061 Remorse (1)
A month passed like this, and without Fang Jinghao, the days were very peaceful.
Sometimes, Li Xiaoyun will think crankily alone, if she really burned out her brain and became an idiot, it would not be a good thing. In a way, they are happy because they don't have any worries, they don't have any resentment, and they can vent their happiness or anger at will.
The afternoon sun always makes people lazy, Li Xiaoyun lies on the soft lawn, enjoys the sunshine with her eyes closed, and relaxes her mood.
After a while, a shadow blocked her, and Li Xiaoyun opened her eyes with some reluctance. However, when she saw that grim face, she immediately lost her sleepiness and sat up at once. "How are you?" This time should be the time for work, how could he suddenly appear?
Looking at Li Xiaoyun with a flustered face, Fang Jinghao smiled and said, "What? You haven't seen me for a month, so you don't recognize me? If that's the case, I'll be very sad. Looking at Li Xiaoyun's increasingly thin face, Fang Jinghao felt distressed for a while. recalled that a month ago, he received a call from a maid saying that Li Xiaoyun had a high fever and was in a coma and was admitted to the hospital. He rushed to the hospital like crazy, and looking at her pale little face, Fang Jinghao really felt how much he cared about her. But the more he cared, the more he hurt her, Fang Jinghao felt unprecedented helplessness and hesitation, and he left the hospital as if he had fled. In the next month, he deliberately ignored her existence and anesthetized himself with working day and night, but the more he tried to forget, the more Li Xiaoyun's shadow would appear in his mind. He finally understood how many things he had done before, and how much damage he had caused to Li Xiaoyun, he cared about her in his heart, but he didn't want to admit it. Faced with a sincere heart that loves him without reservation and wholeheartedly, Fang Jinghao can't ignore it, he thinks he likes Li Xiaoyun. No, I should be in love with her. Therefore, he has to change his previous attitude towards Li Xiaoyun and find ways to compensate for his mistakes.
"You...... How did you end up here? Li Xiaoyun told herself to be calm, but why couldn't she help but tremble all over?
"This is my home, you are my wife, why can't I come?" Who else but her could make him leave the company's business and come here at noon?
Li Xiaoyun knew that he didn't plan to let her go, but she never wanted to live like before. "I'm tired and want to go back and rest." Now she doesn't care about anything, she just wants to run away from him.
Fang Jinghao grabbed Li Xiaoyun's hand and said, "We haven't seen each other for a month, sit down and talk to me!" "Damn, why are her hands as cold as ice? He couldn't help but rub it with his big hands. He could feel that Li Xiaoyun's whole body was trembling, and it seemed that ...... She was really afraid of him, and his heart suddenly throbbed inexplicably.
"There's nothing to talk about between us." A month ago, she wanted to sit down calmly and spread out the problem, but he didn't give her this chance, and now there was no point in saying anything. She wished they hadn't seen each other again in this life.
Fang Jinghao stretched out his index finger and stroked Li Xiaoyun's cheek. "How can there be nothing to talk about between us? Let's talk about your recent life and our future! ”
"The future? Will there be a future between us? When it comes to the word "future", Li Xiaoyun only thinks it's ridiculous now, they are two people who are destined not to go together, how can they have a future?
"No, just trust me, and I'll give you a future. After this month, I have completely figured out one thing, Xiaoyun, I think I am really in love with you. Fang Jinghao looked directly into her eyes and said word by word.
It was too late, it was too late, how she wanted to hear him say it herself, but what she waited for was the deception and hurt of her relatives, and when she had decided to forget him, he finally admitted that he was in love with her. However, now she doesn't need this love, this love is too heavy, and the love is too hard, so she doesn't dare to ask for it, let alone want it.
"No matter what, I won't let go of your hand again this time." Seeing Li Xiaoyun's eyes gradually dimming, Fang Jinghao said affirmatively, not allowing her to have any denial. If he can't make Li Xiaoyun fall in love with him, then, let her hate him! Anyway, whether it's love or hate, as long as she has his presence in her heart.