He gave me another deep look, then turned and walked slowly, step by step. I should have turned around and walked in the opposite direction, but the moment I saw him turn around, my heart really hurt, I was reluctant, my heart softened, I wanted to look at him for a while, I wanted to look at his back like this, and watch him disappear from my sight step by step......

But I didn't expect that he had just walked a dozen steps, but suddenly turned around, and when he turned around and saw that I was still in the same place, his eyes suddenly flashed with infinite joy.

He stood there, and I stood there, and we looked at each other quietly, as if we were both waiting for each other to speak first, and we both seemed to be at a stalemate, and we both seemed to be eager for each other to say what we wanted to hear in our hearts.

Almost at the same time, we opened our mouths at the same time:

He said: "I must break up with Shen Ziyan." ”

I said, "Actually, I was pretending to be just now." ”

At that moment, an indescribable mood made my mind fluctuate greatly, and I think the same is true for Jin Yan. We all froze in place, the expressions on each other's faces slowly blooming like flowers; Almost at the same time, we all laughed out loud; Then, we pounced on each other and hugged each other hard and firmly.

It is impossible to describe the joy of this moment, just as it is impossible to describe the beauty of the moment when the morning sun rises. At this moment, anything beautiful in the world is eclipsed except love. This kind of heart-pounding, this heart-to-heart joy, this kind of tacit understanding can only be possessed by two people who love each other deeply.

He cupped my face, and I closed my eyes, feeling the throbbing of his lips as they touched mine. He kissed softly at first, then it became more and more intense, he hugged me tighter and tighter, and the love I could feel grew stronger.

We kissed so much that we were suffocated, and as we kissed, I felt a strong sense of power from the depths of his body, a power that could not wait to break through all barriers and become one with me, wishing to become one and become a part of each other's bodies......

The night is more tranquil, the boundless night gives the two little people who love like a fascination a perfect place to stay, the silent campus even all the street lights are extinguished at this time, everyone has entered a state of deep sleep, the world seems to be only the two of us awake, only the two of us are doing the most fascinating thing in the world......

In the dark night as black as ink, even the moon was too ashamed to hide in the thick clouds, Jin Yan hugged me hard, close to my ear and whispered to me: "Baby, are you afraid?" ”

If you are not afraid, how can you be afraid? With the people you love, hell is also heaven.

Half an hour later, he took me by the hand and skillfully shuttled around the campus, ready to take me out of the school gate. Our hands were held tightly together, and we were reluctant to let go for a moment. He took me through the night like an elf, whispering as he went.

"You don't go to school much, how do you know so much about the campus?"

"Who said I don't go to school, I haven't missed a lesson in what I should learn."

"But the little painting said you never came to school."

"If you don't come, it doesn't mean you won't, I'm a genius, don't you know?"

"I'm narcissistic again."

"You don't like me like this? You should love it to death, you're looking for the best man in the world. He stopped for a moment, couldn't help but hold my face and kiss me affectionately for a long time, then let go and continued to walk with me.

"And what else would you do?"

"I'll do a lot. Basketball, Football, Bowling, Golf, Billiards, Badminton, Hip-hop ...... Anything will. ”

"If you say I'm going to be inferior."

"What is inferiority, you can make me fall in love with such an excellent man, it means that you are the best, you should be proud." He stopped again, pressed me against the wall domineeringly, and after a moment of teasing, pulled me on.

"You're so nice, how can you like me? I don't know anything, it's just useless. ”

"You love to read. I know everything, but I just don't like to read. If you know this, you're good. ”

"Hmph, why are you so angry with me when you met in Shengda that day?"

"At that time, I thought you were with Xingfeng, but I followed you many times, only to find out that you had nothing to do with him, and then I asked him, and he told me all the situation."

"How did you know I'd be here for the evening that night?"

"When your sister called you, I happened to be playing with Xu Song, and I happened to hear it. I thought about it for a long time whether I wanted to come, but finally I came. I want you to see how cool I look when I dance, so you will love me even more. ”

"Narcissist."

"Looks like you haven't been punished enough today?" This time, he simply stopped me and hugged me in his arms, and walked to the school gate without hesitation.

The school gate has been locked, and the uncle who lives in the security room has already fallen asleep, and we knocked on the window a few times, but the uncle still hasn't woken up. Jin Yan muttered: "It is estimated that the uncle is pretending to be asleep, and he will not let the students out of the school gate at such a late hour." ”

"So what do we do?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Do you dare to climb the wall?" He turned to me and asked, his eyes sparkling. At this time, Jin Yan faded those halos, and was in the middle of the campus again, his face was filled with a unique temperament of a bright teenager.

"Dare." I replied without hesitation.

"Let's go, I'll take you."

After he finished speaking, he couldn't help but pull me to run wildly around the campus, all the way to the schoolyard, all the way to the kiss, all the way to the madness, and then came to a low wall.

"It's so far away, so remote, how did you find it?" I asked curiously, and only then did I feel like a big boy who didn't grow up.

"It's a must-have skill for bad students." He smiled slyly, then grabbed the branch and leaped onto the wall.

I suddenly thought of the night we eloped, the two of us, who were also wet, and slipped outside over the wall. Everything is so amazingly repeated. With him, life is always full of infinite variables, and I never know what will happen in the next moment.

After leaving school, he called Applejack to pick us up and offered to spend the night in my dorm. It dawned on me that everything seemed to be back to square one, and nothing had changed.

Sitting in the car, he kept pleading, I shook my head desperately, and I said, "No, it's not good to be seen by colleagues." ”

"It's so late, everyone is asleep." He insisted.

"Jin Yan, is what you said before true?" I looked up, bit my lip and asked seriously.

"You don't believe me?" His eyes were instantly cold, and the hand holding me was withdrawn, and he said angrily: "When did I lie to you?" ”

"Then wait until you separate, I think it's too fast between us like this, and I don't feel safe at all." I said it truthfully.

"But we were already ...... just now" He seemed to be discouraged by me, leaning back in his chair dejectedly, his tone no longer had the urgency just now, and became much more alienated: "I only have you in my heart, isn't that enough?" ”

"Love and reality are two different things, I don't know if you really don't understand, or pretend not to understand." My tone cooled suddenly, and the air pressure was so low that even Applejack, who didn't say a word, inexplicably slowed down.

"You always think too much, wouldn't it be nice for two people to be happy together? Why care so much? I said I would separate from her, isn't that enough? He propped his head up, his tone impatient again, and Applejack had already driven the car downstairs in my company dormitory.

I don't know how to explain my thoughts and opinions to him, my logic and his logic are not in the same country, and what happened tonight has made me confused, surprised, happy, intense, and relaxed, so that I am so confused that I don't know what to do.

Why don't I want to lie down with him and talk to each other in his arms? But the thought of someone else being labeled on him makes that fun go away. If love cannot be based on reality, it is like a building that rises into the air without laying a good foundation, and there is no sense of security at all.

"Maybe one day you'll understand why what you value least is what I care about the most." I smiled wryly, removed the blanket from my body, pulled the door open and prepared to get out of the car.

"Pan Rushu!" He shouted at me, grabbed my hand, and said, "We have just been reconciled, are we going to break up again?" ”

"We weren't sober enough just now." Seeing his heartbroken eyes, my heart almost softened again.

"I promise you I'll break up with her as soon as possible, but can we stay together tonight? It's been a long time since I've carried you to sleep. He could probably see the hesitation in my eyes, and his tone became gentle again.

This kind of tenderness made me almost want to soften, and I felt that if I continued to stalemate, I would soften my heart, and maybe I would be together again regardless of what I did just now, so I quickly cut through the mess, shook off his hand, and said: "If you really want to be with me, I will wait for you to deal with the emotional entanglement between you and Shen Ziyan." I'll go home first, and you should go back early. ”

"Don't, don't go, or you'll go to my house?" He pleaded.

I shook my head, and I said, "No, you should go back early." ”

I don't know where I got the perseverance and determination, I opened the door at once, jumped out of the car, and ran to the small door of the apartment in one breath, fortunately the door of the small door was hidden, I pushed the door open and quickly entered, my heart pounded, for fear that he would catch up, but no.

I trotted all the way upstairs, alone through the long hallway to my room, and all I could hear was my own heartbeat and footsteps. I was conflicted, wishing that he had come home and would stop bothering me, and that he would rush over and entangle me regardless of that.

When I got home, I quickly closed the door, took off my wet clothes in one go, and the text message "Ding Dong" sounded, I picked it up and saw that it was a message from an unknown number: "Okay, rest early, wait for me." ”

It was sent by Jin Yan. We've been in contact with Xingfeng before, and I never knew his number.

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