To be honest, I have really been humiliated in my heart today, more than any kind of humiliation I have received before.

Because I never thought that Xiaohui would say such hurtful things to me, and she was ruthless at all, saying it in front of everyone, that attitude and tone were not at all a lie, as if they were really said.

If it was just that Manager Qian taunting me, if Xiaohui could help me speak, I wouldn't be so angry, I would think it's not a big deal, but Xiaohui took the initiative to say such excessive things to me, I really couldn't accept it.

In my heart, Xiaohui is always the person I care about the most, and she is always the person I want to protect, I am afraid that she will be deceived and take advantage of her in vain, so I will keep chasing her and hitting people with wine bottles.

As a result, I didn't expect that after I did it for her like that, she would be unhappy, and she said such exciting words to me, she might have borrowed such an occasion to really say the truth in her heart, right?

So I was really uncomfortable lying in bed, and I didn't expect to encounter such a big stimulus on the first day I went to work in Xiaohui's company.

It's also because I've been angry in my heart all the time, so Xiaohui spoke to me like this, and I pretended not to hear it.

But Xiaohui also seemed to know my thoughts and knew that I didn't want to deal with her, so she sighed, pushed me with her hand again, and said, "Gu Nan, don't be angry, okay?" ”

"Don't move me," I rolled over and knocked Xiaohui's hand aside in disgust.

Xiaohui was also taken aback by my actions, she looked at me and said, "What are you doing, what can't you say?" ”

"Ni Huizhen, is there anything else to say between the two of us? You've made it clear before, and I know it, I'm that kind of poor, I'm not worthy of you, are you satisfied? I looked at Xiaohui angrily and said.

She really said these words to me before, so I didn't have any intention of denying it, so I just admitted it angrily.

And Xiaohui heard me say this, and immediately said to me: "Gu Nan, you obviously know that I just had to say this to you, how can I treat you, don't you have a count in your heart?" ”

Xiaohui said seriously, but I sneered directly: "Really? Why can't I see that you have no choice, I only know that when you say it, it is sincere, it doesn't look like you're acting at all, you seem to be able to finally say what is in your heart, right? ”

"Gu Nan!!"

Xiaohui heard my words and shouted at me angrily.

I also looked at her angrily and said directly: "Ni Huizhen, what reason do you have to yell at me?" It's obvious that you did something unseemly, like that in the office, and went out to play together, and in the car, don't you know what you did yourself? Who are you to shout at me? ”

Xiaohui was obviously also angry by my words, and immediately looked at me and said, "Gu Nan, what have I done to be sorry for you?" Are you like this? Did I kill someone, or did I set it on fire? All the things that Ni Huizhen does, I am at the end of the line, sitting upright, and I am not afraid of others saying that they are all things that I should do at work, and they are all things that I do for you, why am I not qualified? ”

Xiaohui's attitude is very tough, and what she says is also very strong, I really have to admire her again, in such a situation, she can still say such things.

It's hilarious that she can say that she is sitting upright.

I sneered directly: "You were touched in the office, you came out and were kissed, and you used your mouth to do that kind of thing in the car, so you can also say that you are sitting upright?" ”

When Xiaohui heard my words, she immediately stared at me and said, "Gu Nan, I should have told you about this a long time ago, right?" When I work in the company, you don't take me as your girlfriend, I'm just your boss, and I also said, my company is just starting now, that money manager is very important, I can't offend him now, even if he is a little too much, I can bear it, what does it have to do with you? ”

"Why doesn't it have anything to do with me? You're my wife, I can't see you being taken advantage of by other men like that, what's wrong? I shouted angrily.

"Don't talk nonsense, I haven't registered with you yet, it's not your wife," Xiaohui shouted directly at me dissatisfied.

Her words directly choked me, indeed, this is the case, we are divorced, and there is no registration, speaking of which, she is not my wife now.

I suddenly felt as if my heart was suffocating, I sneered, immediately looked at Xiaohui and said, "Then what you mean is that I'm nosy, I shouldn't care about your business, right?" Even if I watch you being kissed, touched, and taken advantage of, I can't do anything, right? ”

My words suddenly made Xiaohui sigh helplessly, and she said to me: "Gu Nan, why do you always have to drill the horns?" You see, you know that it is for my good, don't I know for my own good? I have a reason why I have to do this, can you hear that? ”

"You care about me, of course I know, you care about me, I know, but you really can't do this at this time of year, do you know how much trouble you caused me today? You almost beat Manager Qian away with that bottle, you know? Xiaohui said to me with some complaint.

I smiled even more helplessly: "I understand, you mean that I helped you, not only should I not do it, but I almost got you into trouble, right?" ”

"Originally, do you know how much effort it took me to coax Manager Qian later? You patted your ass and left, what do you want me to do? Can you stop being like a child? Xiaohui said angrily.

"Am I like a child? I ......, "I'm really helpless."

I don't understand if she still blames me, is it really my fault for today's incident?

I was really speechless, I didn't know what to say to Xiaohui, for a while we both calmed down, no one spoke, only the sound of ticking outside.

After a long time, I spoke again: "Xiaohui, do you think I am to blame for today's incident?" Isn't it your own fault? Yes, I know it's difficult to start with a company, but you shouldn't use the same method you did to establish a relationship with a bank, right? Are all companies like you? You need to sacrifice hue, can't you do it well? ”

"It's not no, Gu Nan, you don't understand if you don't go through this, sometimes sacrificing a little hue is the best way, and it's also the most labor-saving way, why don't I save a little effort?" Xiaohui said to me.

"But you're willing to be taken advantage of for nothing?" I asked rhetorically.

"Of course it's not for nothing, he took advantage of me, and he has to do things for me, how can this be for nothing?" Xiaohui said.

I sneered: "Is there a difference between this and those young ladies who sit on the stage and sell their bodies?" ”

In my opinion, Xiaohui's current thoughts are similar to those young ladies who sell themselves, they are all sacrificing hue to earn profits, but she has changed her method, and the essence is actually the same.

But Xiaohui immediately shook her head: "Of course not, I'm ambiguous, nothing has happened yet, do you know?" I also love you in my heart, how can I allow anything to happen that crosses the line, so I am playing with them, the person I really care about is you, I want to give you a happy life. ”

"I think it's happiness to be with you, I don't have to build a company or anything, can't you do this?" I asked.

"No, I don't want to live the life of being called around and drunk before, and I don't want to be looked down upon, why can those women tease men at will, can drive luxury cars everywhere to bully people, can do whatever they want, why can't I? I also have to rely on my own skills to prove that I am not worse than them," Xiaohui said to me with a serious face.

Her words suddenly left me speechless, and this returned to what Sun Wenyuan said to me, Xiaohui is not to blame for the matter, it is that I have no ability to achieve the life that Xiaohui wants.

And it was also before, Xiaohui's experience of being bullied by Ying Jinxuan and Su Ruonan made her have such thoughts, right?

But no matter what, I still care about Xiaohui, and I still can't accept that she is as close to other men as she is for work.

In the past, Xiaohui was taken advantage of by our male neighbor next door, and even bullied by my original male leader, Xiaohui was forced, but now those enemies are gone, and Xiaohui is no longer forced to be taken advantage of by men.

But Xiaohui took the initiative to be ambiguous with those men, and she still couldn't escape the fate of being taken advantage of by men, but she was forced before, but now she took the initiative, in short, the result is the same, or she is taken advantage of by men.

I know that if Xiaohui said this, she would not give up easily.

Xiaohui took my hand and said, "Gu Nan, don't worry, I promise, this kind of work is only for a while, and when my side stabilizes in the future, I will definitely not do anything that makes you jealous again, I will be by your side, okay?" ”

Looking at Xiaohui's sincere eyes, I also said seriously: "So what now?" Do you want me to watch you and other men do that kind of ambiguous thing right under my nose? Especially what you do with the money manager in the car. ”

"What's wrong in the car?" Xiaohui was still pretending to be confused with me.