Chapter 114: A Dream of Black Humor
I drove through the streets, the road was wide, but I didn't know whether to go straight or turn back, and the dazzling light from the headlights could not pierce the darkness of my life.
I found a bar and stopped, and I plunged headlong into the bar, at which point I needed alcohol to help me "sober up".
I dialed Han Feng's phone, I need someone to drink with me, I'm afraid I'm too drunk to leave the bar.
My table was full of beer, and I drank bottle after bottle, just to get rid of the karma that was pestering me.
About ten minutes later, Han Feng came to the bar, and I had already eaten a few bottles of beer, Han Feng sat down opposite me, looked at the empty wine bottle on the table, seemed to feel that I was in a bad mood, surprisingly did not tease me, frowned and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Drink first." As I spoke, I handed a bottle of beer to Han Feng.
Han Feng glanced at me suspiciously, but still took the beer from my hand and took a sip.
I leaned back on the couch with the bottle in hand, sighed heavily, and took another sip of beer, but my emotions were not frozen in the cold liquor.
"Quarreled with Angel?" Han Feng patted me on the shoulder and asked.
I shook my head, took another sip of wine, and said, "I'd rather have a fight with her." ”
"Our lord, don't grind, if you have something to say, say it openly." Han Feng stared at me and said.
I sighed and sorted out my emotions: "I'm Zhang Yixi, the emotional debt in this life is not over......"
After drinking another bottle of wine, I finally told Han Feng about Zuo Lan's grievances and what happened after leaving, at this time I really hope that someone will solve my doubts.
Han Feng looked at me with a speechless expression......
"Say, what the hell am I going to do?
"The best advice I can give you right now is that you first find out who your favorite person is. This is definitely the premise of solving the problem. Han Feng said.
The faces of several women flashed alternately in my mind, and after a long time, I said to Han Feng, "Anqi." ”
Han Feng smiled meaningfully and said, "Zhang Yixi, I think you should think about Zuo Lan's words, in fact, as an outsider, it is difficult for me to think that you are just a sister and brother to Shen Man." ”
"Even if it's love, what can it be? I can't get past myself......." I said, taking another sip of my beer.
"Since ancient times, there has been affection and empty hatred! ......”
"Something useful, okay?" I said to Han Feng in a dissatisfied tone.
Han Feng's expression became serious, and he said to me, "Is it useful?" ...... Now the most useful and important thing for you is the cause, and you must not forget that Brother Luo is still in prison, and our redemption is not yet complete. ”
Han Feng's words were like lightning strikes, I finally woke up from the whirlpool of feelings, I know how heavy the burden is at this stage, I know best, there is no gap for me to be distracted.
"Zhang Yixi, I suggest that you maintain the status quo emotionally and catch up in your career...... You are already sorry for Zuo Lan and Shen Man, if you think about making up for Zuo Lan at this time, then you will be sorry for Anqi again....... Maybe Zuo Lan didn't think about asking you to make up for it at all, otherwise she would have taken the initiative to tell you about the grievances she had suffered over the years, instead of you forcing her to say it. After Han Feng finished speaking, he looked at me and nodded, letting me think for myself.
I nodded, but still blamed myself and said: "But I see their mother and son helpless, I feel really uncomfortable, if I could have taken Zuo Lan's feelings into account more, she may not have such a tragic fate." ”
"The current life is Zuo Lan's own choice, and it has nothing to do with you, if you are really guilty, find an opportunity to help her find someone she can rely on and take care of her family, so that everyone is happy!" After a pause, Han Feng said to me again: "Zhang Yixi, as a friend, I have to remind you that although An Qi looks high on the surface, she has really sacrificed a lot for you, and you should know this better than me, so treat her wholeheartedly, I'm sure that if you hurt her, her life will be dark, a darkness that can never be lit up!" ”
I looked at Han Feng, took a deep breath, and finally nodded, and drank the remaining beer in the bottle in one go, I admit that it is best to maintain the status quo emotionally at this time, because I have more important causes that require me to put more energy into it.
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I drank a little too much, Han Feng drove me back to the hotel in my car, I nested in the room, my emotions were still tangled in pain, I can think very clearly, but it doesn't mean that I can live calmly because I think about it, I need to self-examine and redeem emotionally.......
The alcohol started to irritate my nerves, and I was drowsy, only to hear the doorbell in my half-asleep state.
I struggled to get out of bed and opened the door, and in front of me stood Angel.
Angel looked at me, sniffed at me, frowned and asked, "Are you drinking again?" ”
"I drank a little, but I didn't drink too much." I said as I pulled Angel into the room.
I went back to bed, and Angel was sitting on the couch across from me, and I took a sip of water and asked, "Did you have fun today?" ”
Angel nodded and said, "Have you had dinner?" ”
"Eat...."
"Then you should rest early, I will go to rest too."
"We're going to get married, right?" I suddenly asked Angel, who was leaving.
Angel looked at me in some surprise, smiled for a while and said to me, "As long as you are willing to marry me, I will marry you!" After a pause, Anqi asked again, "Zhang Yixi, are you willing to marry me?" ”
"Yes."
Angel nodded and said, "My mother will return to China in a week, and I hope you can behave well then." ”
I nodded, signaling Anqi to rest assured, but there was a sense of urgency in my heart, I didn't expect Anqi's mother to return to China so soon, I understand that this meeting, if I can get her mother's approval, then my marriage with Anqi will be inseparable, maybe I Zhang Yixi will really enter the palace of marriage in the near future!
This night, I had a dream, I dreamed that I and Angel got married, the process was very smooth, very smooth, we almost did not encounter a trace of obstacles, after marriage, Angel lived a life of husband and children, and I rose to prominence in business, gradually built my own business empire, the next year we had our own baby, it was a boy, I named him Pippi, everything looked so beautiful....... But when I woke up, I realized that the so-called sweet dream was nothing more than a black humor, how could my child and Angel be called "Pippi"!!
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The next day, I got up at seven o'clock and came to the hotel where Chen Qingyi lived early, and today we will accept the bidding of various decoration companies in the reception room of this hotel, and after selecting the satisfactory decoration company, the two stores of "Seaview Coffee" in Shandong will be officially put into construction.
Chen Qingyi and I had a simple breakfast, and then came to the reception room and waited solemnly.......
"Yixi, do you have any good ideas about the opening of two stores of Seaview Coffee in Shandong?" Chen Qingyi asked me.
"It's being conceived...... However, I hope you are mentally prepared, the opening of these two stores in Jinan will definitely have a gap in popularity compared with the Nantong store. I replied.
Chen Qingyi nodded, and said to me as if she remembered something: "By the way, yesterday my little aunt contacted me and said that she would travel to Jinan with my little uncle in another week, did she tell you?" ”
I was in a cold sweat, in another week, wouldn't it be the day when Anqi's mother returned to China!! ....... Don't be so teasive!!