062 Remorse (2)
This time, Li Xiaoyun still didn't have the right to say no, "Why?" Do you really hate me that much? Even though I have transferred the equity to you, you still refuse to let me go? ”
Fang Jinghao stretched out his hand to lift Li Xiaoyun's pale little face. "I've never hated you, I hate why I fell in love with you." I don't know when he has long since stopped hating her, and whenever he tortures her, his heart is ten, hundred, and a thousand times sadder than her......
"That'...... Why didn't you let me go? Li Xiaoyun's tears have flowed unconsciously.
"Don't cry, I won't hurt you anymore." He held out his finger to wipe away her tears. "I'm most afraid of you crying, every time I see your tears, it overwhelms me." He really wouldn't let her cry anymore, as long as she was willing to give him a chance to start over.
"Don't look at me, I'm so ugly." Li Xiaoyun didn't want him to see her snot and tears.
"If you're afraid of being ugly, cry in my arms." Fang Jinghao leaned her head on his shoulder and patted her shoulder gently. He didn't expect Li Xiaoyun to forgive him immediately, he just hoped that she could give him a chance to compensate her and give him a chance to love her well.
Since that day, Fang Jinghao has changed his previous cold and ruthless appearance, he is very good to her, really good, he always looks at her gently, speaks to her gently, makes her have a kind of illusion, as if the past few months she lived with him were just a nightmare.
If it weren't for the series of events that happened a month ago that hurt her too much and made her memory too deep, maybe she would really not be able to control herself and fall in love with him again......
It's just that she knows better than anyone how much she paid for falling in love with Jing Hao in the past, and now she has nothing. Therefore, she tells herself every day that she must not fall in love with Shang Jinghao again, and she must not forget the painful lessons of the past, because the only thing she has left now is a heart, a heart that has been scarred.
"Why haven't you slept yet?" Fang Jinghao looked at Li Xiaoyun, who was sitting barefoot on the balcony chair, and asked.
Wearing pink pajamas, long hair and sitting on a chair with her knees hugged, she looks like a kitten abandoned in the cold wind, which makes people feel pity for it.
It was already past two o'clock in the middle of the night, and if he hadn't woken up thirsty and wanted to find water, but he accidentally found a light on the balcony connected to the room and came to look, he wouldn't have found that she hadn't slept yet.
Actually, it's not that she hasn't slept yet, she's just insomnia and can't sleep.
Li Xiaoyun casually made an excuse and said: "I just woke up in the middle of sleep, and I felt a little stuffy in the room, so I came out to breathe." She didn't want to lie to Jing Hao to the other party, but she didn't want to tell him honestly, she had been plagued by insomnia all the time in the past month, but after all, this could be said to be what he brought her, she didn't want him to have a chance to make fun of her, although he was so good to her now, she still couldn't open up to him.
Fang Jinghao has lived with Li Xiaoyun for several months, how can he not understand her?
He knew that Li Xiaoyun didn't tell him the truth, but he didn't want to interrogate her like torture in the past, this time, he would slowly close the relationship between the two of them, let Li Xiaoyun slowly get used to him, and then slowly fall in love with him, he would wait for her to tell him personally.
"I'll make you a glass of milk." Fang Jinghao picked up Li Xiaoyun, who was sitting in the chair. "If you wear so little and come out to blow the wind, it's easy to catch a cold, so let's go back to the room." He didn't know how long she had been on the balcony, only that her two little hands were cold. If he hadn't just woken up and seen it, she would have caught a cold if she stayed on the balcony like this.
Li Xiaoyun obediently asked Fang Jinghao to carry her back to the room, she and Fang Jinghao did not live in the same room, she would not be stupid enough to ask Fang Jinghao why she didn't share the room with her, on the contrary, she was relieved. At least now she still can't accept being too intimate with him, maybe Fang Jinghao also understands this, so he didn't share a room with her.
Fang Jinghao asked Li Xiaoyun to lie back on the bed. "Wait for me later, I'll go to the kitchen and make you a glass of milk."
"Thank you!" She didn't know he would wake up, or she wouldn't have gone to the balcony at all.
Fang Jinghao helped her cover the quilt, "Don't say thank you to me, you are my wife, and it is supposed to help you do these things." ”
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Dear friends, because I'm going out today, this chapter was sent out a little earlier than usual. Love you guys~