Chapter 49 The Choice of Love

From the moment human beings are born, they begin to breed all kinds of emotions, the first family affection, the later friendship, and then the love that appears. Of course, emotions are not unique to humans, and almost all living beings have feelings. And among all the emotions, love is the most elusive, and you don't know when it will suddenly come to you. It may only take a few seconds to appear, or it may need to be gradually produced over a long period of time. It is a product of our spiritual world, independent, noble, and pure. But we humans live in the real world, so love will always conflict with reality. Moreover, many people often can't distinguish what true love is, so they let themselves be in a kind of false love.

When we looked up, there were countless couples in the streets and alleys every day. They look very sweet and happy, do they have love? Maybe there is, at least I think I have. Nowadays, almost many people fall in love very quickly, they will make a table in their hearts in advance, which lists all their requirements for their other half, and then suddenly one day, meet a person, give themselves a very good feeling, after in-depth understanding, find that this person is very consistent with the conditions on their list, and then start their own courtship road, knowing that the other party is moved, a couple is born, and then will spend a happy life. This may also be a manifestation of love! But it's more of a pairing. If you think about it, isn't this another form of blind date? It's just that this is not a plan by the parents of both sides, but out of their own volition.

Of course, love exists, just like the unforgettable love in film and television dramas, novels and comics, which is the kind of love that we all yearn for. I believe it is, it's just a small chance of encountering it.

Just like Lin Rou said at the beginning, there are billions of people in this world, how many chances do we have to meet the person we love deeply and love ourselves at the same time? Even if they do, how many of them can really go to the end? Although it exists, and we have been chasing it, unfortunately, it is really difficult to favor you.

On this day, it is rare for everyone to get together again. It's better to get together more often between friends to maintain long-term friendship. Zhou Shu and Liu Xinyan sat together, Lin Shuquan and Lin Rou sat next to them, and then Luo Kai. Gu Xiaoman didn't come.

Lin Shuquan wanted to ask Liu Xinyan, but he couldn't help it, and it was not good to ask his ex-girlfriend about his ex-girlfriend's whereabouts in front of his girlfriend. But a person who doesn't show up always attracts everyone's attention.

"Why didn't Xiaoman come?" This was asked by Lin Rou. Lin Shuquan was surprised and relieved, and then waited for Liu Xinyan's answer.

Liu Xinyan shook her head: "I don't know, she's always been mysterious lately, and I often can't find her." ”

"Are you in love?" Zhou asked.

After this sentence was said, Lin Shuquan's body trembled slightly, and everyone didn't notice it, even himself, but what about the person next to him?

"No, I don't. I haven't seen her date that guy either, and if she's in love, how can she not tell me? Liu Xinyan directly vetoed it.

"People also have their own private space, it doesn't matter if you don't come this time, you can get together again next time!" Luo Kai put an end to the topic. Everyone began to continue chatting happily, but Lin Shuquan couldn't talk about it, he was a little worried, he always thought of Gu Xiaoman, she didn't show up, why?

"I'm going to the bathroom." Lin Shuquan got up and walked straight to the bathroom, he didn't want to go to the toilet.

In the bathroom, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Gu Xiaoman's mobile phone, he had to confirm her situation in person, although he felt that it was not very suitable, but he just couldn't help it.

"Hey, Shuquan?" The familiar voice touched Lin Shuquan's heartstrings, joy mixed with sadness, and a little nostalgia.

"Why didn't you come along?"

"Oh, I've been a little busy lately, I'm sorry this time, next time, let's get together."

"It's okay, I just don't know what's wrong with you, if it's okay, I'll be relieved." Although Lin Shuquan has a thousand words to say, he can't say anything, he always remembers that Lin Rou is his girlfriend, and he is sitting outside.

I just wanted to hang up the phone, but there was a voice on the other end of the phone, "Hey, book rights..."

"What's wrong?"

"No, it's nothing, I'm busy first, so be it!"

The phone has been hung up, and Lin Shuquan can hear that Gu Xiaoman has something to say, but he can't ask anymore because he hasn't said it. He wanted to ask, but he didn't dare to ask. As soon as she walked out of the bathroom door, Lin Rou was standing at the door, Lin Shuquan was startled, could it be that she heard it?

"Are you alright?" Lin Rou looked at him in a panic and asked with concern.

"Nothing." Lin Shuquan smiled and returned to his seat with Lin Rou. Continuing their old friend gathering, eating, drinking, laughing, and chatting.

There's a piece of advice that almost everyone has heard, but when it matters, many people forget it cleanly: 'Never think you're a good deceitful, and don't think that others really don't know anything.'" ’

"Shuquan, do you really love me?" This is almost a daily conversation between Lin Shuquan and Lin Rou.

"Of course, you're my favorite." Lin Shuquan replied without thinking. The party is over, Zhou Zhu and Liu Xinyan go to enjoy their own two-person world, and Luo Kai has also started his journey of finding love again, although now he doesn't even know who the object is.

"Really?" Lin Rou looked at him, and the happiness in her eyes was not the happiness of the past, but a desolate look.

"What's wrong with you today?" Lin Shuquan noticed the change in Lin Rou, but he didn't know why.

Lin Rou sat down quietly: "Shuquan, you know that I love you." But I don't want to be so selfish in love, so I didn't ask you to cut ties with Xiaoman. ”

Regarding this, Lin Shuquan is very grateful to Lin Rou, but he just thinks that Lin Rou is a more generous girl, and he has never thought deeply, and he has tried his best to keep his distance from Gu Xiaoman. But now Lin Rou suddenly said this, which made Lin Shuquan very nervous.

"I know it's hard to forget someone, so I'm willing to give you time and give you a chance." Lin Rou continued, her voice was gentle and sad, "But I know, you can't forget her all along, right?" ”

"Of course not." Lin Shuquan himself felt that he had no confidence in this sentence.

Lin Rou barely squeezed out a smile: "I don't mean anything else, I just don't want you not to deceive yourself, and don't let yourself have regrets." ”

"What the hell do you mean?" Lin Shuquan felt a sense of fear, this feeling was exactly the same as the last time Gu Xiaoman was going to break up with him, he was so scared now, afraid that Lin Rou would also leave him.

Lin Rou stroked Lin Shuquan's cheek, still so gentle: "Don't be afraid, I said it, I love you, I don't want to leave you no matter what, but, but I can't be so selfish, I know you still have her in your heart." ”

"Don't mention her again, okay?" Lin Shuquan hugged Lin Rou tightly, as if he was afraid that as soon as he let go, the person would be gone, "Let her be the past, you are my present and my future." ”

"What if I told you that she still loves you?"

"What?" Lin Shuquan suddenly felt that his head was roaring, and the sky was spinning, and he was almost about to faint. What does it feel like? It wasn't surprise, it wasn't surprise, it was fear, because these words came out of Lin Rou's mouth.

"We've met once before, we've had a conversation." Lin Rou continued, "She's leaving. ”

"Gone? Where to? Lin Shuquan's heart was already very messy, it was a mess that couldn't find the thread.

Lin Rou shook her head: "I don't know, she didn't say it, and I didn't ask." Originally, she didn't want me to tell you about it, but I think it's better to tell you, I don't want you to have regrets, and I don't want my love to be exchanged for deception or concealment. You have the right to choose, only in this way can you and I really go on together. Even if you don't choose me in the end, it's the same. ”

Lin Shuquan sat on the ground, holding his head, his heart was so messy, his head hurt, everything was fine, why did it suddenly become like this. He's going crazy, what the hell is going on today? Is it a dream? It's supposed to be a nightmare, right? But why is it so real!

Lin Rou hugged him gently: "Go, go find her, even if you meet once, don't worry about me, I'm fine." ”

Lin Shuquan raised his head and looked at her in a daze, Lin Rou showed that gentle smile again, although it was a reluctant smile.

"Go ahead! If... Don't forget to come home. This sentence is not the usual greeting and care, but more like a plea.

"Good!" It's a response, but it's also a commitment.