The huge auto show billboard on the building across the river shone brightly under the spotlights, and I seemed to be a little drunk, and now the wine has no taste in my mouth.

Seeing that I was in a trance, the Taoist chief patted me on the shoulder and said, "Little monk, the more you drink, the more you hurt it, it's almost enough." ”

"I've just started warming up, not much, not much...... No, how can you drink so much today? I said as I patted the chief on the shoulder.

"It's that you can't drink today, if you don't get drunk, everyone will get drunk, little monk." The Taoist chief patted me on the shoulder very calmly and said, not at all like I had drunk alcohol.

I shook my head with great effort to relieve my dizziness, but a large amount of saliva was oozing uncontrollably from my mouth, and I was about to vomit, I had drunk too much.

After vomiting, no matter how much I pestered the Taoist, he didn't want to drink with me anymore, and after cleaning up the garbage on the ground, he put away his stall and prepared to leave.

........

The Taoist was gone, and I sat alone by the river, not wanting to go anywhere, lighting a cigarette and staring blankly at the flickering neon lights on the opposite bank in a daze, until a phone rang and woke me up from my daze.

I looked at the number, it was Wang Mengmeng calling........ I didn't answer, I didn't hang up, I just let the bell ring.

Wang Mengmeng insisted beyond imagination, and she dialed over and over again........ I finally got on the phone: "Hey, Moe!"

"Sissy, where are you?" Wang Mengmeng's tone was very concerned.

"Me? I'm blowing the wind by the river~~~ by the river. ”

"Why are you stammering, are you drinking again? Sissy, aren't you happy? ”

I avoided Wang Mengmeng's question and asked directly, "Is there anything wrong with you calling me?" ”

"I miss you so much, wow, where are you, let me go find you!"

"Are you afraid I'm going drunk?"

"Don't be afraid, tell me quickly, I'm afraid you'll be sad alone........" Wang Mengmeng's tone was full of nervousness.

"On the banks of the ancient bridge." I paused and told Wang Mengmeng where I was.

I was dizzy, I threw the phone aside, and I just lay naked on the grass, I was tired, I was more tired than I had ever been, but I couldn't relieve my tiredness, I closed my eyes, my world was gray, and finally it turned black........

.........

"Sissy, wake up!"

In the haze, I felt my shoulders being shaken, and I slowly opened my eyes, and I saw that cute but caring face.

"Moe." I squinted at Wang Mengmeng.

Wang Mengmeng dusted off the blades of grass on my head for me, held my arm tightly, and said with a crying voice: "Xixi, I really don't want to see you like this, I'm so sad!" What's wrong with you, here alone! ”

"How cool it is to drink and blow the wind, laugh when you want, sleep when you want." I said and reached out to take out a cigarette in my bag, but found that the only pack of cigarettes had been given to the Taoist, and I said to Wang Mengmeng: "Mengmeng, you go and buy a pack of cigarettes for me, I want to smoke." ”

Wang Mengmeng took out a pack of cigarettes from her bag and handed it to me, saying, "You like to smoke after drinking, and you often forget to buy cigarettes, so I have prepared them for you a long time ago." ”

"Mengmeng, you are so good......." I still shook my body and said to Wang Mengmeng in a drunken tone.

"In your heart, the good thing is smoke, not me!"

I smiled, didn't respond to Wang Mengmeng's words, skillfully opened the cigarette, lit one, and still stared at the giant billboard of the auto show across the river in a daze.

"Meng Meng, do you know, I'm so happy to live, full of happiness...... It's all happy, oh~~ happy! I said incoherently.

Wang Mengmeng had tears in her eyes and grabbed my arm: "Don't say it, Xixi, you're unhappy, I know you're unhappy." ”

I shook my head to keep myself awake, but said angrily: "I'm happy, I'm really happy, I drink to death, smoke to death, why aren't I happy........!" ”

My tone full of anger made Wang Mengmeng subconsciously let go of me, she looked at me in a daze, and said for a long time: "You are unhappy, in fact, you are very stupid and pitiful, you don't have a real love, no friends, no one to talk to you, you are completely closed, don't dare to tell anyone........ As you often say, envy me very much, you think I'm transparent, you can see my mind at a glance, see my heart dancing and singing in my body, silly music, and you? ”

Wang Mengmeng said that tears were already flowing down, and she choked up and said, "And you? No one knows why you separated from Sister Zuo Lan, why you don't fall in love with Sister Shen Man, why you don't care about anything, but you can't let go of anything........ I don't know what you're afraid of, what you're hiding from, what you're protecting......... I think you are very much like a lonely dog for so many years, and this dog is not as strong as it seems, so fearless, so courageous, on the surface you seem to be quite smart, in fact, you are a child in my eyes, a child who lacks security, trust, low self-esteem, cowardice, and this child thinks that he is very smart, can see through others, has foresight, and does things without leaking........"

Wang Mengmeng said with tears in her eyes and shook her head: "Actually, you are the stupidest, the most pitiful, the most helpless, the most fragile, each of us wants to get what we want from you, I want you to be a husband, I want you to be a lover, I want to be with you forever, but no one really thinks about what you want, or you don't want anything....... We're pretty selfish....... Xixi ....... "Wang Mengmeng finally called me, and I couldn't say a word anymore!"

I looked at Wang Mengmeng sluggishly, a tight string in my heart seemed to be suddenly torn off, and I felt the pain of not being able to breathe........

"Sissy, am I right? I really feel sorry for you! "Wang Mengmeng hugged me and cried!

I cried, Wang Mengmeng was right, in fact, my stupidest, most helpless, most fragile, and most cowardly....... I never really got what I wanted, otherwise why wouldn't I have experienced even a shred of happiness even if I had a house!

"Sissy, in fact, I know everything, but many times, I will pretend not to know, I don't want to be a burden to you........ I am the person who pays the most attention to you and understands you the most in this world! Wang Mengmeng hugged me, I cried silently, she couldn't help crying.

.......

The mall across the river is about to close, and the gentle-sounding staff reminds customers to leave as soon as possible to the sound of "It's Not That Simple" in the background........

The sound of music floated faintly: "After the age of love and dreaming, it is better to be calm and happy, it is not so easy to be particularly fascinating, the age of not knowing anything, once the most heartfelt, so the happiest, once ........."

The sound of fireworks and crackling in the distance diluted the singing, and I raised my head, a piece of splendor, my eyes pierced and gorgeous, but it was a mess left after the youth was gone!

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