"Suxin? Come in and sit down. ”

My sister's surprise after opening the door also shocked me, Su Xin didn't come for a whole week, I thought she went back to Confucianism.

But when I saw a familiar figure again, familiar long hair, I didn't know what to say, my once closest lover, but I ended up seeing each other speechless, I was ashamed.

Su Xin still wears a high ponytail, and her simple dress can hardly hide her peach-like face, which will always give people a fresh feeling.

"Sister!" She was polite and respectful, and I once told her that I had an orphanage sister, and she promised me that she could help me find my sister after I officially descended the mountain.

My sister faced the relationship between me and Su Xin that she couldn't explain now, and she just treated it as normal, which made me feel less upset.

Unexpectedly, the people who came with Su Xin still paid off. He's still in City A, and since he's here, it's time for me to catch up with him.

"An An, there have been too many things in the past few days, and I didn't have time to see you." Her clear eyes, meek and apologetic, seemed to have a lot to say, I tacitly took her into the bedroom, Fu Qingjie nodded, and was not in a hurry to follow me for a long time.

Closing the bedroom door, my arms were instantly covered with softness, and Su Xin threw herself directly into my arms, and my weak body almost didn't stand firm.

She quickly let go of me, helped me to lie down, took off her coat herself, lay beside me, and lay in my arms, she missed me very much.

"I remember when I first came to school and saw you, it was under a tree, and I thought your expression was a little weird." She spoke softly, a little sadly.

I used to be the most familiar person, but I pretended to be a stranger, of course it was difficult to act, I remember, at that time I impulsively wanted to hug her.

"I'm sorry, I can't recognize you, I was the ...... in the first place"

"I don't blame you! I don't blame you at all, An An, I can still see you, so I'm satisfied. She replied to me urgently, she was still worried that I hated her.

I reached out and hugged her hard, and hugged her delicate body into my arms, she trembled with excitement, and obediently got into my arms, as if returning to everything that had been.

I had to do this to dispel her uneasiness.

Holding the person in my arms, I can feel her stability, her soft hand is also caressing my face, as if missing, a pair of clear eyes are also looking at me seriously, and I said calmly: "I have never hated you, I can't hate it at all, don't worry about this, okay?" ”

The person in my arms trembled slightly, my clear eyes were red, and I instantly understood, in fact, Su Xin has always understood that her closest lover, of course she understands my temperament, and I will not hate her at all.

"An An, the moment we met, I knew that you didn't hate me, but as soon as you left, it was three years, everyone thought you were dead, and I also knew that you might never come back, I would rather you hate me, so that your death will be a little better in my heart, and I have come over like this for the past three years."

You're torturing yourself!

No! It's my impulse to die that is torturing you!

The guilt once again made me feel at ease, the already weak body, I didn't even have the strength to hold her, and gradually let go of the hand, and turned into a plain heart hugging me hard, she tore open the long hair tied up, and the three thousand green silk instantly seemed like a waterfall, black in front of the two of us, charming eyes.

"Before, I didn't like this long hair, the longer it is, the longer you leave, but now that you're back, I like my long hair too, I can finally show you the long hair I've been wearing for so long, you like it, right."

The white hand slowly lifted the long hair, and it spread out and covered her waist, my appearance, can I relieve her years of miserable torture?

"I thought you had returned to Confucianism." I asked her tentatively.

She looked at me affectionately, the deep love and tacit understanding that let me know that she wanted me to kiss her, if I was healthy, and I hugged her like this, I would definitely miss her soft lips, but now, the sickness made my heart calm like water.

"That night, the people of Jiangmen escaped from the secret passage, and only caught a part of it, and the matter was settled satisfactorily, maybe they will come back, I ...... I was supposed to go back to Confucianism, but I still miss you and want to stay here, so I applied to stay and help. She lay on my chest and was attached to me.

Compared with Shen Lingyu, maybe she was lucky to wait for the person she missed.

I think she asked to stay, and there will be Qin Sheng's help to speak.

"Then our relationship." I got straight to the point, how should she face me and her good friend Diane when she stays?

In the final analysis, Su Xin and I didn't break up decisively, it's like a stranger, but there is no answer and no future, I don't want to continue to suffer before I want to die, as Diane said, Su Xin and I didn't break up, her departure is the reason.

"I don't bother you, and I don't ask you to love me anymore, I just want to see you, and I don't allow you to fall in love with others......" Her tone was full of humility and helplessness, the identity and responsibility of the third setter, she has always adhered to it, staying, just asking for a warmth?

"An An, I will always keep it secret for you, you are your Lin Xiaonuan, you can marry Annie, have children, and live the life you want, I can't give you these, and I am not qualified to continue the previous relationship with you, stay, silently watch you happy, I will be satisfied......"

Deeply loved but unable to give, is this the most ruthless drama and abuse, a simple choice, or is it torturing herself?

I sighed helplessly, hearing her monologue, I was more uncomfortable than death, I tortured her with death for three years, and now I continue to torture her in front of her eyes?

"It's been three years, and I just want to stay with you for a while, and definitely not bother you and Anne, just ...... It's good if you can stay with me once in a while. She saw my tangle and explained calmly.

Spend time with you? What does that mean?

"No...... I can't ......."

Before she finished speaking, Su Xin suddenly covered my mouth and shook her head painfully, for fear that I would refuse, and I saw that her eyes were full of tears, and she finally couldn't stop the spring, crying with grievances.

"It's only a matter of time before I stay, I'll go back sooner or later, and if I leave again, I'll never see you, I'll never see you......" She choked up and covered her mouth, sobbing and said: "An An, this is the last day I can see you in my life, I only have this request, please promise me......"

The last time we met, it was like a farewell between yin and yang, and I instantly felt like I had been drained of my strength, as if I had been sentenced to be terminally ill and waiting for death.

And this is the relationship between me and Su Xin now......

Will my heart ache if I never see her? I will! I'm going to be in a terrible pain! In the past three years, my thoughts have been slowly dissipated indifferently, and now I see each other again, the memories of the past have long been out of my control, and I have also thought that even if I have never recognized Su Xin, I am just the manager of the store Lin in her eyes, and when she goes back, I will still choke with heartache, and the grief is forcibly swallowed into my stomach, but now, ......

Is that dream real? In the heavy rain, familiar people left one by one, Yu Xiaowan has completely bid farewell to my life, and now, is Su Xin also confirming this nightmare?

Su Xin, who was crying in my arms, was choked and trembling, I hugged her vigorously, desperately hugged her, pressed her under me, and kissed her lips in despair and pain despite her tears.

The old dream, in a kiss, completely overturned my depression, and the two people who kissed fiercely left tears, intertwined between their lips and on each other's faces.

Crying, excited, and longing for this moment for too long, separated for three years, but also forever.

The lips and tongues were desperately entangled with each other, desperately enjoying half a moment of warmth, as if waiting for a slow death.

"Su Xin, in our next life, will we still be childhood sweethearts?" I looked at her with a trembling voice, tears falling down her face in an instant.

"An An! Ann! She choked up and couldn't speak, desperately hugged me and cried bitterly, and there was an intermittent cry in her ears: "I...... I can't give it to you, I will definitely give it to you in the next life! Definitely for you! ”

I couldn't cry, and it hurt into my bone marrow.

The two of us hugged each other in crying until we were both tired from crying, and we couldn't tell whose tears were, and our clothes and pillows were soaked, and we fell asleep groggy.

I was sweating all over, I was so hot that I couldn't feel comfortable, I woke up, my illness was cured?

Looking at the person sleeping in her arms, her face was tired, her eyes were red and swollen all the time, and her beautiful eye makeup was crying, and I realized that she must have not rested well in the past few days, and she must have been crying every night, so she painted eye makeup to see me to hide her tiredness.

She cares about me all the time.

But the days of caring are numbered.

It was already eleven o'clock, I helped the people around me cover the quilt, left the bedroom alone, the light was on in the living room, Fu Qingjie sat quietly on the sofa, saw me come out, didn't ask much, I was surprised that he hadn't left yet.

"You came here, not afraid of being followed by Qin Wuyang's people? He's been paying attention to me for a long time. I silently lit a cigarette.

"Does he dare?" Fu Qingjue smiled indifferently, looking at me with deep eyes, as if looking at his own child: "You have grown up, you have grown up a lot, and you are a lot more sad than before." ”

"You are free from the world, can you understand the suffering of the people?" I smoked a cigarette, and the smoke was so thick that I couldn't see clearly, but I could see it so clearly.

"I don't understand suffering, but I know more about human feelings than you." He smiled deeply, he was a young Qin Sheng, a generation of romantic figures, and there were many confidants.

"Why do you agree to continue to hide my identity, you are a high-ranking member of the Three Sects." I don't know how to pay off the world, but he watched me grow up and understand me better.

"Stay in the three religions, there is only one way in your life, and Lin Xiaonuan's life may have countless choices, floating like a dream, how the dream is, everything is in your own hands."

"This dream, a little tired......"

I looked at the bedroom door, sleepy Suxin, with tears on my face.