Chapter 140: Damage is irreversible

Tang Jingcheng couldn't change the habit of sleeping naked, so the first thing he did when he got up every morning was to take a bath.

The warm water rushed over his body, and the sweat secreted at night was washed away, and he stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror refreshed.

Undressed, water ran down the ends of her hair over her collarbones and the tip of her chest, and finally into her navel.

Tang Jingcheng felt that he in the mirror seemed to be back to the past at that moment. Transparent and clean, but how to go back?

She lifted one of her arms, the cut on it was almost healed, the scab had faded, and only a few faint red marks were left in the deep places.

Since Qiu Qiguan left, her body has been tossed to the point that she can't look like it, she should be glad that she is not a scar physique, and her recovery ability is relatively strong, except for the hideous scar on her right shoulder.

When the bullet pierced through it, the impact was extremely strong, and the bones inside were all broken, but now the skin and flesh are healed, but there are already seams and marks on the bones.

Just like a piece of jade, no matter how much it costs to repair after it is broken, there will always be cracks on it.

Tang Jingcheng smiled coldly at himself in the mirror, his fingers went around his wet lower abdomen, and finally flicked the stagnant water in his belly button.

Some injuries are irreversible. She knows!

But there are some things that she can control and choose.

Tang Jingcheng wiped the water on his body with a towel, fished out the medicine bottle on the pool, opened it, and took one out of it and swallowed it.

It was the third day since she returned from the hospital.

The temperature in Yunling soared all the way, and it officially entered the scorching summer.

Tang Jingcheng tucked his half-wet hair back at the back of his head. I changed into a light skirt and went out, drove myself, went to the supermarket, bought fresh fruit and yogurt, and came back to clean up all the beer and expired frozen food stored in the fridge.

When I was done, I called Aunt Luo again.

Since Tang Ji left, Aunt Luo has not looked for any more work, and it is empty at this time.

Tang Jingcheng has never liked to accept new things, she has this inertia in her personality, and she is too lazy to change it after getting used to someone or something, so she promised Aunt Luo a salary increase of 500 on the phone. Let her come back and take care of her own food and daily life.

Baling Mountain is on the outskirts, and the mountain is covered with pines and cypresses after summer, and it is lush and lush in the distance.

Tang Jingcheng climbed the stairs, half of the mountain road she walked for a full hour, stop and go, just to see the scenery, when it was close to noon, she finally walked to the cemetery.

The photo on the tablet was taken by Qiu Qiguan about two years ago, wearing a white shirt and short hair. There is a little stubble on his chin, and the whole person looks magnificent.

It's very strange, Tang Jingcheng laughed at him before: "You are also an artist, why don't you have the temperament that an artist should have?" ”

"Artist's temperament? Let's talk about it! ”

"If you're sloppy, or your hair is long and falls down to your shoulders, you should have a beard no matter how bad it is."

"Growing a beard can make you feel like an artist?"

"It's better to pretend, otherwise you look like a dog-like second generation of capitalists!"

Qiu Qiguan really got rid of him, he didn't shave for a week, and a little cyan stubble grew on his chin, so he was taken this photo by Tang Jingcheng.

She smiled and half-crouched in front of the tombstone, her fingers touching the man in the photo.

The only man in her life who is willing to convert!

"Qiguan..."

"Qiu Qiguan ......"

I haven't made any sound for more than half a month, and the first thing is to call his name, but unfortunately no one responds.

She doesn't care. I was too tired to squat, so I simply sat down on the steps in front of the tombstone.

"I'm sorry, I didn't come to see you on the day of your death, I just blame it on the day it rained heavily, you know I hate rainy days the most since you left...... But I originally wanted you to wait for me a little longer, and I would go down to see you if I waited a little longer, but I didn't make it that day..."

Tang Jingcheng changed his posture, leaned his back lightly against the wall of the stele, and the light above his head pierced down hotly, fortunately, there was wind in the mountains.

"Qiguan, will you blame me? I used to be so stupid and misunderstood you for so long! I just thought, Yang Xi's little hooves are 1/10,000 better than mine, do you have to have a leg with her? Scold... I'm so sorry for this...! ”

Tang Jingcheng couldn't help pouting, she was a child in front of Qiu Qiguan, she used to make fun of him, she was bad with her, half of it was used to Tang Ji, and the remaining half was spoiled by Qiu Qiguan.

Now both of them are gone.

She propped up her arms to cover her eyes, and her eyes looked like they were tanned.

"Qiguan, my dad is gone, and I'm finally the only one left in this world... I should have gone to see you sooner, right? ......" Tang Jingcheng turned to look at the man on the tombstone, and suddenly laughed a little lightly, "But now that I have changed my mind, I don't want to die...... You know why? Wait a minute, I'll show you something. ”

She pulled a folded piece of paper out of her skirt pocket and opened it to reveal a blurry image on it.

"The doctor said that everything is normal, but he is a little younger and lacks nutrition, but one day he will grow up, and when he grows up, I will tell him that his surname is Qiu, and his father is a very good crafted jade carver, and then every year on the death day I will take him up the mountain to see you......"

Tang Jingcheng swept his eyes with his fingers.

There was a gentle mountain breeze, and she put her hand on her lower abdomen.

"It took me a lot of courage to make this decision! Didn't you always say that I was like a child who didn't grow up? I can't do anything, I'm lazy, I'm an idiot in life, and I'm very dependent, but I'm going to raise a child alone in the future, it's a child, it's a child, it's not a kitten, a dog, a little thing, it's a living child... What do you think? Am I amazing? ”

Tang was shocked to chatter, she amused herself first, laughing so much that her stomach hurt, she quickly covered her stomach with her hands, turned around, took out a lighter and lit the B-ultrasound single......

"Qiguan, you can watch it from the sky, bless me and the child, be safe!"

It was close to evening when Tang Jingcheng went down the mountain, and the car passed by Guan Zhai, and he saw that the leaves on the ginkgo road were already lush and lush, and the branches and leaves rustled when the wind blew.

It's summer again, and everything seems to have a new look.

Tang Jingcheng drove the car directly over, without turning or making the slightest stop.

From now on, she will never have anything to do with this mansion and the man in it!

It was late when Tang Jingcheng returned to the city, and the Digital City had not yet closed, so she parked the car and walked in, found a counter at random, and took out the mobile phone from her bag.

"With a battery."

The boss behind the counter took the phone and glanced at it: "Girl, you have a model from three or four years ago, and the battery has long been discontinued." ”

"So what should I do if I turn it on?" Soil winter acres of garbage.

"Ten dollars, I'll give you a universal charge to try."

"Okay, thank you boss!"

Tang Jingcheng was about to pay for it, when his mobile phone rang again in his bag, Su Jue's phone.

"Hey, Mr. Su."

Su Jue was stunned: "Can you speak?" ”

"Sort of, can you hear something different?"

"There's still some sand."

"Then I guess that's it after that, the doctor said that the vocal cords were damaged and could not be restored to the original voice."

Su Jue paused, serious: "Well, that's not bad, this kind of voice is popular now." ”

"Which?"

"Magnetic!"

"Phew, that's a description of a man, and I'm not transgender!"

Su Jue laughed at this moment: "It sounds like a good mood." ”

"Okay."

"Should I remind you, then, that you still owe me a meal?"

Tang Jingcheng stood in front of the counter with his wallet and recalled: "Is there one? When was this? ”

"Just a while ago, you said that you would invite me to dinner after I was discharged from the hospital."

I'll go......

Tang Jingcheng couldn't help laughing: "Do you remember this?" That's a polite remark! ”

"But I've always been serious!"

“……”

Well, she surrendered, this paralyzed face who always talks and does things.

Tang Jingcheng glanced at his watch: "Okay, why don't you have time tonight?" ”

"Yes!"

"Choose the place!"

"It's up to you!"

Tang Jingcheng thought for a while: "Then why don't you eat Yunnan food in the small courtyard before?" ”

"Okay, see you later." Su Jue hung up the phone first.

Tang Jingcheng stood in place for a long time, until the boss behind the counter shouted: "Hey, girl, do you still want the almighty charge?" ”

"Yes, yes." She immediately pulled out the money and handed it over, putting the charger in her bag.

Tang Jingcheng drove the car directly into the alley, and saw Su Jue standing at the gate of the courtyard from afar.

"So early?" Tang Jingcheng poked his head out of the car window and asked.

Su Jue stood inside: "I'll come over from the company after calling you." ”

"Oh, then you wait for me, I'll park the car." Tang Jingcheng parked the car against the wall, and Su Jue watched her get out of the car and walk over, and couldn't help but be stunned.

"Hair cut?"

"It used to be too long, and it was so troublesome to wash." Tang Jingcheng explained casually, and stroked the half-length hair that was only up to the end with his hand, "How is it?" ”

"Good."

"Truth?"

"Heh......" He just laughed.

He's not good at boasting.

Tang Jingcheng in front of him is really good, wearing an ivory-colored loose skirt, a pair of flat lambskin round shoes barefoot, white legs and feet look particularly beautiful in the night, and now even the hair is cut short, the soft and smooth half-long hair hangs to the chin, and the clear soup noodles have another clean taste.

"It's like..."

"Like what?"

Su Jue smiled: "Like a child, I haven't experienced the world." ”

Tang Jingcheng was stunned for a moment, but it was very useful.

"Thank you, just rush to you for this sentence, I'll pay for it tonight!"

“……”

The two went in, and the waiter and the boss inside seemed to know Su Jue.

He was in charge of ordering, and Tang Jingcheng sat at the window and looked at the ginkgo tree in the yard in a daze.

Ginkgo trees all over the world must be green this season.

"Sorry, pumpkin tofu is gone."

"Huh? What the? ”

Su Jue repeated again: "The pumpkin tofu you like to eat is gone." ”

"......," she quickly pinched the hair behind her ear with her hand, "then don't eat it, and change it to something else." ”

The waiter immediately saw the opportunity to recommend a new dish, and Su Jue frowned: "She doesn't like dishes that she hasn't tasted." ”

"No, I can, just eat new dishes." Tang Jingcheng pinched the chopsticks rest with his hand and smiled at Su Jue.

Su Jue felt that there was a deep meaning in her smile: "I remember that you don't like to try new things. ”

"Really? It may have been like this before, but people always have to change, and for me, everything is a new beginning! ”