I seem to be lost in a criss-crossing road, there are countless exits in front of me, but only one will bring me a bright life, I have to choose carefully, but many times the more cautious you are, the more you think, the greater the chance of deviation, because what can only be decided by luck is complicated by yourself.

In the following time, I didn't focus on anything other than work, just quietly waited with Chen Qingyi for the decoration company's bidder to be in place.

At nine o'clock in the morning, the decoration companies participating in the bidding were in place one after another, and Chen Qingyi also began to preside over this small bidding meeting.

In addition to giving us our own decoration plans, each decoration company is also telling the advantages of their own company, Chen Qingyi and I began to do analysis when receiving this information, we need to implement the decoration company as soon as possible, leaving us with not very much time.

The bidding meeting lasted for three hours, and it was already 11 o'clock at noon at the end, Chen Qingyi and I went outside the hotel together, and when we breathed the fresh air outside, we both made a relieved gesture.

I said to Chen Qingyi: "I tend to use this Yingtang decoration company, in addition to the company's hard power, the design plan also has a feeling of eye-catching." ”

Chen Qingyi nodded and said with a smile: "We coincide, and I also tend to use Yingtang....... Zhang Yixi, I think there is a tacit understanding between us! ”

"Yes, there are more than a dozen decoration companies, and we chose the same one, which is indeed a tacit performance." I smiled and said.

Chen Qingyi sighed lightly, and said with some concern: "The implementation of the decoration will mean that the opening plan has been officially launched, and what awaits you at that time is high-intensity work, I am really afraid that you will not be able to cope with it!" ”

I looked ahead, lit a cigarette, shrugged my shoulders and said, "I had long expected what kind of road was ahead of me, and I didn't have to choose whether I could cope with it or not....... I will grit my teeth and walk this path of redemption. ”

Chen Qingyi bit her lip and looked at me...... It was a distressed color that couldn't be faked, and said to me for a while: "I will accompany you to the end of this road, even if the end is dark!" ”

I nodded movingly, patted Chen Qingyi's shoulder gently, and motioned for her to eat lunch together.

.......

During the meal, my emotions were unconsciously emptied and somewhat absent-minded.

Chen Qingyi handed me a bowl of soup and asked with concern, "Do you have a mind?" ”

I subconsciously shook my head and didn't say anything.

Chen Qingyi's expression was a little unhappy, and said: "We are already so acquainted, if you have thoughts, I hope you can tell me, it is always uncomfortable to hold it in your heart, and ...... I don't want your negative emotions to affect my work. ”

"I'm probably going to get married soon." I thought about it for a long time and said to Chen Qingyi.

Chen Qingyi looked at me with an uncertain emotion, smiled for a long time and asked, "Is it Mr. He'an?" ”

"Yes." I said as I lit a cigarette for myself, trying to hide my mixed emotions with the haze of smoke.

"Wouldn't it be nice to have a lover who eventually becomes a family, you should be happier, Zhang Yixi!" Chen Qingyi patted me on the shoulder and said to me in an encouraging tone.

"I'm not unhappy, it's just ......" I said halfway through my words, and I didn't say any more, some things were really hard to talk about, or too sudden to face marriage, and I was not completely mentally prepared.

Chen Qingyi didn't ask me again at the right time, she looked out the window in silence, and a beam of sunlight suddenly appeared, lazily across the middle of the table, isolating me and Chen Qingyi in two worlds.

.......

I was busy with Chen Qingyi until late, I returned to the hotel, I hurriedly washed up and lay on the bed, I felt an indescribable fatigue, but it was still difficult to sleep, I couldn't figure out what was wrong with me...... Could it be that the current Zhang Yixi still doesn't understand that a marriage may be able to end those ridiculous years, shouldn't I have expectations for this?

In my meditation, the doorbell rang again, and I knew that it was Angel who had returned, and that she had been with her best friend lately.

I opened the door a little sluggish, and the beautiful Angel appeared in front of me, and at this moment we didn't need to stand in front of the mirror, I could feel what a strong contrast I had formed with Angel.

Angel handed me a convenient bag in her hand and said with a smile: "The walnut and almond porridge I brought you is a brain nourishment, you can rest after drinking." ”

I didn't reach for the handy bag that Angel handed me, but I hugged her gently...... The more you hug it, the tighter it gets......

I don't know why I behave so abnormally, maybe in my subconscious, I was afraid of losing her, but I can't figure out whether it's or not.

Angel was a little difficult to breathe when I was hugging, but she didn't struggle, she didn't complain, and when we were about to face marriage, she suddenly became gentle, maybe this is also an abnormality!!

.......

I don't know how long I hugged it, I finally let go of Anqi, Anqi complained, but with a smile, said: "You see that you have been hugging for so long, the porridge is almost cold, hurry up and drink it." ”

"The porridge is cold, but I feel the warmth in you...... Thank you! ”

Angel looked at me with some surprise, and asked after a while, "What's wrong with you today?" It can't be exhausting, right? ”

"We may be married soon, and you will be my wife from now on......." I replied.

"Yes, yes, I will be your Zhang Yixi's wife in the future, but can we drink the porridge first, and then feel a lot of feelings?" Angel said as she pulled me to the couch and sat down, then opened the lunch box and handed me the plastic spoon.

"Tastes good, right?" Angel asked, holding her chin.

"Slightly sweet!"

"No, I know you don't like sweetness very much, so I specifically told the waiter to put less sugar."

I smiled and took another sip of porridge, but I didn't respond to Anqi's words, she didn't understand much, what I said was sweet, it came from her gentle and caring heart for me, which had nothing to do with more sugar and less sugar.

........

After eating porridge with me, Angel returned to her room, I turned off the light, half lay on the bed, and habitually lit a cigarette...... In the smoke, I was empty, lost, and in a trance......

"Happy birthday, I said to myself, the candle is lit, the loneliness is bright, happy birthday, the tears are melting, I want to thank you for giving, everything you take, I still love you, I take you a little hate, and it will take time to balance ......." The phone suddenly rang the song.......

I was surprised, this song is neither my caller ringtone nor the SMS tone, why does it ring all of a sudden?

I picked up my phone and looked at it, it turned out to be a reminder of the birthday memo, it turned out that I had 6 days to celebrate my birthday!! No wonder my little aunt said that she wanted to come to Jinan, maybe she wanted to spend this birthday with me with the warmth of family affection!!

The song is repeating...... My mind drifted back to that snowy night a year ago......

One snow, two people, one candlelight, two joys!!

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PS: There are a lot of things to say today, first of all, congratulations to the tank legion Bingyan for becoming a fan of the alliance leader.

Yesterday, I expressed with the editor that I wanted to finish and end the book, but the editor did not agree, and asked me to continue to write the book, and will increase the recommendation of the book, and also recommend it to the department in charge of publishing, as for whether it can be published, this is not sure.

I'm a little tired of writing, I also admit that this book has a hard injury, I am reflecting on it all day today, what I want to write this book into, I have always hoped to bring you inspirational and upward positive energy, but now the plot is too entangled in emotion, which is too concerned about the reader's reading direction in the early stage, and the sequelae left behind.

So far, this book does not have the first brotherhood between Wang Jing and Da Long, Liu Jie, the boss and others, and there is no Wang Jing's wits and courage in the workplace // Although there is progress in expression and words, it has not shaped the soul of this book.

Since I decided to continue to write well, then in the next stage, I will give this book a soul and complete the redemption of the first book, the recent update will be slow, please give me some patience, I want to sort out my thoughts, in addition to emotions, I also want to bring you more excitement and expectations.

Hopefully, when this book completes its redemption, I'll still see familiar names.

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Among the book friends, does anyone play and sing? Yesterday, I played singing, I saw a girl from Yangzhou, she sang very well, Faye Wong sang a lot, these are not the point, the point is that the photos she uploaded in the singing bar are very consistent with the image of Chen Qingyi in my mind..... Let's listen to her songs and support her, it's quite temperamental.

Download the solo singing bar software on your mobile phone, then register, in the Find Friends option, enter AvaS, and you can find her, let's see, is the image of Chen Qingyi in my mind the same as you imagined. (I'm sorry for the change today..... I'm going to think about it again, and the next plot! ）