I shuddered and watched him speechless, and my heart ached, as if I had swallowed a blade and cut my entire chest.

He's leaving, he's going back to Singapore, but he's not going to take me with him anymore, he doesn't want me anymore.

Yesterday we also talked about walking together today, why did he change overnight, everything changed.

The promises that were once sworn and the confessions that were once vigorous are gone, all of them are gone.

He doesn't want me anymore, even he doesn't want me anymore!

"Xiaoxi, we all have to be strong in the future, and no one is allowed to be sad, okay?"

"You don't want me anymore, don't you want me too?" My eyes became a little hazy, and I lowered my head and let the tears fall, it would be better to fall.

"Shinoshi, I'm sorry." Zuo Yisen gently held my hand: "Xiaoxi, are you going to break up?" We have a beginning, we have an end, even if it's not pretty, and let it end perfectly, okay? ”

"Okay, okay." I nodded slightly, and after a period of tangle and tearing, I said, "Let's break up!" Later, later......"

"In the future, we are best friends, and when I have time, I will call you." Zuo Yisen let go of my hand and stroked my shoulder: "Xiaoxi, you remember, you dumped me, so you must not be sad."

"I won't be sad, I will never be sad, in the future, I will live well, I hope you will live better." Two tears fell on the back of my hand, one cold, one hot, one mine, and the other......

"That's good, so I'll be relieved." Zuo Yisen withdrew his hand, and glanced out the window with a crystal clear gaze: "It's not early, you go back, take good care of yourself, protect yourself well, and cherish it."

I slowly got up from the bed, I didn't look at him, turned and walked out.

I won't be angry anymore, I won't shout anymore, I won't be noisy anymore, since it's going to end, let's end it, letting go is also a relief, and letting go also requires a kind of courage.

Although I can't understand why he suddenly chose to let go, he decided, and I can only respect him, and there must be a reason why he wants to let go.

An Chenxi stood outside the door, and when he saw me coming out, he changed lightly: "Xiaoxi."

"When are you leaving tomorrow? I'd like to send him one. I asked in a low voice.

"It's not decided yet, it should be noon, Xiaoxi, don't blame Yi Sen, he ......" An Chenxi paused and swallowed back the words behind him.

"He doesn't want me anymore, and he doesn't want me anymore." Suddenly felt that Chen Yuanyuan's words made sense, I am a broom star, I am a broom star, whoever is good to me will be unlucky.

Dad is, brother is, Chu Tianyou is, Lin Yue is, and now even Zuo Yisen is.

"Xiaoxi, don't be sad, Yisen will come back, his left leg is broken, go back to Singapore to recuperate for a while, can you be considerate of him, okay?" An Chenxi's hand was on my shoulder, obviously very light, but I felt as heavy as iron.

"I don't blame him, really not, everyone has their own choice, Yisen must have his reasons for doing this, he became like this, I caused it single-handedly, I have no right to blame him." Is that so? Is it because of a broken bone that you want to go to Singapore?

If so, why didn't Zuo Yisen tell me?

Why did you break up with me? Why do you want me to say a breakup? Is he tired with me? Is he tired? So, he wants to be free, to break up, to leave, to escape.

I don't blame him, I really don't blame him, and I don't have the right to blame him, it was because of me.

"Xiaoxi, tomorrow I will send Yisen away, I may stay in Singapore for a while, during this time, you take good care of yourself, if there is anything difficult, you can go to my house and ask my father for help." An Chenxi's voice became deeper and lower, and in the end, it was almost inaudible.

"Thank you, I will, take good care of him, tomorrow, I'll call you." It was like a choked breath in my throat, so uncomfortable, I was about to suffocate.

Walking out of the inpatient unit, I sat down on a chair in the garden, not wanting to go back, not knowing where to go, where should I go?

They're all gone, they're all gone, they're all gone when I'm most helpless, they don't want me anymore.

Swindler! It's all liars! I rolled up my knees and curled up in my chair.

The two people I thought I could rely on were left when I was most helpless after all the twists and turns, who should I rely on in the tragedy that will happen next? Who can I rely on?

Zuo Yisen is right, no one will always accompany anyone, no one will always protect anyone, so I want to be strong, I can only be strong, strong to face everything that will happen next.

What's next? What's next? Lin Yue knew that Zheng Zihao was cheating, and she was heartbroken, what can I do? What can I do for her? At most, cry with her, hurt with her, and be sad with her.

The evening breeze of early autumn with a chill on the face, dried the nose, wiped the tears, and hurt the heart.

Night, with mystery and weirdness, especially in this gloomy hospital, it seems that there are lonely ghosts floating everywhere, stretching out their sharp claws to you from time to time, so that it has multiple companions on the Huangquan Road.

Quietly huddled on the bench, I don't want to go back, and I don't know where to go, this big world, as if there is no place for me, just on the bench of this hospital, let the stars in the sky accompany me through this night!

Dig your head in your knees, pinch your fingertips into your palms, and use pain to remind yourself not to think about everything, not to think about everything.

I don't know how long I sat there, I don't know when it was, everything around me was as quiet as snow, there was not even the sound of the wind and grass, I was groggy and blurred, and I fell asleep in a blur.

I woke up in the hospital lounge in the morning, there was no one around, and I looked at my watch and it was already past nine o'clock