Life is like a dream, I have been dreaming, and after waking up, I found that I was just empty-handed, do I still want to meet Mo Han? If you don't want to be heartbroken for me at this moment....... The reason why I didn't stop her was just a frustration, maybe this kind of frustration just fulfilled her departure, and she should be very relaxed now, right?

I don't want to pin my hopes on that woman named Tian Tian, I know Mo Han's character very well, if she doesn't want to, no one can force her to do anything, but, I can't figure it out, why did she do this? What the hell is she afraid of, as long as she is willing to say: always be with me. "I, Zhang Yixi, dare to subvert the whole world for her~~!! But I never seem to be able to wait for that.

.......

I drove into the bar, I needed a drink to release the bitterness that had been sitting in my heart.

The lights of the bar flickered dazzlingly, and the empty, lonely souls writhed wildly and wantonly, I was one of them, I couldn't remember how much I drank, I only remember thinking about Mo Han in my heart, thinking about her appearance, and thinking about her determination......

My mind was no longer clear, dizzy, I took out the phone, swiped the screen, didn't look at the communicator, my finger clasped a number and dialed over, I didn't even know if the phone was connected, so I roared, and said: "I drank too much~~I TM~~~ drank too much, I'm almost ~~~ dead, come and collect my body~~"

"Hey~~Hey, don't scare me, ~~Where are you~~?" There was an anxious voice on the other end of the phone, but I couldn't speak, only felt the phone slip out of my hand..... I fell asleep.

.......

When I woke up again, I was already lying in the hotel, the room was dimly lit, I pinched my head in unusually painful pain, and looked around, but there was no one, just the sound of water flowing from the bathroom, as if someone was taking a shower.

I remember calling someone before I fell asleep.

"Who am I calling?" Doubts flashed through my mind, and I hurriedly took out my phone from my pocket to check the call logs, but the phone was already dead.......

I threw my phone aside, but I knew in my heart that it would definitely not be Mo Han, she would not answer my call, if it was someone else, what else would I have to look forward to?

A strong feeling of wanting to vomit suddenly came up, I tried desperately to restrain it, but I couldn't restrain it at all, I couldn't care much anymore, and I didn't have time to put on my shoes, so I rushed into the bathroom barefoot, I fell on the toilet, and vomited hysterically in pain.

In a trance, I saw a graceful carcass...... It was a year later that I saw Lin Xi's body without any clothes again.

Lin Xi walked out of the bathtub, we glanced at each other, but there was no embarrassment, we were too familiar with each other's bodies, although there was something called time transit between us, but at this moment we may not be able to remember the word time and time.

Lin Xi wiped her body with a dry towel under my gaze, and put on her bathrobe as if nothing happened, then she came to my side, she pressed the flush button, washed away my vomit, went to pick up a glass of water and handed it to me, and said, "Rinse your mouth." ”

I took the water handed over by Lin Xi, came to the pool and rinsed my mouth, and Lin Xi left the bathroom by himself.

......

When I came out of the bathroom, Lin Xi was already dressed in her own clothes, she smiled and said to me, "Since you have woken up, then I should go......"

"I'm sorry." I said to Lin Xi in a low voice.

"Are you embarrassed because of the trouble that bothered me in the middle of the night, or because you looked at my body?" Lin Xi said to me expressionlessly.

"Both." I said.

Lin Xi nodded, but his emotions suddenly got out of control, and said, "Why do you want to torture yourself like that, is it because of women?" ”

Lin Xi's words hit my mind, I was silent, I lit another cigarette for myself, but I smoked a third of it in one puff, but I choked myself and coughed.

Lin Xi put down his bag, snatched the cigarette from my hand, and snuffed it out in the ashtray.

"What kind of woman can make you Zhang Yixi like this?" Lin Xi looked at me with tears in his eyes.

I continued to be silent, and I didn't want to say a word at this moment.

Lin Xi was silent with me, and after a long time, he said something that shocked me: "I will get a divorce next month." ”

This time I still chose to be silent, not because I didn't want to speak, but because I didn't know what to say, although I had never been optimistic about Lin Xi's marriage, but I didn't expect her to end her short marriage so soon.

"Zhang Yixi, why don't you speak, are you laughing at me, laughing at me for abandoning you, and not finding a good home?" Lin Xi had a smile on her face that I didn't understand, but tears overflowed from her eyes.

"You choose to leave me, I respect you, you divorce, I still respect you, I don't ......laugh at you," I said after a long pause.

Lin Xi looked at me and wanted to speak several times, but failed to say it several times, but cried even harder.

I didn't comfort Lin Xi and carried the silence to the end, my brain could no longer judge these sudden events one by one.

"Yixi, I swear that I will be the woman who loves you the most in your life, let me make it up to you, okay?" Lin Xi said that he couldn't control his emotions anymore and threw himself into my arms.

Lin Xi didn't use love, but used the word love, maybe our relationship in the past few years has produced not only love, but also family affection, otherwise she would not use the word love.

It was an extremely complicated night for me, I gained indifference and determination in one woman, and warmth and care in another....... My scales seem to be starting to tip.

.......

I never doubt that I have loved Lin Xi, but after being separated for so long, we have experienced different loves, does the love that once belonged to us still have the original taste? I really don't know.

Lin Xi looked at me who was at a loss, and said slowly: "Yixi, I know you can't accept it for a while, I'll give you time, I'll wait for .......you slowly" Lin Xi said and let go of me, didn't entangle with me, lifted the bag, smiled and waved at me, turned around and walked out of the hotel.

Lin Xi just left, this restless night, we didn't do anything out of line, I was extremely depressed and had no physical desires, and she may be hoping to pursue the pure love that was once attached to each other.

In the emptiness of decline, I gradually felt that life was just a dream!!

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