Chapter 410: Feelings Fade
I really admire Xiaohui's acting skills, it was the same when I was in the box before, her god-like acting skills made it seem like she really didn't know me.
She was able to say such hurtful things without stuttering, and hurt me completely, only to turn her head and tell me that she had to say those things she had to say.
Now it's the same thing, I asked her what she did in the car, and she still pretended not to know anything, pretending to be confused at me.
Not only did I see it in the taxi, she lay her head on the driver's seat, and even the taxi driver who pulled me saw it, Xiaohui's posture was obviously doing that kind of thing, and now she doesn't admit it to me.
I sighed a little helplessly, and said to Xiaohui, "Don't you know what you've done?" ”
Xiaohui seemed to be even more innocent, and said directly with a frown: "What did I do?" Gu Nan, why is it that what I do now is an unsightly thing on your side, if you really have evidence, you can tell me clearly, don't test me like this. ”
Seeing Xiaohui like this, I knew that she really didn't plan to admit it, so I looked at Xiaohui directly and said, "If you have to let me say it, will you feel better if I say it?" Well, are you in the car, lying your head on the driver's seat, and you haven't gotten up for a long time, and then you got up, what did you do like that, and you still need me to say it? ”
After I said this, Xiaohui's face immediately changed, and then she sneered helplessly: "Gu Nan, it turns out that you still don't believe me, do you think I must be doing that kind of thing when I lie down?" Why is your mind so dirty? I just dropped my phone, I just went over and picked it up, is there anything wrong with that? ”
"Dropped your phone?" I asked as I looked at Xiaohui with a frown.
Xiaohui immediately nodded at me, and at the same time, she rummaged through her bag, took her phone out of her bag, and handed it to me to see.
I took my phone and found that her phone did have a corner of the protective film broken.
But even if her mobile phone is broken, can it be proved that it was broken in the car? It's certainly not convincing.
But I really don't have any evidence to prove that Xiaohui's posture is to do that kind of thing for Manager Qian, after all, I just saw the posture of bending over and coming back, and I didn't see the specific action at all.
In desperation, I now know that I believe Xiaohui's explanation, of course, I just believe it in my mouth, and in my heart I still don't believe what she said.
The main thing is that the words she said before are really hurtful, and I don't agree with her approach at all, she is ambiguous with other men, but it has become one aspect of reason.
I reluctantly returned the phone to Xiaohui and said, "Okay, I believe you." ”
When Xiaohui heard what I said, she was also directly relieved, and then whispered to me: "Gu Nan, I know that you love me, and I love you too, but I really don't want you to misunderstand my character, you know?" ”
I looked at Xiaohui and nodded, Xiaohui also smiled and leaned into my arms, and said softly: "Gu Nan, we will definitely get better and better, I know that you are also working hard, and soon our college fantasy will come true, after we have money, we can go anywhere, right?" When the time comes, we'll go abroad for a trip to Paris, won't we? ”
Hearing Xiaohui's words, I couldn't help but recall the first time we were together, when we always fantasized about the days when we had money in the future, how to spend it, and where to play.
We wanted to go to Paris because it must be a very romantic place.
I also believe that if everything goes well with Xiaohui's company, we will definitely be able to realize our dream of going to Paris in the future.
It's just that even if the goal was achieved at that time, then Xiaohui and me, are the two of us still the same as we were at the beginning?
I didn't answer Xiaohui's words, so I asked softly, "Then can I still go to work tomorrow?" ”
"Of course not," Xiaohui said immediately, but she also reacted immediately, her tone was not very good, so she continued to comfort me in a low voice and said: "Gu Nan, I also know that you want to work, but you don't need to work now, in this case, you might as well stay at home, and I have to have more contact with that manager Qian, if he sees that you are still in my company, I'm afraid it won't be good." ”
Although Xiaohui's tone of voice was very soft, the words she said were still very annoying.
She didn't think about it from my point of view at all, not that she was afraid that I would get angry when I saw the money manager, but that she was afraid that the money manager would not feel good when she saw me.
This is completely the wrong starting point for considering the problem, and it also shows from the side that I am really not the first in Xiaohui's heart now, and she will not think so much about me.
But after arguing with Xiaohui so much today, I really didn't want to argue with her anymore, so I nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll stay at home." ”
"Okay, husband, you're so nice," Xiaohui kissed me on the face with satisfaction, and then said, "Then I'll go wash up, I'm tired after a busy day today." ”
With that, Xiaohui walked out directly, and I was full of sadness.
To be honest, my heart is still aching faintly, not only because Xiaohui said those words that hurt me, but now she makes me feel strange.
Am I not important to her at all?
She told me before that she brought down Wang Kai and Brother Leopard completely for me, because they bullied me, so she resigned herself to find evidence to bring down those guys.
But looking at Xiaohui now, she didn't do those things for me at all, it seemed that they were all for herself, including the things she is doing now, she only thinks about herself, and doesn't consider my feelings at all.
In order for herself to be able to obtain the existing benefits, she can even sell her body, and even be taken advantage of, she can also greet her with a smile.
I still remember Xiaohui in the past, when she was forced to take advantage by Chen Tao and others, she would at least resist, show reluctance, struggle, and complain to me.
But now she completely takes these things that she was reluctant to do for granted, and even when I help her, she feels that I did something wrong and that I delayed her.
Not only did she not understand me, but she turned her head and spent her time coaxing the people over there first, and finally came back to explain to me.
Of course, the explanation to me is not a low-minded explanation, but a straightforward one, as if she is not to blame for all the blame, as if it is all blamed on me.
At this time, I really felt that I had a feeling of being ignored and abandoned, which was completely different from the feeling I used to feel with Xiaohui.
In the past, we had conflicts, but if we solve them, we will feel that the relationship is deeper, and we cherish each other more.
But now Xiaohui doesn't care about me at all, I feel that when she comes to explain to me, in fact, it is just a formality, not really trying to explain it to me.
In short, I feel that the relationship between us is wrong, it is not what I used to feel at all, although I still care about her the same, but Xiaohui is not like that to me anymore.
I was so sick now, my heart felt like it was being grabbed by a big hand, and it was as uncomfortable as if it were suffocating.
Xiaohui finished washing up and soon came back to sleep, but I couldn't sleep lying down, although I reconciled with Xiaohui, the previous conflict was resolved, and now I am lying on the same bed, but we are no longer in the same relationship.
Lying on the bed, my thoughts were full of what Bian Yuhong had said to me, she said that Xiaohui had actually deceived me, and that she would always wait for me no matter what happened.
I can also feel that no matter what other women do, Bian Yuhong did not deceive me at all, she really wanted to be with me, and she was really good to me.
But Xiaohui is not, she now has more and more lies in her mouth, so much so that she can say it casually, and her face is not red and her heart is not beating.
Thinking like this, I don't know when I fell asleep, maybe because I didn't sleep very well, I don't know when Xiaohui left the next morning.
When I woke up, it was already past nine o'clock, and when I got up, Li Tianqi and Tan Weiwei at home were gone, leaving me alone at home.
Now my mood is really lost, I don't know how to describe my current mood, thinking that Xiaohui is back in the company, and may be taken advantage of by that man again, my heart is uncomfortable.
I really don't know what I'm going to do now, can I just endure it knowing that Xiaohui did something sorry for me like that?
Should I be resolute and break up with Xiaohui directly, I don't want to be with her anymore, right?
But what confidence do I have to tell her something like that now? She's so good, I'm so bad, and we've just reconciled, should I break up with her?
I really felt so entangled in my heart that I didn't know how to think about it.
Just as I was thinking this, I suddenly heard a knock on the door outside.
Could it be that Li Tianqi and Tan Weiwei went out to eat, so they came back?
I hurriedly went over and opened the door, and when I opened the door, I was stunned, because I never thought that this woman would appear here at the door.
"Is that you?" I said to the outside in some surprise.