Chapter 144: You can go, but you have to leave the child behind (70,000 recommended votes plus more)
Pei Shuyi raised her chin, her back straightened to form a stiff line, and she looked at Pei Tingqing, "Although yesterday's wedding was not completed, in my heart, I have already married Xiang Yuyao and become Xiang Yuyao's wife, so how can I be with the man who killed my husband?" Now that Xiang Yuyao is dead, I will guard him for the rest of my life until I am old. ”
"Xiang Yuyao's wife?" Pei Tingqing muttered these words, his chest cavity was cracked and there was a feeling that it was difficult to breathe, his throat was like being burned by fire, and his voice was hoarse and asked with some difficulty, "Didn't you want to marry Xiang Yuyao at that time?" ”
It was precisely because she was unwilling to marry that there was a "forced marriage", for which he also tested her in words, at that time her attitude was clearly so resistant, but at this moment she told him that she wanted to be Xiang Yuyao's wife, I don't know if it was the three-year separation that made them strangers, and he found that he couldn't see through her heart more and more.
"At first, I really didn't want to marry, but you should know my character." On a big bed, the two were separated by dozens of centimeters, Pei Shuyi looked at Pei Tingqing, and said in a slightly mocking tone: "I've always eaten soft rather than hard, haven't I?" The more you push me, the greater my resistance, I don't need anyone to arrange my life, not to mention that if I agreed easily at that time, it would mean that I would have to give up my words. ”
Pei Tingqing's leg was bent, his elbow was on his knee, he sat in an elegant and good-looking posture, he was silent on the surface, but his fists were slowly clenched, he nodded, and asked disapprerovingly: "I know." So? Are you telling me this to get revenge on me by stabbing me in the heart? Then let me tell you Pei Shuyi, it's useless, I'm invulnerable, my heart doesn't hurt at all, really. ”
The last two words he said in an accentuated tone, but a cloud of scarlet was in his eyes, and the light blue veins on the back of his hand were jumping, and there was a sense of determination in Pei Tingqing's tone, "If you still don't feel happy, you continue, I'm here, I'll listen." ”
Pei Tingqing's thin lips were pale and pursed into a line, Pei Shuyi looked at it, her heart twitched for a while, and she said in a calm tone: "I just want you to know that the person I love is Xiang Yuyao, and I am Xiang Yuyao's wife............"
"Xiang Yuyao is dead, you accept this fact." Without waiting for Pei Shuyi to finish speaking, Pei Tingqing interrupted Pei Shuyi sneeringly, as if reminding Pei Shuyi and himself, "You Pei Shuyi belongs to me alone, and does not belong to any other man." As for you and Xiang Yuyao having a skin-to-skin relationship, so what? At first, I didn't care that you gave Wei Chengshu the first time, and now I don't mind that you have a relationship with Xiang Yuyao either. ”
"I'm ashamed of you first, I can forgive you this time, but I will never allow a second time, so you can dismiss the idea of leaving me." Pei Tingqing said in a low voice: "Pei Shuyi, I won't let you go again, and I won't do it for the rest of my life." ”
Anyway, in front of her, he had already lowered his posture and thrown away all his dignity, he tolerated her and retreated too many times, and as a man, he should have borne more than a woman, not to mention that he didn't blame her from beginning to end when he came to this point, she paid too much, she has suffered a lot in the past few years, it is he who did not protect her, he owes her, he should have made up for it.
Pei Shuyi was suddenly a little speechless, he was still the same as a few years ago, as long as he was determined, he would stick to it no matter what, no one could change it, and she was always moved to become brave, or she was powerless to struggle and finally chose to compromise, but this time she wouldn't.
He killed Xiang Yuyao, and he didn't even leave a whole corpse, and Xiang Yuyao has paid so much for her in the past few years, how can she forgive Pei Tingqing and be with Pei Tingqing with peace of mind? It only made the sin in her heart deeper.
Pei Shuyi held back the tears in her eyes, and her fingers clenched the sheets under her, "You don't care that I have other men, but I can't accept that you and Ning Lianmeng are married, you have a family, and you are Ning Lianmeng's husband." You say you want to be with me, do you want me to be the third party in your marriage? I won't Pei Tingqing, I don't love you anymore, I have no reason to let myself be humble to that point anymore, so you let me go and let me go. Pei Shuyi said lightly, as if she had already been relieved, "There is no going back between us, why should you be persistent anymore?" This will only hurt others and hurt yourself. ”
These words hurt Pei Tingqing the most, he can accept all punishments, but he can't accept that Pei Shuyi doesn't love him, because at least he feels that as long as there is love between them, then all the pain will be slowly faded away by time, all obstacles are not obstacles, he and Pei Shuyi will always go back to the past, what they are most afraid of is that the two of them will go farther and farther apart, and the initial relationship will be worn out and faded little by little, until they no longer love.
Pei Tingqing's heart seemed to be cut by a blade, and his eyes were hot and flashy, full of a kind of crystal, "You are lying to me Pei Shuyi, I don't believe it." He shook his head, his handsome eyebrows were pale, his thin lips trembled, and he said hoarsely: "Just like three years ago you said that you never loved me, and now you say that you don't love me, it's just an excuse for you to get rid of me, not to mention even if you don't love me anymore?" Anyway, my feelings for you haven't changed, it's enough for me to love you, it's my business alone. ”
"Are you sure your feelings for me haven't changed?" Pei Shuyi opened her mouth to ask rhetorically, seeing Pei Tingqing's shoulders shake, her eyes were filled with sadness, and then Pei Shuyi began to take off her nightdress, revealing the snow white on her chest, until the beautiful ketone body was completely displayed in front of Pei Tingqing.
A smile tugged at her lips, "Pei Tingqing, do you dare to ask me now?" I am no longer the Pei Shuyi I was when I was 17 or 19 years old, after three years, now my body and heart have completely belonged to Xiang Yuyao, so do you still feel the same way about me as before? ”
Pei Tingqing's originally pale face faded all the blood color little by little at this time, his eyes stared at Pei Shuyi's naked body, white and flawless, it was still so beautiful like a work of art, but he had not seen or touched it for three years, and it had become very strange.
In his mind, the scene of her and Xiang Yuyao lingering, her befriending under Xiang Yuyao, shouting Xiang Yuyao's name and asking Xiang Yuyao to ask for it............ Suddenly, he felt a wave of nausea in his stomach.
And if she had stripped naked to face herself, he would have had a blood surge and a great physiological reaction at the first time, but at this moment he found that he had no desire for her at all, and even in the face of such a beautiful body, he would have a kind of disgust and disgust.
Originally............ It turns out that this feels really wrong and different, when he first misunderstood that she gave Wei Chengshu for the first time, although he had a shadow in his psychology, he could still accept her as always, and now she also gave Xiang Yuyao, but he couldn't step through the hurdle in his heart, in the final analysis, she was in his heart, and she was no longer the clean and beautiful girl at the beginning, right? Three years is a long enough time, and too many things have happened to tarnish and destroy their original innocence.
They no longer get along day and night, they are no longer involved in the bits and pieces of each other's lives, such as he doesn't know when she has her monthly period now, whether her habits and hobbies have changed, and whether she still loves Conan the most............ In everything, the distance between them is getting farther and farther away, as she said, there is no going back to the past, and what he is pursuing is only the initial beauty.
Doesn't he love it too?
It seemed that the beautiful crystal ball that he had been caring for was broken, Pei Tingqing only felt exhausted, he raised his palm to cover his eyes, and a hot and humid liquid gushed out, gradually wetting the entire palm, his shoulders shook, and he didn't say a word for a long time.
"Since you don't love you anymore, then let me go. It is normal for people to experience several relationships in their lives, and we are cousins who are related by blood, and we have taken the wrong path from the beginning, and we are doomed to be broken and destroyed in the end. Until today, we have to let go, and in the days to come, you will always find the partner you really love and who is really suitable for you............"
Pei Shuyi's voice rang in his ears, but his mind was booming, and he didn't seem to hear what Pei Shuyi said clearly, all the past flashed in front of him, and he couldn't catch it so quickly.
I don't know how long it took, when Pei Tingqing looked at Pei Shuyi again, she was already dressed, but she was no longer the one she remembered.
Pei Tingqing finally got out of bed, he didn't say anything, and closed the door when he walked out, leaving Pei Shuyi with a tall but infinitely desolate and lonely back, and even the warm sun outside the window couldn't shine on him.
Pei Shuyi listened to the slight sound of the door being slammed shut, she seemed to have exhausted all her strength, her straight back collapsed suddenly, she sat on the bed, her face was as pale as paper, and tears slipped out of her eyes.
Pei Shuyi didn't ask Pei Tingqing again, because from his expression, she already understood, his feelings for her had probably changed, but he didn't find it himself, at this moment she needed to give him a little time, let him think about it quietly, and in the end he would always let her go, so that it was impossible for the two of them in this life, which was exactly the result she wanted.
Pei Shuyi raised her face and closed her eyes gently, she pulled her lips and tried to make herself laugh and make herself happy, but the tears that kept flowing out soaked her cheeks.
At this moment, the sound of broken dishes came from downstairs, and the little boy cried and said, "I don't want to eat, you bad people, I want to find my mother, I want to be with my mother............"
Yanqiao?!
Pei Shuyi trembled, she only thought that Pei Tingqing would protect Yan Qiao well, but she didn't expect Pei Tingqing to bring Yan Qiao over, and just downstairs, Pei Shuyi hurriedly lifted the quilt and got out of bed, put on slippers and opened the door and ran downstairs, looking for a cry to find Yan Qiao in the restaurant.
There was an expressionless man standing next to Yu Qiao, who seemed to have seen it somewhere, but Pei Shuyi couldn't remember it for a while, she ran to Yan Qiao's side in a few steps, squatted down and hugged Yan Qiao hard, Pei Shuyi's heart finally settled down, as if only Yan Qiao's existence was the most real, "Yan Qiao." ”
"Mom............" Yan Qiao buried her head in Pei Shuyi's soft chest, her little body trembled and cried, "Mom, where have you been?" Yan Qiao thought that his mother and Uncle Xiang were gone, so don't talk about it. Saying that, Yan Qiao poked his head out of Pei Shuyi's arms, and glanced at the man standing at the table with a waveless face, Yan Qiao was a little scared, and his little hand clutched Pei Shuyi's clothes, "Everyone here is a bad person, Yan Qiao don't stay here, Mom, let's go back, okay?" ”
Pei Shuyi hugged Yan more and more when she heard this, "Okay, let's go back." Hearing the familiar footsteps behind her, Pei Shuyi let go of Yan Qiao, stood up and held Yan Qiao's hand, she looked at Pei Tingqing who came over and asked, "Can we go?" ”
Yan Qiao still rejected Pei Tingqing very much, and just now the tall man with a cold face walked over and stood on Pei Tingqing's right side, which gave Yan Qiao even more pressure, he grabbed Pei Shuyi's hand and hid behind Pei Shuyi.
Pei Tingqing's long body stood a few steps away, looking at Pei Shuyi with obscure eyes, he said hoarsely, "You can go, where you go, whether you are dead or alive, it has nothing to do with me, but ............", Pei Tingqing's words paused, his eyes fell on Yan Qiao's back, and he said in an unquestionable tone: "Yan Qiao must stay, this is my son, I can't let you take him alone." ”
Pei Shuyi's face turned pale, and she was suddenly a little speechless, "You ............", the man next to Pei Tingqing was well-trained at a glance, which made Pei Shuyi feel very oppressed, and took a step back, her palm became more and more wrapped around Yan Qiao's little hand, bit her lip and said: "I won't give Yan Qiao to you, you promised that no one can take Yan Qiao away from me, not to mention that Yan Qiao doesn't want to leave me, do you want to take him back to Pei's house?" ”
Pei Tingqing was silent and did not speak, but his expression already showed that he would definitely speak.
"Why do you have to say anything?" Pei Shuyi's eyes were red, she stared at Pei Tingqing, and said in an almost pleading tone: "You and Ning Lianmeng can have many children, and I only have words." ”
These words have already been said again when Pei Zongyou wants to take Yanqiao back to Pei's house, Pei Tingqing's position is very clear, and he doesn't want to say more to Pei Shuyi, the mobile phone vibrated at this time, he looked at the caller ID, turned his head and ordered the subordinates on his side, "Miss Shuyi wants to leave, no one should stop her, but the premise is that you can't take the child." ”
The man mechanically replied, "Yes." ”
Pei Tingqing glanced at Yan Qiao, he wanted to walk over and hug Yan Qiao, but Yan Qiao stared at him with those dark brown eyes, full of defense and resistance, Pei Tingqing only felt sour in his heart, pursed his pale thin lips, and finally did nothing, he turned around and walked out silently.