Chapter 171: On the other side, there is no lighthouse!
When I was about to leave, Chen Qingyi called out to me: "Yixi, I'll send you back." ”
"I'll just take a taxi, won't you have to move with my little aunt later?" I said.
My mother stopped me: "Don't go back tonight, the things in your room are ready-made." ”
"Mom...... It's not bad for this day, my information is still in my own place, and I have to go back tomorrow morning to get it. "I was finally displeased, I didn't like to be dominated by my actions again and again, as if I had no freedom at all.
"Auntie, I'll send Yixi back, and it's just a matter of a while." Chen Qingyi said and glanced at me, she was resolving a possible family conflict.
"Mom, I'll go first, and you guys should rest early when you're done." I finally put away the unhappiness in my heart and said.
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On the way back to Chen Qingyi, I was silent, staring at the night outside the window for a while.
As if seeing through my thoughts, Chen Qingyi said to me: "Yixi, I know that I have caused you a lot of trouble. ”
My attention finally returned to Chen Qingyi from the window, and I looked at her for a long time before I said, "No ......"
Chen Qingyi shook his head and sighed, and after a moment of silence, he said, "There is something I have been thinking about for a long time......
"What's the matter?"
Chen Qingyi's expression struggled for a moment and said: "The provincial station spent a lot of money to create a travel program and invited me to host it. ”
"Exterior or interior?"
"Does it matter?"
"You have to run all over the world on location, I don't want you to be too tired!"
Chen Qingyi said with a little loss: "If it's an interior scene, you want me to take a job, right?" ”
I was silent, in fact, I wanted Chen Qingyi to leave Jinan, at least until I married Anqi, I didn't want any more unstable factors.
Chen Qingyi's expression was bitter, she bit her lip, and was silent for a long time, as if talking to herself, and whispered: "I am standing at the end of the cape..... On the other side, there is no lighthouse! ”
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The next day, I spent it in peace, but when I was about to leave work, my mood was depressed again, and according to the pre-agreement, today I would move in with my parents, and I could foresee that I would face endless nagging.
I procrastinated as much as I could in the office until 8 o'clock before I got my desk ready to go home.
On the road, I drove absentmindedly, and I was going to go to the bar for a few drinks, and I continued to delay, but as soon as I turned the car, my aunt's phone suddenly called.
Although I was reluctant, I still connected the phone, and my little aunt had a questioning tone: "Yixi, what's wrong with you and Qingyi?" ”
I wondered, "We don't have much!" ”
"No, why did Qingyi leave suddenly, she is now packing her luggage, and the flight to Shanghai at 9 o'clock has been booked."
Then I remembered the conversation between Chen Qingyi and me when I was sent home last night........
"You're talking!" The little aunt's tone shifted from anxiety to anger.
"There is a travel program on the provincial station that invited her to host, and she should have accepted the invitation from the station." I said lightly.
"You bastard...... Yesterday Qingyi had agreed to move in with us, and her sudden departure now must have something to do with you. ”
"She has her own business, and now she has decided to go back to her job, can I interfere?"
"Tell me, why did she go back to her job, is it because she doesn't have enough money to spend?"
"Some people don't have to work for money, and now that Seaview Coffee is on the right track, she has a lot of free time, and now she is back to her favorite industry, what's not to do."
"Zhang Yixi, I warn you not to be grandiose, when Qingyi chatted with me, he expressed to me more than once that he was tired of hosting this industry....... I don't care, you hurry over now and leave Qingyi for me! ”
"I respect her choice."
The other end of the phone was out of control: "You are not a thing, if it weren't for Qingyi who has been supporting you behind your back, would you have Zhang Yixi looking like a dog today?" ....... Don't lose your duty! ”
For the first time in my life, I was reprimanded like this by my little aunt, who loved me the most since I was a child, and I couldn't say a word for a long time, although I felt aggrieved and angry.......
"Are you coming or not coming?"
"I'm driving, don't talk ......" I finally hung up the phone, and then turned off the phone, I wanted to be quiet for a moment.
I didn't go back to my parents' house, I didn't go back to my own place, I opened a room in the hotel, and I knew that if I was found by my angry family, I would face a hysterical reprimand, even a scolding, and I would not be able to cope with it.
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Lying on the hotel bed, lighting a cigarette, I felt like a homeless person, I was lonely, lonely, panicked....... I've never been more eager to have a family of my own.
I was a little out of breath, trying to imagine the marriage life that I was about to start with Angel, and finally got some comfort and smoothed my breathing........ Now Angel has become a beacon for me to look for.
I opened the curtains and looked at the dying waning moon outside the window, and I finally felt tired and finally fell asleep.
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This night, my sleep quality was very poor, I had a lot of messy dreams, I woke up with a headache and dizziness, I opened a cup of cold white on the coffee table and drank it all, and finally woke up a little.
After washing up slowly, I finally turned on the mobile phone that had been turned off overnight, and the text message prompt of missed calls rang overwhelmingly, including my aunt's, my mother's, and my father's....... It was as if the black tune was wrenching my nerves.
I deleted all the prompts and patted my head heavily, venting my frustration....... When I looked up again, my eyes stayed on the calendar on the desktop, which had not yet turned the pages, it was a brand new calendar, and I remembered that New Year's Day had passed a week ago, and there was only half a month left for the Lunar New Year!
I got up and came to the table, picked up the calendar, looked at it carefully, and calculated the day of Angel's return in my heart, but my eyes unexpectedly stopped on today's date, only to see the red words marked: The year is bad, everything is not appropriate......
Habitually looking up at the window, it was raining coldly, the air was humid and cold, and it really didn't look like a good day.
I laughed at my superstitions, but my emotions were still suppressed in such gloomy, humid weather!
Seeing that it was already 9 o'clock in the morning, I put away all the negativity, picked up the briefcase and car keys on the table, and prepared to go to work.
When I came to the door, I took out my shoes from the shoe rack, tied the laces on my left foot, and prepared to tie the laces on my right foot, but without much force, the laces were inexplicably torn off......
I drove to a mall near the hotel and bought a new pair of shoes, which made me feel more comfortable.
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When I arrived at "Seaview Coffee", it was already half past nine in the morning, and I didn't have any superfluous movements, and entered the office as quickly as possible, and at ten o'clock I had a video conference with the partner of Qingdao "Seaview Coffee".
With all the materials ready, I quickly got into the work mode, and then forgot all the troubles of the morning.
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The next chapter is one of the biggest turning points in the book..... I'm going to write carefully, and I won't have three chapters today...... If it doesn't come out before 12 o'clock, it's a chapter today.。。。
The second volume is also nearing its end!
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