?" I say.

"It's hard to say. That kid's personality is like a fire, just a little bit. Xingfeng said, "You are already like this, so let it be." Just be yourself. ”

"But I don't know what to do......" I said.

"If you haven't thought about it yet, or if you think you love each other but can't be together, then you cut off contact with him and don't leave him room for it, which is not good for you and for him. If you're willing to take an adventure with him, or if you want a strong relationship in your heart, you can take advantage of the young moths to fight the fire regardless of the ending, but it's too risky to do so. To be honest, as your brother, I want your life to go smoothly. At least in the current situation, my advice to the two of you is not to be together. Little book, do you understand what I mean? His tone was serious and serious, and I could hear that he was really serious about analyzing me.

"I'm afraid he won't be able to stand it, and I can't be too ruthless, I'm too easy to re......lent," I said weakly, still unable to make up my mind.

"If there is no interruption, there will be chaos. People have to learn to say no in order to really grow up. If you know that there is no result from the beginning, you can find yourself sooner if you give up early. Of course, I understand that at your age, you can't fully comprehend this much. If you think about my words, what I hope to see is that you find a suitable person, fall in love normally, and enjoy the beauty that a girl should have in her youth. You and Jin Yan, it's a pity. ”

Perhaps because my relationship with him was vague, he had never said anything like that to me; Now as my brother, he probably feels an extra responsibility on his shoulders, and he starts to speak up to me, and I can feel the sincerity in his words, and he is really thinking from my point of view. I didn't understand it too well, but I probably understood what he meant.

I nodded, promising him that I would think about it. A few days later, I finally made up my mind and decided to ask Jin Yan out for a good talk.

After getting off work, I called Jin Yan, and I could hear his joy at receiving the call, he said, "Xiaoshu, you miss me, right?" ”

"Do you have time for the evening, I'd like to talk to you." Compared to his enthusiasm, I was much calmer.

"Okay, I'll pick you up, I'll take you somewhere." He said.

An hour later, in a black Mercedes, he took me to a neighborhood near his university, which looked very ordinary, but had just been built.

The elevator went straight to the 13th floor, and then he led me to the door of the room with the house number "1314", took out a bunch of keys from his pocket, shook them in front of me, and said with a big smile, "This is my surprise for you." ”

I was stunned for a moment, not understanding what he was doing, until he opened the room and saw everything in the room, that I understood what he meant.

It's clearly a boudoir that girls will love, and the whole room is decorated with a "hellokitty" theme. The walls, bed sheets, and curtains are all in pink, with delicate crystal chandeliers, unique dressers, white European-style princess beds, and even TVs, refrigerators and other electrical appliances covered with cartoon stickers. All in all, special dreamy.

I was stunned. I was going to have a serious conversation with him, but I didn't expect it to be like this.

Seeing my amazement, he happily asked me, "How is it, do you like it?" I read online that every girl has a princess dream, and I think you are no exception, so I bought this pink-themed apartment directly. The decoration style is original, but there are many things in the bedding that I specially selected. ”

"Why buy it?" I couldn't help but ask.

"From now on, this will be our little home, where we can cook together, watch TV together, sleep together, and live like a real couple." Jin Yan said seriously.

He took my hand and took me around the room, the whole room is not big, plus the balcony together is only 50 square meters, but everything is available, even the kitchen tools have been prepared, it looks really homely.

Aside from the fact that the pink style of decoration is something I reject, this house is simply my ultimate dream. When I was in high school, I fantasized that in the future I would have to make my own money to buy a bachelor apartment that was not too big or small, with a big balcony, a kitchen, and a bookcase that I wanted, and a long row of books on it, so that I could sit comfortably on the balcony and bask in the sun after work......

"You bought it yourself? Where did you get so much money? I asked, confused.

"It's like a fool. I have already taken over the True Color Entertainment Club, and the money to buy this house is all earned by myself, and it has nothing to do with my father, so you can live with confidence. He said smugly.

When I was stunned, he cupped my face and whispered, "If you run away again, I'll lock you here and make you my slave!" ”

"Jin Yan, I'm looking for you today, not ......" I was just halfway through my sentence, he had already kissed me on the lips, he pressed me against the wall, kissed me with his eyes closed, and tried to pry my teeth open several times, and finally failed.

He sensed what I was really trying to say behind my words, frowned again, and asked me, "Are you still not satisfied?" So what exactly do you want me to do? ”

He hugged me hard, pressed my head to his chest, made me listen to his heartbeat, and said, "My heart beats only for you." Pan Rushu, for you, I can even die. So, don't give up on me, okay? ”

"Jin Yan, you let go of me first and listen to me first, okay?" I used the last vestiges of my sanity to resist his gentle onslaught. He wouldn't let go, his hands roamed around my body irregularly, and the more I resisted him, the more I intensified, and I was completely outmatched by his strength, and after a few rounds, his shirt had been stripped of by him.

My body was completely exposed to the air, and soon he was completely empty. The room was very hot and stuffy, and our bodies were sticky from sweating. He pinned me down on the princess-like pink bed, and no matter how much I screamed and begged for mercy, no matter whether my nails pierced his skin or not, he insisted on not stopping until he achieved his goal......

Once again, I experienced his outright domineering. After a half-hour stalemate, he finally got what he wanted. He frantically squeezed the extreme of my body like a greedy child, he kneaded it lightly or heavily, his lips frantically "yunxi" on my upper body, kissing out small pink flowers, a crazy look of obsession.

A woman's body is violated, like a territory invaded, and once it is owned by someone else, the result is a frenzied, sleepless plunder. What he has always felt in my place is the pleasure of colonialism-style aggression, indulgent to take if he wants to indulge, squeeze if he wants to squeeze, and he must stay if he wants to stay.

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