Chapter 143: No need for your explanation
"I want to go back in time
Try to hold you in your arms
The shy face has a little childishness
I want to see the world you see
Think in the picture of your dreams
Just by leaning together, you can feel sweet
I want to go back in time
Try to keep the story going
At least I won't let you leave me again............"
Pei Shuyi remembered where she saw Xiang Yuyao for the first time, and put her hand on her shoulder in the bar that night, and the man who tried to talk to her was Xiang Yuyao, and later she became a neighbor with Xiang Yuyao in Japan, and he greeted her with a woman squinting in his arms, and his amber eyes flashed with a strange brilliance.
The next day he drove her to school, stopping on the way to buy a lot of cold medicine for her, and after meeting at the Qingzhu Club, she learned that Xiang Yuyao was a big name in the entire Tokyo manga industry, but in her eyes he was just a neighbor, and later became a superior and a friend............ He walked into her lonely life as a matter of course, and everything seemed to be deliberately arranged, but in fact there was no conspiracy or calculation.
She and Xiang Yuyao have known each other for nearly five years, and when she was most lonely and confused in a foreign country at the beginning, Xiang Yuyao was by her side and cared for her; When she was pregnant with a child and was framed everywhere, Xiang Yuyao protected her; In the three years that she raised Yanqiao, Xiang Yuyao guarded her silently............ From the beginning to the present, he has paid so much for her and Yanqiao, quiet and silent, without asking for anything in return.
And when she accepted his goodness, and occasionally felt ashamed and indebted, he always said that he was actually selfish, because everything he did was just to get her, so she became so natural that she was about to ignore him, and felt that it was not so important whether he was there or not.
Pei Shuyi's dream was the fire from beginning to end, she cried bitterly, hysterically shouted Xiang Yuyao's name, and struggled desperately in Pei Tingqing's arms, Xiang Yuyao's snow-white dress outside the elevator was stained red with blood, and his tall figure slowly fell, his amber eyes were crystal clear, but he smiled so happily and told her that he loved her.
The past came back one after another, and those fragmentary fragments kept flashing in Pei Shuyi's mind, he once waited for her for two hours with his arms against the wall next to her door, just to let her take his car and send her to school; On that snowy night, she ran out after Pei Tingqing, squatted on the street and cried bitterly, he stood quietly behind her and accompanied her; They came out of the library that night with an umbrella, and he took off his coat and draped it over her.
That time she was almost defiled by several of Ning Lianmeng's subordinates, and he rushed over single-handedly, risking his life to block a bullet for her; Pei Tingqing wanted to kill her that rainy afternoon, so he ran over and hugged her and took the shot for her............ There were too many, she couldn't count them, and she couldn't pay them back even if it took her several lifetimes, and in the end, with the closing of the elevator door, it became the biggest regret of her life.
If she knew that there would be no chance in the future, then she would definitely repay him when she still had time, she gave him all three years ago, and was well with him, always realizing the importance of a person after the loss, and she knew that he had long since become an indispensable part of her life.
If time could be turned back, she would have chosen to forget Pei Tingqing as early as the beginning, and held Xiang Yuyao's hand tightly, if she could go back to the past, she would definitely not let Xiang Yuyao leave again.
"Xiang Yuyao............" Pei Shuyi slept on the bed, muttering Xiang Yuyao's name, the tears in her eyes flowed out endlessly, her whole face was already soaked, and a warm palm covered the corners of her eyes, helping her gently wipe away her tears, Pei Shuyi suddenly grabbed the other party's hand tightly, "Xiang Yuyao!" ”
Who knew that when he opened his eyes, he faced another handsome face, his ink-colored eyes contained a faint anger, and a smile appeared on his lips in an instant, Pei Tingqing said in a low voice, "Awake?" ”
Pei Shuyi was in a trance for a moment, as if she had returned to the time when she first fell in love with Pei Tingqing, there was no wedding and killing in her dream, and there was never a man like Xiang Yuyao, Pei Shuyi stared at Pei Tingqing who was close at hand with her eyes open, "Big brother? ”
The winter sun spilled through the glass window, illuminating the whole bed warmly, at this moment Pei Shuyi and Pei Tingqing were lying face to face, one of Pei Tingqing's arms was placed under Pei Shuyi's neck, and the other was domineering and forcefully wrapped around Pei Shuyi's waist, Pei Shuyi's slender body was lying in Pei Tingqing's chest, he was smiling, his eyes were dark and gentle............ All the scenes are the same as before.
I don't know how long it took, Pei Shuyi sat up from the bed suddenly, but the unfamiliar room had her familiar atmosphere, which came from Pei Tingqing, and outside the window were green mountains and green trees, such a scene was beautiful but unreal, as if she was still in a dream, Pei Shuyi lowered her head and looked at the clothes on her body, not a snow-white wedding dress, and the hair she pulled up was also scattered at the moment, all of which made her not come back to her senses for a long time.
She turned her head to look at Pei Tingqing, trying to ask him for an answer.
"You didn't marry Xiang Yuyao, everything is over, it's ten o'clock the next morning." Pei Tingqing then got up, bent his arm and hugged the stunned Pei Shuyi into his arms, he buried his head in the hair on Pei Shuyi's shoulder, hugged Pei Shuyi a little hard, and murmured in a low voice, "Shuyi, we can finally be together again." ”
What does it mean that it's all over?
After sleeping for more than ten hours, Pei Shuyi's whole person was in a daze, and it took her brain to slowly work, wedding, explosion, Xiang Yuyao, who was shot and fell outside the elevator, and finally the tears in his eyes, the smile on his lips, the sentence he said I love you............ I remembered it all.
Pei Shuyi's eyes widened a little, her face became pale, her body gradually stiffened, and when she felt the hot breath sprayed by Pei Tingqing in her ears, Pei Shuyi's whole person trembled suddenly, and then she pulled out her hand at once, "snapped" and threw Pei Tingqing's face, and then pushed Pei Tingqing away.
It was still drizzling just now, Pei Tingqing didn't expect Pei Shuyi to slap him directly, and he was caught off guard and fell backwards, his back hit the bedside table behind him, and he almost fell out of bed, Pei Tingqing quickly pressed on the head of the bed.
Pei Shuyi didn't give Pei Tingqing time to react, raised her hand and wanted to slap her again, this time Pei Tingqing quickly held Pei Shuyi's thin wrist, "Shuyi............"
"Let go of me!" Pei Tingqing was interrupted by Pei Shuyi as soon as she spoke, her eyes were scarlet and she struggled to pull her arm, but Pei Tingqing held on to it, she only felt that her wrist was about to break, but her strength still couldn't resist Pei Tingqing, so she had to raise her leg to kick Pei Tingqing.
Pei Tingqing's subordinates pulled Pei Shuyi over with a slight force, and then turned over and pressed Pei Shuyi under his chest, and put his knees on Pei Shuyi's legs to stop her struggle, he said in a deep voice: "Pei Shuyi." ”
Pei Shuyi's two arms were pressed against the top of Pei Tingqing's head and clamped tightly, she had no room for resistance at all, she suddenly gave up, closed her eyes and didn't even want to look at Pei Tingqing, she gently moved her pale lips, "You kill me, Pei Tingqing, you can kill me even with me." ”
Pei Tingqing's eyes widened a little when he heard this, Pei Shuyi's expression was absolutely loveless, which reminded him that night in the hotel, Pei Shuyi walked to Xiang Yuyao's side without hesitation, saying that he wanted to die with Xiang Yuyao, Pei Tingqing's chest shook suddenly, and the pain was like a knife, his ink-colored eyes locked on Pei Shuyi, and asked bitterly: "Don't you listen to my explanation?" ”
He thought that Pei Shuyi would give him a chance to explain everything clearly, but who knew that Xiang Yuyao was dead, and she was going to die with her immediately, so does this mean that she has fallen in love with Xiang Yuyao?
"Explain?" Pei Shuyi opened her eyes and looked at Pei Tingqing with a sarcastic sneer from bottom to top, her tone was full of anger and disapproval, "Why do I need your explanation, if you think I am stupid and don't understand, then I'll tell you." ”
Because her heart was a little numb, Pei Shuyi looked at Pei Tingqing very calmly, and said lightly: "The reason why you forced me to marry Xiang Yuyao is because you want to use this wedding between me and Xiang Yuyao to destroy the entire Xiang family, so as to achieve your goal of avenging Li Jiayao." The Xiang family is all dead, you won Pei Tingqing, but what I don't understand is that you asked me to marry Xiang Yuyao, so why did you create that car accident on the way for me and Xiang Yuyao to apply for a marriage certificate? ”
"I never thought of asking you to marry Xiang Yuyao." Pei Tingqing immediately continued, reluctant to hurt Pei Shuyi, saying that his subordinates relaxed slightly, but their eyes did not withdraw from Pei Shuyi's face, and they twisted her tightly, Pei Tingqing pursed his lips and said hoarsely, "I love you Pei Shuyi, you are my woman, the mother of my children, how can I allow you to marry another man?" The wedding is just an expedient measure, Pei Zongyou is unwilling to let you go, so I have to force you to act in a scene. ”
Pei Shuyi was not moved when she heard this, especially Pei Tingqing's sentence I love you, she only felt like she had heard the biggest joke, "You said you love me Pei Tingqing, are you acting in the next scene?" Unlike every time she heard his confession, there was no throbbing in her heart at this moment, just bursts of chill and rejection, "If you love me, you won't humiliate me again and again, and even want to kill me." ”
"You won't be with Pei Zongyou and force me to marry other men. You have always used me as a tool to destroy the Xiang family. Why didn't you kill me with me at the wedding? I am already married to Xiang Yuyao, and I am also a member of the Xiang family, for you, what use do I have now? ”
Pei Tingqing clearly saw the hatred and disgust in Pei Shuyi's eyes, and there was no longer the same affection as before, as if she had already classified him and Pei Zongyou into the same category, Pei Tingqing's heart was dripping with blood, his dark eyes were red a little bit, he clenched his fingers to suppress the emotions that were about to explode, and his voice was low trying to ease the atmosphere, "I have already learned from Huo Huiyuan, I know that you did not betray me three years ago, but in order to protect our son, you had to act with Xiang Yuyao and let me give up on you." ”
Pei Shuyi trembled when she heard this, the coldness in her eyes dissipated in an instant, she looked at Pei Tingqing with red eyes, biting her lip and not speaking.
"In fact, you are not with Xiang Yuyao, the man you love is still me." Pei Tingqing said and let go of Pei Shuyi's hand, he bent his arm to hug Pei Shuyi's shoulder, leaned over and put his face against Pei Shuyi's, "Whether it is insisting on giving birth to our child or raising Yan Qiao alone in the past three years, I know that you have suffered a lot and paid a lot for me and Yan Qiao." ”
"And I married another woman when you almost died, and I am holding a wedding with Ning Lianmeng, I am sorry for you, I owe you too much, and now that all misunderstandings have been resolved, I hope you will give me another chance to make up for you. Shuyi, I love you............"
As Pei Tingqing's voice fell, the tears that Pei Shuyi had accumulated in her eyes flowed out.
"Shuyi." Pei Tingqing muttered her name, hot and soft lips kissed the corners of her eyes and cheeks, and sucked away the hot and wet tears.
Pei Shuyi's hand was on Pei Tingqing's shoulder, her heart seemed to be torn apart, she closed her eyes, but in the darkness, she seemed to see Xiang Yuyao, who was covered in blood and was engulfed in fire little by little.
Pei Shuyi's chest shook suddenly, opened her eyes suddenly, and pushed Pei Tingqing away at once, she sat there smartly, and asked Pei Tingqing with tears and choking: "You killed Xiang Yuyao, why did you kill him?" The first time I almost had a miscarriage, it was Xiang Yuyao who saved me and took me to the hospital. He was also by my side when I broke the water, and even when I was dying of blood, he was still there outside the operating room............ If it weren't for him, Yan Qiao and I would have died a long time ago. The person you should repay is not me, but Xiang Yuyao, but you killed him. ”
If Xiang Yuyao hadn't met her, Xiang Yuyao wouldn't have died, he is still the arrogant and unstoppable editor-in-chief of Qingzhu Society, still respected and the object of admiration of countless women, still coming to urge the manuscript and slapping the table to yell at the female cartoonist, he is still the boss who is responsible for his meticulous work............ But after getting to know her, all the disasters befell him.
She burdened him, and it was his burden for several years, and in the end, he not only didn't get anything, but also took his life, so how could she forgive herself and Pei Tingqing? Pei Tingqing wouldn't know how important Xiang Yuyao was to her, and if Yan Qiao also knew that his Uncle Xiang was dead, how sad Yan Qiao should be?
"What you said is not wrong, Xiang Yuyao and I were indeed acting three years ago, but in the past three years, I have really fallen in love with Xiang Yuyao, especially after his death, people always know to cherish after loss." Pei Shuyi shook her head, her face was pale and silently shed tears, and she said to Pei Tingqing in a sad tone: "You probably don't know that the night after I returned from the hotel, I gave myself to Xiang Yuyao. ”
Pei Tingqing's whole person was shocked when he heard this, and his eyes locked on Pei Shuyi in disbelief, "What? …………”