140. I forgive you
Lin Shuang stared at her, clasped her hands, and didn't believe her at all.
Wang Tingting saw her like this, and her expression was even more wronged: "Is it really because of this?" I swear, it really has nothing to do with me. If I had half a word of lie, I would be disfigured tomorrow and be hit by a car when I went out! ”
If a person dares to swear in front of you, either she doesn't believe in ghosts and gods, or she really hasn't done it. Lin Shuang was also confused for a while.
"Really, really not me." Wang Tingting's voice was obviously crying, "It's all here, if it's really me, I will admit it." Not admitting it will only irritate you even more. But I really haven't done it, you have to believe me. ”
"Okay." Lin Shuang's face sank, "If it's not you, who is it?" No one else has this motive but you. ”
Wang Tingting's face sank, and she hesitated for a long time before she said the complete words: "Who is it...... I don't know...... Not me anyway. ”
"......" Lin Shuang saw her like this, obviously hiding something, "Okay." If you don't say it, forget it, I'm gone. ”
"Don't." Wang Tingting saw that she was really leaving, and reached out to hold her, "Unless...... You promise me that you will help me. Otherwise...... I dare not say. ”
"Okay, I promise. But if you dare to talk nonsense and prevaricate me, we will not see each other. ”
Wang Tingting nodded hurriedly.
"Get up and say. I'm not used to looking down at people like that. ”
Wang Tingting stood up and was silent for a while before saying, "I remember that day...... He and I both drank a little too much. He kept saying that you would go, and that you would leave him when you had a baby. He came back to me, and he didn't touch me, he just made a show, and kept reading you in my ear, and of course I was a little annoyed to listen to it. So I just said it casually, and it was drunk. I really don't know, he's going to do that. ”
Lin Shuang furrowed her brows, and her whole person was stunned: "You...... Say what? ”
"I said that since you don't want her to go, don't let her give birth." Wang Tingting lowered her head, not daring to look at her face at all, "Within a few days, something will happen to you." I was terrified, too, and I thought it might not be possible. I was really just talking drunk, I didn't expect it...... And he listened. ”
Wang Tingting's words were like a thunderbolt from the sky, and Lin Shuang shook her head in disbelief: "Are you crazy?!" You think I'm going to believe all this nonsense?! ”
"It's all here, what did I lie to you?" Wang Tingting was so anxious that she jumped to her feet, "Maybe it's because he doesn't want me to leak my mouth, so he has to drive me away." Because I just heard you say, I just reacted. ”
No, it can't be!
Lin Shuang glared at her with amusement: "Wang Tingting! Ji Luohan was in a wheelchair, and it was difficult to even go downstairs alone. Where did he get the abortion pill? Can you use your brain before you lie? ”
Wang Tingting was stunned for a few seconds, and quickly said, "Actually...... He told me to get it. Seeing Lin Shuang let out a sneer, she became even more anxious, "I didn't say it just now, it's because ...... I'm afraid you're mistaken. When he asked me to get the medicine, I didn't know what it was, a string of words I didn't even recognize. I thought it was him...... It was used to heal his leg. Really, I just did something bad unconsciously. ”
Ha, Lin Shuang looked at her and took her weak panic into her eyes. Lin Shuang had seen her viciousness, how could she believe what came out of her mouth. "Wang Tingting! If you really beg me for forgiveness, I'll help you. But I'm not going to help someone who is dying and still unrepentant! ”
"Everything I say is the truth, why don't you want to believe me?" Wang Tingting became excited, "Do you want to believe me, or can't accept this fact at all?" ”
Lin Shuang smiled coldly: "If Ji Luohan did this, then you must have taken the initiative to get the medicine and give it to him and instigate him." You know medicine so well, and you have a relative in the hospital, how can you not make good use of it?! ”
Wang Tingting was stunned, watching her open the door and go out speechlessly, and when she reacted, she rushed out frantically and shouted: "You will regret it." Regret not believing me! Who the hell is around you, do you really think you can fool yourself? ”
......
On the way back to the manor, Lin Shuang was in a trance and in a gloomy mood.
Wang Tingting's words, Lin Shuang didn't believe it. But as Wang Tingting herself said, she just begged for forgiveness, why bother not to admit it? She has already knelt down, what is it to ask for forgiveness? Could it be that this is her means of revenge, and the purpose is to divide the wedge?
Lin Shuang thought about it a lot, and finally told herself that this was really impossible, this must be Wang Tingting's revenge.
At night.
Ji Luohan was reading a storybook on the bed with his sister in his arms, and when Lin Shuang came out of the bathroom, he saw that his sister was already asleep.
"Asleep?" Lin Shuang asked softly.
Ji Luohan nodded, closed the storybook, and couldn't help but say: "She clearly knows these words in the book, but no matter how I ask her, she just doesn't speak." ”
"Take your time." Lin Shuang whispered, then went over and picked up her sister and sent her back to her room.
When she came back, Ji Luohan joked with her: "Who said that children should be the most important?" How? Or am I more important? ”
Lin Shuang smiled and glanced at him: "You think I look like you?" I have something to say to you. ”
Ji Luohan showed a disappointed expression: "What are you talking about?" ”
Lin Shuang sat on the bed and brewed her emotions first. When she was in the bathroom, she was still thinking about it. She didn't want to hide anything between the two, so she decided to tell him and let him know. No, it's hard to really bring up this kind of thing.
"What's wrong? What's going on? Ji Luohan was closer to her, and he could see through what was going on in her heart at a glance.
"Actually, it's nothing." Lin Shuang smiled, "It's just that I met someone at Liming today." ”
Ji Luohan didn't answer, waiting for her answer.
Looking at his suddenly serious expression, Lin Shuang knew that he should have guessed, so he said, "Yes." I met Wang Tingting. ”
Hearing this, Ji Luohan's eyes flashed with an imperceptible strangeness, and he asked with an unmoving expression: "Then what?" ”
And then ...... Said something not worth mentioning. Lin Shuang was very calm.
"Do you think it's necessary to tell me?" Ji Luohan stared at her intently.
Lin Shuang smiled, then shook his head affirmatively, and then shook his hand: "I just thought, I should tell you." ”
Ji Luohan pulled out his hand and hugged her into his arms, as if he was a little surprised and surprised, and said in a loving and gentle tone: "Next time she comes to pester you, you don't pay attention to her." She's dangerous, and I'm afraid I'll lose my mind if I do anything to hurt you. ”
Lin Shuang smiled when she heard this: "I know." ”
"Thank you." Ji Luohan imprinted a kiss on her forehead and didn't say anything more.
"Don't rush to thank me just yet." Lin Shuang looked at him, "I might still have to make you a little angry." ”
Ji Luohan knew what she was going to mention as soon as she heard it, and immediately shook her head, and stretched her arm back: "I don't like you to intercede for that kind of person." ”
"Forget it." Lin Shuang didn't like it herself, "It's good to treat it as a blessing." Don't mess with that kind of person anymore, okay? ”
"You don't have to worry about it." Ji Luohan had a tough attitude, "I'll deal with it." ”
Lin Shuang was not happy when she heard this, she reflexively folded her hands, her face sank, and her eyes looked at him directly.
Ji Luohan wanted to pretend not to hear or ignore it, but after being silent for a while, he still went over and hugged her in defeat: "I know, I know." ”
"What do you know?" Lin Shuang asked him.
"I know what my wife's face is." Ji Luohan's tone was helpless, "I don't want to, I, Ji Luohan, can't avoid this vulgarity." ”
"That's what people like." Lin Shuang laughed when she heard this, but instead held his face with both hands, and used his handsome face as a sandwich biscuit, squeezing out another shape.
"If you like it, you can do something." Ji Luohan didn't say a word, he covered the two of them with the quilt, and the two laughed and made trouble in the quilt, so unhappy.
......
Following.
Vincent called and asked Lin Shuang to help her send the rest of her luggage to Fang's house.
During this time, Vincent lived in Fang's house to take care of Fang Ya. Lin Shuang still teased her at that time, and in this way, she broke into the 'enemy', and won the favor of her future father-in-law and brother-in-law.
Vincent couldn't say half a word when she laughed, but he repeatedly said that he and Fang Ya were good friends, and now he was just helping her through the difficulties.
Lin Shuang could tell that Vincent's appearance had indeed helped Fang Ya.
Otherwise, the character of the Israeli side would not allow a stranger to live in the house. She also hoped that Fang Ya could recover her health and find her own happiness, and she was naturally happy for Vincent.
After hanging up the phone, Lin Shuang went downstairs to find Xiao Tao, wanting her to arrange for Wen Sen's other luggage to be sent over.
No, when she found Xiao Tao, she was silently crying in the kitchen.
"What's wrong?" Lin Shuang was surprised and hurriedly went over to ask.
"It's okay, it's okay." Xiao Tao wiped her tears and shook her head with a smile, "It's really okay." ”
"Do you miss your child and husband?" Lin Shuang hugged her to comfort, "Aren't they coming soon?" Give you a holiday, you go back to see them. ”
"Ouch, not Ra. I was video chatting with them just now. Xiao Tao explained, "Actually, it's Aunt Qing's side." ”
"What's wrong with Aunt Qing? The last time I went to see her, didn't she say that she was getting better? ”
"yes. But who knows, it was repeated again. The doctor said...... I guess it's time to be mentally prepared. So I couldn't hold back, and I was a little sad. ”
Be mentally prepared......
At this age, Lin Shuang knew that he would have to face more life and death partings.
But when I hear the news that the people around me are leaving, I also have a sour nose.
"Peach, prepare something delicious. We went to see Aunt Qing in the afternoon and accompanied her. Lin Shuang resisted the urge to cry and said calmly.
Xiao Tao nodded: "But...... Young grandmother, aren't you going to go with the young master to see the doctor from the United States in the afternoon? ”
"It's okay." Lin Shuang thought for a while, "Ji Luohan took his sister there, and it was the same. ”
"Okay, got it. That...... Do you want to tell the young master about Aunt Qing? The young master has explained to me, so tell him what you have. ”
"Let's take it slow today, and when that day comes...... Lin Shuang's voice sank, "I'll go with him." ”
......
In the hospital, Aunt Qing lay peacefully on the hospital bed.
The nurse said that she had slept for a day and a night, and all signs were normal except for her heart rate, but she just didn't wake up.
Lin Shuang was uncomfortable when she heard it, thinking that it might be just two days.
"Young grandma...... Don't be too sad......" Xiao Tao accompanied her and comforted her in advance.
Lin Shuang squeezed out a smile when she heard this: "Don't worry, I won't be too sad." I still remember the first time I met Aunt Qing, she didn't give me a good look. So, I really don't feel bad. ”
Xiao Tao smiled: "You...... I'm convinced. ”
"It's Ji Luohan, the old lady is gone, and now Aunt Qing is also ...... The saddest person is really not my turn. ”
"No way, the laws of nature." Xiao Tao patted her on the shoulder, "We can only cheer up." ”
"Hmm." Lin Shuang nodded, "Go and help me get some hot water, I'll help Aunt Qing wipe her body." ”
"Okay."
After the hot water came, Lin Shuang personally helped her wipe herself. I've heard Xiao Tao say before that Aunt Qing has never been married in her life and has no children of her own. And Ji Luohan is her child, her life.
Now, she has done her filial piety instead of Ji Luohan, even if this is the last time.
As soon as she finished wiping, Aunt Qing woke up.
Seeing this, Lin Shuang hurriedly called the nurse.
When the doctor examined Aunt Qing, she was in a trance all the time, and her mouth kept babbling, as if she still hadn't woken up.
"Doctor, how's it going?" Seeing her like this, how could Lin Shuang not be worried.
The doctor didn't answer her question, but said, "Spend more time with the elderly." Then he went out.
Lin Shuang felt the heat in her eyes, hurriedly endured it, smiled and bent down to say to Aunt Qing: "Aunt Qing, I'm Lin Shuang, I'm here to see you." ”
Aunt Qing looked at her blankly, and actually said, "Young master is here to pull?" ”
Lin Shuang was stunned, thinking that it didn't matter: "Hmm." Tell me how you feel and where you're uncomfortable. ”
When Aunt Qing heard this, she shook her head: "Don't revolve around me, you're so busy, go back quickly, be obedient." I'm good here, I don't lack anything. ”
"It's okay." Lin Shuang felt sad when she heard this, "I just have time today, and I just want to accompany you." ”
Aunt Qing smiled when she heard this: "How old are they, and they are still sticking to Aunt Qing." ”
Lin Shuang smiled and sat down on the edge of the bed: "Even if you are a hundred years old, you are also my Aunt Qing." ”
"Aunt Qing knows, knows."
"Aunt Qing. The weather is good, where do you want to go, I'll accompany you? Lin Shuang had some tears in her eyes at this time, but her voice remained smiling.
Aunt Qing was silent for a while: "Young master, come with me to the church." In this life...... Maybe this will be the last time. We...... Let's go to confession together, okay? ”
Lin Shuang was stunned: "Good ......"
In the next second, Aunt Qing sighed: "Young Master, these young aunts have been praying, hoping that Heavenly Father can forgive you for your momentary mistakes." Heavenly Father will forgive you, don't worry, ah. As long as you come with me, repentance sincerely, I will forgive you. ”
Hearing this, Lin Shuang chuckled in her heart, and her face immediately froze...... She didn't want to think about that matter, but she couldn't help but reply, "Aunt Qing, I forgot to tell you something. ”
"What's the matter?"
"The child didn't lose his ...... Lin Shuang gave birth to her, she was a girl, a very cute girl. Lin Shuang's voice was soft, but her hands were nervously clasped together.
"Child......" Auntie Qing's face showed shock, "Are you serious?" You didn't lie to me? ”
"Nope. Next time, I'll bring her to see you. ”
In the next second, Aunt Qing cried with joy, tears couldn't help but slip out of the corners of her eyes, and after a long time, she nodded and said, "Thank God, Heavenly Father heard my prayer." He forgave you, and he gave your child back to you. ”
"Aunt Qing, I know it's wrong."
"It's good to know your mistakes, it's good to know your mistakes. Young master, you have to be good to the young grandmother, and you have to be good to the children, you know? Never tell the young grandmother, that medicine was given by you, never be, remember? ”
"Remembered ......"
......
The scenery outside the window is pleasant, the sun shines through the branches of the trees, and the birds jump happily to the edge of the windowsill and squeak and fly around......
But Lin Shuang's ears could no longer hear any sound......
She felt something slip across her face, a hint of warmth, but it stained everything in front of her black and white.
"Young grandma, young grandma?" Xiao Tao came in from outside, saw her like this, and called her for some reason.
She stared blankly, stood up like a walking corpse and walked outside.
Pain came at her from all sides, but she didn't feel any pain...... I just know how to keep moving forward......
Ji Family Manor.
Ji Luohan got out of the car with his sister in his arms, and in her arms was a handful of flowers that she had just picked on the side of the road, and she couldn't close her mouth happily.
"It's home." Ji Luohan put her down, and then said to her, "Go and give it to her, and then see if she likes it or not?" ”
The younger sister nodded, then ran upstairs and pushed open the door to the master room.
At this time, the curtains in the master room were drawn airtightly, and Lin Shuang was curled up under the soft cushion of the bay window, with her hands around her knees, expressionless in a daze.
Seeing this, my sister was stunned for a moment, but she still walked over with the flowers, climbed up and handed them to her.
Lin Shuang came back to her senses a little, looked dazzled, and then looked at her sister: "Did you give it to me?" ”
My sister smiled and nodded.
"Thank you." Lin Shuang pretended to have nothing to do and took her into her arms and kissed her, "I like it so much." ”
At this time, Ji Luohan followed, and when he saw that the room was dark, he suddenly sensitively suppressed his smile.
Lin Shuang glanced at him with her spare eyes, gently put her sister down, and said to her, "Go back to your room and play for a while." Don't run around, go for it. ”
My sister obediently complied.
Then, Ji Luohan closed the door and walked over with concern: "What's wrong?" Then I wanted to reach out and hug her.
"Don't touch me." Lin Shuang's voice shrank back in a choked voice, and he didn't want to raise his head to look at him at all.
Ji Luohan's hand froze in mid-air, and the expression on his face became solemn. He seemed to know what was going on, but he still held on to the last glimmer of hope and asked, "What's wrong?" Am I doing something wrong again? ”
Lin Shuang turned her head with difficulty breathing: "I went to the hospital just now, Aunt Qing...... Treat me like you......"
In the next second, Ji Luohan slowly squatted down, no matter how she repulsed, she still shook her hand: "Look at me, please look at me." ”
Lin Shuang's eyes were red and swollen as he looked at him, and his eyes were full of heartache: "At that time...... If Aunt Qing hadn't come back to save me, my sister might not have been able to give birth. Since you decided to do this, why did you want Aunt Qing to come back to save me? ”
"Because...... I regret it. Ji Luohan's voice trembled, and his eyes were full of remorse and apology when he looked at her, "When Dr. An told us that the child was not saved, I hated myself so much that I even wanted to kill myself. I don't want to hurt you, and I don't want to hurt children. I was ...... It's just a ghost, I'm afraid to lose you...... Especially, when I asked you to leave, you said no, and I was even more crazy...... I ......"
Ji Luohan couldn't say any more, and put his forehead on the back of her hand with great hatred.
Lin Shuang listened, tears fell out, and she sighed bitterly: "I always thought it was Wang Tingting." I really didn't think of it...... That person will be you......"
"I'm sorry." Ji Luohan raised his head, his eyes were red as if he was about to ooze blood, "It wasn't my intention to hurt you. When I knew that the child was still alive, the person I hated more was actually myself. I don't know how to face you and my children...... I don't feel like I'm qualified to stay with you anymore...... I'm sorry. ”
"I forgive you." Lin Shuang said this with a dead look in his eyes, and reached out to touch his face, "But...... I suddenly discovered...... There are always lies between us that can't be stopped. ”
"Not anymore." Ji Luohan shook his head in fear, "I swear, there is nothing to hide anymore." Anything you want to know, I'll tell you. I'll never let you get hurt again. ”
Lin Shuang's hand was still caressing his face, and he looked at him in horror like a knife: "If you told me last night, how good it would be." ”
Ji Luohan knew what she meant by saying this, and hurriedly grabbed her hand in fear: "I was going to confess, but I'm afraid you won't forgive me." ”
"That's who we are...... You can never confess to the other person. This is true now, and it will be so in the future. We will only have more and more lies, more and more harm...... Until we are all exhausted, all that remains is torture. ”
Ji Luohan looked at her, tears gushing out uncontrollably and dripping on the back of her hand. "But, Lin Shuang......" he smiled bitterly, "all my sins...... It's all because ...... I love you. ”