048 Crash

Fang Jinghao, you probably will never know that before you know it, you have already captured my heart, and I fell in love with you so incorrigibly.

I don't know when I fell in love with the faint smell of tobacco on your body, and every time I lean into your arms and feel that familiar smell, I feel very relieved. Maybe in your eyes, I'm stupid to the point of stupidity, and you can even make me pay everything for you without saying a word. So, no matter what the future holds, I will never regret the decision I made today. Even though you don't love me, you never say you like me, even when you're at your happiest; Even though there are so many things that have happened between us, I can never act as if it didn't happen; Even though you took advantage of my brother and killed him indirectly; Even though I know I'm just on the spur of the moment now, and I'm getting carried away; Although I know I will regret it in the future.

Still, I've decided to give you back what was rightfully yours. Those things have nothing to do with me in the first place, I just hope that there are not so many conspiracy traps between us, I can do nothing, I just ask you to have a true heart.

From now on, I really have nothing left, I used to have a brother in my life, but now I have nothing, I only have you. And you treated me like this, the previous tenderness, sweetness, and affection were just part of your plan.

Perhaps, from the very beginning, from the first time we met, we were doomed to have no future. I should have let it go a long time ago, but I never wanted to face it, and I kept asking for a love that I would never get. I think it must have been me lonely for too long, and all this time, except for my brother, I was alone.

I just wanted to find someone who could spend the rest of my life with me, and I didn't care if he had money or not, or if he had a handsome appearance. I just hope that he can understand me, tolerate me, ignore my past, and truly love me and love me.

However, I found the wrong person, I have always longed to be able to get such a love, a warmth, so it made my eyes blur, I gave a sincere heart, but in the end I found that I loved the wrong person.

Li Xiaoyun handed the signed transfer letter to Fang Jinghao, Fang Jinghao took it, glanced at it, and then carefully folded it and put it in his pocket.

He turned and walked to the door, and just as he was about to open the door to go out, he stopped and said, "I also regret your brother's death, it was not my intention. You can rest assured, I will definitely give you a satisfactory compensation when you need to leave, and help you arrange everything. ”

Fang Jinghao left without looking back, and when the door closed, it also cut off everything they once had between them.

In just one day, everything changed.

What's the point of staying here, maybe she should leave this place that hurts her so much and makes her unforgettable. But where can she go without here? She had nothing left, her whole person was like being hollowed out, and she had no strength to leave. Even if she left this sad place, her heart still couldn't escape and couldn't forget. Perhaps, she could choose another way to free herself.

It's just that at this time, Li Xiaoyun didn't know whether she was cowardly or brave, and she would choose to use death to completely free herself.

I used to believe that I could find a true love, but now it seems that I am just naïve. She has been strong for too long, and her heart is really tired, but she just wants to fall asleep in the arms of her beloved. But this sudden everything shattered all her beautiful illusions, and her heart died, and she didn't feel any pain. She couldn't remember what happiness was like, because she had never experienced it. Now she has no way back, and who is she crying for. She would rather go back to the beginning with the pain of this body, to the moment when she never knew each other. She chose not to hate, but just wanted to leave silently with this peace. When you wake up, you may be able to see your mother, and when you wake up, you may be able to start a new life......

She picked up the fruit knife on the table and walked into the bathroom. The small knife seemed to weigh a thousand pounds in her hand at this time.

Li Xiaoyun held the fruit knife tightly, raised her hand trembling slightly, and slashed her left wrist. The pain in her heart stimulated her chaotic brain.

It turns out that death can also be so painful. When will her heart stop hurting and she will be liberated?

Li Xiaoyun bit her lower lip tightly, trying her best to endure the pain, looking at the blood slowly flowing from her body, a smile appeared on her lips. The smile was not bleak, but a little more relieved and relaxed.

She slowly closed her eyes, feeling her body gradually lighter, and her thoughts drifted farther and farther away.

Once, she thought that she could also get happiness, but after all kinds of efforts, the hands that were opened and tightly held were indeed empty, happiness was too far away from her, and after all, she still didn't catch anything......

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Dear friends, the heroine collapsed, and I collapsed too. I admit that the text I wrote is very abusive, but this is just a plot need, I'm not a bad silver myself, I'm just a stepmother.

Special preview, the next few chapters will be very abusive, please be mentally prepared.

In addition, special reminder: The heroine is arranged to commit suicide because of the needs of the plot, but this is a bad negative behavior, and I hope it will not affect and troubled everyone's life.

Finally, thank you to the friends who have always supported Xiaoyun, thank you for your flowers and tickets, and I hope you can give more opinions, I will take them all seriously.

Love you, group~~~~