I didn't expect these medicines to come in such an important role now.

Song Xu gently unscrewed the lid of the medicine bottle and poured out all the pills.

The normal dosage is one tablet at a time, to one and a half tablets, and this bottle of medicine, about a hundred or so, should be able to take him easily and quickly, and leave this world.

He didn't know what was the best way to die, but compared to other ways to leave, this way should be the least scaring An Yanan. Perhaps, when Anya comes in tomorrow, he will think that he is just asleep.

Song Xu held the pills, stood up, took a glass of water with the largest disposable water cup, and then poured all the pills into it, drank the whole cup of water, returned to the hospital bed, and lay down calmly.

He thought that sleeping pills would allow him to leave this world painlessly, but he didn't expect that this was not the case at all.

It didn't take long for those pills, like horns, to stir wildly in his stomach, making his stomach throb with heart-piercing pain.

Layers of cold sweat came out of Song Xu's whole body, and he clung to the guardrail next to the bed, trying not to make a little noise.

It's just that that kind of pain is really beyond his imagination, and again and again, it breaks through his limit.

He finally, still couldn't help himself, and let out some painful *.

An Yanan heard some movement in the room before, and began to be vigilant, at this moment, he heard a slight and small sound in the room, and immediately leaned on the door, listened carefully, and immediately recognized that Song Xu's voice was wrong.

She stood up, and without a second of hesitation, kicked the door open.

In the room, it was already completely dark, and An Yanan turned on the light and saw Song Xu curled up on the bed in pain like a shrimp.

"Song Xu, Song Xu!" An Yanan walked over worriedly, and swept the medicine bottle on the bedside cabinet with his eyes.

When she picked it up and looked at it, a layer of cold sweat instantly appeared on her body.

Song Xu actually ate the entire bottle of medicine! It took ten days at most for the doctor to prescribe medicine, and even if he had taken one and a half tablets a day before, he had taken eighty-five tablets now!

This is a highly effective sleeping pill, Song Xu will die if he eats it like this!

"Why the hell are you doing this, are you just going to die!" An Yanan was anxious and angry, and immediately dialed the hospital's emergency ambulance number.

Song Xu was already in pain, and he couldn't straighten his waist at all, and the strong effect of the medicine made it a little difficult for him to breathe, and the green tendons on his temples and neck were frighteningly bulging.

But he still struggled, trying to reach out his hand, trying to reach An Yanan, trying his best, making a faint sound, trying to stop An Yanan from saving him.

"Yanan, leave me alone, let me die, I don't want to live anymore, there is no point in living."

An Yanan was distressed again, glared at Song Xu angrily, ignored him, and explained the situation to the medical staff.

A minute later, the ambulance drove to the sanatorium and pulled Song Xu to the emergency room of the hospital for gastric lavage.

Fortunately, An Yanan found it in time, and after gastric lavage, the sleeping pills that Song Xu ate were all removed in time, but after all, Song Xu ate too much, and there would be some side effects on the body.

At least tonight, his stomach will be in an extremely uncomfortable cramp.

After first aid, Song Xu was arranged in an ordinary ward for routine observation, and was not sent back to the sanatorium to avoid subsequent uncomfortable symptoms and unable to be treated in time.

Song Xu was lying on the hospital bed, his eyes closed, pretending to be asleep, and in his heart, there was no joy of being saved back to his life.

Just now, maybe he would have died if he held on for another ten minutes.

Why did Anya Nan save him? Why save him!

Wouldn't it be good for everyone to let him die? No one has to worry about him anymore, Song Tong doesn't have to worry about him, he himself has been relieved, why not let him die!

An Yanan guarded Song Xu inch by inch, and at this time, the doctor pushed the door in and explained to her Song Xu's situation and the key points of follow-up recuperation.

Song Xu quietly opened his eyes to see if An Yanan was still staring at him at this time, but unexpectedly, he accidentally saw the sign on the door.

1612。

So, is this the 16th floor?

If he jumps, he will die!

Song Xu didn't want to hesitate for another second, so he immediately lifted the quilt while An Yanan looked at the doctor and didn't notice the situation on his side, and rushed to the window while pulling out the infusion tube.

He was found out by An Yanan after taking sleeping pills, and next, An Yanan will definitely guard him more closely, and he will definitely guard him every step of the way, and he will not have another chance.

If you want to die, this is the only chance!

An Yanan was listening to the doctor's instructions when she saw Song Xu rushing to the window like lightning.

She was instantly frightened into a cold sweat, and before she had time to react, she immediately stepped on the hospital bed, rushed over, and at the moment when Song Xu opened the window, she hugged Song Xu's waist and threw Song Xu's body out of the window back into the ward.

The medical staff were all stunned by this sudden change, and they were all stunned in place.

Song Xu didn't expect that An Yanan reacted so quickly, his movements were already so fast and so unexpected, but An Yanan could still stop him.

He used his head in frustration, slammed the cabinet on the side, and shouted in despair with no way out: "Why the hell are you stopping me, do you know that I am no longer interesting to live, why don't you let me die!" ”

The doctors and nurses cautiously went to stop Song Xu, but Song Xu was frantically thrown away.

An Yanan had a fire in his heart, from the moment he found out that Song Xu had taken sleeping pills, he began to accumulate, and now, looking at Song Xu's appearance, finally, he couldn't suppress it at all.

She panted heavily, passed through the anxious medical staff, grabbed the crazy Song Xu's collar, and slapped Song Xu hard.

A "pop" sound resounded in the ward.

The medical staff and the people who came to see the excitement nearby were stunned for a moment, and Song Xu was stunned.

Anya looked at Song Xu angrily, pulled his collar tightly, and yelled at him, "Are you crazy enough?" A little setback is to die or live, have you ever thought about it, if you die, what will happen to your parents? ”

"You can ignore others and don't care, but what about your parents? They have worked hard to raise you and cultivate you to be so good, do you know that your body has all their expectations and happiness! Can you bear to let them, the white-haired people send the black-haired people, and for the rest of their lives, they are depressed and happy, washing their faces with tears! ”

"You're a man, just cheer up, don't die because of a relationship! Song Tong doesn't like you, she has been scrupling for so many years before she finally learned to face it rationally and tell you the truth, what about you? Can't you learn from her and be a person who can afford to take it and put it down? Do you think dying for love is great, isn't it, that's something that a fool would do! ”

Song Xu can not listen to any of An Yanan's persuasion, but he can't help but listen to the persuasion of his "parents".

He...... I thought about it a lot, but I never thought about it, if he died, what would his parents do, and what would his parents do.

Does he really want his parents, with their pale hair, holding their portraits and washing their faces with tears?

Then he is really too unfilial!

"Mom and Dad......" Song Xu muttered, imagining that scene, all the manic strength disappeared.

He leaned limply against the wall and sat down.

An Yanan gasped heavily, and when he saw that Song Xu had finally calmed down, he was relieved.

She closed the window, sent the doctors and nurses out of the ward first, and locked the door of the ward.

Then, returning to Song Xu's side, he squatted down, softened his tone, and persuaded him patiently and gently.

"Song Xu, there is no obstacle in this world, and people can't get over it. If you want to get over the hurdle, you first have to learn to let go. Song Tong doesn't love you, this is something that cannot be changed, you can't change this matter, you can only change yourself, let yourself accept, let yourself let go. ”

Then, go for a better life, to find the girl who really belongs to you. Instead of not getting someone you like, you are looking for death and life. Do you think Song Tong will look up to such a cowardly person? How do you know that Song Tong is the only person in your life who will be tempted? ”

"Since she doesn't love you, isn't it possible that she is not the right person for you at all? Why don't you look for someone who really loves you, understands you, and likes each other with you, don't you think it's impulsive and stupid to end your most precious life for a relationship that doesn't belong to you? ”

Song Xu knew that what An Yanan said was right and really reasonable. He just, unable to accept emotionally.

He couldn't help but cover his head, and tears inevitably poured out of his eyes.

An Yanan sighed, sat side by side with Song Xu, and said to Song Xu firmly: "Cry, how uncomfortable it is, just cry, but really don't look for death again, think about it, how to start life again." I believe that you are strong. ”

"If you feel that you can't hold on, don't forget, and I'm by your side, you can tell me anything, anything, and I'll bear it with you."

An Yanan's words were like warm spring water, warming Song Xu's entire heart and soul.

Song Xu held his head, sat on the ground, and gradually, calmed down.

Actually, he also knew that what An Yanan said was right, he was just in that emotion, and he really couldn't control himself.

His feelings for Song Tong have been engraved in his bones, and he never thought that one day, these feelings would leave him.