108 It seems that I, Wu Yi, naturally don't understand what pain is

As soon as the words fell, the phone I put aside vibrated and rang.

I glanced at the screen and saw that the person calling me was Chen Tu, so I couldn't wait to pick up my phone and press answer.

There was a strong gust of wind.

Chen Tu's voice was blown intermittently and a little blurred, and he said, "Wu Yi, aren't you angry with me?" ”

The wind was so loud that I had some difficulty listening to it, so I had to ask, "What did you say?" ”

As if pulling his throat, Chen Tu raised his voice with great interest and said, "I said I love you, bear child!" ”

Since the incident of his violent outburst a few days ago, we have basically not called much between us, except for those text conversations with attitudes in the text messages, not to mention that Chen Tu will give me a blind mouth. Now that he is making such a fuss, my heart has a burst of eager throbbing and shyness when I just fell in love with him, in the end there is Deng Guanfeng sitting opposite me, I am embarrassed to have some fancy flirting and scolding with him, burying my head, I whispered into the microphone: "I'm downstairs now, and I'll go back to call you later." ”

Chen Tu seemed to sigh at the other end, and he said, "Okay, walking around downstairs alone, you have to pay attention to safety and know no, be good." ”

His voice was blown away by the growing wind, and I had been to the Xiachong side, which was near the sea, and it was normal for the wind to be strong, so I hung up without thinking much about it.

Thinking of going back to call Chen Tu back earlier, I pinched my phone, glanced at Deng Guanfeng lightly, and said, "If you have something to talk about directly, I'm in a hurry." ”

Deng Guanfeng sighed softly, she swallowed her saliva fiercely, as if she had made up her mind, she lowered her head and rummaged through her handbag, and half a minute later, she handed me a slip.

I didn't take it, just glanced at it casually.

The place where these documents were issued was Nanshan Hospital, and the name of the recipient was written on Wu Xiaofei's letterhead.

In the end, blood is thicker than water, and the sense of uneasiness is faint, but I don't show it too much, and I still have a cold face: "Tell me something straight." ”

A little stunned, Deng Guanfeng's hands trembled violently, she slowly took back those documents, and stuffed them into her bag indiscriminately, she raised her face again, and her face was already full of tears.

Across a one-meter square table, her sobs fell on my eardrums, full of shock.

I looked at it indifferently, and after dozens of seconds, I still lowered a handful of tissues.

However, Deng Guanfeng took the opportunity to grab my hand fiercely, as if grasping a life-saving straw, her voice trembled: "Xiaoyi, can you save Xiaofei?" When I beg you, will you save Xiaofei? ”

I don't know what I can do to be someone else's savior.

Impetuous and impetuous, I wanted to withdraw my hand, but Deng Guanfeng held on and refused to let go, her voice was raised, and her tone was even more sad: "Xiaofei suffers from uremia and has entered the uremia stage, but on dialysis, because of physical problems, she always has dialysis imbalance syndrome, and her body is getting worse and worse, the doctor said that kidney transplantation is the most reasonable and effective treatment, but it is too difficult to queue up for kidney transplant donors, and even if she is arranged, she may not be able to match successfully." The doctor said that the matching rate between siblings is basically 90%, your brother is a boy, he is not married, I am embarrassed to open my mouth, as a mother, I really have no way to watch my heart and liver suffer so much, she is only twenty years old, Xiaoyi, you help me, can you save Xiaofei. ”

For Wu Xiaofei, even if the relationship between me and her is indifferent to being like a stranger, of course I can't hear with my own ears that she is sick and I can gloat.

Hearing Deng Guanfeng say that she has this disease, I will also feel bad.

But Deng Guanfeng's words made me even more uncomfortable.

Maybe I'm because no one taught me since I was a child, I have a disease, I have a neuropathy, so I will be more serious in the face of birth, old age, sickness and death. ”

is also the daughter she gave birth to, when I was sick and hospitalized, she could send Wu Xiaofei to learn dance first, and then You Youzai came to see me empty-handed, lukewarmly cutting my heart with indifference, and crushing my expectations for all family affection.

And tonight, she took the initiative to grab my hand three or four times, but she begged me, and she begged me for Wu Xiaofei, begging me to cut my body and take out a bloody kidney for her.

My body is indeed given by Deng Guanfeng, I read that she brought me to this world, not to mention that she asked me to cut a kidney for her, even if she wants my life, I can give it to her. But at this moment, I felt that it was no longer possible for me to forgive her in my life.

The atrium that was dormant in the body seemed to have been thrown into the snow by her own hands, covered with cold.

Like breaking corn, I slammed her hand down, I looked at her expressionlessly, and after sneering, I couldn't help but be desolate with my mouth, and called her by her name: "Deng Guanfeng, I want to ask you a question." ”

After a change of breath, I didn't wait for her to answer me, so I said to myself: "If this time, I am the one who has uremia, you will definitely not cry and beg Wu Xiaofei to cut a kidney for me, right?" After all, she grew up in your mouth since she was a child, she was born a princess, she was afraid of pain, she couldn't even stand the crime of menstrual cramps, she couldn't suffer these crimes. And I, Wu Yi, am cheap in life, not only deserve to be abandoned by you, but I deserve to be touched and harassed everywhere by Wang Dayi's rotten person, I also deserve to be cut by you again and again with indifference, just like I, Wu Yi, naturally don't know what pain is, just like I have no heart and liver. ”

Steady in my voice, I continued to say indifferently without emotion: "However, in the face of you, I really don't have any heart. But don't blame me for my ruthlessness, my heart and liver were dug up and thrown away by your own hands, my ability is limited, even if I pick it up, I can't settle down, you better die of this heart as soon as possible. Not to mention cutting a kidney for Wu Xiaofei, even if it is to pull out a hair for her, I am not happy. ”

After leaving Deng Guanfeng stunned, I took out a hundred yuan from my pocket and slapped it on the table, then grabbed my phone and left the lonely cafΓ© alone.

My face was calm, until Deng Guanfeng, who had reacted, opened his throat behind him and yelled at me.

"I knew that your heart was so black, I should have smashed you to death, it's really better to give birth to a piece of barbecued pork than to give birth to you conscienceless thing!"

I was tempted to turn around and say, "Yes, you should have cut me off directly, instead of torturing me with long years and making me worse than dead." ”

But I didn't in the end, because my tears, in the midst of her words, poured down completely, like a heavy rain that could not be stopped, and it kept washing, making me feel that I was actually a clown who could not be loved.

So I didn't say anything, and after a few seconds of pause, I strode out of the place.

Instead of going home directly, I felt that I needed to wash myself, so I lowered my head slightly and walked into the light rain in Shenzhen.

Ten minutes later, I finally tidied up myself, went home slowly, changed into dry clothes for myself, and grabbed my mobile phone to call Chen Tu.

But he didn't want to, he turned off the phone.

Once again, my sense of security was out of stock, so I dialed his phone again and again, but it was all turned off.

A very bad premonition flashed in my heart, and the six gods were ownerless for a while, remembering that Chen Tu was on a business trip with Liu Chengyu, I hurriedly pulled out Liu Chengyu's mobile phone number and dialed it.

Liu Chengyu didn't turn off the phone, but the mobile customer service said to me: "Hello, the customer you called is temporarily unreachable. ”

Thinking of the wind that could blow away his words when Chen Tu called me not long ago, the uneasiness became more and more intense, and I kept dialing Chen Tu and Liu Chengyu's mobile phones like crazy.

It lasted for more than an hour, Chen Tu's mobile phone kept turning off, and Liu Chengyu couldn't get through, so I finally gritted my teeth and immediately decided to continue calling Liu Chengyu.

After about a dozen calls, Liu Chengyu's phone rang!

In the anxious waiting, Liu Chengyu's voice came, accompanied by the sound of the wind, intermittent and even more severe, his voice sounded like he was yelling at the microphone with all his might, impatient and extremely high-pitched: "Wu Yi, Chen Tu and I were trapped on Baiyun Ridge by the torrential rain, I just called the police and the search team .....will be there soon."

The call stopped.

As a veteran traveler, I naturally know what to expect when I am trapped in the mountains in a heavy rain on a big night. These days, Shenzhen and surrounding cities have had a lot of rain, and the mountains have been soaked and even weaker, and flash floods or landslides can happen at any time.

The more I knew, the more devastating I became.

Desperately holding on to my sanity, I dialed Liu Chengyu's phone with trembling hands, and I couldn't get through again!

My brain slowed for a few seconds, and I was about to continue calling Liu Chengyu's mobile phone when an unfamiliar number came in.

My hand happened to touch the answer button, but it was Lao Zhou's voice that came, saying, "Mrs. Xiao Chen? ”

It was like suddenly encountering a bright light in the dark, I opened my mouth and was about to speak, Lao Zhou's voice was low and steady, without too much emotional catharsis: "I received a notice that Mr. Liu and Xiaotu of Wancheng are trapped on the top of Baiyun Ridge in Huizhou, and my wife asked me to inform you that you come to the foot of Baiyun Ridge Mountain." ”

After hanging up the phone, I rushed straight to the room where my outdoor supplies were stacked, and spent a few minutes stuffing whistles, trekking poles, lifesaving ropes, open-path sickles, headlamps, life-saving bandages, Yunnan Baiyao, etc. into my outdoor bag, and then put on a quick-drying suit and hiking shoes, and rushed out the door.

Lost soul came to the foot of Baiyun Peak, the usually lonely foot of the mountain was brightly lit, and a bunch of people gathered around the place into the mountain, making a noise.

My head was blank, I resisted not to let my limp thighs kneel, I walked steadily towards the bright lights, Lao Zhou was the first to see me, and he led me aside.

Liang Jianfang was sitting in a wheelchair with a blanket, she didn't know what she was thinking, and her eyes were closed expressionlessly.

And Chen Zheng, who was in one piece, sat on a rock, constantly smoking, and a pile of cigarette butts underground.

Lao Zhou coughed lightly, Liang Jianfang opened her eyes, she looked at me without any mood fluctuations, and said: "The search and rescue team has gone up the mountain, this mountain is so big, even if there is a result, it will be more than ten hours later, you wait for the notice." ”

As soon as Liang Jianfang's words fell, Chen Zheng slammed the half-smoked cigarette in his hand to the ground, he stood up with a loud noise, rushed to me, his eyes were full of resentment, his arm waved sharply, he was very out of shape, and scolded me: "My son just married such an unlucky thing as you, and there were a lot of troubles!" If he wants to do anything this time, I want you to bury him! ”

After saying that, Chen Zheng wanted to rush up and slap me, I hurriedly took a few steps back, and Lao Zhou stepped forward in time to prop up between me and Chen Zheng, so I could avoid it.

At this time, Liang Jianfang said lightly like an outsider: "Life and death are fate, it all depends on the will of God, and there is no result yet, don't fight in the nest first." ”

Even if I don't usually get used to Chen Zheng, I understand his reaction at this moment. No matter how tense there is between him and Chen Tu, Chen Tu is always his son, and his gaffes belong to the reaction that people should have when facing the uncertainty of their loved ones' life and death.

It's Liang Jianfang, she is so calm that I panicked.

But I don't have the heart to speculate about why she's so calm, it's not that I don't believe in the capabilities of those search and rescue teams, I just can't afford to wait.

Whether it's impulsive or naΓ―ve, I can't be so quiet at the foot of this mountain, waiting for others to bring me news of Chen Tu, I can't wait for a second!

Even if there is only a 1 in 10,000 chance, even if I pay with my life, I don't want to waste another second of waiting with little hope.

While relaxing my ankles and wrists and putting a raincoat on my body, I said, "I'm familiar with Baiyunzhang, and I want to go up the mountain." ”

Behind me, biting the end of my words, a male voice rang out.

"Together."