282 You give me a chance to explain
"Jin Yan." As he was making his way to the guest room, I stopped him behind him.
I saw that his body was slightly stunned, but he hesitated for a few seconds before turning around, turned his head to look at me calmly, stood upright, and shouted with great dignity: "Mr. Pan is good."
"This dress seems to be a little smaller, and tomorrow there will be a new person training, and it's too late for you to regret it now." When I saw him like this, I thought of his straight suit in the past, and I couldn't help but think it was a little funny.
"It's okay, it's good, I like it, it's cool." He looked down at his clothes to himself, then said with a smile.
"Why do you do that? Don't you have anything else to do now? I couldn't help but ask.
"There are other things, but by far this one is the most important." He looked at me very seriously, and said, "I'll take care of Qiuqiu at night, you're so tired every day, it's too hard to get up at night." β
"No, I can do it myself." I faintly refused.
"Okay, then if Mr. Pan has nothing to do, I'll go and get busy first." He bowed to me in a decent manner and walked in the direction of housekeeping.
I went back to the office, and the more I thought about it, the more I couldn't help but be curious, so I turned on the housekeeping monitor and watched him walk into a guest room in a waiter's uniform. Not long after, Xiaoli, the first beautiful waitress in the housekeeping department who had been with me for half a year, walked into the same room and closed the door.
There was no surveillance in the guest room, and I watched for a while without seeing the two of them come out, and at that moment, I felt a "chuckle" in my heart. I thought to myself, why wouldn't he just come here to work and start having affairs with other female employees?
The more I thought about it, the more suspicious I felt, and in a blink of an eye, 10 minutes passed, and I still didn't see them come out. I didn't feel a little bored, so I walked straight out the office door and into the room.
I stood outside the guest room door and listened carefully, and there seemed to be bursts of laughter from inside, not knowing what they were doing inside.
Unexpectedly, at this time, the door was opened coldly, Xiaoli saw me standing at the door, she was stunned, and hurriedly shouted: "Sister Pan."
"What are you doing?" I saw that I was being caught, so I asked with a straight face.
After speaking, I simply pushed open the door, and when I saw that the two white quilts on the bed were made into two human shapes with different postures by Jin Yan, they looked decent, no wonder Xiaoli kept laughing.
Jin Yan probably didn't expect me to walk in, so he was stunned for a moment, and after glancing at me with a weak heart, he involuntarily lowered his head.
Xiaoli didn't know about my relationship with Jin Yan at all, Xiaoli asked me with a smile: "Sister Pan, are you very creative?" I was originally teaching Jin Yan how to fold the quilt, but he had a whim and made the quilt like this. β
This is a whim, this is when I came back from a business trip, he made a pattern on the bed with a quilt and a sheet, and if the two patterns are combined, it is the shape of hugging each other.
I nodded slightly, and walked out of the room with a blank face. As soon as I walked around the corner, Jin Yan chased after me, silently followed me to the room, and closed the door casually.
I stood by the window with my back to him and heard him say weakly behind me, "Little book, I'm sorry."
"There's nothing to be sorry for, but I have to warn you. You can work here, but don't tease the little girl's heart. The girls here are still young, don't play any tricks on them. I said coldly.
"I just saw her fold the quilt and thought of how we used to change sheets and quilt covers together, although ...... Although I know we can't go back to the past, there are so many memories that I can't forget. Jin Yan said.
"Where is Tao Mengran now? Do you know what happened to the baby in her belly? I turned to him and asked.
"I don't know, she didn't want to have a baby, so she slipped away from the hospital secretly, and she was never found again. Now I don't know where she went. Jin Yan said.
"In that case, you should go to her, why waste time here with these little girls?" I spoke with a slight annoyance.
"Can you give me an explanation?" Jin Yan saw that I was still saying this, so he begged bitterly, and said, "I know that you are sad now, and I also know that we have many knots that we can't untie. I want to explain to you the ins and outs of the whole thing, believe it or not. β
"Okay, you can say it." I saw him say that, so I simply sat down.
He stood in front of me and saw that I looked cold, so he smiled bitterly, and said, "Tao Mengran and I have been together for two years, and nothing has happened between us. I know you don't believe it, but I don't have the slightest ** in the face of her, there is nothing between us. β
"But you've lived together and slept in the same bed, haven't you?" I say.
"Would you believe me if I told you that I slept on the floor or on the couch for the past two years and that I didn't sleep with her?" He said.
"I don't believe it." I said it categorically.
When he heard me say this, he immediately smiled bitterly again, and said, "What about you and Zhao Qinhan?" Have you never slept together? Qiuqiu is my child, right? But Zhao Qinhan is so good to him, is it because Zhao Qinhan is his father? β
"We haven't slept together, and we haven't even had very much physical contact. I'm very open and open, because I have a clear conscience. But what about you? We've been together for so many years, you know who I am, right? Why did you choose Tao Mengran directly after coming out and work and live with her? How can you do that? Haven't you thought for a moment that I am the kind of woman who will abandon you and climb another branch when you are in trouble? Haven't you ever thought I had a hard time? How did you choose a woman like Tao Mengran? Don't you have a career of your own? Youpin is still thereβ" I said, my tone becoming agitated.
"Who says I haven't thought about it? I think all the time, and I never believe for a moment that you will no longer love me. Xiaoshu, we have experienced so many things, and the relationship between us has been tested so many times, do you think that even if Zhao Qinhan tells me that you choose him instead of me, will I believe that you really choose this? And you, why don't you believe me so much? Do you really think that I chose Tao Mengran because of empathy? No, I'm telling you, it's because I hate, because I hate it so much in my heart, but I can't help it, I have to choose to approach her, and then find out the truth step by step. Do you really think that the downfall of Zhao Qinhan and Tao Mengran was accidental? I'm telling you, no, it's all that I've been planning step by step to get to where I am today, you know? He also became agitated and shouted loudly.
I was stunned by his words, and I said, "When you came out of it that day, I had already obtained the certificate with Zhao Qinhan. I saw you come out of it, I saw you get into Tao Mengran's car, I don't know what Tao Mengran said to you, I still can't understand why you got into Tao Mengran's car at that time. Do you really think that Tao Mengran saved you? After you had an accident, I thought of countless ways but couldn't save you, I went to Zhao Qinhan, and Zhao Qinhan tried every means to save you on the condition that I and him get the certificate. Of course, you can not believe it. Because of these, it doesn't matter anymore. β
"I guessed it, from the moment I was suddenly investigated, I realized that everything could be a trap, I never doubted your sincerity to me, I believe that you must have chosen Zhao Qinhan because of what conditions were exchanged. Do you know what Tao Mengran said to me that day? She said let me see if there were you and Zhao Qinhan in the Land Rover car diagonally opposite me, she told me that you are married to Zhao Qinhan and asked me if I wanted to know the specific situation, she said that you will not come out to pick me up and will never be able to live with me again, she asked me to follow her if I want to know the reason, so I got into her car. I saw you at that time, although it was not clear, but your outline was imprinted in my mind for a long time, and I remembered it clearly. Jin Yan said.
"You saw me that day? What did Tao Mengran say to you in the end? Why are you with her? "I couldn't help but wonder even more.
"Well, I saw it, I was very shocked at the time, I couldn't figure it out at first, but I didn't think you would be that kind of person. If you wanted to choose Zhao Qinhan, you might have chosen it a long time ago, and you wouldn't be so unkind and unjust when I was in trouble. Later, Tao Mengran took me to the restaurant and told me that I had to be with her, otherwise Zhao Qinhan would try his best to eradicate me. You know that the company's taxation is under the jurisdiction of Zhao Qinhan, unless I have already settled with Tao Mengran, and the possibility between us is completely broken, otherwise Zhao Qinhan will not let me go. At that time, I knew that I was already very passive, and I was helpless to watch you being taken away by someone else like this. I didn't want to compromise, I was miserable for three whole months, because someone made trouble for three days, the company's business plummeted, and I was sued in court, and I was so desperate that my hair turned gray for those three months. Do you think my current black hair is really black? Little book, let me tell you, at that time, it was all white, I seemed to be twenty years old, I even wanted to die, I felt that I was the most failed man in the world, I didn't even protect my own woman, and I was about to face bankruptcy in my hard-earned career. At this time, I heard about your pregnancy, I was completely ill, I understood a lot during the days in the hospital, I understood that the most urgent thing to do is to recuperate and accumulate strength, and it is not too late to try the courage for ten years, so I got better, I went to find Tao Mengran, I offered to cooperate with her, but I didn't have a ** for her in my heart, I admit that she seduced me countless times in the process......" Jin Yan said as he spoke, and his tone became calm again.
"And then?" When I heard this, my originally anxious heart began to calm down a little, and I continued to ask.