Chapter 50 Don't Say Goodbye
When Lin Shuquan appeared at Gu Xiaoman's house, Gu Xiaoman was very surprised, she didn't want him to know, so she left silently, silently, and disappeared from his life. Unexpectedly, he still came, standing in front of her.
"Why are you here?" Gu Xiaoman let Lin Shuquan into the house, and Liu Xinyan was helping to pack her luggage, and she was surprised to see him.
"You're leaving?" Lin Shuquan looked at a few suitcases that had been loaded.
"yes, I'm leaving." Gu Xiaoman nodded and smiled, but didn't look at him.
"Why? Where are you going? Also... Do you want to pay it back? "Lin Shuquan felt very bad in his heart, all this was too sudden, and why did he hide it from himself? Is it because of yourself?
Liu Xinyan looked at the two of them, and then walked away silently, let them talk to themselves! Gu Xiaoman slowly packed the last suitcase and said to Lin Shuquan: "I was promoted, we opened another branch in another city, and I will go there to be a manager." Something to be happy about. ”
"Really?" Lin Shuquan felt very uncomfortable, although promotion should make people happy, but she was leaving, just like a few years ago, how could this make him happy?
"I didn't want to tell you, you know, I hate this kind of feeling when you are separated, so you don't blame me, do you?"
Of course, Lin Shuquan didn't blame her, his heart kept shouting, "Don't go, stay, don't go." But after shouting dozens of times in his heart, he couldn't say anything, what qualifications does he have to say such things now, and what reason does he have for people to give up their future and stay?
"Yet, will you come back?"
"Of course." Gu Xiaoman smiled and said, "As long as you are welcome." ”
"Of course I welcome it." replied without thinking, which made Gu Xiaoman pause. This is not a simple polite remark, but an emotional outpouring of anxiety and regret.
Lin Rou took a deep breath, turned around, turned her back to Lin Shuquan and said, "Shuquan, I'll leave tomorrow, you have to take care, Lin Rou, she is a good girl, don't let her down." ”
"Of course, I, I'll take care of her, we, we..." Lin Shuquan really couldn't say it anymore, he now had an impulse in his heart, desperately rushed up and hugged the person in front of him, begging her, don't go, stay. A difficult step under his feet.
"Book rights." Gu Xiaoman stopped him, although his back was on, he seemed to know his thoughts.
Lin Shuquan suddenly felt so stupid, why did he have such an idea, Gu Xiaoman was just his ordinary friend now, whether she came or went, she had her freedom. At this moment, the whole room was already quiet, and even the sound of breathing was so faint. Lin Shuquan now feels that Gu Xiaoman is right not to let him know, because when facing separation, people will find out what their true feelings for each other are. Lin Shuquan understands now, and Gu Xiaoman also understands.
In their hearts, there is still the shadow of each other, and it has never disappeared.
"Book rights." Gu Xiaoman turned around slowly, her eyes were moist, and there were obvious tears on her cheeks. She just turned around, but she didn't want Lin Shuquan to see her tears, and she was afraid that she would really make any regretful moves, "There are some things, just let it be kept in the memory!" Don't take it out to torture each other anymore. ”
Lin Shuquan didn't speak again, he now understood the feeling called bitterness. Gu Xiaoman wiped away the tears on his face and opened his hands, "Let's hug one last time." ”
The night was hazy, the lights in the room were bright, and two young men and women hugged each other gently.
"I wish you happiness."
"I wish you happiness."
Everything seems to be predestined, you want to control your own life, but in the end, you find that you can't help yourself at all. We don't know which decision we make now will have a huge impact on our own or others' future. Sometimes I regret it, and if I had to do it all over again, I would never do it again. But time travel is such a thing as only science fiction, and in real life, it does not exist, at least not now.
Lin Rou cleaned up the house from the inside out, and it was always a little strange to do these things at night, but she still kept tidying up, the table was spotless, and the ground was wiped so that it could be used as a mirror. But the house was so big, there was always a time to clean up, and she didn't feel tired at all, standing in front of the window, watching the endless night.
The screen of the phone lit up, a message, three words "Thank you." At the same time, there was movement outside the house, the sound of the key opening the door. Lin Shuquan has returned, Lin Rou looked at him, and he also looked at Lin Rou.
"Silly girl, aren't you afraid that I won't come back?"
"Of course I'm afraid, but I'm afraid you'll be unhappy, even if you really leave with her, I don't regret it."
"Why are you being so nice to me?"
"Because, I love you."
Gu Xiaoman didn't want to disturb anyone, so she quietly came to the airport with her luggage early in the morning. But some things just won't go as planned, and everyone is already waiting for her at the airport.
"Are you going to leave without saying goodbye?" Liu Xinyan looked at her with her arm around her.
The six young men and women, although they are separated from each other at the moment, are all smiling, this is a part of their youth, they should accept it calmly, and then say goodbye to each other.
"Goodbye, Xinyan."
"Goodbye, Zhou."
"Goodbye, Luo Kai."
"Goodbye, Lin Rou."
"Shuquan, let's not say goodbye. Take care. ”
"Come back often."
When the plane slowly flew into the sky, the remaining five people looked up at the sky, and our future still depends on us. Smile with each other's encouragement, continue our youthful struggle, and stride forward for our future.
We often fantasize about how our lives will be vigorous, however, most people's lives are so ordinary. We live a simple but warm life with our relatives, lovers, and friends, but in fact, life is not necessarily so great. Bland, isn't it a kind of happiness? Although it is not so perfect, it is also something that we have come out of step by step.
Lin Shuquan and Lin Rou continue to manage their happiness together. Zhou Zhu and Liu Xinyan also moved together, although they would be noisy every once in a while, but they would always reconcile at an astonishing speed. Luo Kai heard that he was chasing a girl, so I wish him success. Gu Xiaoman often creates some surprises, and just now she said on the phone that she was out of town, and in the next second, she would appear in front of her
Reminiscing about youth, it is our short, youthful, happy memory. It is the eternal treasure of our hearts.
Really, don't say goodbye.