I pushed my brother to hell with my own hands, step by step, planned. If it weren't for the fact that I did it myself, I wouldn't have realized that I was so ruthless.

When everyone saw me nesting myself in one place, they thought that I was angry because I was betrayed by Zhang Yishan, and sometimes brought me water, sometimes brought me food, and patted me on the shoulder before leaving, their eyes were full of sympathy, but they didn't know that the person who should not be sympathetic to me was me.

Su Guangsha has been calling to report the situation, but the distance is far away, and I can't hear what he is saying, but I can guess that he is definitely not talking to Gong Yuqing on the phone, and Gong Yuqing must be finished.

For the people above, sacrificing a Zhang Yishan can not only allow me to win the trust of Song Yunhai and them, but also prove Su Guangsha's ability, and at the same time verify my loyalty to the country, and rest assured that I will be an undercover agent, which is a three-win thing.

But for me, what I have lost is a brotherhood that can never be replaced, even if the country will compensate Zhang Yishan as Song Jiayin said, for me, I have lost the qualification to call him a brother.

In my thoughts, I fell asleep in a daze, but this sleep was extremely unstable, and the nightmares made me very uncomfortable, and when I woke up, I was already soaked in cold sweat.

I snapped my eyes open and saw everyone staring at me worriedly, I frowned and said, "What's wrong?" ”

The cheetah asked, "Are you having a nightmare?" ”

"How do you know?" I asked, a little strangely.

They didn't speak, and I realized that I must have shown something, and I couldn't help but be a little nervous, for fear that I would talk in my sleep and reveal some secrets that should not be revealed.

As if knowing what I was thinking, Su Guangsha said: "You kept shouting 'Brother Shan' just now, and you were trembling all over, and you kept breaking out in a cold sweat, so everyone guessed it." ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, thinking of the nightmare I had just now, in the dream, Zhang Yishan was convicted, and the things that Song Jiayin promised me were not fulfilled at all, and I kept begging him to forgive me when I sent Zhang Yishan away, but he said that he would hate me for the rest of his life.

I took a deep breath and wondered what I had done since I had been thinking about it day and dreaming at night.

Su Guangsha patted me on the shoulder, signaled me not to think too much, and told me that we were almost there, and I told him not to worry about me.

Soon, the plane landed on our school ground, after everyone got off the plane, Su Guangsha asked us to rest first, and he left in a hurry, looking at the back of his departure, I knew that he was going to deal with Zhang Yishan's matter.

After a few of us returned to the dormitory, we took a shower, and I lay on the bed in a daze, about ten minutes later, Shen Chenghua and Yang Yifan came to knock on the door in a hurry, and when they saw me, the two asked in unison: "What's wrong with Yishan?" ”

When a few brothers met, there was no joy for my life, and some were just endless anxiety. I felt guilty and embarrassed and said to them: "This is a state secret, I'm sorry for the two brothers, I can't say it." ”

Hearing this, the two of them didn't get angry, after all, they all understood the rules, but the two of them were a little uneasy when they saw me being so serious, Yang Yifan frowned and asked, "Can you tell us, will there be something wrong with Yishan?" ”

I didn't speak, the two of them saw that I was silent, their faces became more solemn, the relationship between the three of them has always been very good, and it has been a revolutionary love for many years, if they knew that I actually 'framed' Zhang Yishan, I think they would definitely hate me to death.

Yang Yifan wanted to say something, but Shen Chenghua grabbed him and asked him not to ask again, saying don't embarrass me, and then asked me how I am, is my shoulder injured? Is it serious?

Yang Yifan said: "Look at me, I'm so worried about Yishan, I forgot that you just finished your mission, and you were injured, I didn't care about you, let's see your injury, seriously?" ”

I shook my head and said, "It's not serious, thank you for your concern." ”

At this moment, being so cared for by them made me feel even more guilty.

After they left, the cheetah, who had not spoken, asked, "How are you going to explain it to them?" ”

I asked, "Explain what?" ”

"Although this matter was designed by Zhang Yishan, but as far as I know, they all seem to have this kind of watch, if only your table contains something, with the friendship of the three of them, they may suspect that you did something and it was Zhang Yishan who you framed, aren't you afraid?"

After the cheetah finished speaking, the others also looked at me curiously, and it was clear that they were also worried about this.

I frowned and asked, "Then why don't you think so?" ”

Everyone seemed to be stopped by my words, and the cheetah whispered: "If you were a spy, you wouldn't be desperate to save us at all, and everyone knows how good you are to Zhang Yishan, so ......"

Cheetah didn't go on, but I knew that I had 'worked hard' to win their trust in me. It's funny to say that if there is no choice, even if I am loyal, they will doubt me, but once I have a choice, the things I do will become an important basis for them to believe in me, and they will naturally choose to doubt others.

This is the human heart.

There has been no news from Su Guangsha's side, and I began to change from calm to anxious, and I was anxious to know a result. Just when I couldn't help but want to rush to Su Guangsha's office, someone came to me and said that Su Guangsha asked me to go to the office to find him.

I immediately rushed to his office, knowing that he was probably calling me to confront Zhang Yishan, and thinking that I was going to frame him in front of Zhang Yishan, my heart felt like I was being pressed by a mountain, and I couldn't breathe in pain.

Thinking about coming to Su Guangsha's office, but I didn't see Zhang Yishan, I frowned and asked, "Brother Su, where is Zhang Yishan?" ”

Su Guangxia frowned, his face was gloomy as if he could drip water, and a strong uneasiness suddenly surged into my heart, and I heard him say, "He was taken to the interrogation room by the people above." ”

The people above?

I asked, "Who is the person above?" Could it be Gong Yuqing? ”

Just after saying this, I retorted to myself: "Impossible, it stands to reason that Gong Yuqing must have been targeted by the people of the state now, after all, this operation was arranged by him, and he is suspected of committing a major crime, but if it is not him, who will it be?" ”

Su Guangsha frowned and said: "It's someone from the capital, who said that they would interrogate Zhang Yishan in person, and asked me not to tell you." ”

Hearing this, the uneasiness in my heart became even worse, and I couldn't help but ask, "Then why did you call me over again?" ”

Things were far beyond my expectations, I felt a little knotted in my brain, and Su Guangsha's next sentence directly raised my heart to my throat, he said: "This is because the above called me and asked me to take you over, saying that Zhang Yishan asked to see you." ”

Zhang Yishan wanted to see me, I was afraid that he wanted to ask me face to face why I wanted to slander him, I took a deep breath, clenched my fists tightly, and heard Su Guangsha comfort me and said, "If you don't want to see him, I will help you refuse." ”

I knew that Su Guangsha misunderstood what I meant, thinking that I was angry because I was betrayed by my good brother, so I was angry and didn't want to see him, but I didn't know that I was the one who lied, I shook my head and said no, saying that there are some things that I don't want to face anymore, but in the end I have to face it in person.

In this way, Su Guangsha and I came to the most secret building in the base, which is what everyone often talks about, the mysterious confinement building, and I heard that as long as many soldiers make mistakes, they will be sent there, or locked up for reflection, or locked up, and wait until they are arraigned to a military court.

As soon as I entered the confinement building, I heard an angry and miserable shout, hearing this shout, I trembled all over, and quickly chased in the direction of the sound, although the shout was short, I was very sure that it was Zhang Yishan's voice.

Could it be that the people in the capital tortured Zhang Yishan?

The more I thought about it, the more worried I became, the more I thought about it, the more scared I became, and when I ran to the door of a room, I heard Zhang Yishan's shout again, at that moment, I didn't think about it, and even ignored Su Guangsha's dissuasion to me, and directly kicked the door open, and what caught my eye was Zhang Yishan holding his head and desperately hitting the table.

Zhang Yishan looked really in pain, he held his head, hummed in pain while banging his head, and occasionally let out a shout, looking painful and helpless. Seeing me coming, Zhang Yishan was stunned, he stared at me with wide eyes, just stared at me so directly, such a look, I think I will never forget it for the rest of my life. ”

I thought that as soon as he opened his mouth, he would ask me to testify to him and let me prove his innocence, but he calmly asked me: "They told me that there is a locator in your watch, and the watch was given by me, so they suspect that I am a spy. ”

My heart sank suddenly, and I glanced back at the closed door, guessing that Su Guangsha, who was supposed to come in with me, suddenly disappeared, presumably someone had been transferred away from the mountain, in order for me to have a good talk with Zhang Yishan.

But what do they want me to talk about with Zhang Yishan?

Zhang Yishan roared: "I'll ask you!" Isn't it? ”

I looked at Zhang Yishan, and in his eyes that were almost desperate, I said in a trembling voice, "I'm sorry. ”

Zhang Yishan tilted his head, looked at me funny, and asked, "I'm sorry?" What does sorry mean? To admit it, or not to admit it? ”

I slowly closed my eyes and said, "Brother Shan, confess and be lenient, you ...... Don't struggle anymore. ”

After speaking, I turned around to leave, and behind me, Zhang Yishan shouted in pain: "Erhai, you have no conscience!" But I can't be without a conscience! ”

I was shocked, turned around, and heard him say, "I really think of you as my own brother, my brother wants me to carry the black pot, how can I not carry it?" Therefore, this spy is mine, this shame is also mine, and it has nothing to do with your ears, I will not defend it, I will not struggle, but I beg you to promise me one thing. ”

When he said this, he suddenly knelt on the ground with a "plop", I was stunned, and I saw him say with tears in his eyes: "But please, can you stop attacking Yifan and Brother Hua?" It is enough for me to bear this kind of suffering, I beg you. ”

After Zhang Yishan finished speaking, he began to kowtow to me, his head knocked very loudly, almost broke his head and bleed, I burst into tears, but I couldn't say a word, turned around and left the room.

As soon as I got out, I ran towards the door of the building, and when I got out of the door, I roared madly and rushed into a nearby wood, and ran far, far away in one go, until I came out of the woods, and came to the sea, and plunged headlong into the sea, hoping to drown myself in the sea.