Chapter 176: There is no fate
Coming back from the playground, Chen Qingyi and I handed Pippi to my little aunt, who took Pippi to the bathroom to wash up, and the two of us sat on the sofa in the living room.
I was silent for a moment and said to Chen Qingyi beside me, "Get married." ”
"Are you sure this is your final decision? ...... I said give you time. Chen Qingyi didn't look at me, just looked at the ground.
I wanted to speak, but the mobile phone rang suddenly, and I picked it up and looked at it, it was Han Feng calling.
I got on the phone: "Hey, it's so late, is there something wrong?" ”
"Come out and have a few drinks."
"I've quit drinking, so I'll talk about it on the phone."
"You come out, I really have something to tell you....... It's okay to drink some tea without drinking. ”
.......
Han Feng and I made an appointment to meet in a teahouse, and when I arrived, Han Feng seemed to have been waiting for a long time, and he ordered another pot of hot tea.
I didn't have the heart to drink tea, so I said directly to him, "Say something." ”
Han Feng had an expression of wanting to speak and stopped, and said to me for a long time, "An Qi just called me...... After asking me for a long time, I said that I think something is wrong with you recently, either a few words, or you don't answer the phone, I don't know what to say to her........! ”
My heart fluttered....... But remained silent.
"Zhang Yixi, what do you think now?"
After another period of silence, I calmly said to Han Feng: "Marry Chen Qingyi and build a complete family." ”
Han Feng said to me with an expected expression, "Actually, I know that you will definitely make this choice....... But, have you ever wondered if this is fair to Angel? ”
"It's been a difficult journey between us...... Now, all I want is a quiet life and raise Pipsqueak as a human ........."
"Wait...... Zhang Yixi, I have to correct you...... Why are you sure that Angel can't accept Pippi and be a qualified mother. Han Feng interrupted me.
I shook my head: "I know her, I know her personality, she is not a woman who will pay for a man's fault...... It can be seen from her treatment of Yan Zhiyuan that even if they are barely together, it is always a hidden danger, and her family originally disagreed with me and An Qi being together, but now there is another Pipi, which can be imagined....... I really can't afford to cope anymore, and I don't want to give Pipsqueak a family with a constant chance of arguing...... Look farther, that's all I can do! ”
Han Feng lit a cigarette in silence, sighed for a long time and said to me, "Zhang Yixi, you are really tired and scared!" ”
My heart was gloomy.
"How are you going to talk to Mr. An about this?" Han Feng asked me with a solemn expression.
"When the fate arises, the fate is still nothing, and it is nothing more than that." (Dependent origin is born, and dependent extinction is dispersed, nothing more than this principle)
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When I got home, I gently opened the door, and the whole family was sitting in the living room, the sound of communication was very quiet, presumably Pippi was asleep.
I asked, "What about Chen Qingyi?" ”
"Sleep with Pippi, this child will always wake up at night, and it's not okay if no one is with him......" the mother replied.
I nodded, didn't say much, and walked to the bathroom.
After washing, I was still in heavy pain and heavy...... Turning on a bed lamp, the light was dim, and I took out the first gift Zuo Lan gave me from the drawer, which was a scarf she had knitted by herself.
I stroked ...... The heart is half tender, half painful, tenderness is because of nostalgia, and heavy pain is because of judgment......
"Zuo Lan, is my choice really hasty and absurd? ....... If it were you, who would you give Pipsqueak to? ”
My hands clutched the scarf tightly, but I wouldn't really wait for Zuo Lan's answer, the reason why I asked was because I was helpless......
.......
The text message beep sounded in my distraction, and I picked it up and looked at it, it was a message from Angel......
"I know you didn't sleep, let's talk by text, maybe then you will say something to me."
Although it was just words, I could feel Angel's loss after being snubbed.
I couldn't speak, but I replied, "It's not too early, let's rest first." ”
Soon Angel replied to my message: "Do you have to rush back from France now?" ”
"Let's break up....."
For a long time...... "Are you crazy?" ”
"I'm not the man who can stay with you until the end."
"Tell me, you're kidding me!"
"This is not a joke, I wish you happiness, and you will definitely be happier than me!"
....... "Don't let our relationship look like a ridiculous joke, even if we break up, I want you to say it in front of me!" ”
Looking at the last piece of information, I have a pain that I want to grasp and can't grasp! I can't change anything.
.......
There are still 3 days left for the Lunar New Year, and I took care of the company's affairs and left Jinan with my family to rush back to the small city.
There were scattered snowflakes in the sky, the highway was full of cars, and we stopped and went.......
My little aunt hugged Pippi, who was wrapped in a blanket, and asked me, "Yixi, are you and Qingyi sure that you are going to get married in the next year?" ”
"Hmm." I answered.
"In Nantong, or in Jinan?"
"It's in the town."
The little aunt nodded: "Then I'll let your little uncle book a hotel in advance....... Do you see the Grand Hyatt Hotel? ”
"You just arrange it."
"What about the theme of the wedding, have you thought about it?"
"Leave it to the wedding company." I said tiredly, but remembered that I had promised Angel that I would give her a special wedding!
When I got back to the town, it was already evening....... As soon as I got close to the community, I saw family members standing at the gate of the community waiting, including grandfathers, grandmothers, uncles, and aunts......
The little aunt walked out of the car with Pippi in her arms, and everyone greeted her, but no one had a smile, and the recent events were too painful.
Grandma took Grandpa to us, but Pipsqueak was not familiar with these people, and was very repulsed, lying on the shoulders of the little aunt, and still refused to look at them.
"Is this my great-grandson?" Grandpa's voice trembled, and it was a helpless joy.
Grandma didn't say anything pretentious, but she was very excited, she took out a red envelope from her pocket and handed it to Pipsqueak, and teased Pippi again...... Pipsqueak still refuses to look up, he doesn't realize that these are all family members who are related to him, and they are just strange faces to him.
The little aunt leaned into Pippi's ear and whispered to him, "Baby, this is grandpa and grandma, shall we greet them?" ”
Pipsqueak didn't have the same vivacancy as she used to be, just blinked her big eyes and refused to speak.
"Grandma, give me the red envelope, I'll .......take it for Pippi," I said to my grandmother.
"Good..... Good ......" Grandma handed me the red envelope with a trembling hand, and other family members also handed me the red envelope, and I finally handed it to my mother.
After a while, everyone walked to the house, and Pippi whispered to the little aunt, "Little grandma, is Mother Chen also going to find Snow White?" ........ Does she not want Pippi? ”
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Eating when you're hungry, sleeping when you're sleepy, laughing when you're happy, these are all normal needs...... My books make individual garbage unhappy, scold me, I am not happy to be scolded, and then scold back, it is all demand...... I never advertise myself as a gentleman, I'm just a layman, I've been unhappy for a long time, I'm panicked...... was obviously scolded, but he didn't say a word..... That's called a monk, I want to go to the realm of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, I don't write books, I go straight to the house, and I can see through the red dust.
You scold me because the plot is unpleasant, just like I scold readers for being blind because no one reads my book, which is unreasonable and brain-dead....... Of course I didn't do that, I was so brain-dead, this is a two-way choice in itself, you feel uncomfortable, just don't look at it. Read books rationally....... Hello and so well!