Su Jue stared at Tang Jingcheng's eyes.

Surrounded by white walls, pale yellow wooden tables and chairs, her eyes were almost clear in the soft light.

He's right, she's starting to get back to her best form, like a child, trying to get rid of the ugly and dirty facts.

"Drinking?" Su Jue suddenly proposed. "The plum wine here is good."

Tang Jingcheng shook his head: "I came by car, why don't you come?" ”

"Okay." Su Jue readily agreed.

Tang Jingcheng asked the waiter for wine, and poured it for him himself, but he only drank warm water.

"Mr. Su, replace wine with tea, thank you for helping me so many times." She held up the glass, and although the words were polite, her attitude was extremely sincere.

Su Jue didn't agree: "Are you using tea instead of wine?" You're whitewater! ”

“……”

"Don't drink tea? I remember you liked to drink pu-erh. He said he was going to hire a waiter.

Tang Jingcheng immediately stopped: "No need, no tea, I quit smoking!" ”

Su Jue immediately frowned.

"Why, you don't seem to believe it?"

"Sort of, why?"

Tang Jingcheng shrunk his neck: "Change your mind, in order to challenge a new life!" He began to giggle.

Su Jue's heart tightened little by little with her smile, as if he saw the Tang Jingcheng seven years ago again, sitting in the sunlit ward in a hospital gown.

There was a golden light on her body, and everything was soft and smooth to her.

He couldn't help but reach for it. Brushing her upturned lips.

Tang Jingcheng's smile immediately stopped, and the whole person shrank back tremblingly.

Su Jue smiled: "There is a hair stuck to the corner of your mouth." He gently brushed the hair away.

All right... The whole atmosphere was frozen by his success, Tang Jingcheng coughed lightly, hugged the water glass and turned his head......

As a result, Su Jue drank too much that night. When he came out of the yard, his steps were a little unsteady, and Tang Jingcheng supported him.

"How?"

"It's fine."

"Where's your driver?"

He glanced at the alleyway: "I asked him to go back first." ”

"And take you to a taxi?"

Su Jue smiled and stared at Tang Jingcheng's car parked at the door: "You can send me." ”

“……”

"I've been with you in the hospital for so long, what if you send me once?" The heat in Su Jue's eyes floated upward, maybe alcohol can really strengthen people's courage, and he would never be able to say these brazen words when he put them aside.

Tang Jingcheng was also embarrassed to refuse.

"Okay, where do you live?"

"You've been."

“……”

Tang Jingcheng helped Su Jue into the car and fastened his seat belt for him. He seemed to be really drunk, and his usually white-skinned face was flushed with an unnatural flush.

After sitting down, he collapsed in his chair, ripped the tie from his neck, and unbuttoned two more shirts.

That side face actually made Tang Jingcheng think of the words "crazy and uninhibited".

It turns out that the "facial paralysis face" that drank too much looks like this.

The car drove onto the road, Su Jue sat up slightly straighter, and a small pendant hanging on the rearview mirror kept dangling in front of his eyes, shaking people upset.

He fished out the pendant, which was a round jade ring with carved patterns around it. A piece of glass is hollowed out in the middle.

"Very exquisite, you did?"

Tang Jingcheng drove the car, and only glanced at it with his spare eyes: "No, my man." ”

“……”

Su Jue felt that the words "my man" were so abrupt for a moment.

"Qiu Qiguan?"

"Well, who else else?" Tang was shocked and smiled, his eyes naturally looking straight ahead, "I only have him as a man, in my heart." ”

In her heart, she only admitted Qiu Qiguan alone.

Su Jue felt a little out of breath and reached out to open the car window.

Tang Jingcheng thought he was hot: "I have an air conditioner in my car." ”

He smiled coolly: "I just want to breathe." ”

Soon arrived at the downstairs of Su Jue's apartment.

"Do you need me to take you up?"

Su Jue shook his head and unbuckled his seat belt: "No need, thank you for sending me back, and thank you for dinner today." ”

Tang Jingcheng was a little embarrassed: "But in the end, you paid for it." ”

"It's etiquette. I'm not in the habit of making women pay. ”

Tang Jingcheng immediately rolled his eyes, he was really a self-righteous man.

"Let's go, see you later!" Su Jue got out of the car, Tang Jingcheng didn't immediately adjust the head of the car, the light from the headlights shot out far away, she sat in the car and watched Su Jue walk into the apartment with unsteady steps, and suddenly laughed, as if this paralyzed man was not as difficult to get along with as before.

Unexpectedly, Su Jue, who had just walked into the hall, turned back and stood outside knocking on Tang Jingcheng's car window.

"Anything else?" She rolled down the window.

Su Jue bowed down, and the faint smell of plum wine on his body hit Tang Jingcheng's face with the breeze.

"What if... I said if, if I wanted to chase you, would you say yes? ”

"No!" Tang Jingcheng replied very resolutely, his eyes swept over the shaking jade ring, and he clenched his fist with one hand to the position of his heart: "I already said just now, I can only fit a man here." ”

"But he's gone."

"But I can live for him, and I will live for him every minute and every second in the future." Tang Jingcheng's voice was light and a little hoarse, she was no longer sad, the ordeal gave her nightmares, but pain could also give her strength.

Su Jue was a little unwilling.

"What about him?"

"Who?"

"Guan Luo!"

Tang Jingcheng smiled, and knocked his fist in his heart: "He doesn't count, there has never been a place for him!" ”

……

Tang Jingcheng drove away from Su Jue's apartment, the stereo was turned on in the car, an English song, the tone was soothing, but every lyric could poke the deepest part of her heart.

The jade ring in front of her was still shaking, she reached out and touched it, turned the head of the car, and drove to another road.

It's been months since I last came to the studio, and grass has grown in the cracks of the bluestone slabs at the door.

Tang Jingcheng opened the door and went in, turned on the light, everything inside was the same, except that the branches and leaves of the ginkgo tree in the courtyard seemed to be more lush.

This is a good sign, and she can't help but rejoice.

Across the yard is the workshop.

It's not so much a studio, it's a place where Tang Jingcheng works alone, the scale is not large, at best, it may not be as much as one-fifth of Qiu Qiguan's, and she has never recruited an apprentice.

She is not good at keeping company with others, her temper is twisted, and self-centered people can only take care of themselves, so she has been alone in the past few years, Yu Huanxi also got her an assistant named Xiaomin before, and wanted to do some work for her to buy food, make tea, and run errands, but the little girl has been doing it for more than half a month, and she has cried no less than five times.

Tang Jingcheng's temper is too stinky, choking people and not showing mercy to the other party at all, ordinary people really can't bear it, and then Xiaomin simply left and went to Yu Huanxi's company, so Tang Jingcheng has almost always been the commander of the light pole.

Generally, Yu Huanxi is outside to do the work for her, and when she is in a good mood, she will do it next, and when she is in a bad mood, she may not be willing to move her fingers no matter how high the price is offered.

It's so hypocritical, anyway, the family doesn't lack her money to go back.

At that time, Qiu Qiguan doted on her again, and felt distressed when she saw that she was too tired or stayed up late, so she wasted Tang Jingcheng's good craft, and she only produced a few works in a few years, but each work is absolutely excellent, which is also one of her characters, or don't do it, but make it absolutely high-quality.

Subconsciously, perhaps Tang Jingcheng has obsessive-compulsive disorder, an extreme personality, and is extreme, and this kind of person is the easiest to pick in life.

Tang Jingcheng walked around the studio and found that the green plants in the window had withered, and the countertop had been stained with a thick layer of dust.

When I turned around, I found the apron that I often wore by Carved Jade before, put on the sleeves, roughly wiped the workbench, and finally took out the mobile phone and charger in the bag, plugged in the power, and the red star lit up.

Soon the sound of the machine sounded in the studio, cutting, embryoming, rough carving......

When Su Jue walked into the courtyard, the door of the studio was open, and he could see through the swaying shade of the trees the silhouette of Tang Jingcheng sitting in front of the workbench and doing things seriously.

The moonlight was hazy outside, but the lights inside the door were warm.

There is a special lamp on the workbench of each process, the orange light is sprinkled from the top of her head, Tang Jingcheng under the light is wearing an apron, wearing a sleeve cover, a scarf tied on his head, hanging his head, staring, holding a jade plate in his left hand, and a file in his right hand......

Su Jue saw her work for the first time, and found that her eyes were sharp when she carved jade.

That's right, sharpness, with sharpness can we carve works with aura.

It's just that her right hand has not yet recovered, and the strength of the knife is not ruthless, and a simple furrow needs to be carved several times, and after a few times, her fingers will obviously begin to tremble, and she needs to put down the file and rest for a while.

With a slight side of his body, Tang Jingcheng saw Su Jue standing behind him.

She was taken aback.

"Why are you here?"

Su Jue approached and looked at the unformed jade plaque on the table under the lamp.

In fact, he wanted to say that he often came here when he was in a bad mood, but when he got to the point of speaking, he changed it: "I passed by..."

"Passing by? Burst... I just sent you back. ”

"That's me stalking you!"

“……”

"Why did you come here all of a sudden?"

"I want to make a small thing." Tang Jingcheng turned sideways again, no longer bothering about why Su Jue suddenly came to her studio.

Essentially, she is not one of the people who tend to get tangled.

"Do what?"

"Be ......" Tang Jingcheng suddenly sold a pass, "Anyway, it's just a small thing, you'll know in a while." ”

She lowered her head again and slashed again, each of which seemed to be very difficult, and the strength of her right hand was uncontrollable, and several times she almost cut her fingers.

"How's your right hand recovering lately?"

Tang Jingcheng smiled bitterly while carving: "What else can you do, you have seen it all." ”

"Have you ever thought about curing it?"

"I thought about it, but not now." Tang Jingcheng put down the file, and his left hand swiped the stiff fingers of his right hand one by one, "Now I don't have time, and I can't cure it." ”

"Why? Do you have other plans? ”

"yes." Tang Jingcheng smiled and glanced at the charging phone, "I have to raise a child for my man." ”

Su Jue didn't take a breath and didn't take it, he had taught this girl, and sometimes she spoke crazy.

"What do you mean?"

"Kid." Tang Jingcheng leaned back in the chair and gently patted his lower abdomen with his hand, "Here, I didn't beat it that day!" Then he smiled, and when he was done, he turned around and continued to carve jade.

Su Jue hung there, and the thousands of emotions in his heart couldn't be gathered together in the end.

Did she mean that she didn't abort the baby in the hospital that day?

But this is ......

"Guan Luo's child?"

"Wrong, my child, after birth, he will be given the surname 'Qiu', this is the continuation of my life."

"......" is simply insane, incredible.

"Have you ever thought that you were alone with a child..."

"I've thought about it, I've thought about everything, and I've never lived so clearly as I do now!" Tang Jingcheng turned around from the table, "I have already died many times, the first time, Qiu Qiguan just left, I took his ashes to Tengchong, that time I didn't plan to come back alive..."

It's just that I didn't expect to encounter a strategy.

She had already been in his plans, but he didn't expect to meet this man in Tengchong.

"The second time, I was shot in the shoulder and saved a life, but my right hand was useless, and I also thought about death."

"The third time... The third ......" Tang Jingcheng exhaled lightly, "Don't say it, anyway, it's a miracle that I can survive until now, now that Qiu Qiguan is gone, my father is gone, but I accidentally had this child, he should be an angel......"

Speaking of this, Tang Jingcheng couldn't help but burst out laughing.

You may also feel that you are hypocritical, but isn't this child an angel?

"When he comes, I have to stay, I have to give birth to him, and then raise him, we will be companions in the future, and it has nothing to do with anyone."

In short, she wants to be a single mother, and this child has no relationship with him in the future!

“……”

Su Jue didn't know how to answer for a while, this change was beyond the scope of what he could imagine.

"Don't look at me in such horror, I'm serious!"

Su Jue believes this, this girl either doesn't do it, and she decides to do it earth-shattering.

"But what if he finds out about the child's existence one day?"

"No, I won't let him know. I'll leave here when my belly gets bigger, and I'll come back after the baby is born, and besides, I'm just a whim in his mind, and he'll forget about me when he's cut off. Tang Jingcheng seems to have planned everything.

"Where do you want to go?"

"Pu'er, there is a small town at the foot of Jingmai Mountain, I lived there for a few days before, the mountains are high and the road is far away, which is suitable for me to escape the world." She said this lightly, and there was no joke in it at all.

"It's all arranged?" Dirt clip private drawing.

"Not yet, but there's really nothing to arrange."

Su Jue could only wipe her forehead with her hands, she still thought everything was too simple.

"The economy of that place is backward and the transportation is not convenient, so it seems that it is not suitable for pregnancy and fetus. If you're just trying to avoid him, maybe I can give you a mind. ”

"Well, let's talk about it."

Su Jue frowned: "Go to Myanmar, I happen to have a friend over there, he is a doctor, he can arrange these things for you, and he can help you treat your hands after the child is born, and Myanmar is out of the border, it should be even more mountainous and far-farther than Pu'er." ”

He just tried to suggest, but he didn't expect Tang Jingcheng to turn his head away and didn't seem to think about it.

"Okay, I might have to trouble you again." She just agreed, without twisting.