I swam in the sea for a long time, until I was exhausted, let the waves wash me ashore, and then I lay motionless on the beach, like a marionette.

The wound on my shoulder began to ache violently, not only that, but I felt like I was falling apart, my head was muddy, and my mind was back and forth with what Zhang Yishan said.

"You have no conscience, but I can't have no conscience!"

"I really treat you as my own brother, my brother asked me to carry the black pot, how can I not carry it?"

"Please, can you not attack Yifan and Brother Hua? This kind of suffering, I can bear it enough. ”

……

These words lingered in my mind, accompanied by Zhang Yishan's knocking kowtow, which really made me extremely heartbroken.

I looked at the dreary weather, listened to the thunder in the distance, and how far my heart floated.

Suddenly there was a thunderclap in the sky, and dark clouds rolled in the sky, believing that heavy rain was coming. The wound on my shoulder hurt even more, but I still didn't move, as if I had lost all my soul and the strength to run.

I thought that I had already been indestructible, and a heart had long been as solid as a rock, until this moment I suddenly understood, that is, my heart is still so cowardly and soft, it will be broken when I touch it, I feel that I am a disaster, how can a person like me match flippers? If I hadn't intersected with Shen Chenghua at that time, I wouldn't have known Zhang Yishan and them, and I wouldn't have given the other party the opportunity to use them, I hurt them.

Soon it began to rain heavily, I lay there, let the rain hit my cold body, gradually, I felt as if someone was talking, propping up my body, I turned around, and saw Yang Yifan and Shen Chenghua coming over, seeing the two of them, my heart tightened, and I was punched in the face randomly.

My body that barely stood up fell instantly, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Shen Chenghua pulling the angry Yang Yifan, Yang Yifan was still clenching his fists in his hands, and he roared angrily: "Erhai, are you human?" Yishan treats you as a brother, and you actually use Yishan as a scapegoat? Do you still have a conscience? ”

I wiped the corner of my mouth, there was blood, and I couldn't help laughing in a low voice, Yang Yifan yelled at me angrily, and asked me what I was laughing at? I didn't answer him, but struggled to stand up with my muddy body.

Shen Chenghua looked at me and said, "Why don't you defend yourself?" Erhai, as long as you say that you didn't do this, we can still believe that you and Yishan were framed, but why don't you say it? ”

Yang Yifan gritted his teeth and said, "Why didn't he say it, don't you still understand?" Because he has nothing to say, because we are telling the truth! Brother Hua, have you forgotten what Yishan said to us before leaving? He said he was framed! ”

Shen Chenghua shook his head and said, "I don't believe it, Erhai, I don't believe that you are such a person." From the first day I met you, in my eyes, you are a man who is affectionate and righteous, dares to act, dare to love and hate, how can you harm a mountain? Is there some misunderstanding in the middle? You speak, speak. ”

I looked at the two of them staggeringly, and my heart was ruthless, and I said word by word: "Talk? Say what? He was my scapegoat, and if it weren't for the fact that he was useful, I wouldn't have been so nice to him and brought him to the army. ”

After saying that, I was laughing vigorously, and I felt that my laughter was so disgusting that I even felt that I might have gone crazy, that I had been suppressed and was going crazy.

Shen Chenghua and Yang Yifan were stunned, I think even if they were mentally prepared, they must have felt extremely angry when they heard me say such ruthless and unrighteous words. The two of them were stunned for a long time, until I staggered past them, and they rushed over, one punching me in the back, the other kicking my leg, and I threw myself on the ground, and I didn't want to hide at all.

There was a burst of punches and kicks from behind, Shen Chenghua and Yang Yifan were like sick mad cows at this moment, desperately beating me hard, I buried my head in the sand, laughed, cried, and ate a mouthful of sand, like a poor clown.

"What are you doing?" A thick, angry voice came from not far away, I slowly raised my head, and saw Su Guangsha with a gloomy face, glaring angrily at a pair of eyes, and rushing towards me angrily.

Yang Yifan and Shen Chenghua didn't stop, Yang Yifan shouted loudly: "Report to the captain, we are repairing the scum, this man should be damned!" ”

"Nonsense, get out of here!" Su Guangsha yelled, rushed over directly and tore the two apart, kicked Yang Yifan, and then helped me up, and asked me worriedly how I was.

I didn't speak, and I didn't have the strength to speak.

Su Guangsha tested my forehead and said, "You have a fever, I'll take you to the doctor." ”

After he finished speaking, he picked me up and wanted to leave, but Yang Yifan and the two of them stood in front of the two of us, Yang Yifan shouted unwillingly: "Captain, don't be deceived by this garbage, that watch is his hands and feet, Yishan is innocent, captain, you are wise and martial, you must be able to find out, right?" I must be able to return a mountain of innocence, right? ”

I lay on Su Guangsha's back and shivered, scared, panicked, and swept over me like a nightmare. But Su Guangsha said very firmly: "No, he is not such a person, I believe in him." ”

"But he confessed it himself!" Yang Yifan roared like crazy.

I know that his relationship with Zhang Yishan is like the relationship between me and Shen Nuoyan, maybe there are many very good, but the best one.

Su Guangsha said lightly: "If he admits it, must it be him?" ”

After he said this, he carried me away, I tilted my head, looked at Yang Yifan and Shen Chenghua whose whole faces were broken, and felt extremely guilty in my heart, the reason why I admitted that I did it was just to break with them, so that they would not be targeted by Bao Wen and those people.

But these thoughts, I can't say, all the pain can only be swallowed in my stomach with broken teeth, not to mention, I was sorry for Zhang Yishan, what qualifications do I have to pretend to be a good person in front of them and clear my name?

Su Guangsha walked halfway, suddenly sighed, and asked, "Why are you doing this?" ”

I didn't speak, and the most aggrieved person wasn't me, so I wasn't qualified to pretend to be pitiful.

Su Guangsha saw that I didn't speak, and he didn't speak anymore, but sighed silently. I was carried by him all the way to the infirmary, and by the time I got there, I felt like my mind was not clear.

When the doctor saw me like this, he quickly had me carried me in, and examined me, and then I heard her talking there, and she said a series of words, but I couldn't hear a word, until at last I fell asleep.

When I woke up again, I felt that my body was still soft and weak, cold sweat broke out on my body, and there was a pair of warm hands that kept holding my hands tightly, which made me feel more reassured.

I slowly opened my eyes, and I was greeted by Song Jiayin, who looked worried, and when she saw me wake up, she said with joy in her eyes, "You finally woke up." ”

"How are you going to arrange Zhang Yishan?" I came up and asked.

For the first time, I felt no joy at the reunion with her, and when I saw him, I thought that I had destroyed my best brother with my own hands, and how could I be happy?

Song Jiayin frowned slightly, with a little disappointment in her eyes, but she quickly adjusted her mood, looked at me and said, "You don't have to worry, the country has arranged him to a place, where he will have better development." Moreover, I will personally find him, explain your difficulties to him, and let him know that your choices and practices are actually protecting him to the greatest extent. ”

I didn't speak, but I felt disgusted in my heart, and I didn't know what I was disgusting.

Song Jiayin said at this time: "Chen Ming, the top gave you ten days off, these ten days of leave are specially for you to relax, your nerves are too tight, you need to take a good rest, otherwise your mental state will become more and more serious, and if you continue like this, you will ruin yourself." ”

I frowned, thinking of my previous state of confusion, knowing that Song Jiayin was not alarmist, because my mental state was indeed getting worse and worse, but I didn't want to rest, I said: "I don't need to relax, I want to train, I want to end the so-called task as soon as possible, dig out my dad's enemies, and wash away my dad's grievances, in that case, I can live the life I want to live, this kind of day when I am at the mercy of others, and even the joys, sorrows, and sorrows have to be performed according to the script, I don't want to live a minute or a second." ”

Song Jiayin grabbed my hand tightly and said gently: "Everything is not done quickly, Chen Ming, I know that you are eager for revenge, but you also have to think about your own body, if you continue to do this, Shen Promise will also be very worried." ”

Speaking of Shen Promise and them, the depression in my heart slowly dissipated, I looked at Song Jiayin, her eyes were full of worry at this time, I sighed and said, "What's wrong with me?" How can the physical condition be so bad? ”

Song Jiayin said distressedly: "The doctor said that you were injured and soaked in the sea for so long in the rain, the wound was infected and inflamed, and the high fever did not go away, plus you were depressed, and you have been in a coma for several days, and if you want to recover, you have to take care of it carefully." ”

I didn't expect me to be so 'fragile', it seems that no matter how powerful I am and how high my physical fitness is, I am just an ordinary person, where can I withstand such a toss?

I said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry to worry you." ”

Song Jiayin shook her head and said, "It's okay, it's just that you don't have to toss yourself like this in the future." ”

I nodded and asked Song Jiayin: "You came here so blatantly, aren't you afraid of being discovered?" ”

Song Jiayin said lightly: "We are now recuperating in a private house, and there are eyeliners staring at us everywhere, and we will not be discovered." ”

I strafed around, only to realize that I was really not in the army's hospital, but in a small room that looked quite warm and retro, no wonder Song Jiayin dared to stay by my side unscrupulously.

I said, "How is Gong Yuqing?" ”

"The boss used Zhang Yishan's testimony to confirm that Gong Yuqing colluded with the evil wolf organization to attempt to murder the pillars of the country, and he has been arrested and will soon be executed. Of course, it was said that it was very soon, but this is my internal information, and the specific news has not yet been notified. Song Jiayin said, got up and came to the table not far away, brought a pot of steaming porridge, and said, "Are you hungry?" I made you your favorite vegetable porridge, try it? ”

I nodded, feeling warm in my heart. To be honest, since I joined the army, I never thought that I would have the opportunity to be alone with Song Jiayin like this, so now it feels like a dream.

Song Jiayin asked me what are the arrangements for this ten-day vacation?

I thought for a moment and said, "I'm going to see Bao Wen, and I think she must want to see me too." ”