I'm pretty sure I heard it right.

With an indifferent face, Chen Tu's tone was like a glacier in Antarctica, hard and cold: "You're almost fine, don't pick yourself too high, don't stand on the moral high ground and condemn me at every turn, if it weren't for me that night, you would be a fucking strong. Adulterer. ”

My whole person was stunned for three seconds, and after I seemed to understand something in another life, I fixed my eyes on Lu Zhou's face.

Following Chen Tu's words, a fleeting embarrassment flashed on Lu Zhou's face, and after that, he sneered: "I'm not as obscene as you Chen Tu." For a girl who only has one side, she is embarrassed to do it. ”

"Really?" Smiling coldly, Chen Tu seemed to crush my hand and rub it into his body, he continued: "You are not obscene, then why did you deliberately give Wu Yi two glasses of strong wine without making a sound?" If it weren't for what you were going to send to the same table later, the thunder and the sheets were in full swing, and you went home to face Wu Yi, you were really a fucking rapist who premeditated to commit the crime! ”

His face trembled slightly, but Lu Zhou quickly stabilized, and he said slowly, "That's just a mistake." The lights were so dim that I thought it was juice. I'm going to drink those spirits and play with them, who knows if I got it wrong. ”

Lu Zhou's tone was very steady, but his hasty aura made some facts clear.

It was as if I had been struck by lightning suddenly, and my mind was rumbling with a minute-long short circuit.

Even if I am with Chen Tu now, even if I have a relationship with Chen Tu again willingly, except for that skin-to-skin kiss five years ago, it doesn't mean that I don't need to be so scheming with Lu Zhou anymore and want a definite answer.

Whether I was with Chen Tu or not, and whether Lu Zhou tried to get me drunk and wait for an opportunity to commit murder to me, these are two different things.

In the end, I let go of Chen Tu's hand, took two steps forward, separated from Lu Zhou by half a meter, my brows furrowed, I stared at Lu Zhou, word by word, and shouted in a low voice: "Did you deliberately give me a drink?" ”

The corners of Lu Zhou's mouth twitched a few times, his gaze turned away, and said, "Who hasn't been young and ignorant. ”

I know it thoroughly.

My heart was full of melancholy mixed feelings, and I felt betrayed.

Grabbing my clothes with my hands, I raised my face to look at Lu Zhou's side face, and my voice couldn't help but tremble: "Lu Zhou, that night, I was desperate, so I wanted to ask you for help." I treat you as a friend. ”

Lu Zhou turned his face even further, and his tone was full of amazement that I didn't understand: "Whether it's in the past or now, I never wanted to be friends with you." It's nothing more than wishful thinking on your part. ”

I was stunned, Lu Zhou had already taken a step, and he said, "I won't tell you I'm sorry." Because I don't have a chance to be sorry for you at all. My path is blocked, and there is no way out. ”

Looking back, he coldly yelled at Chen Tu, almost yelling, he said: "If you dare to treat Wu Yi badly in the future, I will be the first to kill you." ”

Leaving this sentence aside, Lu Zhou turned around and walked to the staircase, he quickly disappeared behind the fire door, and I kept staring until my eyes were astringent.

Chen Tu walked up, his hand inserted into my palm and held my hand behind his back, and he said, "Let's go, Wu Yi." ”

On the way back, I was driving, and Chen Tu turned his face to look at the regressing scenery, and we didn't talk much.

Later, we had a casual meal nearby, and Chen Tu also seemed to have a poor appetite and looked sullen.

When I went up the stairs, I walked fast, he followed, I just opened the door and went in, Chen Tu hooked the door with his foot and fell shut, he quickly pasted over, imprisoned me on the door panel, he wrapped up, his lips went all the way up from my collarbone, and finally stopped in my ear, he said, "Wu Yi, I'm sorry." ”

I looked at him a little distracted and asked, "What?" ”

Chen Tu was gloomy: "I know that compared to Lu Zhou, I am not much better than him." ”

I reached over and covered his mouth and said, "Don't listen to Lu Zhou's nonsense, what rapist." Ball rapist, aren't we in love now, so let's not demonstrate it in advance at that time. ”

But he quickly took my hand away, Chen Tu's Adam's apple trembled, and he seemed to be very difficult, saying, "I want to confess something to you." ”

My heart sank, and I pretended to be calm: "Say it." ”

Wrapping my hand in the palm of my hand like a green onion roll, Chen Tu's body temperature was transmitted, and his voice overflowed in a low voice: "You first promise that you can't get angry, you can't climb me, and you can't ignore me anymore." ”

Damn, this isn't an overlord clause. He hadn't beeped yet, so he asked me to promise this and that.

My heart became more and more messy, and I couldn't help but be a little impatient, but I didn't want the atmosphere to be too anxious, so I pretended to be relaxed and poor: "Hey, I said Mr. Chen, Mr. Chen, who is graceful and neat in Yushu, what is the matter with you, if you want to say it quickly, don't thunder and rain for a year and a half, and my appetite will fall to the sky, and I won't say anything later." ”

Chen Tu suddenly pounced and hugged me, his mouth roamed to my ear, and he said slowly: "I arranged for the waiter in the KTV to deliver those spirits that night." ”

I froze for a few seconds, reaching out to desperately try to break free of Chen Tu's confinement, my voice unconsciously became cold: "Chen Tu, what do you mean?" ”

Pressing me in his arms, Chen Tu's voice turned into a low whisper: "You listen to me." ”

My voice trembled, and I almost squeezed a word out between my teeth: "Say." ”

Lowering his head, Chen Tu's lips rested on my forehead, the hot breath he exhaled made my head heat up for a while, and his voice became lower and lower, he said: "That night was like this, I was in a bad mood and went back to my hometown to relax." I had a good relationship with Lu Zhou at that time, so I played with him. Lu Zhou felt that the two of us men were bored singing, so he found a lesbian table to come over and sing with me. Not long after we sang, Lu Zhou answered a phone call and he went out. Before he brought you over, he sent me a message, saying that he would bring a female classmate over, he said that he was a little interesting to that female classmate, he said that he wanted to get drunk with his female classmate and take it home for the night, he said that his female classmate was short of money, his family conditions were good, and when the raw rice was cooked and the rice was ripe, his female classmate would not be able to run away, he asked me if I could help him call a few strong cocktails first, I was drinking and drinking my brain, I had a fever in my head for a while, so I asked the KTV waiter to send two glasses of spirits over.... ”

I thought that everything I experienced five years ago was just God watching me have fun and playing with me, but I didn't want to think how green the reality was, how cruel it was, this turned out to be a man-made ridiculous farce!

Even though Chen Tu's voice was getting lower and lower as he went to the back, blurred into chaos, I still grabbed three pieces of information from his words.

One is that before Lu Zhou took me to KTV, he was already plotting to mistreat me. The other is that Chen Tu knew that Lu Zhou was going to plot against him, but instead of stopping him, he became an accomplice. Finally, Chen Tu clearly and secretly hid this secret in his heart, even if it was extremely small, but he didn't say a word about it before we started to fall in love.

Whether it was five years ago, Chen Tu acquiesced in Lu Zhou's attempt to do something wrong to me, or he was expressing to me that he could fall in love with me and wanted to confirm the relationship with me, and he kept silent about it, it all means that there is something wrong with his character!

The heart that had just been almost warmed by him was once again cooled down inch by inch, and all the feelings of humiliation back then were once again vivid, accompanied by humiliation, but also with a sense of loneliness emanating from the bones, I pushed Chen Tu like crazy, but his arms were wrapped around again like vines, and my heart was numb, and my voice was hoarse in the blink of an eye: "Chen Tu, let go of me!" ”

Quickly grabbed my dancing hand, Chen Tu pressed my hand on his chest, he leaned over, his neck was against mine, he said, "Wu Yi, forgive me." Forgive me. ”

Obviously completely surrounded by his warm body, but I felt like I was in the freezer layer of the refrigerator, I was a little trembling, but I had to quickly grit my teeth, I sneered, and squeezed out a few words from between my teeth: "Chen Tu, do you think all this is particularly interesting?" Five years ago, you were just an accomplice, and then you could get me done. Five years later, if you hide a little fact, you will be able to go to me again. Whether it's strong or not, let me be willing to be slept with by you, you're refreshed, aren't you! Play around like a fool and you're cool, aren't you! What do you take me for, what do you take women for! Isn't it that we women have to be treated like this and that by you stinky men, isn't it? ”

With my words, the atmosphere went all the way down, and I came to a dead end, Chen Tu didn't answer my words immediately, he just hugged me harder in silence.

I struggled harder and raised my voice even higher: "You let go of me, you make me feel ridiculous and disgusting." ”

Grabbing my hand again, Chen Tu was a little weak: "Wu Yi, don't talk about yourself like that, it's ridiculous that I'm disgusting." It was my mistake that I should confess this to you before we are in a relationship, and let you choose for yourself whether you want to be with me or not. But Wu Yi, I have selfish intentions. I haven't been able to meet the girl I like for many years, I feel like I'm about to be incompetent, I finally met one, you don't buy my account, you are close and far away, I think I am a little careless, I can't catch it. My selfishness, greed, possessiveness, they invaded my heart like a devil, and many times I had to swallow my words. I'm afraid that if I say it, I won't be able to keep you. ”

After five minutes of frenzy, I finally calmed down.

I didn't struggle to get out of Chen Tu's arms anymore, I just held his arm weakly, my eyes were empty and lonely, I didn't respond to Chen Tu's words, but I said to myself: "Is it like this for all you men?" Bullying a girl who can't protect herself makes you happy, doesn't it? ”

Chen Tu's arm stiffened, as if he was completely held by my nose, and continued with two words full of doubts: "You men? Who bullied you? ”

Memories suddenly flooded back, dragging me back to that rotten night, that night of rumors, that night when I owed a huge debt to Yang Rongmeng, that night that represented humiliation and shame and made my heart completely turn into stone, the obscene smiling faces of the men who were watching, the undulating whistles, the foul words that kept pouring into my eardrums, all of this was entangled with an unforgettable heart given to me by Chen Tu and Lu Zhou, I thought I could hold back my tears, But even though I was held in Chen Tu's arms, I felt that I was so lonely that I wanted to shed tears.

I thought I could hold back my tears that seemed to be dying, but Chen Tu was a bastard who stepped on a horse, and he stepped on a horse so easily that my tears flowed.

The combination of astringency and saltiness, they burst through my eye sockets and went all the way down my face, I just bit my lip, and they poured into my mouth, it was so bitter!

Raising my eyes, I sneered brightly at Chen Tu: "Chen Tu likes me, does he like my appearance of being blind and poor in front of my friends, does he like my stubborn and decisive appearance in front of you, does he like the appearance of me drinking alone in the Weibo account, or does he like my quiet appearance when I occasionally don't say a word?" Or is it that all of this is not the real me, just me pretending, all of which constitute an illusion that you like me? ”

Probably frightened by my incomparable words, and overwhelmed by my weird reaction, Chen Tu reached over and clumsily wiped my tears, his eyes were confused, his hand touched my face, and asked in a low voice: "Wu Yi, what's wrong with you?" ”