When we have an opportunity, we are often in the game, and there are 10,000 possibilities in life, and the possibility that we will make the right decision at the right time is too small.

And all my self-blame and guilt now are an impulse, and I have made mistakes again and again, and it seems that I have difficulty finding the small right decision in the middle of the situation.

Life is like an unfinished account, when you enjoy happiness, unconsciously, when the day of "reckoning" comes, the punishment will catch you off guard one after another, until finally all the debts are filled, and you are already in a thousand holes.

I know that the day of my "reckoning" has come, and may continue.

I was sick for a whole week, the high fever did not go away, I was in a coma almost every day, it seemed that I was back to my childhood sick and weak, my body did not cooperate with my recovery, fortunately, my brain was not so messy, because the sick brain was blank, I didn't have the strength to think.

My sister is back, she was busy with the weekend and two days, and she actually took a whole week off on Monday, took care of me at home, and after being promoted to supervisor, is it so easy to even ask for leave.

However, this is the greatest comfort in my sickness and weakness, and my only relative will always do his best to protect me and be considerate of me.

After the night the truth was revealed, my sister didn't say a word about my past, just like she never told me about the experience of her own life in the past few years, and we didn't want to mention each other's sad past.

"An An, I'll take you to the hospital, the fever hasn't gone away for a week, is it burned out somewhere?" My sister has been anxious and worried about my body for the past few days.

"Well, my brain is going to burn out, I see how my sister is more beautiful than before, her brain must be burned out."

"I'm sick and can't get out of bed, and I'm not serious." She pushed my head in disgust, and I insisted on not going to the hospital, and she could only take care of me with all her heart.

I didn't go to the hospital because I always felt like Diane would come to see me and go back to this home, but she didn't come for a whole week.

However, my necklace was indeed given to her, she also posted a photo of her wrist in WeChat, and she still called me on time every night, not for a long time, she didn't let me tell a story, but understood my sick state and reminded me to take care of my illness.

I didn't dare ask her why she didn't come back.

It's already November, the smell of winter is getting stronger and stronger, the houses in the north are starting to be heated, and the rooms are not so cold, my sister bought me a lot of winter clothes, I never had a chance to wear them, and I couldn't even get out of the house.

Han Xun will come to see me every day and diagnose my condition, I am sick like this, he can't see the slightest worry, every day is a fart, the work of Yunchuan Medical Center, not tired and paid, it is really chic.

The decent work in the hospital hall makes Han Xun no longer sloppy, and he has to clean up every day before he can go to work, Uncle Fan looks much more pleasing to the eye than asking for food, I have always admired Han Xun's shameless realm, and he can not even care about his image, but now he has finally improved, and he seems to be slowly adapting to life in the big city.

"Do you think that when the old man left me the medicine recipe, he hated you and didn't recognize you as an apprentice." I'm weak.

"Burned? Why do you say this, if you continue to have a high fever that doesn't go away, it's going to be troublesome to burn pneumonia. He didn't seem to care about what I said, he seemed to be in a good mood, and it seemed that the food in the hospital was richer than his life.

"Can a little cold stump me? You forget, I'm going to practice Buddhism, and my bones, heart and lungs are stronger than ordinary people. ”

"I don't forget to brag when I'm sick, it doesn't seem to have burned out." He said mockingly.

"The old man's business, you should have let go of it a long time ago, have you forgotten, all his savings have been left to you, in fact, he has always cared about you, the medicine spectrum is small, and life is big." I said calmly.

He smiled indifferently and said seriously: "Relief is one thing, the mistake has been made, and I can't forgive myself." ”

"? How do I feel like you're talking about me? "I have a similar feeling from Han Xun's words, we are really brothers and sisters?

"You can't figure it out yourself, I'm embarrassed to say me, I can't forgive myself, just remember it for a lifetime, anyway, the parties are dead, you are different, you are too good by nature, it may also be related to the influence of Buddhism from the three religions, you are indecisive, or you don't dare to do too much, always want to escape." Han Xun's words were like knives, and they cut me beyond guard.

Hehe, they're all brothers, can't you talk with some affection? Am I running away? Maybe I've been running away.

There are two things in the world that cannot be stopped, love hurts others, and deeds hurt oneself, so I always look like a weak scholar, not a resolute and strong man.

"Let's go, I'll see you panic." I turned around and covered the big quilt, and Han Xun smiled: "In the red dust, outside the red dust, there are so many mundane things on your body, it's really enviable." ”

"Let's go!"

An eviction order drove Han Xun out of the house.

The kissing fish at home, really "kissing", I don't know what it started, it seems that after Diannie and I were officially together, they also cooperated with the breath of love, I took a photo and sent it to Diane.

In fact, she also secretly cares about me, for example, when Fang Ting and Xiaopang came to see me, the things they bought were all my favorite food, and they could understand my tastes to this point, except for my sister, only Diannie.

Little Lori and Rao Beitian also came to see me, she saw me sick and weak lying on the bed, and she didn't bear the child with me anymore, and took the initiative to share chocolates for me to eat, but unfortunately I didn't have the appetite to eat more sweets, the little girl held the plush doll and asked me where Sister Anne went, I could only explain that I went to class.

Rao Beitian showed me the documents found in the dark of the schoolbag, an unfinished contract, the contract between Ruoruo's mother's construction company and Su Ze's company, the content is a new office building and logistics warehouse, and the strange thing is that the contract requires the repair of a secret underground warehouse, or cold storage, which is nothing, a contract will not invite death.

But there is another piece of paper that is even more strange, it is the organ price list, which is very vaguely written, and it is difficult to see that it is an organ sale, but when the two things are combined, I instantly think of what the underground cold storage is for, where it is dissolved and sold.

It turns out that this is the case, if Ruoruo's mother got this, it is unknown, but Jiangmen feels threatened, and they like to kill people the most.

The person is already dead, and the truth after the fact is not of much significance, and it is not even worth handing over to the Daomen.

In the afternoon, Shen Lingyu came, she moved back to live in the store, and became single again, the story of a cup of time seems to have returned to the starting point, and maybe, to the end.

However, Shen Lingyu has regained her own charm and charm, the blue color is gone, the red is still hot and sultry, even in the cold of winter, she still has a charming style.

Her long burgundy hair was combed more dazzling by her, and the big waves reflected the luster, like a shampoo advertisement, telling others everywhere that she was born with a bad look.

"You're recovering pretty quickly." I sighed weakly, she noticed my eyes paying attention to her long hair, and played with her long hair with satisfaction, and said proudly, "Like it?" ”

"Hey, have a good chat." I had no choice but to dodge.

She giggled, laughing lazily and charmingly, and then said calmly: "Shaoyu's death, I was prepared, but when I confirmed the truth, I still couldn't help but want to cry, the previous things have been relieved, so I won't be like before, sad life is better than death, these days, I bought Shaoyu a cemetery, the ashes are not there, I burned the clothes he left before, as ashes buried in it, I can go to see him every year in the future, I can only do these to let him rest in peace, but also let myself feel at ease." ”

Treating the past so sensibly and affectionately, Shen Lingyu is indeed completely relieved, which also makes me feel a little less guilty, but I still feel very indebted, in the final analysis, Lin Shaoyu's death is inseparable from me, and I still use other people's appearances.

"Look at you carefully, in fact, you and Shaoyu are not that similar, your skin is much whiter than his, and your eyes are bigger than his." Shen Lingyu looked at me charmingly, in fact, she didn't know that the way she looked at others was naturally charming.

"Seriously, what do you plan to do in the future, do you really want to open a coffee shop for the rest of your life?" I avoided her gaze.

"Why are you asking this, in a hurry to push me out?" She frowned and resented.

"How dare you, you are the only daughter of the Shen family, Miss Qianjin."

She was silent for a while, and sighed helplessly: "When Su Ze happened, the family didn't dare to urge me anymore, I thought that even if I didn't like it, find someone who was good for me, it wouldn't be too difficult for a lifetime, with a child, a woman's heart will be stable, and there will be no requirements for love, now, I want to cater to everything, let it be, maybe I was born without this life." ”

The helpless sigh is not a surrender to fate, but after seeing through, the maturity of a woman's feelings, I can hear that Shen Lingyu's previous confirmation really treated her marriage with Su Ze, and she settled down to prepare for the life of a husband and a child, but it was unsatisfactory, and now no one can decide how to face it in the future.

"It's good if you can think about it, I'm still worried that you will be affected too much by Su Ze's affairs, and now I'm relieved." I'm like an elder, maybe out of debt.

"Hey, am I that vulnerable?" She sneered disapprietly.

"But you've cried so many times." I subconsciously looked at the tear mole in the corner of her eye.

"What a lot of words! Lie down and rest! "The royal sister ordered me forcefully again, and put on the posture of my boss.

She went out to talk to my sister for a while, and then left, and I slept into the night, which was like hibernation for the past few days, and I slept really well.

In the evening, I was having dinner when the doorbell rang again.