When the call went through, there was no answer, so I had to call again.

After three calls, no one answered, and I had no choice but to put down my phone.

I stared at my phone and got distracted, and my mom's voice came from outside.

"I went to buy some seafood and came back, I don't know if you like it or not."

Xiao Zhao and Fu Tong said: "Auntie, don't be so polite, as long as you can eat enough, we don't pay so much attention to it." ”

A short time after eating, I heard my phone ringing in my bedroom.

I guessed it was Hua Xu calling, so I wasn't surprised when I saw the screen.

I slowed my heartbeat before I picked it up: "Hey." ”

"You called me?"

Hearing his calm voice, there was no trace of emotion, and my hand holding the phone tightened, and I regretted making this call.

But at that time, I was no longer rational and followed my mind to do such a thing.

At this time, I was so annoyed.

My heart froze, and I said calmly: "Yes, I just want to ask you, did you mean that Xiao Zhao said that she wanted to stay?" ”

He was silent for a moment before he said calmly: "Yes, something happened to my side, and now I am not in the country, and I may not be able to take care of you in the near future, so I let Xiao Zhao go over." ”

I said coldly: "I don't need anyone's care, I can do it myself, and I have my mother here, you let Xiao Zhao go back." ”

I heard him say a little tiredly, "Don't make trouble, your mother is old, if something happens to you, you can take care of it." ”ad_250_left();

I didn't listen to it, knowing that he was right, but I felt inexplicably angry, and said unappreciatively: "I don't need it, I don't need it." ”

"Quiet." He called me in a deep voice: "Even if you don't think about yourself, don't you think about your children?" If I hadn't been there that night, you and your mom, what were you going to do? ”

I was silent, child, child, he knew the child, everything was for this child.

Tears rolled in my eyes, and I gritted my teeth and held back.

His words left me speechless because he was right.

I felt like I couldn't continue with the phone call, and the words I was going to ask were stuck in my throat and I couldn't ask them anymore.

I was about to hang up the phone, but I heard a childish voice coming from the other end: "Dad, can you tell me a story, I can't sleep if you don't tell me a story." ”

A strange woman's voice said, "Don't make trouble, Daddy is on the phone." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then hung up the phone in a hurry.

I was like a child who had done something wrong, as if I knew something I shouldn't know, nervously holding my phone that I hung up.

I laughed at the two words I had just heard.

Is that why he can't take care of me?

The kid called him Daddy, what's going on?

The bloody scene in my mind comes to mind, where the male protagonist left seeds in others because of his heart, and many years later, the heroine came back with her child to find the male protagonist.

Is this what Fu Tong wants to hide from me?

I wanted to find out, but when I sat down at the table, I couldn't open my mouth to find the truth.

I know I'm afraid, afraid of that cruel truth.

Noticing my emotions, my mom asked me, "What's wrong with you quiet?" Is there something uncomfortable? ”

I smiled far-fetchedly, straightened the expression on my face, suppressed the emotions in my heart, and then calmed down.

"I'm fine."

In the evening, Fu Tong left after dinner, and Xiao Zhao stayed.

There are only two rooms here, so Zhao and I sleep at night.

In the dark, I stared at the ceiling with my eyes open, not sleepy at all, and Hua Xu's phone call did not come again.

When Xiao Zhao was sleeping in a daze, I asked, "Xiao Zhao, do you have something to hide from me?" ”

Xiao Zhao seemed to be asleep, half asleep and half awake, and she was not defenseless in her thoughts, and when she heard me say this, she answered the conversation smoothly.

"I know I can't hide it from you for long." Her low voice was like a dream, sleepy.

As if realizing what she had just said, she suddenly came to her senses and tested me rationally: "Sister Jing, did I say anything just now?" ”

She probably didn't know whether she was dreaming or really saying something she shouldn't have said, so she was so unsure.

Seeing her nervous appearance, my heart was about to jump out, and I calmly replied, "No." ”

"Oooh." She was glad that her tense nerves had finally relaxed.

Yawned, and she said, "Sister Jing, why don't you sleep yet." ”

"My child's father has a son, do you think I can sleep?"

I obviously felt that Xiao Zhao was stunned for a moment, her nerves tensed again, and she smiled hehehe: "Sister Jing, what are you kidding?" How big is this in your belly to be able to see the gender? ”

I closed my eyes and said lightly, "Go to sleep." ”

The tears in the corners of my eyes soaked the pillow, but I didn't sob, but was extraordinarily calm, and even my breathing did not fluctuate significantly.

My hand landed on my relatively flat lower abdomen, and I smiled slightly, not for anything else, even for him, I want to be calm, no matter how uncomfortable I am, I have to laugh, so as not to let myself have too big mood swings.

I didn't sleep well, I was dreaming all the time, messy dreams.

I dreamed that I took the child to find Hua Xu, but I saw that he was holding another child in his hand, and there was a woman beside him whose face he couldn't see clearly, but I only knew that the woman was very beautiful.

In the dream, Hua Xu didn't recognize my child, and he didn't even know me.

I said that we got a marriage certificate and that we were the real husband and wife, but he didn't believe it and always said that I was talking nonsense.

I cried so hard that I remembered the cramping and sadness until I woke up.

I walked for a while with my eyes open and stunned, and then I got up, Xiao Zhao had already gotten up, and her cheerful voice came from the living room: "Auntie, the food you cook is so delicious." ”

My mother smiled and said, "If you like it, I'm afraid I won't have an appetite with you." ”

"It's so delicious, how can you not have an appetite, I went to see Sister Jing up."

As soon as she finished speaking, someone appeared at the bedroom door.

Seeing that I had gotten up, she came to me easily: "Sister Jing, you're up, I thought you would have to sleep for a while." ”

I was not in a good mood and said, "I can't sleep and get up." ”

Seeing my performance, Xiao Zhao's whole person was also a little less active, she was a little more restrained, and asked me, "Sister Jing, what's wrong with you?" It doesn't seem to be very happy. ”

"I'm hungry." With that, I went out of the bedroom and went to the bathroom.

After washing up, my mother beckoned me to eat.

I sat down and didn't eat two chopsticks, and the chopsticks fell to the ground without paying attention.

My mother teased, "Someone, you can't eat if you don't feed it, and now you can't hold the chopsticks." ”

Some time ago, it was Hua Xu who was feeding me, so he used the spoon all the time.

And recently, I have been eating soup and water, and I can't swallow rice, and even if I eat rice, I mainly drink soup, so I haven't used chopsticks much.

Today's chopsticks are obviously taken by Xiao Zhao.

I calmly looked at the chopsticks that had fallen to the ground, and I didn't have the desire to pick them up.

I didn't react to my mother's teasing, and the atmosphere fell silent and became stiff.

But it was only a brief second, and Xiao Zhao immediately broke the short-lived stiffness.

"I'm going to get a new pair."

"Xiao Zhao, you eat, I'll come." My mom said.

But Xiao Zhao had already walked to the door of the kitchen, and after a while, he brought me a pair of chopsticks again.

Regarding the matter of Huaxu, I didn't go into it, because I was ready to ignore it, and I had a cold attitude that had nothing to do with this matter and what should I do every day.

The only thing I look forward to is the child in my womb, and I hope that he can grow up safe and come into this world in good health.

On this day, when Xiao Zhao and I came back from walking, we saw a person standing downstairs in our house.

That person, even though it's been many years, I can recognize him even if it's just a side face.

Ning Yuan, he still found it after all.

Sensing my presence, he turned sideways and cast his gaze towards me.

"Long time no see."

After all, he hasn't seen him for many years, and at this time, his appearance has changed a lot, faded from greenness, and has become mature and masculine.

I have thought of countless scenes of meeting him, most of which are mainly excited and crying with joy, and I never imagined that when we met again, I would be as calm as I am now.

It's as if I'm just an acquaintance of this person.

But he and I are obviously not acquaintances, after all, he is my first love, we once had an unforgettable relationship, and he even supported me through most of the hard days.

There's not a day I don't look forward to our reunion, not a day when I don't look forward to his return, but right now, I don't feel any joy at all.

No matter how calm I was, I finally squeezed out a smile gently: "Long time no see." ”

First love reunion, such a scene, if it is not tears of joy, the atmosphere is actually a little awkward.

Fortunately, Xiao Zhao was there, and seeing that we didn't speak, she became active: "This handsome guy is so familiar, I always feel as if I've seen it somewhere." ”

Ning Yuan said to Xiao Zhao gentlemanly: "Hello, my name is Ning Yuan. ”

Xiao Zhao screamed: "I know you, I know you!" You yourself are more handsome than the photos in the magazine. ”

Ning Yuan smiled: "Thank you for the compliment." ”

Xiao Zhao asked curiously, "Do you know our Sister Jing?" ”

Ning Yuan glanced at me and said, "We are first love. ”

Xiao Zhao was excited, and she asked me, "Is what he said true, Sister Jing?" ”

With Xiao Zhao's activity, I don't think there's anything I can't say.

"Really."

Xiao Zhao asked me dissatisfiedly: "Sister Jing, why haven't I heard of you?" ”

I smiled, didn't answer the question, and only said to Ning Yuan, "Go up and sit down." ”

It's the weekend and my mom doesn't go to work, so she's at home.

When I fell in love with Ning Yuan in the past, he sent me home several times, and met my mother a few times, so my mother knew Ning Yuan.

Therefore, when my mother saw Ning Yuan, she immediately recognized him: "This is ...... Ning Yuan. ”

"Auntie."

My mom warmly beckoned him to come in and sit down, and then poured him another glass of water: "Come and drink." ”

"Thank you, Auntie."

"After so many years, the young man is getting more and more handsome." My mom complimented.

Ning Yuan smiled gently.

I'm glad to have my mother and Xiao Zhao here, otherwise I wouldn't be able to face Ning Yuan alone, and I would really not be able to do it calmly, but I was afraid that it would be embarrassing.

We were sitting in the living room chatting, and my mom asked me about some things back then, and asked why he left all of a sudden.

He didn't tell the truth, only that he wanted to study abroad.

I noticed that he was drinking with his left hand, so my eyes fell on his right hand.

I will not forget that his hand was once abolished by Hua Xu, although it has been treated, but it is not as good as before, and can only be used simply.

It's more than four o'clock in a blink of an eye, and it's dinner time again, my mother stayed in Ningyuan for dinner, but Xiao Zhao had the vision to see it, and went out with my mother while my mother was shopping for vegetables.

With the sound of their doors closing, the atmosphere in the room fell silent, embarrassed to death.

I felt uncomfortable not saying something, so I asked, "How did you find here?" ”

"If you think about it, I'll find it."

I laughed: "Yes, you are also a person with status and ability now, as long as you think, there should be nothing you can't do." ”

He stared at me deeply and asked, "I heard you're pregnant?" ”

I don't know where he heard about it, but I'm not curious.

I didn't want to hide it, so I nodded: "Yes." ”

Ning Yuan's eyes didn't mention how heavy they were, "It's his?" ”