I couldn't help but be silent. Back to square one...... Can everything go back to square one?

When he saw that I was lying on his back and did not speak, he quickened his pace, and even though he was exhausted, he insisted on carrying me to the parking lot, and the moment he put me in the car, he was so limp that he sat on the ground.

I looked at him distressedly, he was panting and panting, he unbuttoned the two buttons of his shirt on his chest, and said breathlessly: "I understand what you are worried about, I have no strength just now, but I still ran a thousand meters on your back." Pan Rushu, I just want to tell you that as long as people want to be together, there will definitely be a way to be together! It's not that we couldn't be together before, it's that you and I can't make up our minds! ”

He scrambled up from the ground and into the cab, and as he sat down to start the car, I saw his legs trembling slightly.

"Let's go, I'll take you to change your clothes first." With that, he started the car and took me as fast as he could.

"Here......" I was speechless when he pushed the door open and I saw that everything in the room was as before.

Everything was the same, but there was a noticeable thin layer of dust on the table and mirror. He probably never came here again.

"yes, here." He muttered.

"I thought you'd sell this place." I say.

He turned his head to look at me, smiled, and said, "I wanted to smash it, but I couldn't." ”

"But you've never been here, and you see there's dust on the table." I said again.

"What am I going to do? Unhappy to come and find? Pan Rushu, you're too much! How dare you bring a man here! He glared at me fiercely.

I lowered my head, speechless for a moment, and couldn't help but think of that day...... Everything in the room was the same as it had been that day, the stools were upside down, and the quilt on the bed was messy, as if it had just happened yesterday. Only the dust on the table, faintly revealing the traces of the passage of time.

"Haven't you ever taken revenge on me?" I smiled wryly and said lightly.

"You change your clothes first, I'll see if there are any pajamas." He looked at me, probably realizing that I hadn't changed my clothes yet, and began rummaging through boxes and cabinets to find clothes.

The pajamas he bought for me are still there, and they are still unopened. He found it and threw it to me, and without saying a word, I went to the bathroom to take a shower and change into my pajamas.

When I came out, he was opening the door to let the wind blow, picked up the quilt and shook and shivered, and then said with a disgusted face: "It's all gray, how can you sleep." ”

"What to sleep, who wants to sleep with you, I'm going home." I say.

"Didn't you just say that you had a lot to say to me? Come on, let's have a good talk tonight. First of all, the first question, why didn't you stay with that Zhang Yu? When he saw that I was leaving, he quickly pulled the stool in front of the dresser and sat down in the doorway, with one leg crossed over the other, and asked me with a serious expression.

"Do you torture prisoners?" I sat on the edge of the bed laughing and crying. He closed the doors and windows, turned on the air conditioner, and the room gradually heated up. He took off his coat directly, wore a white shirt with only one button, and sat on the stool looking ruffian.

"Hurry up and answer." He said fiercely.

"I don't want to talk about the past!" My stubborn energy came up again.

"Pan Rushu, you know that's very important to me! I thought about it abroad for a year, and the more I thought about it, the more wrong it became! You have to tell me the truth! He yelled in a hurry.

"Then I ask you, why did you do that to me? Why are you deliberately sarcastic about me? I asked huffingly.

"I'm angry!" He shouted angrily, and said, "Why are you so good and suddenly a freshman?" What happened in the process? ”

"What about you, didn't you go abroad? Why did you come back just over a year ago? "I also have a lot of questions for him.

"Also, why did you choose to go to Z University? Why are you with that Zhao Qinhan again? Who the hell pays you to study? "He also had a lot of questions on his mind.

None of us would budge, we all kept talking, but no one compromised first and answered questions first. We were at a stalemate, and we got angry at each other's questions, and he gritted his teeth with hatred, and threw me down on the bed, and he grabbed my hands and said angrily, "If you don't say it again, I'll find a way to make you speak!" ”

"You dare!" I still don't show weakness.

He directly ripped open the collar of my pajamas, and a large piece of my skin was instantly exposed in front of him, and he said, "You see if I dare!" ”

"Are you only going to use this method to make women submit? Could it be that you are the same for Shen Ziyan? I was unmoved, but my words were full of sarcasm.

When he was defeated, he ripped my clothes back, lay down beside me, and said, "Believe it or not, I want to tell you." Pan Rushu, since I met you, I haven't touched another woman. ”

He was lying beside me, head to mine, my head still resting on his arm, his tone was so melancholy, I didn't turn my head to look at his expression, but whether it was true or not, my heart was shaken.

I was silent for a long time, I felt his breathing getting faster and more urgent, and he finally couldn't help but speak, and asked softly, "What about you?" ”

"I ......," I hesitated, then replied leisurely, "Of course I ...... There have been other men. ”

At that moment, he suddenly bounced up like a leopard that had been shot, he grabbed me by the collar, and his nose fluttered so quickly that he could barely control the attack on me, but he couldn't do it, but he asked me with a crying voice: "Okay...... Very good. Who is it? I wonder who it is! ”

"Some time ago," I paused, and then said slowly, "I was having dinner with the student council one night, and I was on my way to the bathroom and suddenly I was attacked by a masked man...... He kissed me and touched me, and I don't know if this counts as another man, so ......"

I could clearly hear him breathe a sigh of relief, which made me feel at ease, and he could barely control the joy on his face, and he asked me in a hurried tone, "And then?" You didn't call the police? Are you in love with the masked man? ”

I was so angry that I turned over and pressed against him, and grabbed his neck like he did, and I said, "Okay, you! You still don't admit it's you? That mystery man and the masked man are both you, right? Jin Yan, do you love me so much? Why do you want to be so boring?! ”

When I pinched him, I really used my strength, but how could I have more strength than him, he immediately cured my hands and feet, rolled over and pressed against me, and had to stick out his tongue at me, and said in an extremely proud tone: "So what? Shouldn't you feel honored? You mean woman! You actually said you didn't love anyone! Are you underwhelmed? Do you want me to smack you? Or let me take practical actions to make you reminisce and fall in love with me? Well? ”

"You let go of me! If you do this again, I won't tell you anything! "I struggled hard.

He really let go of me, but he deliberately tickled me while I was unprepared, and I couldn't stop giggling because of him, and he asked me proudly, "Say, who have you loved?" Give me a serious answer! ”

"No, no, no!" I shouted.

"It's not honest!" He bared his teeth and grinned evilly, and continued to tickle me cheaply, I couldn't stand it anymore and finally couldn't help but shout: "Okay, okay, I beg for mercy!" ”

"Who have you loved?" He asked dryly, his hands still wandering erratically over me.

"Loved a bastard."

"Who's that bastard?"

"It's just a bastard, a bastard who deliberately pretends to be a masked person to take advantage of me." I shouted with a laugh, tears streaming out of my eyes.

He burst into laughter, and he said, "What other man has taken advantage of you besides me and the masked man?" Answer me! ”

"Nope!" I couldn't resist it anymore, so I could only beg for mercy.

He let me go, hugged me tightly excitedly, and still asked me in disbelief: "You really haven't slept with a man in the past two years?" ”

I pushed him away, and I said, "If you ask another thing like this, I'll be gone!" ”

I suddenly darkened my face and felt sad in my heart, and I said, "You have no idea what happened to me, and the person who was with me when I needed you most was never you!" Jin Yan, frankly speaking, I don't even know what I love you! You're a jerk! You almost ruined me, you know?! ”

I didn't want to be angry, but the moment the words came out, tears actually flowed. It dawned on me that perhaps the pain of the past had only been hidden over time, but it had never faded. Otherwise, why am I so sad all of a sudden?

He was stunned by my tears and words, he looked at me in a daze, and he said, "Little book, what happened to you?" What happened to you after I left? ”

He couldn't help but reach over and stroke my long hair, and when he saw my tears falling down one by one, he couldn't help holding me tightly in his arms anymore, and he choked up and said, "Do you think I'm better?" There's not a day I don't think about you, and every day I reminisce about how we used to be. Do you know why I returned home? Because I went abroad, I realized that I still can't forget you. Little book, I used to think that I was just a shadow of a person. But then I gradually understood, no, you are not a shadow, you are you, the person I really love is you, Pan Rushu. ”

"Xingyu, right? I know it all......" I muttered as I lay in his arms.

He let go of me and nervously asked, "How do you know?" Who told you that? Is it a penal style? Did he tell you? ”

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