I nodded. ∟★八∟★八∟★ Reading∟ ★ book, .2▲》

He asked eagerly, "Then what is your relationship with Xingfeng?" Was he the one who helped you go to college? Did you do his "qingren" or what? ”

"Yes." I knew he cared so much, but I didn't know why I was deliberately trying to tease him.

"I know!" He thundered again, walked around the room excitedly, and said in his mouth: "No wonder Xing Feng never said that he still has contact with you, no wonder you suddenly have money to go to college, so it is, so it is." I already knew that kid had bad intentions for you, and it seems that he is even more filthy than I thought......"

He was already so excited that he couldn't speak incoherently, and I forced a smile in my heart, and I said, "Don't think everyone is as dirty as you, okay?" ”

"What you think is dirty, he is dirty." He replied subconsciously, and suddenly thought about it, and suddenly his face showed a feeling of overjoy, and he said, "No, this thing is not right. You just said that you don't have any other men, so you and Xingfeng ...... Pan Rushu, can you tell me the truth? Don't torture me anymore! ”

"What did I torture you for?" I saw that he was glaring in a hurry, and deliberately teased.

"Please, will you tell me the truth? I really want to know, really want to. He crouched down in front of the bed with a sincere face, his eyes shining with longing.

"Don't say it." I didn't say anything.

"Pan Rushu!" He was so anxious that he circled around the room again, and he said, "If you don't say it, I'll call Xingfeng right now and tell him that you're with me, and I'll see how he behaves." ”

I was in a hurry, and I hurriedly stopped: "Don't fight!" Okay, I'll tell you, right? ”

He was both happy and disappointed and said, "As soon as I said that you were so nervous when I called him, you wouldn't really have anything to do with him, right?" …… Hurry up, I'll hear what you have to say first. ”

After he finished speaking, he sat on the stool, his hands on his thighs, and looked at me menacingly, looking like he was neither loving nor hating.

So, in the following time, I told him everything that happened after that night, including a series of stories about my high fever, forced miscarriage of pregnancy, and my decision to repeat the university entrance examination.

In this long process, we sometimes hugged each other and cried bitterly, sometimes we couldn't help but kiss each other, and sometimes we hugged each other and talked to our heart's content...... When I finished telling everything, I felt that the last of my strength had been exhausted, the nerves on my crying face were numb, and my head was constantly swollen and painful. And he, he couldn't hold back his cry any longer, he covered his face to prevent me from seeing his expression, and then he went into the bathroom and stayed in the bathroom for a long, long time, before he washed his face and came out, looking at me with a sad face.

"I'm done...... Tell me about you. I leaned on the head of the bed, holding the HelloKitty plush doll he had bought, looking at him with the same sad face.

He came over, put his arm around me, leaned against the head of the bed with me, and said, "When I saw that text message that day, I had completely lost my mind. By the time I rushed in and saw you lying on the bed and that Zhang Yu sitting next to you and holding your hand, I was almost going crazy. This room was prepared for us, and everything here was arranged by me with my own hands, but you, but you brought another man here the next day, do you know how broken I am? ”

He said hatefully, then wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hand, and said, "I was completely disappointed in you that day, and I didn't want to stay here for another day, so I went abroad." I wasn't with Shen Ziyan, although we were in the United States, I was in New York, she was in Los Angeles, but my family thought we were together. After going abroad, I think of you every day, I can't figure it out, I hate it, and I can't let go of it at all. I stayed in the United States for a year, and I tried to meet a lot of people, met a lot of circles, and met a lot of foreign beauties, but I found that I seemed to have lost interest in women, and I completely lost interest. It was a terrible year, I thought I was sick, I was probably no longer a complete man, I had completely lost my male demeanor......"

"Huh?" I shouted in surprise, and couldn't help but reach out curiously to touch it, and suddenly blushed: "What, it's as hard as ...... iron"

His original face was sad, and he was inexplicably poked into laughter by my words. He grabbed my hand and bit my ear ambiguously: "It's only for you, you can not believe it." ”

My face turned even redder, and he continued: "At that time, I began to pay attention to your news in China, but your news was cut off at once, and no one knew where you went. I also called Xingfeng, but damn it he told me you didn't get in touch with him. The more I thought about it abroad, the more wrong it became, I was thinking that maybe you had a hard time at that time, maybe you and that Zhang Yu were not what I thought, maybe you did all this for me, I struggled like this for more than a year, and finally I decided to return to China, but I couldn't go back to China alone, so my family would doubt my relationship with Shen Ziyan. So I used various reasons to persuade Shen Ziyan to return to China, and promised her a lot of conditions, so she returned to China with me, who knew that on the first day of college, I would see you. ”

Right...... That day, I saw him driving a supercar to carry Shen Ziyan, but it was as if he had completely forgotten me.

"I didn't expect you to appear on the campus of Z University, and when I saw you next to me, I had extremely mixed feelings. My first reaction was that I was deceived, you didn't disappear at all, you have always been, but why would others lie to me? I was very entangled at the time, and with Shen Ziyan present, I didn't know what to say, so I could only pretend that I didn't know and left hurriedly. Later, when I learned that you had been accepted as a freshman in University Z, I was completely surprised. I understand that you can't have such a channel to go back to school on your own, but I can't figure out who will help you for free, and when I think of your disappearance and all the gossip in the school at that time, I think you must have fallen, you must have somehow qualified to go to university, which made me very uncomfortable, and you can't imagine how uncomfortable I was at that time. I had made up my mind that when I returned home, I would find you by any means, and I would make sure that you were safe. But who knows, as soon as you returned to China, you appeared like that, and actually appeared as a freshman, I don't dare to think about what kind of cat is behind this, and when I think about it, I feel that goosebumps all over my body have fallen to the ground. During that time, I couldn't figure it out, I thought it was all ironic, could it be that a woman I loved with all my heart was so dirty behind her back? I was as disgusting as if I had eaten a fly, and the hatred from the bottom of my heart couldn't help but arise spontaneously again......" After Jin Yan finished speaking, he hugged me tighter, as if he was afraid that I would be sad to hear it, he quickly added: "I didn't understand the situation at that time, so I misunderstood you, I'm sorry." ”

"So in order to vent your emotions, you brought Shen Ziyan downstairs to my dormitory to ridicule me, right?" I muttered, my heart still tingling at the thought of that day.

"That speech of yours was very popular, and I read it from beginning to end. I was amazed by you on the podium, I never knew you had such a good style and such a smooth expression. You used to speak in a very light tone and were not confident, but in your speech that day, I saw a completely different version of you. At that time I was shocked, shocked and at the same time I hated you even more, I thought it must be the confidence that another man brought you, I loved you so much but didn't give you confidence, and someone else did it. I felt even more uncomfortable, and that discomfort forced me to go to an extreme of wanting to humiliate you. I did that day to make you look at me the same way you used to look at me. But at that time, your reaction was so indifferent, you didn't seem to care about me at all, and after I did that, I didn't get the effect I wanted, but it made me even more sad. Jin Yan smiled bitterly when he said this.

"Later, I found out that you were with Zhao Qinhan, I was even more angry and curious about your current life, I was wondering what you have experienced in the past year or so, so that you can be with so many men with ease? And the man behind you, why can he be so tolerant of everything about you? And that speech of yours, it sounds very confident. I wonder what would all be going on if you really didn't do anything that was against your conscience? I'm starting to be curious about your life, and I can't help but quietly follow you behind my back. Hey, forget it, don't talk about it, it's all over, in short, I know you haven't lived up to it. After he finished speaking, he seemed to feel embarrassed, and immediately stopped talking, and was reluctant to let go of my hand.

"So you love me so much...... Hey. Oh no, I seem to be starting to get proud. I teased with a grin.

"Aren't you the same, I pretend to be a mystery person to tease you, don't you enjoy it too?" Not to be outdone, he shot back.

"Why did you help me about the poster that day, and why did you bless me and Zhao Qinhan?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Seeing that you are so pitiful that you are about to cry, I will help you! As for you and him, I thought you were really together, and it was not bad to look at that kid, and he took care of people better than me, so ...... But, now, hehe, I'm not going to give you to anyone else! He said happily.

"So you were so abnormal that day, and you sang such a heavy song, because I was sad?" I couldn't help but ask with a smile.

"Not exactly." He groaned, put his hand on my face, and said to me gently, "No matter what, I got you back." ”

"Stop, Jin Yan. We still need to talk about this. I hurriedly stopped the conversation, withdrew my hand from his hand, and said.

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