He didn't want me, he abandoned me, he forced me to this point, I just want to survive, I just want to find a quiet place to live, I just want to find someone who loves me to accompany me, why not? Why not?

Is it so hard to survive? Is it that hard to survive?

I cried so much that I couldn't care about sitting on the ground, I didn't care about so many people around me, I didn't care about being in front of Leng Mochen, he hurt Zuo Yisen like that, I hate, I hurt.

"Even if I don't want you, no one else can want you." Leng Mochen looked at me coldly.

He doesn't want me, and no one else wants me! I laughed, and I laughed all the tears in my eyes, why should I do that? Why do this to me? Even what he doesn't want, no one else can want, why does he do this to me?

Leng Mochen walked towards me slowly, bent down and grabbed my arm, pulled me up stiffly, raised his hand to wipe the tears from my face, and said in a cold tone like the snow that can't be melted in winter: "Don't cry for other men in front of me."

I pushed his hand away, wiped the tears on my face with the back of my hand, looked directly into his gaze, and evoked a faint smile: "In the future, I won't cry in front of you."

Smiling slightly, enduring the pain in my foot, I turned around and calmly left.

Back in the car, sitting quietly not knowing where to go, not wanting to go to the hospital, I will be sad to see Zuo Yisen's appearance; I don't want to go home, I will be heartbroken when I see Lin Yue's haggardness, where should I go? Where can I go? Is there really no place for me in this city?

There is still some pain in the foot, fortunately it is the left foot, it does not affect the driving, I am very nervous, I am also very scared, Zuo Yisen did not call me in the afternoon, which made me a little surprised, just now I left in the hospital without saying anything, he should call me, ask about my situation, care about me, but he did not.

Perhaps, he is weak, he is so seriously injured, he must have no strength, not even the strength to make a phone call.

It was almost six o'clock when I got home, Lin Yue was cooking, and when she saw me coming back, she hurriedly asked, "Xiaoxi, what's wrong with Xiaoxi?" What the hell is going on? Why don't you go? ”

I sat down on the sofa in despair, and said after a while, "Yisen is injured, so I won't leave for the time being."

"Hurt? Is the injury serious? How can it suddenly get hurt? Lin Yue asked worriedly.

"Serious, very serious, he doesn't even have the strength to speak." There was a lack of oxygen in the air, making it difficult for me to breathe: "It's him, it's him, it's him."

"He? Who? Xiaoxi, don't let me worry, you make it clear, what's going on? Lin Yue held my hand, and her tone tightened a lot.

"Leng Mochen, it was Leng Mochen who made people hurt Yi Sen, he did it." The most angry moment has passed, the most hated moment has passed, and the only thing left is calm, calm and calm.

"Leng Mochen?" Lin Yue was suddenly startled, and bit these three words very hard: "Why did he do this?" He is endless, doesn't he hate you, aren't you just in his mind when you leave, why did he hurt Zuo Yisen? ”

"Yes! I thought the same way, he hated me so much, he should be happy if I was gone, but why did he hurt Yisen? I lowered my head and saw the round cigarette scar on the back of my hand at a glance: "He doesn't want me, and others can't want me, and the end of my disobedience to him is that the people around me are injured, I hurt Yisen, and I hurt him like that."

"So, he doesn't want you to go, why? Won't he be out of sight when you're gone? Lin Yue looked at me suspiciously, she must have more puzzlement in her heart than me.

yes, why? When I leave, isn't he out of sight, but why doesn't he let me go? If I'm gone, no one will be able to satisfy his sexual desires? He said that in this world, only I can arouse his sexual desire.

I leaned back and leaned back on the couch: "I'm tired, I'm really tired."

"Xiaoxi, don't think too much, I'll talk to Leng Mochen when I have time, you rest for a while, I'll cook." Lin Yue stroked the back of my hand, got up and walked into the kitchen.

I was sitting on the couch, my mind was in a mess, and I didn't know what to think.

Zuo Yisen was injured and couldn't leave, Lin Yue couldn't leave here, everything that was originally planned was disrupted, what should I do? What am I going to do?

Stay here, Lin Yue will know about Zheng Zihao's matter sooner or later, besides, she is pregnant now, and her affairs can't be delayed.

I can't go, so I can only stay and face it, but how can I face such a big thing? How should she deal with it?

Lin Yue made dinner, I didn't eat much, I couldn't eat, and I wasn't in the mood to eat, Lin Yue knew that I was uncomfortable, so I didn't say anything, just persuaded me to rest.

I took a shower and went straight back to my room, lying on the bed thinking about things that didn't make sense, headaches, heartaches, pain all over my body.

I couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, and when I saw that the time was only nine o'clock, I couldn't let go of Zuo Yisen, I got up and got dressed and went to the hospital, no matter what, he was injured because of me, even if I would be sad to see him, I should be by his side.

He likes to be with me, and with me by his side, he will be happy and will forget about the pain.

The hospital was silent in the middle of the night, walking in the corridor of the hospital, echoing the footsteps of my own person, no fear, no fear, no nervousness, the only thing I had was that my heart was hurting fiercely.

An Chenxi accompanied Zuo Yisen in the ward, two