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I was a little confused, but I silently looked up at Lin Ran, "Each is a destiny?" ”

Lin Ran looked at me, then nodded, "Yes, after so many years, I'm also tired." 89 Literature Network doesn't want to be so entangled with you, it's time to relax yourself. ”

"Relax? I'm tired of you? ”

Lin Ran sighed, "I don't know what to say, I'm just very uncomfortable, really, Liu'er, you shouldn't be like this to me." ”

"Can you not go?" I don't say much, "Give me another chance." ”

Lin Ran shook his head.

"Don't do that."

Lin Ran gently stretched out his hand and stroked my face. He looked at me for a long, long time, "I don't know if there will be a chance to look at you like this in the future." Liu'er, I love you. After Lin Ran finished speaking, he kissed me lightly on the lips, fleetingly, and after the kiss, Lin Ran turned around and was about to leave.

I don't know why, so I subconsciously reached out and grabbed Lin Ran.

Lin Ran shook my arm, "Let go of me." Liu'er, don't do this. ”

I sighed, "Qi Hao just left, you know, I've been very difficult lately, do you want to leave too?" ”

"Does it matter?"

"Can you get it back, don't be like this, don't be too cruel to me, okay?"

Lin Ran listened to my words and was silent for a while, "Liu'er, you are saying that I am cruel to you, right?" ”

I sighed, "Don't do this, I just left a brother, you don't want to do the same." ”

"But when you do things, why don't you think about this, you drew a line with Xiyu earlier, will we become the way we are now, do you think, I like this."

"I don't know why, I don't know why it's happening, I don't know what I'm going to do, I really don't know."

Lin Ran smiled, "You will naturally know it slowly in the future, Liu'er, don't say that I was cruel to you, I just did a ** thing that should be done, it was you who were too cruel to me, it was you who didn't know how to be content, it was that you liked to be ambiguous with others, and you didn't know how to refuse people, you will always only think about yourself, it's already like this, you still want me to stay, the reason for staying, is it because Qi Hao is gone." ”

"No, I didn't mean that, I love you, really."

Lin Ran looked at me and was silent for a long time, "You say you love me now?" ”

"I've always said that."

"Hehe, yes, yes, you love me" Then Lin Ran stretched out his hand and pointed outside, "You hugged the ** outside, and then told me that you love me?" When did you become so disgusting? ”

"Don't talk like that. You know I didn't mean it that way. ”

"I don't care what you mean. I'm not your toy, I don't want to come and go when I call in"

After listening to Lin Ran's words, I was stunned for a moment, "Are you talking about me?" ”

Lin Ran shook his head, I don't want to discuss these issues with you now. Forget it, Liu'er, so be it. ”

"It's useless to say anything, is it?"

Lin Ran nodded.

"Our relationship for so many years is so unmentionable, not worth remembering, I don't know how to cherish it, right?"

Lin Ran looked at me, "Wang Yue, do you not know how to cherish, or I don't know how to cherish." I think about you so wholeheartedly, follow you, what did I get back? It's your betrayal of me, and you've hurt me, isn't it? ”

"I didn't betray you."

Lin Ran smiled, "No?" In your consciousness, what exactly is betrayal? To what extent can it be considered a betrayal, Liu'er, it's like this, and you still find a reason for yourself, right? You ask yourself, are you worthy of me if you do this? ”

"I'm sorry for you?" Then I also stood up, "I admit that I did something wrong today, but I really have nothing to be sorry for you." I haven't done anything, I love you, and I'm sure you know that for so many years, I've been making you cows and horses, listening to you in everything, relying on you, being good to you, is it just in exchange for the current result? ”

"Angry?" Lin Ran looked at me and asked.

I sighed, "I'm not in a position to be angry, I just hope you'll be sensible, okay?" I don't want to do this either, I don't know why things are the way they are today, I really can't help it, don't be too cruel to me, at least we've always loved each other so much, I've given so much for you, you forgive me this time, okay? In the future, in the future, I will definitely change, I will definitely pay attention, okay? There will never be a next time, and if this happens again, I won't say anything, I won't explain anything, okay? ”

Lin Ran listened to my words, her eyes were red, and she shook her head at me very firmly, "It's late, it's too late for anything." ”

"We've been here for so long, you don't want that."

"I love you too, but I really can't stand it, I'm like this, life is very painful, Liu'er, let it go, it's good for you and for me."

"Everything we did before can't make up for what we do today, can we?"

Lin Ran looked at me and didn't say a word.

I reached out and grabbed her arm, "You're talking, everything we had before, everything was used to get back my mistakes this time, okay?" ”

Lin Ran just looked at me and didn't answer me.

My head was clouded, and I began to shake Lin Ran's body, shaking it vigorously several times, "Speak, speak." ”

Lin Ran shouted at me, "Wang Yue." "It was a loud voice, and it woke me up from my momentary distraction.

I looked at her, a little confused, and felt that I had just lost a bit of my temper. Then he reached out and wiped his forehead, "I'm sorry, I was a little out of shape just now." ”

Lin Ran reached out and grabbed my hand, and then slowly put it on her chest, "Liu'er, I'm here, I really love you very much." But there's really no way I can forgive you for what you did, you should be sensible, okay. In the future, I will not be by your side, you will have a better life, you will just be a little uncomfortable at the beginning, but sooner or later, it will be fine. Passers-by, after all, are passers-by. ”

"Why are you doing this to me?" I was a little uncomfortable, and my voice was a little hoarse, "I love you, I've always loved you for so many years, I'm willing to do anything for you, I'm willing to do anything, I've done so much for you, so much, and now, you're gone like this?" ”

Lin Ran's tears flowed down again, but she didn't say a word.

I watched her cry, I couldn't remember how many times I saw her cry tonight, I was uncomfortable, numbly reached out and wiped the tears on her face, "Don't cry, don't cry." Then he smiled helplessly, "No matter how much you cry, after all, you don't have to leave, after all, you want to find an excuse for yourself, in fact, you don't have to be like this, I** you are, I don't plead with you anymore, you go, you are willing to leave me, then leave." ”

Lin Ran's voice was choked, "Liu'er, you just talk about me like that." ”

I shook my head, "Forget it, I won't say anything, after so many years, since you have decided, I will no longer keep you." I did something wrong, but your punishment for me was too severe, and it was really cruel to me. ”

Lin Ran listened to my words, and suddenly laughed, tears falling from her face for a long time, "Liu'er, am I cruel to you?" You talk like this again, you are a person, you will always only think about yourself, you don't love anyone, you only love yourself. You've done such an excesses yourself, and now you're blaming me for being cruel to you? What about you, when can you think about your own problems, when can you think about others? ”

Lin Ran's voice became louder and louder, "Do you want to think about it?" You think I'm comfortable, do you think I'm willing to do this? ”

I was also angry, "You don't want to do this?" Is that what I want? Who is endless, who keeps breaking up? Could it be me? "It's probably the loudest I've ever spoken tonight.

After Lin Ran listened to my words, she suddenly fell silent, I watched her be silent for a long time, then grabbed my hand, looked at the scar on my hand, and said slowly, "Liu'er, don't be angry, it's already like this, it's useless, don't you say?" ”

Lin Ran smiled and used his hand to ** the scar on my hand, "You have this scar, I scratched it for you." I left it for you, in fact, after such a long time, every time I am with you and accidentally see this scar, I still feel very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, but I haven't said it. Now, we're not together anymore, and for the last time we see each other today, I'll also give you back the scar. ”

Lin Ran spoke very slowly, but when she finished her last sentence, I felt that the situation was not good, and then, I saw Lin Ran grab the glass cup we had just drunk with his hand, and then quickly fell to the marble table. It's crisp, the sound of a cup breaking.

Then I saw her pick up a piece of glass from the table and slash it at her own hand. When she picked up the piece of glass, I was already moving, I reached out and grabbed her wrist, and unceremoniously, snatched the glass out of her hand, bit by bit. The strength was very strong, and when the glass was taken out, I already felt pain in my hand, and there was blood on the glass, and I don't know if it was hers or mine.

Then Lin Ran was going to get the broken glass on the table again, I first pushed her back, and then reached out and hula the table, and all the broken glass on the table was hula to the ground, I used a lot of strength, this time the hula was over, I picked it up, and saw that there was still an obvious small piece of broken glass in my hand, connected with red blood, slowly flowing out.

"If you take the glass again, I'll give myself another knife. If you don't believe it, you try. As I spoke, I calmly took out the paper towel from under the marble coffee table, ** brought a few paper towels, took it to Lin Ran's side, picked up her hand, and wiped her while observing her hand very carefully in the faint light. Then I picked up a bottle of mineral water and washed her hands, my own hands were also very painful, but I didn't even look at it, because I really didn't have the heart to look at it.

I wiped it for a long time before I cleaned her up and washed it with water, but she only had a very small wound in the palm of her hand. After I was sure, I just used my mouth to **** her palm. She didn't resist. Just watching me do the moves.

Finally, I took a tissue, held her small wound, and then clenched her hand into a fist.

By the way, I looked at my hand, there was a lot of blood on it, I looked at my hand stupidly, smiled, and said to myself, "Fortunately, the wounds are basically on my hands, your skin is so good, if you leave a scar, how will you marry in the future." But, thankfully, not much of this hand of blood is yours."

Speaking of which. I picked up a cigarette, lit it, and took a few puffs, "Don't worry, I won't pester you anymore, and I won't disturb your life anymore, and I don't need you to pay me anything, because you don't owe me, I always owe you and owe you, so I don't need you to pay it back." Then I smiled and looked at Lin Ran, "It's me who is not human, it's me who is selfish, it has nothing to do with you, don't be in Shanghai yourself, if it's for me, it's not worth it." Isn't it? ”

When I was done, I picked up the phone on the table.

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