Seeing that I was not sleepy, he ordered me lightly: "Sleep." ”

The curiosity in my heart has been aroused, and there are so many puzzles waiting to be solved by him, but he let me sleep?

I stubbornly looked at him, hoping that he would relent, but he was unmoved.

He covered my eyes and softened his tone: "I'll talk about anything when you're rested, and I'll know everything when the time comes." ”

He put my hand under the covers, and as soon as he withdrew his hand, I grabbed it.

I looked at him fixedly, my heart was full of domineering desire, I didn't want him to go, I just wanted him to keep guarding me: "Don't go." ”

Maybe it's because of emotional fragility, at this time I'm so attached to him, even reluctant.

I can put aside the unhappiness and stay with him in peace.

His misty eyes were gentle and tight: "I'm not leaving, I'm here to accompany you, not going anywhere." ”

He clapped my hands: "Sleep." ”

I nodded, took his hand, and then obediently closed my eyes and rested.

Feeling his powerful palm, feeling the temperature and lines of his palm, my heart is calm and peaceful.

The discomfort of the body is filled with the pleasure of the spirit, as if the discomfort becomes worthless.

At this moment, I don't want to care about those unpleasant things, I just want to completely occupy him.

At this moment, he belongs to me and not to anyone else.

I slept soundly, slept peacefully, and when I woke up, I was full of energy. ad_250_left();

It seems like it's been a long time since I've slept so peacefully and dreamlessly as I did today.

Recently, I have been sleeping very badly, and I have said that I have been thinking about it day and night, because I have something in my heart, so every time I dream back, I will have some messy dreams.

I woke up in a nightmare, so tired, physically and mentally exhausted.

I have dreamed more than once that I gave birth to a child, and Hua Xu and his first love came to rob me of my child's nightmare.

In the dream, they said the same thing every time, their faces were so hideous, and they were so rational and bold to fight for my child.

"He is your child and my child, so it is only natural that he should sacrifice himself to save his brother." This is what Hua Xu said.

And his first love, she said to me in a dream: "Your child exists for my son, and saving my son is the meaning and value of his existence!" ”

I didn't agree with what they said, and shook my head to say no, and they began to yell at me violently, insisting on snatching the child from me.

In my dreams, I mostly run in the dark, I don't dare to stop, I fall and get up and run again, and I fall down and get up again, for fear of being caught by them.

Such dreams make me sleep very tired and physically and mentally exhausted.

Nowadays, it is rare to have no dreams and a good night's sleep, whether it is mind, body and spirit, I am comfortable, and I have not felt relaxed for a long time.

When I opened my eyes, I was greeted by the fragrance of millet porridge, and I couldn't resist the temptation of deliciousness, and my stomach gurgled.

Hua Xu, who was facing away from me, heard the sound and turned to look over.

His breezy smile was as bright as the moon, and the corners of his evil lips showed his good mood: "Wake up." ”

After filling the porridge, he came over and helped me up and sat down, and then went to bring the porridge again, "Come, open your mouth." ”

Before eating the porridge, I asked, "What about my mother?" Did she eat it? ”

He frowned, paused, as if he was wandering, and after a few seconds, he replied to me without hurry: "I have already eaten." ”

Hearing him say this, I ate the porridge he brought to my mouth.

"Is my mom serious?" In the scene like yesterday, I saw blood the moment the car crashed, and she was old, so I don't know what she would be hurt by this collision, whether it would be ......

I didn't dare to think about it, and before he could answer, I asked eagerly, "What did the doctor say?" Will it be life-threatening? ”

He frowned: "Eat first." ”

I didn't move, stubbornly waiting for his answer.

But he said, "If you want to know your mother's situation, eat first." ”

Under his threat, I had to suppress my worries and eat obediently.

The atmosphere fell silent, and only the sound of me eating porridge could be heard.

Hua Xu spoonful by spoonful, feeding seriously, I looked at his handsome nose bridge, deep eyes, thick eyebrows, looking at it and remembering the events of the past few days.

At that time, he also patiently circled around me, feeding me silently, even if I had a bad temper, he would tolerate me, and let me be willful with a calm eyebrow, without a word of complaint.

Looking at it, the emotions came up, and as soon as I was excited, I didn't close the door, and blurted out: "Hua Xu, what am I to you?" Just the mother of your child, or ......"

Your love, I couldn't say that, so I bit my lip and stopped talking.

He raised his eyebrows, his deep pupils locked tightly on me: "Started thinking cranky again? ”

Jump the track? Am I cranky?

Without holding my breath, I said again: "Yesterday you said that you would know everything about me whatever I wanted to know, and now I want you to answer my questions. ”

"Eat first." He said domineeringly.

Looking at the porridge he fed, I frowned: "I'm full, I won't eat it." ”

But he didn't let me go, and said to me, "If you can't finish this bowl of porridge, I won't tell you anything." ”

I was threatened, and although I was reluctant, I finally continued to eat obediently until I had eaten the bowl of porridge completely into my stomach.

At the first time when the porridge bottomed out, I couldn't wait to ask: "Her son, does it really have nothing to do with you?" ”

This is the truth I want to know the most, and my selfishness aside, if that child is really not his, then the claim that my child is the only lifesaver for that child is not valid.

If this is the case, I will be relieved that I will no longer have to worry about who will come to snatch the child from me, and who will be bad for my child.

I can conceive peacefully, quietly wait for his birth, and welcome his arrival.

Putting down the bowl and spoon, as if to show his prudence and integrity, he said to me with great seriousness, "I assure you, Tintin is not my child. ”

"Although Liang Heng misled me at first, I didn't believe that the child was mine, so I went to do the appraisal."

Although I don't mind and don't feel comfortable with the past of his first love, I am relieved to think of what I have experienced and he has never minded me.

How many people in this world have not passed? And what I should care about cherishing is the present and the future, not the past that I don't have time to participate in.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he asked me, "Is there anything else you want to ask?" ”

I asked him, "What about you?" Is there nothing you want to say to me other than that? ”

In the days when he was away, even if he was very busy, even if he couldn't take time out to see me, why didn't he even have a phone call?

I hope he can explain it to me, calm the resentment in my heart, let me not worry so much, even if it is a lie, I am willing to believe it.

However, I waited for a while, but I didn't wait for a word from him.

I was a little angry, and finally asked him angrily: "Why do you call me every time you care about me, either from my mother or from Xiao Zhao?" Why have you never given me a greeting or concern in the face? Is it so hard to greet me in person? ”

As soon as I finished speaking, I was dragged into his arms.

He hugged me, inhaled the fragrance of my body deeply, and the magnetic voice was slow and smooth in my ear: "Because I don't know how to face you, how to deal with you and Shi Wen." ”

Hearing him say this, my heart was half cold.

Other words......

My heart was stung and numb.

I struggled to push him: "When your ex-girlfriend appeared, you were moved and shaken, didn't you?" ”

His arms wrapped tightly around me to prevent me from breaking free from his arms, so I pushed him harder and harder: "Have you ever thought about going back to her?" ”

My eyes were red with anger: "But you are married to me, and I am still pregnant with your child at this time, so you don't know how to deal with it, how to face me?" ”

I spoke quickly, and coupled with my struggles, I was a little out of breath after a few words.

In the end, I collapsed in his arms, unable to break free from his confinement.

"Quiet, listen to me!"

I covered my ears and shook my head: "I don't listen, I don't listen!" ”

I didn't want to be embarrassed to lose, so I said: "If you really can't bear her, go back to her, I will give birth to the child, and I can't afford to raise him, but he is just my child, I won't give it to you!" ”

He pulled my hand off my ear, as if he was afraid of getting an answer from his mouth, so I kept saying, "Don't say anything, don't say anything, I don't listen, if you have chosen her, go!" Don't appear in front of me again, don't be nice to me, and don't care about me! ”

For a person who has moved her heart, these are likely to make her hopeful, and let the already unforgettable feelings be severed and cut off.

He suddenly blocked my lips, and my chirping words were cut off like a bird, and between his lips and teeth, I could only make a whining sound.

He took my hand so that my hand no longer had the strength to push him.

He supported me with great force and made me kiss him. Secret. between the sticks together.

He chased after my teeth, his tongue sweeping through my mouth, taking my breath and my lips and teeth.

It took a while for him to let me go.

I had no strength, just let him hold him like a limp glutinous rice dumpling, and let his hand moss on my back.

"I wavered, not because I still have feelings for her, or because I still love her, but because I know a lot of things that I don't know and I feel indebted," he said. ”

"I used to hate her like that, and her betrayal made me sad and desperate, and even made me a different person, so I hated betrayal, and I hated betrayal very much."

"I was so good to her, I wanted to hold all the good things in the world in front of her, even if I was hungry, I would buy her what she wanted to eat, but she betrayed me."

"But when one day I suddenly learned that her betrayal was for me, when I suddenly learned that the person I had always hated had done a lot for me, even sacrificing himself......"

He said in a deep voice, "You can't understand my feelings. ”

Hearing this, I finally quieted down.

Slowly pushing away from his arms, I looked up at him, only to see that he hid a difficult deep eyebrow.

wiped his face, the pain in his eyes dissipated, and then he said to me again: "I always thought that at that time, I would be selected to play the first actor because I was good-looking, because I had the ability to have acting skills." ”

With a smile, he said: "Although I was indeed selected at that time, there were others who were selected with me, but in the end I played the leading role ......"

I saw the darkness in his deep eyes filled with hardship, humiliation, and apology......

This kind of Hua Xu made my heart sink for a while, and then I heard him say: "I didn't know the truth until now, it was her, and it was she who used her body to exchange her body for me for the identity of the first male protagonist." ”

I know that these things are a blow to a man, a disgrace, even a humiliation, and a serious injury to a man's dignity.

His former achievements turned out to be obtained by his girlfriend at the expense of himself, just thinking about it, it was a deep blow and pain and a heavy humiliation.

I thought solemnly, just with his guilt, with Lin Shiwen's dedication and sacrifice to him, this woman is afraid that she will be caught between us in the future......

Because she has become Hua Xu's responsibility and debt.