"Hanhan, did you hear that? Hanhan. ”

"Hanhan, I'm my mother, can you open the door? Heard the words......"

Su Han heard someone calling herself in a hazy way, she frowned, struggled for a while, and then opened her sleepy eyes with great difficulty.

"Hanhan ......" came from outside the door was her mother's voice, and her mother was calling her.

Su Han woke up from her sleep at this time, she turned around and looked at the window, and she couldn't tell whether it was morning or night. What time is it? Is it day or night? How long did she sleep, her head was so dizzy and painful......

She propped herself up and leaned against the head of the bed, one hand gently opened the curtains, and saw a dazzling ray of sunlight flickering - it turned out to be daytime, she had just woken up, but why was her body still so tired.

Knock knock – two more gentle knocks outside the bedroom door.

"You don't lock yourself in your room anymore, come out, okay?" Su Ziyun knocked anxiously on the door outside the door, her voice was almost pleading, "You haven't eaten for two days, if you continue like this, ...... keep going like this" Speaking of this, her mother's voice choked.

Two days ......? It's been two days?

It turns out that she has been back home for two days, how has she spent these two days? Why is she not impressed at all......

"Hanhan, it's my mother begging you, please, okay..." The mother's voice became trembling, and the low sound of pounding on the door was so pale.

Mom, it's Mommy who is outside the door, and she's sad... How could she make her mother feel sorry for herself? She's so cruel that she has to reassure her mother.

Thinking of this, Su Han was about to get out of bed in a hurry, but at the moment when her feet just touched the ground, her body seemed to be out of her shell, dizzy and weak...

With a "bang", she fell without warning.

"Hanhan!" Su Ziyun was really startled when she heard the movement in the bedroom, and she began to bang on the door harder, "Hanhan, what's wrong with you?" What's wrong with you, don't scare Mom... Hanhan, you say something..."

In a trance, Su Han slowly opened his eyes, and his gaze was spinning. She reached out her hand, her fingertips touching the cold floor of the room.

Su Han stood up with difficulty, holding the cabinet with his hand, and slowed down for a long time before he was sure that he had regained consciousness. She hurriedly limped towards the door, still muttering, "Mom, I'm here... I'm fine, don't you worry..."

As soon as the bedroom door opened, Su Ziyun stepped forward desperately to hold her daughter's shoulders - Su Han slowly raised her head, only to see that in her mother's vicissitudes of life, there was worry, resentment and panic...

"Hanhan." Su Ziyun hugged her emaciated daughter tightly, and shed tears in pain, "Why did you make yourself like this, your mother called you so many times, why didn't you answer me, ah, why..."

Su Han's body shook slightly with her mother's hand. I don't know where she got the courage, she actually smiled, and spit out lightly: "Mom, I'm fine, I'm fine." ”

She's really good, her heart is empty, and she's relieved like never before, why isn't it good? Even her most beloved doesn't want her anymore, what else does she need to care about. It's nice to feel like you don't have to worry about anything.

Su Ziyun didn't believe her words anymore, this stupid kid hadn't eaten for two days, and he was still saying that it was okay? She hurriedly helped her daughter to sit down in the living room, looked at her tired face with concern, and didn't dare to leave her hand for a moment: "Listen to Mom, eat something, okay?" Oh, mother, please..."

Su Han's face was still pale, he shook his head twice mechanically, and even squeezed out a smile at his mother: "I'm not hungry." ”

She didn't speak, she really wasn't hungry - her heart was dead, how could she still feel hungry or in pain? That feeling of numbness, as if her soul had been emptied, she could no longer feel her own existence, was everything in front of her was nothing, an illusion?

Su Ziyun didn't know how to persuade her daughter to get better, she shook her head hopelessly while wiping her tears with her apron. As a mother, she was supposed to play an active role, and she didn't want to cry......

"Mom, why are you crying?" Su Han stroked the back of her mother's hand, and even showed a smile: "I'm here, I'm fine, I just slept a long night, I feel good..."

Listening to Han Han's inconsequential monologue, Su Ziyun cried even more painfully. In two days, the daughter seemed to be a different person, she stopped smiling, stopped talking to her mother, and didn't even want to talk to her anymore. How did she end up like this? Is she still the same Han Han as before?

"Implications...... You don't want to do this for that man anymore. Mom looked at it and ...... It's sad. Su Ziyun's voice was trembling, how could she comfort her daughter...

When her mother's words fell, Su Han's smile suddenly froze. Man, yes, that man...... It was because of him that she became like the walking dead, and it was because of him that she was worse than dead.

However, she still misses him so much, misses him so much.

"Mom... Xuan, he doesn't want me anymore..."Su Han's eyes were empty, and the deepest loneliness seemed to penetrate to the bottom of his heart, "Xuan... He really left me and didn't want me anymore..."

As she spoke, the corners of Su Han's eyes also became sour, and she still sobbed after all. Why, she just can't be strong anyway? If she says she wants to be chic, if she says she doesn't cry, even if she has more sadness in her heart, she has to bear it alone.

Su Ziyun couldn't believe the Han Han in front of her who was on the verge of collapse - it had only been two days, how could her baby daughter become like this?

The man named Ye Junxuan, he and Han Han's encounter, acquaintance, and love, Su Ziyun, as a mother, can feel it through the little changes in her daughter - Han Han has become much more cheerful than before, and when she returns home, she always has a happy smile on her face. At night, she would sometimes hide in her room early to talk to him on the phone. Their happiness, Su Ziyun saw in his eyes.

But now, they suddenly broke up. When he heard the news, Su Ziyun's heart also stabbed fiercely. How could she not understand the sadness in her daughter's heart? I feel the pain and empathize with it.

"Mom..."Su Han shrunk into her mother's arms and cried sadly, she was like a wounded kitten, not knowing how to find support.

Su Ziyun held Su Han's hand tightly, looked at her pale cheeks, and said earnestly: "Hanhan, Mom really doesn't want to see you, re-walking the path I walked back then......"

This road is sad and helpless, and the loneliness in it can only be understood by those who have experienced it. Is it a joke of fate? Why is Su Han facing the same situation as she was now?

Su Han finally felt the pain of her mother back then. Abandoned and forgotten by men, this taste is more than bitterness, my mother is really strong, not only came all the way, but also raised her to adulthood alone......

"Hanhan, aunt—" A familiar voice came from outside the door. Even if he only heard the knock on the door, Su Han could tell who it was.

Su Ziyun walked over and deliberately wiped the tears a few times before opening the door for him: "Tianming, you are finally here." ”

Lu Tianming nodded slightly, and before he could walk into the living room, Su Han's pale face had already come into his sight.

"Hanhan—" His heart ached like a knife.

Before Lu Tianming entered the door, Su Ziyun grabbed him and whispered: "Tianming, you help me persuade her well, you must persuade her well..."

Lu Tianming's expression was very complicated, in fact, he was not completely sure. But he still promised Su Ziyun: "Auntie, don't worry. ”

Su Ziyun nodded, wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes as she walked into the room helplessly. She didn't know how to comfort her daughter anymore, so she had to pin all her hopes on Lu Tianming, and it was always easier for young people to communicate with each other.

Lu Tianming hurriedly walked over to Su Han and sat down. He didn't ask her what was wrong, because he knew very well how sad she was. After a long time, Lu Tianming said solemnly: "Hanhan, you look at me. ”

Su Han raised her eyes gloomily, she was very tired, as if she didn't even have the strength to look at him more. She just wants to be alone for a while, and she doesn't need anyone's comfort...

"Be strong, Han, it's not a big deal, it's going to pass." Lu Tianming's tone rose a lot, and his expression became extremely resolute: "It's just a man, he's gone, God will give you a better one." Are you going to continue torturing yourself for the sake of a person from the past? ”

yes, just a man.

But she cared so much about this man.

"But, I really love him......" Su Han's soul seemed to be emptied, and even though Lu Tianming shook her shoulders, she was still expressionless. I can't live without him, I can't live without ......"

She couldn't live a day without him. That's not life, it's better to live than to die, and if she has to spend her days in solitude like this, she would rather die......

Lu Tianming was worried and angry, gritted his teeth and said: "A man who can be abducted by other women, let him get out early!" ”

This is a heartfelt sentence that shocks the soul. yes, why should she beg for his mercy and sympathy? He's gone, doesn't want her anymore, and gets back together with the woman of the past.

The more Lu Tianming worried about himself like this, the more sad Su Han felt in her heart, as if the whole world cared about her more than Xuan. But she only longed for his care, his love... Xuan doesn't love her anymore, even if she gets more love from others, what can she do? That's not what she needs most.

Su Han closed his eyes tightly, and the pain in his heart could no longer be described in words, leaving only the embarrassment of his heart like a knife: "He said that he wants to have many babies with me... Now that I have a baby, why doesn't he want us? Why ......"