080 July 7 Fine

On the side of the street, it was already evening.

The gray streets are colorless, hollow, and inexplicably depressing. The dark clouds after the rain did not want to disperse for a long time, and the breath in the air was as if the sky had cried sadly.

Su Han dragged his tired body and staggered, and with every step, his legs seemed to be filled with lead. A gust of evening breeze hit her expressionless cheeks, a little cold.

Today is Tanabata, her birthday, and it is the day he left her.

She turned slightly, and saw the couples on the street walking past her in pairs, talking and snuggling, with an unconcealed faint happiness on everyone's smiling faces.

In the bustling crowd, she seemed so lonely. What they are happy with seems to have nothing to do with her. She seems to have been abandoned by the world and turned into a pathetic invisible person, no one will care about her pain, no one will give her a hug, and not even one person to say "happy birthday" to her.

The shops on the street are full of happiness in those windows, as if they are within reach. But why, when she stretched out her hands, she touched nothingness? She was really in pain. She understands that the happiness that belongs to her has been left in his arms...

"On the seventh day of July, it suddenly snowed heavily, and I didn't dare to open my eyes, hoping it was my hallucination, I stood on the edge of the earth and watched the snow cover the street where you came......"

At this moment, a song came from the shop on the street. Hearing the poignant lyrics, she felt as if she had been run over by a wheel.

On July 7th, just today, she completely lost the person she loved the most. And the woman who took away her happiness was named Haru.

This song is so sad and sad melody, so consistent with her state of mind. Was it written for her? Why is it that the more I listen, the more heartache I feel, and the more I can't see the edge of hope......

For a moment, it seemed as if all the lights had gone out, and her world went dark. She held on to the cold street lamp, her heart was already broken, and she finally couldn't lock the drift in her eyes, and she cried out of grief.

"Xuan, why are you doing this to me? I like you, I really like you......" She doesn't understand, she can't figure it out, is it because her love is not clear enough? Or, she doesn't love him enough? How could he be so cruel and cruelly leave her at such a time.

Su Han wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, she suddenly felt so helpless, when she wanted to cry the most, no one was willing to give her a warm embrace.

Only then did she suddenly realize that nothing is static, and no emotion is forever. Even when her own shadow is tired, who will always be by her side? In the most lost time, only I will never give up on myself, it turns out that people are always so lonely.

She suddenly smiled. When I'm most sad, I can't cry, but I want to laugh.

She felt that Ye Junxuan was angry, and he must be angry. Because she showed her heart very late? Or is it because she is always headstrong and doesn't listen to him? If she says she likes him now, will it be too late to undo it......

The reality is cold and cruel. He really left her and will never come back. Because that's what he said himself, tell her to get out. She stroked her lower abdomen, and in a hazy way, it seemed that she could feel the existence of that little life.

Baby, how long have you been in this world? Will you choose to embrace this cold and unforgiving world, or will you be disappointed and never love again?

Baby, Daddy Let's Get ......

She closed her eyes slightly, and their sockets were quickly soaked with tears again. Those cold tears distorted the vision, and even the outline of the ground was blurred.

"Xuan, even if you don't love me, but the child is yours, and you are the child's father..."

She cried, and cried bitterly. She just wants to have a happy home for three people, and like all other families, she, him, and their baby have been spending every day warmly...... Unexpectedly, these ordinary little things would become the biggest luxury.

"Don't you even cherish your own flesh and blood? Don't you really feel heartache at all......"

yes, he doesn't even want her anymore, and of course he doesn't care about their children.

But the child also has his blood on him, doesn't it...... How could he be so cruel and push her into the abyss with his own hands when she was at her happiest.

"On the seventh day of July, the night suddenly changed to day, I lost consciousness, I saw the limit of love, I looked at the horizon, the sky was boundless, I couldn't hear you say goodbye......"

The sad melody was still lingering in her ears, she was already numb, maybe her heart hurt to the limit, but she would become relieved and want to laugh......

If it weren't Valentine's Day, if it wasn't her birthday, maybe she wouldn't be so sad...

He was so cruel that on her birthday, he told her that the person he loved was not her, but another woman.

So, what about their past? Are all those sweet memories fake, all her hallucinations? Originally, it was he who first said that he liked her, how could he just not want her like this?

He was gone, and he walked away in such a dashing manner, to find his happiness, and he didn't care how sad she was. It wasn't until the pain was already painful that she realized that he really didn't love her anymore.

A love is always smiling at the beginning and beautiful. The two of them are together, each thinking about those sweet thoughts, sharing each other's joy, and even a little silly. At the height of their love, they make eternal vows to each other, paranoid that this happiness will last forever.

Often at this time, the fiercest storms are also gathering momentum behind the smiling mask. The name of that storm is called time.

- No matter how beautiful love is, it can't stand the test of time. If you're not careful, it can become so painful.

After the storm, happiness is swept away, and only the eternal night remains in the empty heart. She was lost, wandering in the dark, falling countless times, crying, remorse, praying...... Unfortunately, she could no longer hold the hands she once held tightly.

Perhaps this is the truest side of love. Perhaps, this is the price to pay for feeling happy. I didn't know how to cherish it when I had it, and it wasn't until I lost it that I realized how dependent I was......

She looked at the cloudy sky and laughed self-deprecatingly. But when she closed her eyes, all she could think of was his smile.

She understood, and it hurt. Two people love each other, and they need to prove it in such a cruel way - only to find out at the end of the road that this love is so profound.

It took her so late to understand, so late to understand what love was...... Is it really too late?

I was tired of crying, and I didn't even have the strength to be sad. She sat on the ground, with their baby, with the wreckage of love, with the incomparable thought of him... But where is she going?

She curled up under the streetlight, her hands clasped around her knees, only then would she not feel the cold.

"Xuan... Come back, please... I'm not willful anymore, don't lose my temper with you, let's start over, okay? ”

"I love you, I really love ......"

"Xuan ......"

High......

High......

Ye Junxuan's arm shook and he didn't support his head, and he woke up like this.

"Xuan, you look tired. Go back to rest after eating? Liang Ruoqing, who was sitting next to him, smiled slightly and helped him dust off his shoulders.

On Valentine's Day, this French restaurant is full of lovers. In the afternoon, Liang Ruoqing just called Xuan tentatively, but he didn't expect him to really agree. Although he didn't accept it very enthusiastically, since he was willing to go to the appointment, did it mean that he accepted her?

"Here, try this, French foie gras, it was my favorite when I was studying abroad." Liang Ruoqing pushed the plate in front of him in front of him, with a warm smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Oh..." Ye Junxuan was in a trance, he picked up the knife and fork, and cut it with an expressionless face.

Just now, he seemed to hear something? Someone was calling his name, it was her......

It's a dream again. He couldn't remember the first time he heard her voice, and he tried his best to keep himself busy, but as long as he had spare time, her shadow would still appear in his mind, and he couldn't disperse for a long time.

"Xuan, I knew you would come back..."Liang Ruoqing's words made Ye Junxuan, who was cutting things, pause. Because, the tone of this sentence is very ambiguous.

Seeing that he didn't refute, Liang Ruoqing stopped his arm, and gently snuggled up to his arm, and said coquettishly in a gentle and sticky voice: "Every Qixi Festival in the future, we will follow each other, okay?" ”

Tanabata? Today is Tanabata? Be... Hanhan's birthday?

"Honey, what's wrong with you?" Liang Ruoqing quickly noticed the drift of his eyes.

"Not really." Although Ye Junxuan smiled politely, after saying this, he very tactfully left her and snuggled his hand.

Liang Ruoqing is a smart woman, so naturally she didn't make any more intimate moves. She understands that she needs to know how to control the balance at this time. Step by step, he will one day belong to her completely.

Next, they continued their dinner in silence. On this special day, in this Lang casual and luxurious western restaurant, the duo looks a little inseparable.

In fact, Ye Junxuan's gaze was unbiased all the time - he was looking at the black ring on the ring finger of his left hand, which was given to him by Han Han.

"Give, a gift for you."

"I don't want a gift, I want you."

“…… Put it on and take a look. ”

It really feels like it happened yesterday.

Thinking of this, his gaze gradually dimmed, and his heart seemed to drift into the distance.

Han Han ......