She carefully wiped away the mottled tear stains on Song Xu's face and straightened his messy hair.

After being taken care of by her, Song Xu finally looked no longer so haggard and heart-wrenching.

An Yanan sighed softly, put the towel back in its place, and then, holding the computer, sat down on the sofa next to the hospital bed.

She couldn't let Song Xu stay alone in the room, in case Song Xu woke up and couldn't think about it, maybe she would do something to hurt herself. Therefore, she simply waited for Song Xu to wake up while dealing with affairs.

Time passed minute by minute, and the sun outside the window was falling to the west little by little.

An Yanan has been dealing with the company's affairs all afternoon, and has never left the sofa, not only his eyes are a little tired, but his whole body is also a little sore because of sitting for a long time.

She glanced up at Song Xu, seeing that he was still asleep, and there was no sign of waking up in a short time, so she put the computer aside, pinched her eyebrows gently, stood up, walked out of the ward, and was ready to move.

She glanced at the time, it was almost time for dinner, and decided to make dinner as a way to move her muscles.

Anyway, Song Xu has been eating sick meals that have no taste during this time, and she has made a few good dishes, which also makes Song Xu have more appetite.

It is always difficult for people to resist the charm of food, if you eat comfortably, your mood will be much better, and maybe, it will play a big role in helping Song Xu's mood!

An Yanan pulled his lips and smiled, closed the door, and went downstairs.

Anya closed the door to make it easier to hear the sound.

If Song Xu woke up after she left, he would definitely open the door and come out as soon as possible, asking her why he had fainted, or trying to get out of the convalescent villa and go to Song Tong. In this way, as soon as the door rang, she knew that Song Xu had woken up.

However, the collision of the lock cylinder when the door was closed and the "click" sound stinged, and Song Xu, who was asleep, suddenly fell from a chaotic confusion to a terrible dream.

In the dream, Song Tong resolutely turned away and closed the door in front of him. He desperately tried to reach the door and open it, but the door was like an eye, and every time he reached for it, it moved forward, so that he could not reach it.

He walked quickly, and the door began to move faster, and he ran and chased as hard as he could, and the door, as if it had grown wings, began to move faster than him.

Until, completely gone.

"No, no!" Song Xu stared at the direction where the door disappeared, and shook his fist angrily, and his hand, unconsciously, fell heavily on the guardrail of the hospital bed, and the sharp dull pain made him wake up suddenly.

Song Xu panted roughly, looking at everything in front of him in shock, and for a moment, he couldn't tell whether this was reality or a dream.

It took him a while to calm down from the panic caused by the nightmare. The gaze, which had lost focus, finally began to become focused.

He slowly looked around, only to realize that this was the ward he had been living in!

On his neck, there was a pain that made Song Xu suddenly remember what happened before he passed out.

He was invited to Half Moon Bay by Song Tong and made everything clear.

Song Tong already knew that his amnesia was disguised. Song Tong was disappointed, she left him behind and drove away. Then An Yanan brought him back and locked him here, and later he begged An Yanan to let him go out to find Song Tong, but he was defenseless and was knocked unconscious by An Yanan's knife.

Yes, he was stunned by Anya Nan!

How long was he asleep? What time is it?

Song Xu lifted the quilt in a panic, stood up, and saw that the sky outside the window had darkened, and the whole person fell into complete panic and despair.

It's over, it's all over.

He couldn't rush to Song Tong's side in the first time, and he had already missed the best time. And to miss the best time means to miss everything.

The mistake he made three years ago, today, he made it again. He didn't find Song Tong at the first time and told Song Tong how firm his heart was!

Song Tong will not forgive him anymore, Song Tong will no longer be moved by him, and it is impossible to change his mind and give him any more chance!

He's finished, he's really, lost Song Tong!

"Why, why did God do this to me! Why don't you let me find Kiriri-ah-ah-"

Song Xu's dream of persistence was shattered, and he frantically threw everything to the ground. Then, like a walking corpse, dejected, frustrated, and with empty eyes, he sat on the ground.

An Yanan could hear the strange sound, and immediately put down the knife for cutting vegetables and rushed upstairs.

The ward, which was originally well-organized, has been smashed into a mess at this moment.

And Song Xu, like a plant that has lost all its vitality, sits on the ground withered, his eyes are empty, like a boring dry well.

"Song Xu, Song Xu?" An Yanan walked over worriedly and cautiously touched Song Xu.

However, Song Xu didn't give her any response, just sat there quietly and silently.

"Song Xu, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me! An Yanan felt that Song Xu's state was a little terrible, Song Xu was like this now, as if he would be in silence at any time and would die.

She really hopes that Song Xu is angry now, even if she throws things again, even if she scolds her, hates her, blames her for stopping him, and doesn't let him go to Song Tong.

That's better than what he is now.

Song Xu heard An Yanan's voice and heard An Yanan's worries, but those voices, those concerns, and everything in the world seemed to have suddenly lost meaning to him at this moment.

He felt that his world had become completely dark.

He felt as if he didn't have any need to continue to live.

In this life, it is impossible for him to live with the people he loves. What were you doing alive that day?

Does he still want to marry someone else he doesn't love, and live the life of the walking dead like he used to live with Su Li?

No, he never wants to live like that again, such days are really worse than death, every day is a long torment and torture.

Perhaps, he should let this be over once and for all.

Anyway, life has lost its meaning, so it's better to leave this world, anyway, if he leaves, no one will care. It is very likely that if he is alive, he will add a lot of trouble and trouble to Song Tong.

Song Xu sighed softly, and in his heart, he decided that today, he would say goodbye to this world forever.

He is not a successful person, Song Tong doesn't love him at all, but he doesn't notice it at all, he still thinks that he is the person who knows Song Tong best.

In the past so many years, he must have added a lot of trouble and distress to Song Tong, right?

In the past, it was he who was negligent, but now, since he has decided to leave this world, he should not add to the troubles of others. An Yanan has always cared about him, he can't die, and it also adds a burden to An Yanan, making An Yanan worry about him.

Song Xu took a deep breath, exhaled all his emotions, forcibly, cheered up, pretended to be completely fine, calmly, and stood up from the ground.

He tried hard, pulled away a smile, and faintly, said to An Yanan: "Don't worry about me, I'm fine." I just thought, be alone and be still, can you let me be alone and be still? ”

"Hmm......" An Yanan hesitated.

I don't know why, she thinks that Song Xu's current appearance is even more terrifying than being silent just now.

Although he seems calm now, he always feels that he is still very wrong.

An Yanan looked at Song Xu uneasily, carefully controlled his tone, and persuaded him in a low voice: "Song Xu, if you have anything to say, you can tell me, if you have any emotions, you can also vent them, don't keep them in your heart." We are friends, and no matter how bad your mood is, I can share it with you. ”

"I'm fine, I'm really fine." Song Xu slowly opened a smile and said calmly to An Yanan.

"I'm not crazy, I'm not making trouble. I know that Kirito doesn't love me, and I don't want to be childish anymore, that won't have any effect at all. Right now, I just want to be alone and think about these things. ”

He really has seen it and accepted the fact that Song Tong doesn't love him, so now, he is not as miserable as before.

He gently pushed An Yanan's shoulders and pushed An Yanan out.

"Let me be alone, Yanan, don't disturb me."

An Yanan was pushed out of the door, looking at the pure white door panel isolated in front of him, and always felt that he was still very uneasy.

She thought for a moment and quietly leaned against the door panel, listening to the movement inside. Hearing Song Xu, he seemed to walk to the side of the hospital bed, and lay back down, and then, without making any sound, it seemed that he had really calmed down, and his heart was slightly relieved.

At this time, she suddenly regretted it and removed the monitor installed in Song Xu's room.

If it is not demolished, at this time, she can still take a look at Song Xu's situation.

An Yanan walked around the room twice with a little anxiety, and finally, decided, to stay outside the door, as long as inside, there was the slightest sound that was wrong, she immediately rushed in.

If there is no abnormality, then it is good to let Song Xu calm down alone, maybe, he can really figure it out by himself.

On the hospital bed, Song Xu stared, and in the sunset, the edge of the ceiling showed some strange colors, and slowly, smiled.

He pulled out a bottle of medicine from the drawer of the bedside table.

It was a special sleeping pill prescribed to him by the doctor before he didn't sleep well.

Although the doctor prescribed medicine, at that time, he preferred to lie in bed and think wildly, so he never took it.