It's all because ...... I love you......

This was the first time Lin Shuang had heard Ji Luohan say such a thing, and his heart, which was so painful, seemed to be oozing blood. The proud, forever looking down on others, was now prostrate at her feet, laying down all his dignity and glory.

How could she not know. But when the paper was finally pierced, she only felt deeper pain...... She didn't want to take away his dignity, just as she didn't want to lose herself...... She felt a lot of pain from it......

Ji Luohan looked at her face with even more pain, and the sparkle in his eyes disappeared with the last glimmer of hope.

He let go of Lin Shuang's hand and slowly stood up, with no expression on his face: "Let's calm down." ”

Lin Shuang did not object.

At this time, Xiao Tao suddenly knocked on the door and came in, and when she saw that the situation between the two was wrong, she was stunned for a moment, and then said with a solemn expression: "Yes...... Sorry to bother you. Just now the hospital called and said that Aunt Qing ...... Let's go. ”

Hearing the news, Ji Luohan and Lin Shuang rushed to the hospital together. Ji Luohan personally changed into clean clothes for Aunt Qing, arranged her hair, and sat on the edge of her bed for a long time, looking at her peaceful face in a daze.

When the funeral home came to take over, after Aunt Qing was picked up, he was still sitting on the edge of the empty bed and did not leave.

When Lin Shuang returned from sending off the people from the funeral home, he saw that Ji Luohan was still sitting there, and he hesitated for a long time before walking in. She knew what Aunt Qing meant to Ji Luohan, just as Ji Luohan was important to Aunt Qing.

Ji Luohan stretched out his hand to caress the already cold bed, tears flowing quietly. When he heard Lin Shuang's footsteps, he hurriedly reached out and secretly wiped it away, not wanting her to see him like this again.

Lin Shuang walked behind him, and finally put her hand on his shoulder with red eyes, trying to comfort him.

"Have you ever loved me?" Ji Luohan's eyes were glazed, and he asked coldly.

Lin Shuang's hand trembled, retracted, and the whole person froze. As she said, there is no love between the two.

"Tell me the answer, have you ever loved me?" Ji Luohan asked again.

Why? Why force her? Why did things get to this point?! Why? Lin Shuang's expression painstakingly took half a step back: "I said it...... Don't do that between us. ”

"Yes, not like that." Ji Luohan's face didn't have any warmth at all, and he still turned his back to her, "Because once we have the answer, we can't lie to ourselves anymore." ”

"Ji Luohan......" Lin Shuang didn't know what to say for a while.

Ji Luohan suddenly laughed: "If you really love someone, you won't be like this." ”

"Even if I love someone, I can't pretend that nothing has happened." This is the only truth that Lin Shuang can say.

What a cruel answer! Ji Luohan's smile became more and more chilling, and finally stood up, slowly passed by him, and opened the door to leave......

Lin Shuang stood in place, feeling the breath left in the room, and slowly squatted down with difficulty breathing, hating this tearing heartache.

On the remote suburban road, Ji Luohan grasped the steering wheel like ashes, and the code speed on the dashboard had reached the limit.

He didn't know where he was going, but his whole heart seemed to have been taken out...... Nothing can be felt...... As the image in his vision gradually blurred, he felt his face burn with tears once again. He felt that he was the stupidest person in the world, and the most failed person...... It is clear that it does not belong to him, and all happiness is clearly fake......

He thought that as long as he gave up everything and said love, he could get her...... But she doesn't want to, she's not rare at all......

His sins...... It's all because ...... He loved her.

......

When a figure suddenly crossed the road, Ji Luohan tried to brake urgently, but found that it was too late. He could only slam the steering wheel to avoid the figure, and then the whole car rushed into the ridge next to him at great speed......

For a moment, Ji Luohan thought, maybe dying like this is not necessarily a bad thing.

He's hard.

And this is not a relief.

But when he was in a trance, a girl walked up to him with a frown, wrapped her arms around angrily, and her expression was as if someone owed her tens of millions, and she was very unhappy. She shouted angrily, "Ji Luohan! His eyes were staring at him, but he couldn't take his eyes off it.

He woke up suddenly...... I saw that the car had turned over, and I was stuck in the seat......

Outside the car, someone was helping to pull the car door. And he slowly began to save himself.

......

in the hospital.

Ji Luohan had a piece of gauze tied to his forehead and sat on the hospital bed for the doctor to do the examination.

After doing some examination, the doctor smiled and said to him, "Mr. Ji, do you still feel anything particularly uncomfortable now?" ”

Ji Luo shook his head coldly.

"You now have a slight concussion and some soft tissue contusions. It is recommended that you stay in the hospital for one night. If you want to be transferred to another hospital, I will arrange it for you. The doctor said with experience.

At this time, Peter hurriedly pushed the door in, and when he saw that Ji Luohan's shirt was still stained with blood, he nervously rushed to him: "Boss, are you okay?" ”

Ji Luohan didn't answer, but picked up the coat next to him and was about to leave the ward.

"Mr. Ji! You'd better not leave the hospital now. When the doctor saw this, he hurried to stop him.

But how could Ji Luohan put him in his eyes, and walked out with no one in his eyes.

"Hey, you ......" Seeing that he didn't listen to the advice, the doctor could only shake his head helplessly.

"Doctor, I'm sorry." Peter will always be the one who is responsible for doing good, "Excuse me, he's fine, right?" ”

"It was only a minor injury, but I noticed that he had some problems with his eyes. Because you are not sure if it is a temporary problem caused by a minor concussion, it is best to advise him to stay in the hospital for observation. The doctor said solemnly.

"Got it, got it, thank you, thank you." When Peter heard this, he quickly thanked him, and then chased after him, and finally caught up with Ji Luohan at the gate of the hospital.

"The owner...... Wait for me......"

"Where's the car?" Ji Luohan asked.

"Your car was towed away." Peter replied, "With such a big impact, the airbag has popped open, and I guess it will have to be scrapped." ”

Ji Luohan frowned and glanced at him: "I asked you where is the car?" ”

"Oh...... I'm going to drive over right now, and I've just parked in the parking lot. Peter reacted at this time, took two steps and turned back, "Boss, if you don't like this hospital, let's go to another one, right?" Otherwise, let's let Dr. Chan go to his home? ”

Ji Luohan twisted his eyebrows again when he said a lot: "When, did you start taking my idea?" ”

"......," Peter laughed dryly, "not Ra." I just think, boss, you've hit your head, it's okay, it's better to check it out. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Ji Luohan looking directly at him, and there was no brilliance in his eyes, as if his soul had been lost. Remembering what Doctor Fang Cai said, he subconsciously reached over and waved.

"What are you doing?"

"Boss, can you see it?"

"Invisible." Ji Luo replied with a smile, "I didn't see my secretary, I only saw a man who was about to lose his job and planned to marry a wife and have children!" ”

Peter's face froze, he shouted, "I'm going to drive right away," and ran to the garage.

Ji Luohan inhaled irritably, his fingers touched the corners of his forehead with obvious pain, and the look on his face was not good.

Peter drove him back to the manor, and he once again confirmed that Lin Shuang had not been informed of the incident. Peter repeatedly said that he would obey his orders, but he could not help but ask, "Boss, ...... you Was there a quarrel? ”

Ji Luohan glared at him, making it clear that he was not to do much.

When Peter saw this, he had to smile: "Forget it, this woman is all difficult." ”

But these words obviously did not comfort Ji Luohan, he couldn't hide his bitter smile, turned his head and asked, "You have decided?" Is it to marry Tintin? ”

Peter didn't expect Ji Luohan to care about his private life, so he first smiled flatteredly, and then nodded with a smile: "I have proposed, of course it is decided." ”

"Seriously?"

"Of course!" Peter raised his voice, "I'm a young man, but I'm definitely a serious man!" ”

Ji Luohan was still staring at him expressionlessly: "Does she love you?" ”

At this moment, this problem is equivalent to Peter's weakness, and he is not confident for a while: "She may not love me now, but she will slowly find out my goodness in the future, and she must love me 100% at that time." I'm very confident in that. ”

"Really?" Ji Luohan smiled, a little sarcastic, but it was himself who was sarcastic. Once upon a time, he thought so.

"Boss......" Peter protested very hurtfully, "I've been with you for so many years, don't hurt people so much, give me some support and encouragement, okay?!" ”

Ji Luohan's face sank instantly, and he no longer spoke, but looked out the window in a daze.

If a woman doesn't love you...... Your bigotry and lies will become a sharp knife that will kill you in the future......

......

When Ji Luohan returned to the manor, Lin Shuang was sitting in the living room with his clothes and waiting for him.

As soon as she saw him come back, Lin Shuang greeted him anxiously: "Where have you been, the mobile phone has not been able to get through......" Suddenly seeing the blood stains on his shirt and the gauze on his forehead, she was even more shocked, "What's the matter?" ”

Ji Luohan avoided her outstretched hand expressionlessly, and whispered back, "I accidentally bumped into it, and I have dealt with it." ”

How could Lin Shuang not feel his gloom, his already crying and swollen eyes were red again: "Shall I ask Doctor Chen to come over and take a look?" ”

"No, you don't." Ji Luo coldly refused, glanced away, and was silent for a while, "I'll go to the guest room to rest." With that, he turned and went upstairs.

Lin Shuang froze in place, couldn't help but tremble lightly, and tightened his body sadly. Originally...... At some point, she got used to his smiling face, to his intently gaze...... Get used to the gesture of him coming over and hugging him.

Maybe...... They're going to get to this point. No one is sorry for anyone, and no one is really inseparable from anyone.

......

In the next few days, neither Ji Luohan nor Lin Shuang spoke.

This time, Lin Shuang didn't feel that this was a cold war, but felt the suffocating sorrow between each other. Perhaps she really broke this man's heart, and her heart was quietly rebuilding the wall.

In such a gloomy day, there is rare good news, that is, Tintin finally agreed to Peter's marriage proposal, and he is about to complete his life's work.

No matter how decadent Lin Shuang is, she has to cheer up and celebrate with her.

Ding Ding was naturally so happy that his face was full of spring breeze, and as soon as they met, he couldn't wait to take Lin Shuang to visit the wedding dress shop.

Seeing Ding Ding's excited appearance, Lin Shuang was also happy for her.

They kept choosing in the dress room, and Tintin deliberately picked one and compared it in front of her: "This one is so beautiful!" ”

"What? I still have to wear a dress? Lin Shuang was a little confused.

Ding Ding looked at her with pity: "If you are not married, it would be good if you could still be my bridesmaid, I will definitely buy you the most beautiful dress." ”

Lin Shuang smiled, but there was some uncontrollable pain in her heart. Yes, if she hadn't been married and hadn't met Ji Luohan, maybe she wouldn't have had to be so painful now.

"What's wrong?" Tintin is sometimes heartless, but sometimes he is sharp-eyed, "You haven't reconciled with him yet?" ”

Lin Shuang smiled and shook her head: "You are the protagonist, concentrate on picking your dress." Don't think you're not pretty enough. ”

Ding Ding hung her skirt back and came back to look at her very seriously: "How many days have it been, and Luo Han hasn't come to beg for mercy this season?" This day, does he still want to live? ”

For many nights, Lin Shuang tossed and turned and kept asking herself, if this day was over. As long as she thinks of "it's not enough", she can't help but cry, as if the tear glands have suddenly developed, and she can't help it.

"He said he loved me." As long as Lin Shuang thought of this, her eyes hurt, "Do you think this is a begging for mercy?" ”

Tintin was stunned, and suddenly stumped by the question. After thinking about it carefully, he said, "Although he did something wrong, the matter has passed. Now that you are doing well, why bother with the past?! Men, if you make mistakes, you will listen to you more in the future. Maybe...... You should give him a chance. ”

"Tintin." Lin Shuang squeezed out a smile, "Actually...... I'm not angry, I'm ...... Sad. ”

"I know, I know." Ding Ding hurriedly came over and hugged her distressedly, "If you get angry, you will just leave, and you will never let him see him again." I know. ”

Lin Shuang was in the arms of her friend, and it was difficult to pretend to be sad anymore.

"Luo Han looks quite smart this season, why is he more stupid when it is critical?" Ding Ding began to scold angrily, "No! I've got to talk about him! What the hell does he mean by making you sad again and again! ”

"Don't." Lin Shuang hurriedly said, "Don't say anything, don't care." This is my business with him, and you don't interfere. ”

Tintin rolled his eyes: "If I quarrel with Peter An in the future, I also told you not to interfere, can you stop?!" ”

"There's a reason why I told you not to interfere."

"What is the reason?"

Lin Shuang sighed lightly: "This time is different from quarreling, but we are all thinking about what to do in the future." In this case, the cause is no longer important. He's thinking about whether it's worth it, and I need to think about what I really want? ”

Ding Ding looked at her intently for a long time, and replied with two words blankly: "I don't understand." ”

"Only I know my pain." Lin Shuang sighed again, and then continued to look at the wedding dress, "This one is not bad." ”

"Alright." Tintin smiled and came over to hug her, "No matter what you want to do, I will always be on your side." ”

Lin Shuang smiled clearly: "Bridesmaid, who did you find?" ”

"Chubby girl."

"That chubby girl in your neighborhood?"

"That's right. I was glad to hear that I was going to be my bridesmaid. ”

Lin Shuang glanced at her with a smile: "The scheming is really heavy." ”

Ding Ding laughed when he heard this: "Bridesmaids, of course they can't be more beautiful than the bride." Speaking of which, it's okay if you don't be my bridesmaid, and you will steal the limelight at that time. ”

Lin Shuang smiled: "You are really my good sister." ”

"Hmm. Good sister, smile in front of you, and stick a knife in the back. ”

"Good sister, why did you agree to Peter's proposal? Aren't you afraid that he will hold his beautiful sister when the time comes, but you will be a yellow-faced woman? ”

"Sure enough, it's a good sister, this knife hurts me so much."

"Awards, awards."

"There is a man who is willing to pay for my plastic surgery, and he is willing to listen to me for everything, why don't I marry? I'm too stupid if I don't marry, okay? ”

Lin Shuang looked at her and held back a smile: "Men change." ”

"He changed his way, I had his wallet and I could get a free sperm, what a bargain."

Looking at Ding Ding's happy face, Lin Shuang finally couldn't hold back his laughter: "Okay! You're amazing! ”

Seeing this, Ding Ding hugged her with a ruffian, and whispered again: "Besides, what a happy thing it is for my husband to be younger than myself!" It's not blowing, my Peter is young and vigorous, that aspect ...... It's really not covered. ”

Oh, God! Lin Shuang glanced at her with a smile and a smile, there was really no way to deal with her.

......

After dinner, as soon as Lin Shuang returned to the manor, she saw Steward Li and Xiao Tao standing at the door, both of them looking bad.

As soon as they saw her, the two stepped forward together, but they wanted to stop talking.

"What's wrong?" Lin Shuang knew at a glance that something was wrong with the two of them.

"Young grandma." Xiao Tao still opened her mouth, "I'll tell you something, don't be angry." ”

"What's wrong? Your young master brought a woman back? Lin Shuang really admired that she was still in the mood to be amused at this time.

Xiao Tao smiled awkwardly, and then replied slowly, "It's really not." It's about the little lady. ”

"What's wrong?" Hearing about her sister, Lin Shuang's whole face sank, "Say!" What's wrong? ”

"After you go out, the young master will help accompany the little lady to do reading training." Steward Li took the words, although his expression was calm, but his eyes showed anxiety, "The little lady has always been reluctant to speak, so the young master is a little anxious." ”

"And then?"

"In order to force the little lady to speak out, the young master locked the little lady in the warehouse." Steward Li replied.

Hearing this, Lin Shuang was simply unbelievable. She struggled to keep herself calm and asked, "How long?" Is it out now? ”

"It's not out yet. The young master said that no one was allowed to care. The little lady kept crying inside, but after crying for a while, she stopped crying. Xiao Tao really couldn't bear to say such details, but she had to say it.

"I ask you how long have you been locked up?" Lin Shuang became anxious, "I'm sorry." She dropped her backpack and headed to the warehouse.

"Young grandma, you have something to say." Seeing this, Xiao Tao hurriedly followed to comfort, "The young master has no malicious intentions, he is just in a hurry." ”

At the door of the warehouse, Ji Luohan sat on a chair with a book in his hand.

Lin Shuang walked straight over, thinking that her daughter was locked up in a dark warehouse: "What are you doing here?" ”

Ji Luo had a cold face, didn't look up at her, and replied lightly: "Teach your daughter." ”

Lin Shuang didn't know what to say for a while, but said patiently: "That's not how to teach my daughter." Open the door. ”

But Ji Luohan didn't make any moves, but raised his head to look at her, his eyes were full of coldness. This was the first time in these days that Ji Luohan was looking at her again, but it made her feel an unusual chill.

The doctor said. Her vocal cords are intact and normal. The reason for not speaking is most likely psychological. Ji Luohan had a businesslike tone.

"So what? You can force her to speak this way? Lin Shuang disagreed, "You don't know her, she's not a child who will compromise when she is frightened." ”

"Really?" Ji Luohan smiled disdainfully, "Like her mother, no matter what others do, they are as hard as stones." ”

Hearing this, Lin Shuang was stunned, because the-for-tat of these words was too obvious.

"Ji Luohan. If you are angry, go straight to me. Don't take your anger out on a child. Lin Shuang said unceremoniously.

Ji Luohan heard this, and pulled the corners of his mouth: "You seem to be overestimating yourself again." There's nothing more to be angry about. ”

In an instant, Lin Shuang felt a tingling pain in his chest. What does he mean by that? Do you no longer care what she means? Whew, she breathed lightly: "Let the child out." She should have been in there for a long time. If she could speak like that, she would have spoken, right? ”

As he spoke, Lin Shuang was about to open the door.

But Ji Luohan stopped her: "If she doesn't speak, she will stay inside forever." ”

"Ji Luohan, you're crazy!" Lin Shuang is really incomprehensible, how could the person who has always held his sister as a treasure in the palm of his hand suddenly become like this?

"I'm not crazy! I just don't want my daughter to continue living like this! ”

"Her life ...... There was no dad before. Right now...... It doesn't have to be! Lin Shuang responded mercilessly, knowing in her heart that these words were very serious, but she still couldn't help it.

Ji Luohan looked at her with no expression on his face: "So what? You're going to tell me your decision? ”