The flickering lights made me dizzy again, I wanted to vomit again, I stood by the guardrail on the riverside, and vomited hysterically, what the hell was wrong with me? Why am I so easily drunk and dizzy today?

Dizzy, I seemed to see a running black dog on the river, he was chasing the shining lights, every time he wanted to touch it, but the lights were not far from him, so he ran tirelessly and chased, tired and couldn't breathe......... He's stupid, stupid and greedy, he doesn't know that the lights are just a flash!!

Wang Mengmeng behind me gently patted my back, I couldn't vomit, only saliva and gastric juice kept dripping.

Wang Mengmeng took out a wet towel and wiped the corners of my mouth for me: "Xixi, let's go home." ”

Wang Mengmeng supported me, and the two bumped into each other, and walked towards the river bank with difficulty.

........

Wang Mengmeng sent me back to my home, a home that only contained my shell, and she helped me to sit down on the sofa, and then began to look at the house.

"Sissy, this is your house wow!" Wang Mengmeng's tone was full of happiness.

"Hmm."

"Why don't you buy furniture? It feels so empty! Wang Mengmeng asked me after looking at every corner.

"I don't have time lately, let's talk about it later!" I said as I lay on the couch, tiredness eating away at my body.

Wang Mengmeng put her hands together, and said happily with a look of reverie: "Xixi, you now have a house and a car, even if you can't be the general manager this time, it's already great!" ”

I know that this is Wang Mengmeng comforting me, in fact, everyone except me understands that it is impossible for me to defeat Shen Man.

I didn't respond to Wang Mengmeng's words, pressed my forehead, and paused for a long time before saying to her: "Mengmeng, it's not too early, you go back and rest....... Thank you today! ”

Wang Mengmeng nodded, but she didn't move, her face was full of expressions that wanted to speak and stopped, and only after a long time did she say cautiously: "Xixi, I have something to say to you." ”

"I'm tired, won't I talk about it today?"

Wang Mengmeng shook her head and said, "If I don't say it today, I'm afraid I won't have the courage to say it in the future." ”

I opened my eyes and turned my head to look at Wang Mengmeng, not knowing whether to refuse or listen to her for a while.

.........

"Say it, I'll listen!" After a long time, I said to Wang Mengmeng, who was still standing in place.

When I was willing to listen, Wang Mengmeng's face showed a cramped feeling, she pursed her lips, and showed two small dimples.

I sat up from the sofa, gave Wang Mengmeng a place to sit, motioned for her to sit down, and I lit another cigarette for myself!

Wang Mengmeng sat down next to me, and second-hand smoke was everywhere around me.

"Sissy, remember what we said to you when we broke up?" After brewing for a long time, Wang Mengmeng asked me softly.

"Yes."

Wang Mengmeng smiled abruptly, this was a smile that never belonged to her, and she said after a long time: "When we broke up, I said: Xixi, we will break up temporarily, and when you have a house and a car, you will marry me, I promise to wait for you obediently!" ”

I looked at Wang Mengmeng, but didn't speak, waiting for her to continue.

"Maybe others think that my reason for breaking up is too ridiculous, thinking that I am a material and naïve woman, but in fact, I will really wait for you, obediently, for a year, two years, three years....... I'll wait........ You know, I'm really embarrassed, my parents have a nurturing grace for me, I can't disobey them, but I can't help but love you, so I came up with this compromise, during the time we broke up, I was really well-behaved, I didn't have contact with any boys, and I didn't pay attention to them, I miss you every day, especially in Beijing, every day after work, I will sit on the lawn downstairs in the community, look at the sky, look at the clouds, every time at this time, I feel that we are very close, Because we are under the same blue sky........." Wang Mengmeng said softly, and then looked at me quietly.

........

I seem to hear the song again: "After the age of dreaming, it is better to be vigorous than to be calm!" ”

I asked myself in my heart: What kind of love do I want? I am indeed past the age of dreaming, and I understand that the love I have been trying to pursue is just an unreal dream for me, a dream that I can't hold on........ But I was reluctant to come out of my dream, because I didn't want to bear the huge sense of loss that comes when my dream breaks!!

"Xixi, let me marry you......." Wang Mengmeng suddenly threw herself into my arms out of control, and hit me in a trance, my hand hung in the air, but I didn't dare to hug her tightly.

Wang Mengmeng leaned on my shoulder and choked up: "Xixi, let me pay off the mortgage with you, let's go pick out furniture together, put the house full of beautiful and beautiful, tell you, I have a lot, a lot of savings, all of which are pocket money given by my father, as well as my own salary, I will never spend it indiscriminately, keep it, so you don't have to be so tired........"

Looking at Wang Mengmeng, who hugged me tightly and seemed to have become a little girl again, I was messy for a moment, moved, loved, and distressed........ I really wanted to hug her, but my arms were like lead, and I couldn't move.

"Am I worth it?" After a long time, I gently hugged her and asked.

"Where is it worthwhile to love someone, I just want to be with you, I used to think about it, I think about it now, and I will think about it in the future......."

"Mengmeng, can you listen to me?" I said and stepped back, gently pushing away Wang Mengmeng, who was holding me.

"Yes, but you can't say you don't want me, and you can't use my parents as an excuse for you not to want me!" Wang Mengmeng wiped away her tears and looked at me and said.

I nodded and said, "Give me a little space and time, there are some things that I need to figure out, and there are also some things that I need to solve urgently, such as this auto show........ It's all about waiting for this auto show, okay? ”

"Is career really that important, why can't you give up the position of general manager to Sister Shen Man this time, we don't want to see you like this!" Wang Mengmeng said softly to me.

I shook my head and said, "Mengmeng, there is no Zhang Yixi, no Shen Man, no senior sister, and no junior brother in the workplace......... Some are just competition, any position is won by competition, not humility, and we have no choice in the workplace. ”

"But ........"

"Mengmeng, don't say it, after the auto show is over, I will seriously consider and redefine my life, and at that time, I will tell you my choice." I said.

Wang Mengmeng wanted to speak and stopped, and only said after a long time: "Well, I'm waiting for you, waiting for your choice." ”

........

After Wang Mengmeng left, my world was no longer turbulent, and gradually returned to calm, but this calm was just the appearance, and I recalled why I became boyfriend and girlfriend with Wang Mengmeng........ I drank a lot that night, and I was accompanied by Wang Mengmeng, and the next day when I was conscious, we were naked opposite each other, and there was a cherry red on the sheets....... I made a mistake, a mistake that I couldn't make up, and then we became a couple, until her parents strongly interfered with our relationship, which ended this love that was not love!

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