049 Life and Death(1)
Originally, she thought that she would never wake up again, and she originally thought that what was waiting for her would be boundless darkness, but when Li Xiaoyun slowly opened her eyes, she clearly felt a tearing pain coming from her wrist. She knew that she was not dead, that her hopes were dashed, that she was still alive, which meant that her painful life was not over.
The pungent smell of disinfectant water filled her surroundings, making her breathing difficult and heavy. Outside the window, the sound of rain beating on her heart in the silence of the night, made her upset.
Li Xiaoyun frowned, and in the dark ward, she couldn't see anything clearly. But at the same time, darkness can also make her lose all her guard.
Looking up at the window, her big eyes had lost their former brilliance and were replaced by despair. Sadly thinking that he still didn't die in the end, fate is really a joke, some people don't want to die, but they end up brutally taking their lives. But some people go to despair, but they can't get rid of it.
smiled, only touching the corners of his bitter mouth, and his pale face carried the ultimate mockery. What can she do if she lives? What is her hope and goal for life? Nothing, nothing to find. What's the point of her living?
At this moment, a cold voice suddenly sounded above his head.
"Are you awake?" With the sound, the darkness was immediately dispelled by a small dim light.
Li Xiaoyun followed the voice and turned her head to look at the person who came, just in front of those cold eyes, she couldn't help but tremble, and her desolate heart was immediately replaced by fear.
Instinctively clenched his fists, but it involved the wound, and the pain in his heart made Li Xiaoyun snort in pain.
"Does it hurt?" His voice was soft and soft, but behind this gentleness was a sharp blade. I saw that Fang Jinghao's hand was gently touching the wound wrapped in white gauze.
Li Xiaoyun was silent, she felt that the frost and cold air emanating from Fang Jinghao's body was enough to freeze the air in the entire room. If she replied "It doesn't hurt", maybe Fang Jinghao, who was in anger, only needed to use a force to make her open her mouth and cry out in pain; But to make her bow in front of him and show weakness, she was unwilling.
"It must hurt, right?" Li Xiaoyun's silence made Fang Jinghao's eyes instantly form a thick layer of ice, and he asked maliciously, secretly holding the wound and tightening his five fingers.
Li Xiaoyun bit her lower lip tightly and endured it with all her strength, but she never refused to exhale in pain. The white gauze was instantly dyed with a blinding bright red; The wound that had been split opened wider, and the red blood flowed wildly.
The pain was so heart-rending that it almost robbed her of her breath.
Why is she feeling so much pain at the moment? The wound hurt, but her heart hurt even more. Why didn't God let her die? Isn't that what she's been through?
Fang Jinghao, why do you always treat me so cruelly? I have already returned everything that belongs to you, what do you want me to do to let me go?
"Li Xiaoyun, do you think you can be freed by dying? Do you want to get rid of me like that, from the day you met me, your fate should be decided by me. You are destined to be entangled with me. You are mine. ”
"No, I don't. I hate you, I don't want to be with you, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore. I can't die this time, I was discovered by you. But there will be a next time, a next time, until I succeed. Uh......" The severe pain made Li Xiaoyun sweat coldly, and her delicate face was distorted, but she still said stubbornly.
She knew that as long as she gave in, Fang Jinghao could make her suffer less. But the pain stimulated her senses, her nerves, and she couldn't forget what had happened between them.
"You want to die, don't you? It's not that easy, I'll make your life worse than death. Until you give up the idea of escaping. Since this little pain is nothing to you. Then I'll show you what real pain is. Hearing Li Xiaoyun say that she would seek death again, Fang Jinghao suddenly lost his mind, his frozen eyes were dyed with a layer of bloodthirsty light, and his violent anger was fully revealed.
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Dear friends, I'm really under a lot of pressure right now, I didn't expect everyone's reaction to be so strong, I'm really not just abusing for the sake of abuse, but I will turn the pressure into motivation to continue to persevere. The male protagonist has already aroused public anger before.,I'm afraid everyone will sharpen their knives after reading this chapter and the next chapter.,Huo Huo is going to cut him with a thousand knives.。
In order to avoid hurting the innocent, I flashed the lid of the pot first, the group~~~~