Even if you love the earth, you can't resist your sentence "Who are you", even if you escape to the ends of the earth, you can't resist your sentence "I miss you" - Xicheng tears -

There was a faint sobbing sound in the empty room in the early morning, Xu Yin was lying in the bathroom, staring blankly at the ceiling above her head, supporting her wet body, and beside her were scattered red banknotes, which fell to her side eye-catchingly, like a charity, and like a hysterical insult.

She still echoes in her mind the heartless back of Bai Cheng when he left, as well as his hurtful words......

"Didn't you just want money when you climbed into my bed, it's enough!"

The man lifted a thick stack of money into the air freely, he thought that this was what he wanted, in his heart he was a woman who was unwilling to sleep with a man for money, Xu Yin thought, his body fell heavily on the floor, and he never had the strength to get up again.

Messy hair covered her pale face, and she simply wrapped herself in a white bath towel, feeling a pang of pain and remorse in her heart. The past came to mind, Xu Yin closed her eyes slightly, and the previous picture came to mind like a movie, but the memory belonged to her alone.

White City, when did we become in this relationship?

Bai Cheng, I love you, I love you more than anyone else.

Bai Cheng, it doesn't matter if you don't remember me, as long as I can continue to love you.

Bai Cheng, even if you treat me like this, I can't hate you!

Some people say that God has appointed only one person to love in your life, and that person of your own is you?

White City ......

——Preface——

One.

When I loved you as a teenager, I lowered my eyebrows and sang.

The first time I met Bai Cheng was ten years ago, and I remember that she was dressed in plain clothes at that time, with a red bow tied on her head, holding a thick book in her arms, and confidently stepping into her long-awaited high school era with easy steps.

The first time I saw Bai Cheng was at the opening ceremony of the first year of high school, in the middle of the black crowd, she was pushed to find a few empty seats in the audience, she saw at a glance that the boy sitting in the corner had a pair of white headphones on his ears, away from the hustle and bustle, he used a sense of isolation, she was pulled by her best friend to sit down behind the boy, just like that, she didn't listen to a word of the principal's serious words at the opening ceremony, just stared at the beautiful face of the boy sitting in front, the auditorium was obviously a little dark, But she felt that the boy in front of her was shining with an incredible light, and she was haunted by this ray of light, and she could no longer go out.

From her point of view, you can only see the boy's side face, beautiful silhouette, and pointed chin, which makes people reverie infinitely beautiful.

The boy closed his eyes the whole time, enjoying the soothing music, not noticing her anxious gaze behind him, and when he left, he was the first to pull his legs away, without even looking back, but she stood stupidly in place, staring at his tall figure and drifting away.

Since then, she has always paid attention to whether there will be a figure she expects in every corner of the campus, but she has never encountered it once, and she herself doesn't know why she cares so much, maybe it's curious, what kind of person he is.

It was just a simple glimpse in the crowd, but she could never forget him, and it was not until she met him again that she realized that she liked him.

Xu Yin has been good at playing the piano since she was a child, and in the second semester of her sophomore year of high school, she was arranged by the school to perform at the graduation party of the third year of high school at the end of the semester, and when she arrived at the rehearsal hall, she noticed that the host who was on stage was actually him, the person who had been looking for two years on campus.

The teacher next to her brought her to the front of the stage, smiled and beckoned the boy with a stiff expression on the stage to come down, "Bai Cheng, this is the sophomore girl who is going to play with you this time." ”

It turns out that his name is Baicheng, this name is really good, and he himself is also tall and big like a longing city.

"Hello, senior, I'm ......" Xu Yin innocently stretched out her hand to introduce herself in a girlish voice, maybe she will never forget Bai Cheng's shyness when she shook hands with her for the first time in her life, Bai Cheng has been like a dream for her on this campus for two years, and now, the dream has finally come true.

She likes to wear a long white dress in the warm afternoon sun and sit in the quiet music room with Bai Cheng to rehearse the music, even if it is not just the two of them, but in her vision, there are only two people, she and Bai Cheng, she plays the black and white keys elegantly, and he sits on the steps holding the taupe guitar, gently plucking the strings, and the beautiful notes are born from the hands of the two, melodious and graceful.

Her gaze kept falling on Bai Cheng, who inadvertently glanced at her, and she immediately turned her back to stare at the piano.

On the last day of rehearsal, everyone stayed up until late, I don't know why they got together with Bai Cheng, maybe it was the last day to be with him, she was reluctant to see him after all, even if he didn't even remember what his name was!

The wind on the summer night was very cold, but she seemed to have fallen into the furnace, silently following him, he knew her existence, but did not say a word.

Under the moonlight, the two figures kept walking forward one after the other, until the two shadows overlapped together, Xu Yin hit Bai Cheng's back and did not stop, wondering why the young man stopped suddenly, and suddenly looked up to find that what was displayed in front of him was a bright window, and the small white lamp shone on a light blue guitar hanging on the wall, "It's so beautiful!" Xu Yin made a sound, and she felt the sadness in the eyes of the young man next to her, and there was some indescribable deep meaning.

She just embarrassedly asked, "Do you like it?" She thought that the boy would say that he liked it, but no boy just turned around and left quietly, looked at the girl's lonely shadow, and said: "It's not mine, I won't like it!" ”

"It's not mine, I won't like it!" Xu Yin looked at his distant back, and then looked back at this delicate guitar, a little puzzled.

She just wanted to ask more, but she didn't expect Bai Cheng to suddenly take her delicate hand and run outside, the young man's clothes were as fragrant as snow, and he followed him through the street like this, as if bringing a warm wind.

It wasn't until she was squatting in the corner of the wall panting, that she saw Bai Cheng in front of her now, dropping her heavy schoolbag, she walked up and looked up to find that the position where the two of them were standing now could overlook the beautiful night view of the entire city, neon flashing, thousands of lights, she stood in the dark, and heard the young man's loud shout: "I hate you!" ”

The stars in the sky seemed to hear his whining and blinked their eyes laboriously, and she stayed aside and watched quietly as the boy vented his emotions without saying a word.

She knew he had a story, but she didn't know it, but she didn't want to know either, because she liked all kinds of stories.

On the day of graduation, she rushed out of the venue before she had time to change out of the dress for the performance, looking for Bai Cheng's figure in the vast sea of people, she shouted his name in front of everyone for the first time, but did not get a response.

He just disappeared from her life, came silently, and left without a trace.

Her crush finally came to an abrupt end at this moment, there was no prosperous passage of time and snow, and there was no affectionate confession to each other, some were just her wishful thinking in front of the piano, and she had a soft spot.

The guitar she bought with a month's living expenses became a souvenir that she often turned over, as if this guitar that she didn't have time to give away became all the memories of her high school days.

I don't blame you for leaving ruthlessly, I only blame me for meeting you too late, and I missed the old man with you.