The next day, I dragged my heavy body to the company with tired pain, and in the struggling and painful emotions, I seemed to be unable to find a little working state, I closed the office, huddled in my office and smoked one cigarette after another.

I didn't do anything this morning, until noon, I received a text message: "Hi, Zhang Yixi, I'm Tian Tian, this is my phone number." ”

I read this text message several times, and then I realized that this text message did not mean anything to me, because there was no news of Mo Han in the text message.

I typed "How's Mohan doing?" in my text replies several times? "I deleted it several more times, and finally threw the phone aside and ignored it.

Even if I wait endlessly for Mo Han, I can bear it, but I can't bear it, after I have experienced countless torments, I still can't exchange her promise to stay with me for the rest of my life.

......

At lunchtime, the phone on my desk rang, and it was the customer service number at the front desk: "Hello, Director Zhang, Miss Lin Xi has something to look for you." ”

I was stunned for a moment before replying, "Well, let her into my office." ”

......

After a while, Lin Xi came to my office, she carried the thermos box in her hand, walked into the office, gently closed the door, looked around my office, and said for a long time: "Yixi, I didn't expect you to sit in Sister Shen Man's position so quickly." ”

I also subconsciously looked around, in fact, if it wasn't an accident, this position would have been mine half a year ago.

Lin Xi moved a chair and sat down next to me, opened the insulated box again, and said with a smile: "Yixi, eat it while it's hot, it's all what you like to eat!" ”

"We have working meals." I didn't pick up the chopsticks and said to Lin Xi.

Lin Xi didn't care, she handed the chopsticks to me and said, "How can the working meal be compared with this, hurry up and eat, I will deliver food every day in the future." ”

I looked at Lin Xi, and some cracked images were re-stitched together and resurfaced in my mind: a year ago, Lin Xi worked as an assistant manager of a hypermarket in Nantong, at that time, we went to work together every day, and in the morning we would make lunch, and at noon Lin Xi would heat up a good meal in their company, and send it to our company to eat with me, this kind of life, we lasted for almost a year.......

Thinking about it, thinking about it, those cold pictures seem to have a temperature again: we smile when we are together, crying, bickering, disliking each other but remembering each other, and the heartbreaking on the eve of the breakup...... It felt like yesterday.

Because of the memories, I tasted all the joys, sorrows and sorrows in just a few minutes...... When I looked back at Lin Xi, she also had a sad and happy expression, she was also missing our past, but life has given us too much helplessness and constraints, can we go back to the past?

"Yixi, let's have some soup." Lin Xi opened the lunch box with a familiar smile on his face and handed me another spoon.

I took the spoon and asked, "Have you eaten it?" ”

Lin Xi shook his head and said, "You eat first, I'll eat when I go back." ”

Her words made me a little sad, and I whispered to her, "It's 12 o'clock, let's eat together." ”

Lin Xi thought for a while and said, "There is only a pair of chopsticks." ”

"Let's do it together, I'll use a spoon."

......

After eating, Lin Xi didn't stay long, packed up the lunch box and left, which was still the same as before, so I was lost in the past and the present again, and I couldn't distinguish my place.

......

In a bad state, I had another night after work, and after I went around the store, I didn't know where to go, and this feeling of no direction made me panic, so I went to Furubashi again.

Today is destined to be a lonely day, even the Taoist chief did not come for the first time, and I don't even have anyone to talk to, I stood in the place where I met Mo Han yesterday, smoking one cigarette after another, and I even fantasized that she would appear here again.

From 8 o'clock to 10 o'clock, Mo Han did not appear, and in these two hours I gained all disappointment and unwillingness, and gradually there was a feeling of tiredness in my heart, which made me reluctant to think about Mo Han anymore, but I don't know if this is temporary or forever.

.......

When I got home, lying in bed, facing the darkness, I started to think about my love again, what kind of love do I really need? Or do I still have time to wait for my ideal love?

I'm 26 years old, an age when I should start a family, but who will start a family with me, Wang Mengmeng? Although she is willing to marry me, her parents can't get over us, and I only have a brother-sister relationship with her, if it is too far-fetched to say love.

Lin Xi? Can I really let go of her betrayal? There is also pressure from their parents, will they accept the divorced Lin Xi?

What about Mohan? I can't even imagine what it was like when we got married, she was the woman I loved the most, but she was also the farthest away from me, as if I was in the world, but she was in the ethereal world.

Thinking tired, I habitually reached for cigarettes on the bedside table, but the cigarette box was empty, this is the second pack of cigarettes I bought today, I smoked too much, too many cigarettes, but the worries have not decreased at all!

......

At eleven o'clock in the evening, I received a call from Wang Mengmeng, and she still had a cute and happy tone on the phone: "Xixi, have you slept?" ”

"How can I answer your phone when I sleep." I finally smiled and said.

"Yes~~ Hey, Xixi, tell you, I'll go to your company tomorrow."

"What are you going to do in our company?" I asked.

"Buy a car."

"Oh."

"By the way, my dad and mom will go with me, you have to behave well, you know?" Wang Mengmeng's tone became serious again.

"That~~ Mengmeng, Buick's women's car is not suitable for girls of your type, or you can buy a mini like your sister, or the new Beetle will work, no more, you can buy a swift, cheap and fuel-efficient." I hurriedly said.

"Sissy, are you so afraid to see my parents?" Wang Mengmeng had a displeased tone.

"You're thinking too much, those cars are really more suitable for you, which of their cars do you like, tell me, I'm very familiar with the people in their sales department, and the price is not a problem." I explained.

"Don't say it, Xixi, I only go to your store to buy, if you dare to refuse again, I will go to Uncle Lin to complain to you, saying that you refuse the customer's consumption needs." Wang Mengmeng's tone was extraordinarily serious.

"Mengmeng, how did you learn to threaten people, it's not good." I said to Wang Mengmeng in a stern tone, trying to make her discourage her plan to take her parents to our store to buy a car.

"Little Xixi, I didn't threaten you, let's see you tomorrow, I'm going to sleep, you should rest early." After a pause, she added, "Kiss it." ”

"Don't dare, your mother will say that I am a hooligan." I hurriedly said.

"We kissed secretly, she didn't know!" As soon as Wang Mengmeng finished speaking, I heard her mother's voice: "Mengmeng, what time is it, who are you talking to?" ”

"Mom~~ I'll go to sleep right away." Wang Mengmeng responded to her mother's words, and whispered to me: "Xiao Xixi, I'll hang up the phone, uh-huh~~ What a dream!" Wang Mengmeng secretly kissed me on the phone and hung up the phone.

Listening to the hang-up sound of "beep", I felt nervous about the day, and seemed to be relieved a little, put the phone aside, closed my eyes and waited for midnight to come.

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